Chapter 61 - Second in Command

Ichi walked around his room, dusting in between all of the nooks and crannies. Cleaning usually landed on Sunday. There was something calming about it.

He glanced over at the bottle of alcohol he had purchased for tonight and wondered what would be in store. His second in command had been acting strangely lately, after all…

There was no knock at the door as said goat came in, quietly.

Ichi turned. "Ni. Did you have a good day, today?"

"I suppose."

"Yesterday's operation went nicely. I've already gotten word that the Okamigumi is scrambling to find out what happened."

The serow came further in, sitting on the bed. "That's good."

Ichi reached over and grabbed the bottle, bringing it over. "This is what I was talking about the other day. Raspberry rum. Looks good."

"Yes," Ni said, not looking at him.

"I know alcohol doesn't do much for you, but..." The buck looked away as he trailed off, trying to follow the other herbivore's gaze. "You said you'd bring something nice too?"

"I'm sorry. I failed to obtain anything before our meeting."

"Hm...that's fine." Ichi sat down next to him, setting the bottle on the nightstand next to his glasses. He unscrewed the top. "Gouhin took the kids, just as I knew he would. They'll have a chance for a normal life now...for better or worse."

"Good. That is what we set out to do, after all." His eyes moved, toward the bottle.

Ichi poured some of the clear liquid into his glass, ice already deposited into it.

Suddenly, the serow reached out and grabbed his wrist.

Ichi glanced over, surprised by the sudden movement. "What?"

"8 months," Ni spoke, softly.

The deer blinked. "What?"

"...Wow. That's...longer than I realized."

Ni continued. "You've reached for the bottle almost every time."

Ichi rolled his eyes. "This is my day to relax. I earn it."

"You can relax without it, Atsushi."

The deer bristled at the name. "So I bought it for nothing?"

"You have enough money. I didn't give you the name Atsushi so you can drown out Ichi with alcohol. I gave it to you so I could call you that when we became us." He moved his hand to set the bottle down.

Before he could, Ichi pulled his arm away to do it himself, the sleeve of his sweater riding up his arm in the process and revealing a gash in his skin.

Ni immediately froze. "You were...hurt?"

Ichi covered the scar back up and crossed his legs. "The wolf got me, accidentally."

But the serow didn't care. He grabbed his arm again and showed the wound once more. "You were...hurt."

"It didn't hurt, but I cleaned it out and treated it," Ichi stated, resigning himself to the grip of Ni.

The goat had...sadness in his eyes. He leaned down and kissed next to the wound. "I'm sorry for acting out."

Ichi sighed and slouched. "You have been acting odd, lately. Is it Shi?"

"It is. You were so drunk last time we fornicated that you...called me Shi. You don't remember me leaving immediately after?"

Ichi looked off to the side, his ear flicking. "I...I really don't remember that."

The herbivore wrapped his arms around him. "I want you to love me without the help of alcohol."

The deer shifted, still looking away. "...I don't know if I can love..."

The serow squeezed him. "Why don't you find out?" He asked. "Atsushi..."

Ichi stared longingly at the bottle of rum. "You're very affectionate tonight...Hachirou."

"I enjoy hearing my real name," he said. "And you got hurt...You need me right now."

Atsushi snorted. "I'm not hurt! It was a tiny cut!"

"Poor deer." Hachirou stroked his face.

"Oh, brother." He glanced over to the makeshift entertainment center. "Did you...want to watch a movie, still?"

"Of course. You pick." He pulled back.

Atsushi stood up and walked over. "I was thinking of watching Bloodscream. It's supposed to be a classic horror movie. The name seems stupid, though..."

"You have the best taste," Hachirou grinned. "And you're looking very pleasant tonight, might I add."

"Do I look any different than usual?"

"Exactly." He removed his shirt, laying on his side and propping himself up on his elbow.

Atsushi stared for a moment, taking in the long fur of the goat's toned body. It really was a sight to behold. He put the DVD in and fetched a bag of peanuts. "The rum wasn't the only thing I bought." He looked back over at the full bottle, feeling itchy.

The goat grabbed it and drank straight from the bottle. "I'm glad. Go on and get it started. The bed is cold."

"No fair. That's being wasted on you," Atsushi mumbled. He started up the movie and sat next to him on the bed with the food.

Hachirou made sure not to be too invasive. Atsushi, now sober, would take more time than usual to "fall in love" again.

"Come on. Just one glass? I won't get drunk off of that." It was humorous to see the deer so different. Only on Sundays could this happen.

"Okay."

Atsushi smiled and got his previous glass ready, happily pouring in the contents. The menu for the movie had popped up and the buck hit 'play'. He laid next to Hachirou, although they were not touching.

The serow continued to give him space. But every time the buck took a drink, Hachriou was watching out of the corner of his eye.

The buck took a handful of peanuts and placed the bag between them. "Here. Have some."

Hachirou did so and they watched the movie, quietly. The serow kept thinking about the wound on Atsushi's arm. His poor arm. Well, the wolf got what he deserved. But seeing him hurt at all brewed a fire inside of him.

Atsushi had always been fascinated by horror movies. They were able to take him back to his childhood, however briefly. There was something nostalgic about it.

He felt warm and tingly after his glass of rum, but his mind remained mostly clear. He looked over at the animal next to him, the ever-loyal Ni. Hachirou, with his soft and inviting body.

The deer really was attracted to him. Sundays were his time to unwind, and that meant spending time with Hachirou as well. There was nothing wrong with it.

The slight numb of the alcohol helped as well. It wasn't as much as he wanted, but it was enough. Atsushi scooched closer.

The movie went on. "Once you've seen the real thing, all these deaths are unbelievable. Don't you think?" Hachirou asked.

"That's what makes it enjoyable," Atsushi noted.

The goat's eyes moved, trailing down Atsushi's body, and his legs. "I like how creative these movies get. The plots are...intriguing."

"You know, I used to write stories at the orphanage. It's how I passed the time."

"I like that. I bet you wrote well."

"Not really. I'm writing a better story now, anyhow."

"Beautiful." He ate some peanuts. "Would you like a massage?"

"...I suppose."

The goat grabbed his legs and slung them over his lap, reaching up to rub his feet. "Does this make you nervous?"

"...Why would this make me nervous?"

"BecauseI'm touching you while you're sober."

"Don't say it like that."

"It's true." He kept massaging the animal he loved. "You deserve this." He had said it every meeting they had.

Atsushi grumbled. "Shut up..."

He kissed his leg. "I can't help it, sir."

The cervid groaned louder. "Oh no, not this *

sir shit, again."

"You enjoy it."

"I don't."

"But you're so powerful. I feel the need to." His head moved up and he kissed his neck.

"That doesn't mean shit here." Atsushi shuddered and looked away at the new sensation.

A hand went on his thigh and then pulled back. "Yes. I understand. I apologize." He moved back.

The deer could no longer pay attention to the movie. Once again, Hachirou had disarmed him and made him vulnerable, and this was the first meeting they had where he wasn't drunk.

But Hachirou knew how to play this game. He looked back to the movie with a blank expression, hands to himself.

Sure enough, a needy huff sounded from the buck.

The goat still was unmoving, but he could feel the energy that radiated from Atsushi. He felt fur against his own after a few seconds and turning revealed Atsushi suddenly in his underwear, hugging him by the side.

The serow removed his own pants and put an arm around him, no words between them. He had the urge to look at his eyes, though.

The rest of the movie passed like this, with them reaching between their bodies for the peanuts.

Once it was over, Hachirou spoke. "I wish I had paid attention, but I can't stop thinking about your wound."

"Does it really look that bad?"

"It's not that. Just...knowing you can be hurt. I can't stand it. It hurts me, as well." He turned his head, glancing all over his beautiful body.

"I'm an animal, just like you. It can happen."

"It shouldn't happen. I should have been by your side and killed the wolf myself."

"And deny me the satisfaction? You'd never."

Hachirou leaned in and whispered his next words with hot breath. "I would deny you the satisfaction and give you even better satisfaction later."

