Chapter 2
Dimitri and talked the rest of the time, why was I at Dark Desires if I didn't want to be here, I explained that I came at the instance of my best friend Lissa who was curious. I told him about her boyfriend and our mutual friend Adrian who came here a few times. Dimitri knew Adrian they were cousins, small world. We talked about why he was at the club, it was his best friend Ivan's club, which he helped financially to open the club but he did not do anything besides that
"Silent partner huh?" I asked.
" Ya very silent, so silent I didn't even know that he was having an opening night until the day of." I laughed at that. I would imagine a best friend would want to share that tidbit of information with his friend. Where he did not want anything to do with the business side of things he did on the other hand involve himself in BDSM. He said he was dominant, when he said that I laughed
"So you like taking control, making women do what you want, ya that's so manly," I said sarcastically.
"No. I do not make anyone do something they would not want to do, never. I take control, but the person I am with sets the limits on what she wants, on what she is comfortable with, how far she wants to go, and she can stop it at any point if I go too far. The submissive has all the real power, she states the limits; she is in control of what is allowed and what is not allowed. Doing something that she does not want or not stopping when she says so is rape, that simple." He explained. I was unsure what to say after that so I order another coke, I really wish I had something else tonight.
"You know I could just sho-" Dimitri started to say.
Lissa interpreted what he was about to say "Rose, I am ready to go if you are. But we can stay longer if you want?" stay longer in a club that I did not want to come to in the first place, ya right, I got up to leave when I realized that Dimitri and I had been talking for almost 2 hours, it did not feel that long.
"Ya, we can go, Liss. I am ready. Night Dimitri."
"Night Rose," Dimitri said back, he looked disappointed that I was leaving.
The next morning Lissa wanted to know everything about the guy I was talking to at the club. "No one Lissa just some guy that walked up to me at the bar." She rolled her eyes at me
"Really Rose no one, I saw you two talking for a long time and you smiled and laughed I do not think you have done that with Jesse in a long time."
She was not wrong Jesse and I have not just talked and laughed in a very long time, I do not know if we ever really did. We met freshman year of high school and he flirted with me a lot but we did not start dating at the end of junior year, I don't think we talked at all sophomore year since we had no classes together, and we only had one class together junior year the second semester and only because his teacher was fired for sending nudes to one of his students. He was a player majority of the time and the whole school thought we were having sex but we never have. I'm not a virgin but it's too hard to explain why I do not want to be with him so that what he thinks that's the reason. I have been thinking of ending things with Jesse I just not sure what to tell him.
"Lissa, we were just talking" I explained,
"Even still, maybe you should end things, I mean only if you are unhappy with being with him." I thought about telling Lissa the truth, that I was unhappy, that I don't think I was very happy with Jesse but I did not know how to explain it to her.
"I'll Think about it Liss" is all I said to her. Then the bedroom door flew open loudly slamming into the wall.
"Think about it. What the Hell do you mean think about it?" Jesse yelled. He came into the room very angrily and know he was yelling at me
"I am the best damn thing that ever happened in your pathetic little life" he was becoming very angry at me know yelling at me about how he chooses to date me even though he many other options, on how he has been patiently waiting for me to have sex with him, I laughed at that one, he was always trying to go, father, then I was comfortable with, always complaining when I didn't put out.
"Now you're laughing at me, you pathetic bitch." he went to slap me but that is not an easy thing to do, I have been taking self-defense classes since I was 14, I blocked his slap, which pissed him off even more.
"Do not even dare to try to hit me, Jesse, we both know I can take you. You know what I do not have to think about anything Jesse, we are done." I stated calmly, he huffed out the room
"Whatever Rose, I can find another girlfriend very easily anyway who won't be such a prude or a bitch." Strangely I was not upset about the break up at all, I felt relieved that I would not have to worry about what he thought about me anymore. I could never please him to begging with, he was always calling me fat or too skinny, I talked too much or I didn't talk enough, he also hated that I was taking self-defense classes, I never figured that one out through.
"So we only heard the end of that, but I think that tonight we need to go out to mourn the loss of Jesse." Adrian proclaimed.