Atsushi blushed and looked away. "F-fuck off."

"If I must." He rolled away.

The deer sighed and turned the TV off. "So, now what?"

"I fuck off. As you asked."

Atsushi scowled. "I didn't mean it like that."

No response. All he saw was Hachirou's back, moving slightly with his breathing. His tail twitched a little.

The buck growled, or at least made the noise closest to a growl he could get, and grabbed the goat from behind, pulling him against his chest. "I don't get how you can seem so cluelessly stoic but also so infuriatingly coy at the same time."

"I was merely doing as you asked. I am supposed to follow your orders, after all."

"You know what you're doing, smartass."

Hachirou pushed back against him, their legs rubbing together. "What do you plan to do about it?"

"...I don't know. I've never had sex sober. That's kind of sad, isn't it?"

"I'll go easy on you, like I did the first time." He pulled Atsushi's arm around him. "Shi could never give you this, you know. Unless you put wolf ears and a tail on. Maybe some fake fangs, as well." He said all this with a single tone, not even a hint of a smile in his voice.

Atsushi remained silent. He knew he was right.

"You saw how he reacted yesterday. Do you really want to love someone like that? Who is basically useless to you?"

"What's all this about love?"

"...Forget I said anything." It wasn't like him to get lost in his feelings. At all.

"I will. I need to relax."

Hachirou sighed at this. He had wanted to make a point to get Atushi's mind off the other deer, but he couldn't continue pushing it. The serow moved even further back into him, letting the buck be the big spoon, even though he was taller.

Atsushi felt his strong back muscles against him and sighed. "Can you make the first move?"

Hachirou moved his butt back into him, rubbing gently. "Wrap your arms around me."

"They are..."

"More, Atsushi. I want to feel you." He pushed his butt back into his crotch even more. "You can feel me, too."

The buck relented, wrapping his arms more tightly around him and inserting his nose next to his neck.

Hachirou closed his eyes, becoming still and enjoying the sensation of every place Atsushi was touching him.

"How does your fur get softer every time?" the deer asked, quietly.

"I should be asking the same of you."

"You're imagining it. I haven't changed the way I shower for years."

"It may be time to try something new, if you understand what I'm saying."

"Heh, how am I supposed to understand the man that talks in riddles?"

"You should know me well enough, by now."

"Yes, and I know you can be utterly incomprehensible or painfully obvious." The buck wrapped a leg around him and pulled him closer. "It's what makes you so funny."

"Funny," Hachirou repeated. "I'm only saying you might want to add something to your showers that you've been missing."

Atsushi sighed. "Is that 'something' you?"

"Just a suggestion." Even as he said this, he felt a small smile creep onto his face. They were always small.

"We'd have to be careful that nobody sees us."

Hachurou's fluffy ears perked at this, showing excitement. Atsushi knew this now. His voice remained the same, though. "Of course."

"You probably look absolutely ridiculous when you're wet. Your long fur drooped down...I would say 'what happened to my reaper?'"

Hachirou's ears perked again. "Your reaper?"

"Yes. Have you forgotten?"

"Never." He moved his hand to stroke Atsushi's that was slung across him. "I swing my scythe for only you."

"Turn and face me," the deer ordered.

Hachirou did so, revealing his face.

Atsushi stroked the sides, running his hands through the long fur and tracing the white fur pattern on his face. "Handsome as ever." He fluttered his eyes and leaned in to kiss him.

The serow kissed his leader back without hesitation. The fact that he was handling not being inebriated so well was wonderful. Finally.

Atsushi's hands grabbed at the long fur on Hachirou's back almost desperately, pulling him even closer with his leg.

The goat continued the passion, moving even closer as their heads moved and small smacking noises came from between their lips.

Atsushi pulled back, eyes wide. "Wow, this is...a lot." He laughed, humorlessly. "It's usually so numb, but I can feel you now..."

Hachirou moved to rub his chest. "And how do I feel now?"

Atsushi did the same, admiring his musculature with his hands. "...Impressive."

"You know how much I train," the goat said. "Someone has to protect you. Even more, now that you got hurt."

The buck kissed his cheek. "I'll let you know the next time I get a paper cut, then."

"I might just have to take care of you that whole night, then. Poor creature."

"Poor, frail, weak, useless Atsushi and strong, capable, powerful Hachirou," Atsushi touched his nose and rubbed circles into it.

"I never called you weak," Hachirou stated, moving to kiss his hand. "You're a very strong leader."

"Then, you can understand how this wound is insignificant. I actually forgot about it until you saw it."

"It's significant to me. That wound is a lot bigger in my eyes than you think."

"Will you treat me like glass tonight, then?"

"I'll be careful not to break you." He had gentle eyes on top of his smooth voice.

"Mmmmm." Atsushi hugged him, burying his face into his chest. "I think it's time to get started, then."

Hachirou held him and rubbed up and down his back, moving down to squeeze his tail. He had to step carefully. He was worried one wrong step could knock down this house of cards they were building tonight.

Atsushi gasped and moved to do the same with Hachirou's tail.

Up and down...slowly. The word tonight was slow. Hahcirou kept reminding himself of this. "However you have been showering, it makes you unbelievably soft. It should be no surprise your fur is one of my favorite features."

Atsushi sighed, his muscles slowly relaxing. "And what's another favorite feature of yours?"

"Your antlers." As was custom of him, he moved up to run his fingers along the tangled branches. "They're so different and unique...They're like a representation of you. One look at them and you know you're different."

Atsushi shuddered and smiled. He moved his hands over Hachirou's pecs, encircling his nipples with his thumbs.

"I bet people look at you and see the shape of them and think 'there's a story there'."

"It's a piss-poor story, but they'd be right." The buck pressed harder, trying to get some sort of reaction from him.

Hachirou let out a small huff. "That's why I want to help lift you out of that pit. You have us, but I still think you still feel alone."

The deer said nothing, entrenched in his current mission.

The goat moved back to do his signature move of staring deep into his eyes, digging through Atsushi's soul with his strong gaze.

Atsushi stared back as he pinched the serow's nipples.

Hachirou pulled him closer. "Hmmh...I can't help but think about the mission yesterday. Shi's connection with carnivores really made it difficult for him. You know it will be harder to make him cooperate now, yes?"

"I thought you didn't want to talk about Shi."

He couldn't go against his boss. "Right. I apologize."

Atsushi leaned in to lick and nibble at his collar, hoping to get a reaction that way.

The goat pulled him on top of him and gazed up. "What shall we talk about, then? How beautiful you are? How important you are?" He stroked his cheek, then moved down to squeeze one of Atsushi's nipples, knowing it would get a reaction out of him.

That it did, causing the buck to hiss out of his teeth. "Nothing that boring. What about you? You have the annoying ability to get me to act like this, yet I can't even get you to change your expression past a smirk. What do I need to do?"

"I told you. Even with as many bedmates as I had, they all left because I seemed emotionless to them."

"I know you aren't, though. It just keeps me coming back for more."

"I've never heard that one before. To be fair, you've gotten the most emotional reaction out of me than anyone. I suppose they might have thought it was all the drugs I had been doing."

"Let me guess: it's because I'm so great, right?"

"You didn't even need to ask." His hands slid down to rest on his butt, everything still gentle. "Are you still feeling okay?"

"Of course I do," Atsushi said, pressing his body into him more. "Just odd to have this happening with a clear mind. It reminds me of our first night when we went into the city."

"Indulge me."

"What, did you forget already? 8 months, right?"

"I want to hear it out of your mouth. See it from your eyes."

"Well, I sobered up when we went to the city. It was almost like a date. That's the only time we did something like that..."

"Unfortunate. I have imagined so many dates."

"It comes with our line of work, I suppose." Atsushi stroked his cheek. "We must make sacrifices for justice."

"But you know we don't truly have to. We could go out like we did and no one would bat an eye, just like back then. I think you're just afraid." Hachirou saw through him so easily.

Atsushi looked away, not saying anything. "It's...easy when we're just in my room."

"I won't push you, Atsu."

"Yeah..." The buck laid his head down on Hachirou's body, ever mindful of his antlers.

"I just want you to come out of your shell."

His companion rolled his eyes. "I'm not a turtle."

"You know what I mean, Atsu. I want you to come out with me. We had such a good time."

"Where would you take me?" Atsushi entertained the idea.

"Somewhere nice. I still need to take you to that better sushi place I promised."

"...Have you been looking?"

"Of course."

"Have you found a golden place?"

"I have." He grabbed his hand, kissing the knuckles.

"Hmm...what excuse could we give the others when they see us leaving?"

"We have to do recon. I want to treat you tonight. I want to love you tonight. Properly."

That word again. Love. Atsushi got up and off the bed. "I wonder what I should wear. Come look."

The goat did so, following. "I know you'll look nice no matter what you choose. And if you want to wear something extra fancy...you can change when we leave."

"I have some outfits Hachi designed but I never use. I think they'll be a bit flamboyant out on the main street..."

"Wear one. Please." Then, he stepped forward. "Though, I take it you're most likely self-conscious about wearing something like that out there, yes?"

"Well...you did say please."

"That counts for something?"

Atsushi didn't answer, going through his wardrobe which all consisted of blacks and grays.

Hachirou just stood there, staring. Every time he did so, he always looked at his head, no matter where it was facing.

The deer pulled out a loose, gray shirt which he stretched over his antlers. The neck hole was so large it exposed the fur of his shoulders.

Hachirou moved his head a bit, watching.

Atsushi pulled on some thin black jeans and his boots, slipping his fingerless gloves on as they were something he always wore. He spun around, the loose shirt flowing and showing his lithe body.

Now, Hachirou was smiling like a little kid.

Atsushi gawked. "Oh? What's that on your face?"

"What do you mean?"

"I've never seen you emote that much."

"You're just...incredible."

"So are you. So, let's get you dressed and let's get out of here before anyone sees."

"What shall I wear?" Hachirou asked.

"Whatever you think fits, I suppose." Atsushi walked to the door.

The goat left to his cell, taking a few minutes to decide what he wanted to wear. He decided to put on nice slacks and a white button-up. He looked in the mirror that was hung up on the wall and began tying a dark blue tie around his neck.

He was never one to really care about looks at all, but now, as he stared into his own eyes, he realized he cared about what Atsushi thought. This deer was changing him.

Atsushi leaned against the bars. "Wow, looking formal."

The taller herbivore saw him standing in the reflection. "I can change if you want me to wear something else."

"No, that's fine. Whatever you pick. You look rather dashing, actually." His emerald eyes squinted as he looked him up and down.

"One moment." He finished tying the tie. "How is this?"

"Handsome. Now-"

"Oh, hey, Ichi. What's the occasion?"

They both turned to see a certain horse and red panda approach.

"We are going out on recon," Ni said.

Go squinted, arms crossed. "Wearing that? No way."

"It's true."

"We're going to the main street to track Okamigumi activity. We need to blend in," Ichi explained without missing a beat.

"Dressed like a homo? I don't believe it! Tell me what you're really doing."

"Fine. If you must know, we are going to have sushi and discuss plans," Ni explained.

"SUSHI?! YOU HAVE TO BRING US! I LOVE SUSHI!" the little animal shouted.

Roku brought a soft fist onto Go's head. "Don't talk to the boss that way," he chided.

"Please, Ichi! We never go out!" Go begged.

"What kind do you want? We'll bring some," Ichi smiled.

"No, no, no! It's not the same. Please, can we go with you! Family bonding time!"

Ni just crossed his arms, looking to the side. If they did come, he and Atsushi would still be out together, at least...

"We can't draw too much attention, Go. We can have a big trip together another time." Ichi spoke with finality.

"Just let it go, Go," Roku sighed. "Another time. We were gonna play billiards, anyway."

"Why not?" Go's ears flattened. "No one knows who we are! We won't be acting suspicious! Just give it a try, guys! I want to go so badly!"

Ni looked at Ichi, expectantly.

The buck's face didn't change, but internally he was fuming. This trip was supposed to just be the two of them. He turned to the goat. "Ni, what do you think?"

"You are the leader," Ni mumbled.

He saw the deer's brows furrow the slightest bit. "Fine. Should we bring everyone, then?"

"No, let's keep the group small. I don't wanna wear anything fancy, though," Go said, wearing the face of a child who had just won an argument with his parents.

Roku scoffed. "You don't even own anything fancy."

"Whatever! Let's go!" Go jumped up and down. "This is gonna be sooo delicious."

"You guys get ready and we'll meet in the lobby," Ichi said. The two other animals went off, leaving Atsushi and Hachirou. The deer turned to the goat and sighed.

The serow looked down. "Well, we should go to the lobby, then."

"Yes." But neither moved. Atsushi walked closer and rested his forehead on Hachirou's shoulder. "We still have the rest of the night. In bed..."

Hachirou slid his hand down Atsushi's arm and grabbed his hand, kissing between his antlers. "It's just…a nuisance."

"Well, you know how it would have been. Go would have sulked all week."

"I was sulking inside all week and I'm still alive."

"...Let's leave. Before they can get ready." Atsushi grinned, devilishly.

Hachriou sighed. "We already told them it was fine. But I am formulating a plan that will make everyone happy."

"Yeah? What's that."

"I feel the need to mention that it is a surprise plan."

Atsushi huffed and crossed his arms. "Fine. Let's get downstairs, then."

Hachirou suddenly pulled him close and kissed him deeply.

Atsushi adapted and kissed back, closing his eyes. Without the alcohol, this goat seemed to be even more addictive.

Hachi came down the stairs at the end of the hall, seeing the display. They smiled as they saw it and quickly turned, walking back upstairs.

Before the serow let him go, he lifted Atsushi with his strong arms.

The buck gasped into the kiss, but then deepened it.

Hachirou set him down and pulled back. "See? This is us and there's nothing wrong with that."

"Of course not! It'll just be a pain to have a third and fourth wheel along with us."

"Don't worry. I'll only be looking at you."

"I know." Atsushi walked past. "I wish the animals out in the main street could see us and know we have each other, though."

"I'm glad you feel the same."

The group walked out on the main street, looking at all the sights. "Wow! It's fuckin' amazing to finally get out of there!" Go shouted, for no reason.

"There's nothing stopping you from leaving normally," Roku pointed out.

"What? Of course there is! We all gotta stay in the tower unless Ichi orders us out! Right, Ichi?"

Ichi chuckled. "Well, all you have to do is ask me and state your business. As long as it goes through me, I don't mind you guys going out."

"Are you fucking kidding?! I sit in my room and bounce a ball around for hours on end and I could have been out making love to sweethearts!"

"I assure you, any woman you are with would be on top," Ni stated.

"Mind the STIs as well. I need you in top form," Ichi snorted.

"Ugh, you guys are gross," Go frowned. "I still love you, though."

"That makes one of us," Ni answered.

"What will you do now that Ni doesn't love you?" Roku asked the small herbivore.

"Call bullshit cause I know he does," the red panda answered.

Ni walked just a bit closer to the animal he was really here for. "It's not too far from here."

"It'd better be the best damn sushi in the world," Ichi challenged.

"I will take the punishment if it is," Ni answered.

"Ni, ever the loyal fuck," Go laughed. He nudged Roku. "We could never kiss Ichi's ass that much, huh?"

"Nope. Ni's got seniority over all of us. Well, aside from Kyuu and San."

This just made the goat walk closer, subtly.

Go laughed. "They are gonna be sooo jealous when they find out how many fuckin' rolls I ate!"

The horse turned to the deer. "Say, Ichi, when do you have Shi coming back? Cuz after last night's mission, I feel like he may bolt."

Ichi rubbed his temple. "Ugh, I forgot to tell him when to come back. Oh well, I was going to give him some time to breathe, anyway. He's not an animal like us who live and breathe the black market. He's soft."

"Yeah, he's a real pussy," Go spat. "So privileged just cause he's a carniwhore."

"Heh, yeah. He was actually talking to me about his wolf husband on our mission and he told me he's never eaten meat. Can you believe that?" Roku asked.

"No way! Of course he does!" Go said.

Ichi shrugged. "Carnivores will either embrace who they are or try and hide it. I have no doubt that the wolf has eaten meat before, though."

"Or he has yet to do so," Ni added.

Ichi watched his partner, closely, knowing Shi was a sore subject. He decided to change the topic. "When did you find this place?"

"Not too long ago." A very Ni-like response.

"Who cares when he found it! How big is the menu? I'm gonna eat it all!" Go claimed.

"With that small of a stomach?" The equine looked at him, skeptically.

"Don't waste money," Ni said. "I know you. You eat with your eyes."

"I wish I could eat with my eyes! It would be a lot faster and easier!"

"Hm. Then you'd eat like a carnivore."

Go's energy seemed to all but disappear then. "So, are we almost there?" he asked, quietly.

"Yes," Ni responded.

"We got a lot of money from yesterday, but Ni is right. We need that for work," Ichi informed, looking around to see if the restaurant was in view yet.

"But why is Ichi wearing those clothes! He looks kinda...you know..."

"Hachi made this shirt, and I wanted to show my appreciation."

"Looks a little like somethin' Shi would wear..."

"Hachi did make his outfit too, yes," Ichi said, facing forward.

"We're here," Ni announced, pointing to the brown doors with golden trim.

"Woah, looks fancy," Roku observed.

"Ah, hell yes! I'm so hungry!" Go groaned. "You are the best for bringing us, Ich!"

"Thank Ni, too," Ichi said. The horse and red panda entered the doors, leaving the two outside. "So...gonna tell me what that surprise plan is now?"

"I propose we eat and run off into the city afterward, together," Hachirou answered.

"Oh...well that's an idea. Where would we go, though?"

"I was thinking about a hot spring visit, maybe. Something relaxing. I wanted to talk about my life before I joined. You say you spun tales, now it's my turn."

Atsushi's ears flicked. "Well, now I can't wait for after dinner."

Hachirou opened the door for him. "After you."

"Thanks," the deer grinned at him.

Everyone sat around the table, enjoying their meal. Ni sat across from Ichi, and under the table, he positioned his foot on his, so they were touching.

The chatter was idle, mostly just Roku and Go talking about random topics while Ichi and Ni listened.

The goat found himself staring at the deer a lot, especially the way his top slid on and off his shoulders when he moved. He never thought he'd see him wear something like this.

When the sushi came out, everyone agreed it was amazing. Ichi congratulated Ni for the find.

Ni thanked him back, but only Ichi knew why. After the bill was paid, they talked about dessert. "Excuse me," Ni said, standing up. "I must use the bathroom." He went off.

"Wait? He uses the bathroom? That guy?" Go blinked.

"He does," Ichi said, getting up. "I must as well."

"Huh. I guess there are just some animals that look like they never use the bathroom. Roku and I will keep talkin' about dessert. Hurry back."

"Sure." The deer followed the serow's strong back as he left.

The goat walked into the bathroom and turned around, leaning back against the wall. "Those two never stop talking. At least I got to touch you. I would have held your hand, had we been alone."

Atsushi took his hand and grinned. "Here we go."

"Are you still interested in my story?"

"Of course." The buck rubbed the knuckles on the hand he held. "But first, we need to make our flight."

"We are fortunate that there's a hallway between us and them. Let's just walk out and act like nothing happened. Once we get out of the doors, let's keep going."

"Just keep walking and see where we go?"

"I know where the hot spring is," Hachirou said. "We'll find an unoccupied one and be alone. You can keep your underwear on if you'd like."

Atsushi scoffed. "And have wet underwear? Never."

"I'm being respectful to your confidence."

"And you think I'm not confident?"

"I am unaware of what you're comfortable with," Hachirou explained. "I want only the most important experience for my...for you."

"Well you've seen me naked many times, so I'll be fine," Atsushi explained.

"Good. Ready? Let's move."

The couple walked into the locker room of the hot spring, unaware that Louis and his group of friends had been here just recently. "I'll make sure no one looks at you if they come in."

Atsushi raised his eyebrow. "Really? And how would you do that?"

"I'd figure it out." He began stripping without any sort of worry or discomfort.

Atsushi moved closer and started to take his own clothes off. "I hope those two don't think anything bad happened to us. How will we explain it later?"

"They were never supposed to come to begin with." He slid his underwear down his legs. "We can tell them we left to do our original plan."

"That's true." Atsushi set his folded clothes into a locker, now completely naked.

"There's only one unfortunate thing about this," Hachirou whispered.

"And what's that?" The deer matched the whisper with his own.

"I don't get to see the most attractive piece of clothing I've ever seen." He grabbed a towel and handed it to him. "Let's go find an empty spring, one that's preferably more hidden."

"You seem to know what you're doing. Been to one before, I'm guessing," Atsushi deduced, tying his towel around his waist.

Hachirou tossed his towel across his shoulder and they walked out onto the wooden walkways. "Choose one you like."

Atsushi soon found one. He pointed. "Look at the rock outcropping there, with the spot to go under. Looks like nice privacy in that spot."

Hachirou pulled him along, down the stairs and he stepped in first, pulling his leader along. The steam continued to rise up into the air from the water's surface. "I hope it isn't too hot for you."

Atsushi stepped in and immediately felt relaxed. "It...feels really nice."

They waded through the liquid and the naked goat turned, putting his back against the wall and sitting, pulling Atsushi against him.

The deer went onto his lap, and his arms wrapped around the back of his neck.

"I love you," Hachirou finally said, out of nowhere. It was just like him to do that sort of thing.

Atsushi looked away, face hot. He squeezed him tighter.

The serow rubbed his sides. "Look at me." It was a command.

Atsushi turned his head to him, pressing their foreheads together.

Hachirou looked into his eyes, his soul, and said it again. "I love you, Atsushi."

"What do you mean by that?" the buck asked.

"Excuse me?"

"What is love? What does it mean?"

Hachirou looked down and grabbed his hands. "It's much more than just wanting to sleep together. It's wanting to be with someone every moment, thinking about them at every moment, wanting to protect them. Love means sacrifice and love means gentle touches. Love means you abandon those who you arrived with at a restaurant to go to a hot spring. Love is what I feel for you." But even as he went on the whole tirade, his face remained blank, and his tone stayed steady.

Atsushi's breath became shaky. "And...you feel all of that for me?"

"I don't lie to you."

"I know," he whispered. "I'm afraid to say I love you."

"It may feel good to say it. Even if you don't mean it."

"But saying it without meaning it or understanding it is irresponsible, isn't it?"

"Then, let's take another route. Tell me how you feel about me. Our walls are down right now." Hachirou moved his hands up and massaged his shoulders.

Atsushi took a deep breath. "I feel...at ease. I feel like I can just forget about everything when I'm with you. I feel cared for like I've never felt before, and I want to show you just how much I appreciate that. When our bodies are together, in bed, it's unlike anything I've ever felt before. It's almost overwhelming. I find myself fearing what would happen if I couldn't have you anymore."

"You can have me. My heart is right here for you."

"I don't want to hurt you, Chirou," he said quietly.

"Love is also healing each other when we hurt each other."

"...Even after all of those Monday mornings?"

"We always have Sunday after that. There's always a Sunday after a Monday."

Atsushi looked down at their distorted reflections. He then pulled themselves down, deeper into the water. He placed a kiss on Hachirou's nose. "I don't want to hurt you...because I have feelings for Shi."

Hachirou's eyes flicked away. "...I know. Even though he disobeys your every command and could never love you like this."

The deer held the sides of his head. "I know. I try to deny it, but it's there. My mind latches onto him whenever I see him. My mind forces me to remember how he tried to save me as a child. He grew up to be so different but I just keep...trying. Even though you're right here for me. I don't deserve to say I love you."

Hachirou wrapped around him and squeezed. "Please...I'm right in front of you."

Atsushi tilted his head to kiss Hachirou, his tongue licking desperately along his teeth.

The goat, too, had desperation in his movements as he clutched his fur. This was unlike any kiss they had shared before. The need was stronger than ever now.

Atsushi moved forward and grinded his hips against him, moaning into his mouth.

"Atsu..." He lifted his hips against him. He breathed out of his mouth. "Shi doesn't want you...Can't you understand that? He has someone."

The buck nodded, tears in his eyes. "I do. I know."

Hachirou felt a tear of his own, which had happened very few times in his life.

Atsushi cleared his throat. "Weren't you going to tell me a story?"

But Hachirou ignored it as his tear began its journey down his cheek. "Love is also hurting for someone else."

The buck let out a frustrated growl and tucked his head next to Hachirou's.

The goat moved Atsushi's legs to wrap around him. "When I was young, my father drank often. I can't recall a time when I didn't see him without a bottle in his hand."

"...I'm sorry."

"I didn't show emotion back then, either. I believe it scared my mother. My father never really paid attention to her. He was a construction worker and he constantly complained about being tired.

"One day, I remember I came home from school early and I heard noises from my mother's bedroom. I put my ear to the door and I knew they were making love. By they, I mean my mother and...someone who wasn't my father.

"I don't remember feeling anything as I heard it. I hid behind a corner in the hallway and waited. I remember the squeaking of the bed, particularly. Something about it had bothered me.

When it was finished and he said goodbye, he came out and I peeked. It was a carnivore. A jaguar."

Atsushi gripped him tighter, listening.

Hachirou continued "She saw me immediately. I think I wanted her to. I can't remember.

"She grabbed me and told me not to tell my father. That the man was just a friend, but I told her I knew what she was doing.

"Suddenly, I was never denied anything from her and my allowance increased, exponentially.

"One particular night, my father found out about her affair, somehow. I heard them shouting and I went out to see them in a fight.

"I still remember not feeling anything and just watching while he beat her. I always remember the blood on his knuckles and the way he grabbed her shirt. I also remember he grabbed her by the arm." He moved and wrapped a hand a little below Atsushi's shoulder. "Right here.

"He tossed her out and slammed the door and that was the last I saw of her.

I was the only one left for my dad and even though I was young, he started making me drink with him every night. It still didn't have much of an effect, but the feeling of a clouded mind is nice.

"My father became obsessed with strength. How a man is supposed to be. A man is supposed to get what he wants. A man is supposed is to have sex with women and assert his dominance. A man likes alcohol. A man is strong.

"He hated my cold exterior, though. I don't think he was happy that I was the son of that woman he called his wife. He made me drink with him, even so.

"I started drinking with my companions one day and they offered me a gateway substance, and I spiraled from there. Though, almost nothing really affected me. People would joke I was a lab experiment of some sort. I guess normal animals would find that offensive.

"My third girlfriend, Mitsuru, wanted to go all the way on our second date. I didn't care. Being naked in front of another or having sex with them never really affected me. I did everything she asked and we enjoyed ourselves. Everything for me is usually on the inside, really. I wish you could see it.

"After that, I began having sex all the time. Left and right. Any way I could get it. I never forced anyone into anything, though. That was my only rule. Soon, it was daily that I had people sleeping with me.

"But as I've told you before, no one ever stayed due to my cold exterior. They must have thought I was a psychopath, or that I believed I was too good for them. They must have thought a lot of things.

"And then I mixed everything together and I started feeling sick all the time. Though I may not feel much emotion, I still feel physical pain.

"My father passed away from a heart attack in the living room. I was sitting in the chair drinking next to him at the time and I remember staring at him as it happened. I remember there was drool out of the corner of his mouth.

"After he was deceased, I continued drinking. I didn't even call the police until I was finished with the bottle. I think part of me might have been upset with him for what he did to my mother and how he treated me."

Atsushi held Hachirou closer as he spoke, listening to his friend spill the life story he never knew about. He knew every member of the Branded had history, but he was not aware of how much the goat had gone through. Or any of them, really.

"Do you recall how we met? I was smoking a cigarette when I saw you."

"You were also sitting on the ground in your own filth," Atsushi remembered, no condescension in his tone.

"Correct. My addictions had obviously brought me back to the black market."

"And I always respected your privacy and never asked about your past. Thank you for telling me." Atsushi rubbed his shoulders, softly. "Two years already, huh?"

"Two years. Look where I am now."

The buck nodded. "Where...we are..."

"Exactly."

"...This spring feels very nice. Thank you for taking us here."

"Only the best for the man I love."

Atsushi pressed his nose into Hachirou's cheek. "Have you ever loved anyone before?"

"Everyone leaves," the goat responded.

Atsushi swallowed and took a deep breath. And then another. "I...I..." Hachirou held his shoulders, firmly. The buck made eye contact. "...love you," he whispered.

The goat nuzzled his cheek. "You won't leave because of my demeanor?"

"I've been around you long enough to know you have feelings."

"Truly." He slid his tongue on his neck. "Mmm...and you won't try and bed Shi?"

"...There's no way he would want it, and I already have you. I feel so selfish...I already have you..."

"You've always had me," Hachirou whispered. "We do, however, need to figure out what to do with Shi." A pause. "You don't want to focus on that right now." His hands slid down, grabbing the deer's butt cheeks and pulling him forward more.

"Don't worry, I'm formulating things," the cervid flashed a small smile.

"We can keep our relationship secret from the others, still. I don't think some of them would approve of it," Hachirou sighed. "At least we can finally really be together."

"...You're saying that because I didn't drink today, right?"

"Because now I know you can love me sober, but more importantly, that you can love me at all."

"I hope I can. I want to. It's how I feel, I think." Atsushi pressed himself against Hachirou. "I want you."

"I want you, as well." He pulled him against his body more, his hands wandering below.

Atsushi chuckled. "Here?"

"I heard that sex in the water is not very comfortable, so no," Hachirou explained. "I still want to touch you, though." His finger moved between his cheeks. "Do we still keep us to just Sundays?"

"...Maybe we can find time whenever it presents itself," Atsushi shuddered at the touch as he clutched tighter.

"No calling me Shi again..." He licked his shoulder, rubbing against him below.

"You have my permission to stab me if I do again."

"Where?"

The deer pointed to the center of his chest, smiling.

"That would kill you."

The group leader nodded. "Because I won't do it again."

Hachirou gave a small grin, and he moved his hands to cup Atsushi's bits under the water. "Let's go out more."

"They'll all know something is going on," Atsushi said, not sounding entirely broken up over the fact.

"At this point, it's worth it." He kept kneading him under the water, moving to his length and stroking it. "Want me to take you tonight or do you want to take me?"

Atsushi shuddered. "Maybe...we could do both."

The goat removed his hand and sat back, just enjoying his body. "Do I have permission to call you my mate?"

Atsushi thought for a moment. "Hmm, a bit of an antiquated term. I suppose it fits you well."

"Boyfriend, then?"

They bumped noses. "Whatever word comes to mind at the moment, I suppose."

"May I also stay with you tomorrow morning, just a little longer than usual?"

The deer nodded. "The lack of a hangover will be nice as well."

Hachirou just rested his head on his shoulder. "Animals that try to touch you should really be afraid now."

"Just don't push yourself too hard, Chirou," Atsushi mumbled while stroking his chest.

"I won't. You truly enjoyed the sushi tonight?"

"Truly. It was really good."

"I believe you this time. Nothing less for the greatest animal in the world."

The buck laughed. "Wow, you flatter me! But I think we should head back now. I'm craving you."

"In time. We paid for this, so let's just enjoy it for a little longer. If you are so inclined, you can touch me."

"Fine." Atsushi reached down and quickly grabbed and rubbed themselves together. "Does this feel good?"

"Yes," Hahcirou nodded. "I don't understand why it took you for me to not be such a blank slate."

"Because I'm the 'greatest animal in the world'," Atsushi teased, speeding up the stroking as he thrust upward, trying to get the goat's expression to change.

But his face remained the same. "I do enjoy everything we do together. You've always needed this."

Atsushi's hands now ran all over the goat's body, squeezing at his muscles and rubbing his curves.

"You used to be so closed off when we first began this," Hachriou stated.

Atsushi grunted as he rubbed himself against his mate. "Well, it helps when you're so goddamned handsome."

"And you said, I flatter you," Hachirou joked, moving his hips against him.

The deer grunted, once again, and moved back, contemplating for a second. Then suddenly his head was beneath the water, his tongue on Hachirou's length.

Hachirou's hands grabbed his antlers as he did this, but the serow knew that it wouldn't last very long due to the underwater nature of it all and the temperature of the water. Still, Atsushi making the move was wonderful.

The deer licked, sucked, and even nibbled with his blunt teeth, all the while massaging below with his hands. It was strange how the feeling of lust and attraction was even stronger without alcohol. He had never even considered it.

Hahchirou stroked along his antlers, tracing the branches to their tips. He expected the deer to pop up any moment now.

Atsushi could feel his need to breathe rapidly approach, but he ignored it. He took Hachirou in his mouth fully and bobbed his head up and down four times. After this he resurfaced, gasping for air.

"That was quite a new sensation. Though, you should have known you wouldn't be able to last very long," Hachirou explained.

The deer was still breathing heavily. "Yeah, haah, that's the, haah, thrill of it!"

The goat's eyes scanned around. "One of us could sit on that rock over there."

Atsushi eyed it. "Well, get over there, then."

Hachirou gave somewhat of a laugh and went over to it, turning around and pushing on it with his hands, lifting himself up and sitting down. "You aren't worried we will be caught?"

"If we are, I'll just use my chimera to allow us to escape," Atsushi informed, nonchalantly. He stared at the treat before him and licked his lips. He thought before that he hadn't gotten drunk tonight, but that was not true. He was very much drunk, just on a different substance.

Hachirou looked down at him. "That's a new face. Do you plan to have a turn up here?"

"If you want me to." With that, Atsushi was back down, pleasing the goat in any way he could.

Hachirou smiled as he did so. This deer was his. Finally his. Not Shi's, not anyone's. Just his. He felt so lucky and on the inside of his mind, he was screaming and running around. And the buck had gotten significantly better at blowjobs since when they first started. He still found it humorous, however, that Atsushi was interested in males, considering his rather strict views on carnivores.

Atsushi took his length a handful of times before easing off, using his hand to jerk him off with the help of the saliva and water. In the meantime, his tongue moved below, licking at his balls.

"Mmh...You've always had a way with that tongue, no matter what it is. Though, I've never seen you so...full of lust," the goat said, spreading his legs a bit further. "I feel lucky that none of the other members get to see this, you know."

The deer retreated. "Of course. You're special."

Hachirou reached and grabbed his arm, looking at the wound. "I can't stop thinking about this, still. The work we do is dangerous and I don't want you to have any more injuries. You've seen some of the scars Shi has. I don't want you looking like that." A second of thought. "Not because it would make you ugly."

Atsushi laughed, softly. "It's like you're obsessed with that. What would you do if I got sick? Slice up the bacteria with your scythe?"

"Well, I'd be by your side and make sure you were alright all day. I would bring you food and help you bathe. Unless it was contagious, then I would still take care of you, just without getting too close so that way I could stay healthy so I could keep taking care of you."

"You make it sound so good." Atsushi stood up, slightly, and pushed on Hachirou's tough abdomen. "Lie back."

The goat did so, looking at the night sky above. He had many thoughts running through his head. Atsushi was the main one, but there were still a lot of worries and doubts, as well.

Atsushi lowered himself down again and started stroking his hand once more. With the new angle, though, his tongue could reach the goat's taint, which he licked and nipped.

"Mmm..." the other herbivore hummed. He moved his legs so his feet were flat against the rock. "Maybe we should return home soon...I am craving you, now." As if that wasn't obvious from his excitement.

Atsushi teased his entrance with a lick before speaking. "I knew I could get you to come around."

The goat sat up. "You know how I am with money, considering I wasted so much of it in my life. I mean, that's how I lost the house and became homeless."

"I think we've gotten the most out of this place," Atsushi concluded.

"Just one more thing."

"Yes?"

The goat slipped off the rock and got into the water, sinking below the surface. The buck's heart began to pound, but what he thought was going to happen, didn't, as Hachirou resurfaced and stood up. "Do I look as funny as you predicted?"

The goat's long fur was now draped over his face, obscuring his eyes. That, coupled with his serious expression caused Atsushi to burst out laughing, his laugh still that same, gasping, desperate sound.

"As I thought." Hachirou pulled him close that way and leaned in to kiss, but ended up smooching his eyelid.

"Chirou! Chirou, you're blind!"

"Excuse me?"

"You just kissed my eye!"

"You don't know if I was aiming for your lips," he joked.

Atsushi hugged him close. "I love you. Now, let's go back."

"Wait until you see what I have in store."

There was electricity in the air the entire walk back to the tower. Atsushi answered the missed calls from Go and Roku, explaining how they only agreed to have dinner together and afterward they broke off to carry out the original mission. Hachi was at the door when they arrived home.

Ni nodded to them and they nodded back. Then, they turned their head and saw that Ichi was wearing the outfit they had tailored for him. They gasped and came over, grabbing his shoulders.

The deer smiled. "I found a use for it. It's very comfortable. You should make me some more, if you wish."

The elk turned him around to get a full look at it, then hugged him.

Ni, recalling that Ichi said they were the second most attractive member, looked to the side. Of course, Ichi was his, not Hachi's, nor would he be.

Ichi laughed, hugging back and patting their back. "Woah, there! If I knew you'd be this happy, I would have worn this earlier."

But that wasn't the reason Hachi was hugging him. Of course, they couldn't say that they had seen him and Ni kissing earlier. They were so happy for the both of them, though.

The elk moved back and saluted to their leader as Ni waved Ichi along and they began ascending the tower to his room.

"It's fortunate you asked them to make you more outfits," Hachirou spoke. "Fortunate for me, that is."

"You should ask for some, too," Atsushi suggested.

"I don't see myself dressing femininely, really. Maybe some new button-ups, if they know how. It will be delightful for all of our future dates."

"Go will come up with new ways to call me gay. I wonder if he actually knows, though."

"I think he just enjoys teasing you. I want to stop by my cell and grab something before we go to our room. Your room."

"Should I come with you?"

"Just wait for me. It won't take long at all."

"Alright, then. I'll be ready for you in our room, then."

Hachirou smiled and went off, quickly, clearly eager.

Atsushi all but ran to his room, quickly stripping his clothes off and putting them away. He wished he had some more appealing underwear at that moment.

The serow returned, quickly, coming in and then leaning back against the door. "Finally, we've returned. Though, I guess we have to give it to Go. We wouldn't have gone to the hot spring, otherwise."

"Yeah, that's true." The deer walked toward him and pulled him in so he could shut the door and lock it. He then stared at the goat, hungrily.

"Patience. We'll get there." Hachirou began removing his clothes so Atsushi could watch.

Atsushi backed up and sat on the bed, still just in his underwear. He watched as each bit of clothing dropped to the floor.

The other herbivore held his pants after he was naked, taking out a white box and a green lighter. "I'm going to smoke one of these on the balcony before we start."

Before any response he walked out and took out a cigarette, sticking it in his mouth and holding it with his thumb and forefinger as he gripped the lighter as he flicked the spark wheel once, the flame erupting and lighting the end.

Atsushi followed him. "How many of those do you smoke a day?"

"It varies." He inhaled, holding the stick in the space between his index and middle finger. He removed it from his mouth and exhaled.

"Is that the last of your addictions?"

"I'm sure I would have sex with you every day if I could." He leaned over the rail, looking out.

The buck laughed. "Says the guy who's freaking out about a cut on my arm."

"That's different," Hachirou said, taking a moment for another inhale and exhale.

Atsushi reached down to take off his underwear and hugged him from behind. "Don't ruin your body too much."

"Would you like to try one? Don't fear, I won't get you addicted to them."

Atsushi's nose wrinkled. "No, I had one before and it made me sick."

"Really? Sick?"

"Yes. I was around 14 at the time. One of the kids at the home snuck some in."

"I know that Kyuu smokes. That must be how she was introduced. San doesn't seem like he would."

"Never. He actually told on us and got us into trouble."

Hachirou's brows raised. "San? A snitch? Interesting."

"He was only looking out for us. I was upset with him for a while, though."

"Understandable. Are you going to snitch on me to the others for smoking before we fornicated?" A joke. He bent a little more so Atsushi's hips were against his butt.

The deer's erection wedged between Hachirou's cheeks and he hummed. "Yes, I'll tell them all just how naughty you are."

A moment of silence passed. "I've always enjoyed the smell of smoke. Something about it, I suppose. I'm guessing you despise it," Hachirou spoke.

"I'm indifferent," Atsushi admitted. "Reminds me of the old man."

"The panda?"

"Yes."

"Isn't that a good thing, then?"

"It's a bit awkward when it's associated with a man I'm having sex with," he chuckled.

"A man who named you," Hachirou joked. "We're lucky I'm not that much older than you."

"Four whole years." Atsushi hugged him tighter and slid his penis up and down between his cheeks. "How long until that cig is burnt down?"

"Not too much longer. I can tell you are more excited than ever. I was worried that once I told you not to drink tonight, you'd be cross with me."

"I was at first...but now I realize my feelings are much more intense without the numb of alcohol. Perhaps that's what I was afraid of this whole time..."

"You deserve everything I give you. You work hard to do what you do. Always working and planning and you go on missions with us." The cigarette was finished, now, and he burned the end of it on the railing, then flicked the rest off the balcony.

"More flattery." Atsushi nuzzled his back and moved his hands up to rub Hachirou's short, tufted tail. "I can't believe such a lethal force of nature is contained in such a cute body. I want you, now."

The serow turned around, looking down at him.

Atsushi pulled him back into the room. "What do you wish to do, Chirou?"

"Wash my mouth out. Do you possess mouthwash?"

"There's a travel size bottle in my desk drawer over there."

The goat grabbed it and went back to the balcony. "It's a shame I can't sleep with you every night. In bed, I mean. Not sex-wise."

"Although now I know you do want that other thing too."

"Mm?" He poured some mouthwash in the cap and then took a swig, swishing it around his mouth.

"You said you'd have sex with me every night if you could, remember?"

There was about a thirty second pause. Hachirou spit out the blue mouthwash over the balcony and returned, climbing into bed. "Correct. Maybe multiple times a day, if things were more in our favor."

Atsushi followed. "Now, what do you want to do?"

"What do you want to do?"

"I'm exhausted. I want you to do all the thinking." He smiled.

"Oh, so tonight you're going to be a pillow princess and just take it?"

That got another laugh out of Atsushi. "I love when you throw away your usual script and say something like that! And...if that's what you wish to do...I'm yours."

"What about switching?"

"The night is still young," the buck reminded him.

"But you're exhausted."

"I meant mentally."

"Unfortunately, we should shower and clean up before we do anything."

"Sure thing, boss," Atsushi joked. "We just have to be discreet."

"Unless we go separately."

"Hm. I suppose. Off we go, I guess."

Then, there was banging on the door. "HEY! ICHI! IT'S GO! CAN WE TALK?!"

Ichi straightened up. "Can it wait until morning?"

"It's just weird, cause I can't find Ni anywhere!"

"He stayed out to do some work. He'll be back by tomorrow afternoon."

"Do you think I should call him?! I wanna talk about the sushi place!"

Ni knew his phone was in the room.

"Talk about it tomorrow." Ichi's voice was firm but Atsushi's face showed concern.

"Ugh, fiiine! Try not to ditch us next time! You two were acting weird!"

"And you always act weird, Go. Now, let me sleep."

"Night, boss!"

"Goodnight."

The two herbivores stared at each other in silence.

Hachirou had been rubbing Atsushi's knee the whole time. "Do you still want to go together?"

"It might be tough. I could use my Chimera to move without being noticed, but you...I just told Go you're not even in the tower..."

"The god of misfortune strikes us down, once again." His ears flattened, a little. "There will always be other chances."

"Oh, so you're giving up?"

"No, of course not."

"Then let me go first, and then you'll go. It will be your most dangerous mission, yet."

Hachirou laughed at this.

"Your first mission is to not miss me too much while I go. Are you up to it?"

"I failed the mission before it even began." Hachirou wrapped his arms around him.

"Well, time to try again."

Atsushi sat on the bed, awaiting his boyfriend's return. He glanced down and noted the brand on his foot. He looked down upon it, sneering. It had tried so hard to keep him down his entire life and yet he prevailed, and his life was getting better every day. He was unstoppable.

Hachirou wasted no time showering and before they both knew it, they were laying next to one another in bed, once more, the goat rubbing the deer's ear as he stared at him. "I still failed my mission of not missing you too much."

"Well, you succeeded in not getting caught." Atsushi brought his hand over the other's fluffy fur. "Amazing..."

"You've always known stealth is one of my specialties."

"Of course." Atsushi shifted closer. "And now, I ask you, what's your plan?"

"To show you another side of my love," he smirked, lightly.

"Oh? Enlighten me."

The serow slid away, disappearing, under the covers.

Atsushi watched, intrigued and entertained. He felt kisses on his legs and thighs and the movement grew and got closer inward. Hachirou stopped before he did anything too drastic, though.

"Mmm, that feels good, Chirou."

"I would go further, but I know that it makes you uncomfortable," the goat stated.

"Every time I have offered to eat you out, you have denied."

"Well, tonight is different, no? Show me everything you wish to do to me." The deer laid his head back, preparing himself.

Suddenly, a strong sensation was felt from below and Hachirou grabbed his legs.

The buck sighed and hummed, reaching under the covers to hook a finger around one of the serow's horns.

Hachirou continued his movements below, pleasuring his leader.

"Hmmm, Hachirou...you're so good at everything..."

"Am I?" His voice was heard.

"Yes. You always make me feel like I'm the only animal in the world when we're in bed."

"When we're together...you are. Why else would I look at you so much?"

"I can always feel your eyes on me. It makes me feel safe."

Hachirou pushed his muzzle in deeper, lapping. "That's because you are. These hands work for you and you alone."

"Mmmm, I can't believe I've been rejecting this..."

"You are allowed to take your time for everything."

"You are talking into my ass," Atsushi stated, laughing.

"Would you rather I be silent?"

"Just...do your thing. We can talk when your mouth isn't busy..."

The serow went back to it, staying silent now, as were his orders.

The buck squirmed and groaned, arching his back as the tip of his erection brushed the covers.

The goat licked from his entrance all the way up his torso and bit his neck, grinding against his length. "Mmmh...Atsushi..."

"Hello, big guy," Atsushi purred. "I love when you get into it, even if my mind is usually in a cloud..."

"You should look in the mirror, then you'll understand why I get so into it."

Atsushi reached around his strong body, hugging him close. "I'm glad I was able to break through to you."

"On the contrary. I was able to break through your defenses. I've always been good at infiltration, as well."

"Hmm, well I hope you plan on infiltrating me soon," Atsushi crooned.

The deer felt Hachirou's chest move against his own, and a small laugh escaped him. "And I'll do that just as well, too."

"Will you fetch the lube?"

Hachirou, ever the loyal man, did as was asked, immediately. "Hopefully, that's the last time I have to get up. I've never felt comfort like when we're in bed together."

"You'll have to get up tomorrow," Atsushi pointed out.

"You know what I meant. It feels like everything is trying to keep us from copulating tonight."

"But nothing will stop us. How much is in that bottle, anyway?"

"There isn't much left."

"Hmm, time to make another trip soon."

"We're practically friends with the lizard at the sex shop," Hachirou pointed out.

"I...guess. Even though he's a carnivore." Atsushi filed that thought away to be picked apart later.

"Mm." The goat came closer. "You looked incredible in that top. The thoughts I had while you were wearing it weren't thoughts a subordinate should have about his leader while other group members were there."

"We're alone now, so tell me what they were."

"Perhaps removing those pants and taking you on the table."

Atsushi laughed. "I think Go would call us gay."

"He would be like," his voice changed, suddenly, "I KNEW IT! You are gay! What a bunch of fairies! Now let's order one of every dessert!" His impression was spot on, energy and all.

That caused the dam to break, and Atsushi laughed harder than anyone had ever probably heard him before. He kicked his legs on the bed and rolled from side to side.

"Hey! Whaddya doin'?!" Hachirou continued the game. "You're actin' like an idiot!"

The deer gasped, tears pouring from his eyes as he gripped the covers.

"And now you're cying?! What a pussy! Goddamn, Ichi! You're not the leader I thought you were!" He pushed against him multiple times. "Hey, hey. Get up, dumbass!"

The deer caught his breath and shook the goat, gently. "Ah, ah, st-stop! Th-this is too much! I didn't know you could d-do this!" He laughed again. Was this how a normal 22 year old felt?

"What? Is it freakin' you out? Come on, Ichi! Straighten up! Also, could you get me a stepladder? I got a hot date tonight!"

The deer snapped his fingers. "Go back to Hachirou!"

The goat's demeanor went blank. "As you wish."

"Wow...you're just a bundle of surprises that keeps on giving." Atsushi moved closer, kissing him deeply.

Hachirou kissed back, squeezing his arm. "It's not that hard, really. I just acted like an idiot."

"Mmh." Atsushi gripped his shoulders and pulled him down to lay on top of him, kissing him more.

Their tongues danced and weaved and Hachirou moved against him, both males unbelievably hard.

The deer gripped him as tight as he could, his heart pounding. He knew he was about to have sex for the first time ever while sober. It excited and terrified him.

"Do you ever remember the sex in the morning, or just that we had it?" Hachirou asked.

"I remember bits and pieces," Atsushi said, breathlessly. "So make tonight something I'll remember."

"You don't even remember the night with the handcuffs?"

Atsushi blinked. "...Where the hell did you get handcuffs?"

"You don't remember, then. They sell them at the shop."

"Hmm, well we'd better start making new memories."

"You really don't remember me handcuffing you to the bed?"

"I...vaguely..." Atsushi tapped his chin.

"I licked all over you, except your rear."

"Do you plan on fucking me tonight or are you just gonna tell stories all night?" Atsushi challenged.

"I rode you after that. You truly don't remember one of our best nights?"

"I remember that part. How could I forget how great your pecs looked during it?" He reached down and started to stroke the goat's erection, gently.

"You remember," Hachirou smiled. "Thank goodness. I was worried it was all lost on you."

"Like I said, bits and pieces."

Hachirou moved his hips up into his hand. "Get on your knees and lay your top half down."

Atsushi gladly did so, waving his cute butt and tail in the air.

The goat poured some lubricant and began preparing him. "We've also done something with a gag before. Do you remember that?"

"I remembered it tasted bad." Atsushi stuck his tongue out at the memory.

"You dealt with it in the end."

"Yeah, in more ways than one..."

"And you still said you enjoyed it." His fingers moved in and out of him and he got on his knees.

"Mmm, of course I did." The deer pushed himself back onto the fingers.

"I don't think there was a time where you haven't enjoyed it."

The deer hissed, feeling the full brunt of the sensation with a sober mind.

Hachirou removed his fingers and moved up. "How do you want it?"

"I want what you choose to give me. I know you'll always take care of me."

Hachirou rubbed against him, exhaling. "I would like to give you everything."

"Well, condense it into one night, then." The deer moved farther back, his thighs almost parallel with his torso.

The goat grabbed his hips and in a matter of time, was deep within Atsushi. "Mmm...As it should be. I'm still debating the speed and strength I should go."

The deer, however, was speechless. His back muscles contracted as he writhed on the bed, moaning into the pillow.

Hachirou straightened up and looked down at Atsushi's head. "Everything..." He mumbled.

The leader turned his head to the side, looking at the animal inside of him with one of his piercing green eyes.

And then the goat was taking him, hard and fast. Harder than they both had done it with another. The bed bounced and squeaked with their rough movements.

Atsushi grunted, eyes and jaw clenched as his body rocked back and forth. He dug his antlers into the bed and pillows, not caring what damage they may do.

Hachirou made some noises and he let out a soft moan as he pounded into him. They were lucky the other members were on a different floor, entirely.

Atsushi had never felt anything so overwhelming before. The pain and pleasure all morphed into one.

The serow reached down and grabbed both his antlers, pulling his head up a little as he continued thrusting.

An almost whiny sounding moan escaped the cervid's mouth. His legs and arms felt like jelly.

"I'm hoping to make you finish without any help," the goat explained.

Atsushi blew out from his mouth, followed by a loud, "Fuck!"

"You think the others will hear?"

"I don't care!"

"Oh my~" Hachirou purred and he leaned down, taking his ear in his mouth and biting on it.

"Nnngh, I-I want to see those eyes on me!" the deer demanded, after a few seconds.

"But I'm taking you from behind."

"Move me!"

"How shall I move you?"

"Just do it!"

"I'll remove myself from you, then." The goat came out with a 'pop', leaving the deer battered on the bed, leaking from his tip out onto the sheets. He tried to gather his bearings and roll over.

Once he did, Hachirou's eyes were on his, a lustful flame within them.

"Th-there we go," Atsushi breathed. "God, you're fucking breathtaking."

Hachirou grabbed his legs and lifted them onto his shoulders, licking down one. "I'm not holding back once I'm back inside."

"That's fine by me. I did tell you to do what you wished tonight."

The goat entered him once more and wasted no time pounding again.

Atsushi gripped the sheets and stared up his boyfriend, trying his best not to shout out. This was the first animal to ever love him. He soaked it all in.

With Hachirou looming over him and thrusting into him like that, there was quite a sight. His chocolate colored eyes always looked so delightful.

It was enough to tip Atsushi over the edge, spilling all over himself while letting out a low moan.

Shortly after, the serow filled him, accompanied by a moan of his own. They stood still like that for a while, panting.

Hachirou stroked his face. "Looks like...I was successful in my mission."

The deer pat his shoulder. "Yup, congratulations. I'm sure to count on you next time, too."

"Well, I am your mate," he smiled, more than ever.

"My mate with a beautiful smile."

"Truly? I'm glad you're perhaps the first to really see it."

"I'm glad to be the one that...brought it out." Atsushi smiled, his eyes droopy. "Mmm, don't think there'll be a round 2 tonight, Chirou..."

"Oh? Are you okay?"

"Hnmn, let's just say I may just stay in my room all day tomorrow," he joked. "You might have to take care of me~"

"Are you feeling sick?"

"No, I just had my brains fucked out."

He received a peck on the lips. "I'll stay with you."

"Please do. Sleep by me and stroke me and love me." Atsushi closed his eyes, revelling at the feeling of having an animal like Hachirou in his life.

"Let me clean you up first." The goat lapped up all the mess away.

"Mmm, how about the other mess?"

"Inside you? Do you want another shower?"

"You'd have to carry me..."

"Or did you want me to use my tongue?"

"Hmm, that'd take a while, no?"

"It would feel good. I can carry you, though. It's always up to you." He rubbed his chest in circles.

"I think I'd rather stay in here," Atsushi yawned, smiling.

Hachirou nodded, disappearing once more and cleaning him up, small moans coming from the deer as he finished up.

After he was done, Hachirou laid by his side and they bid each other a goodnight and good sleep. His second in command waited until the deer was unconscious as he always did, before letting himself fall into slumber, finally finding happiness and love in Ichi. In Atsushi.