Author's Note: Hey! I know finally an update woot! I just wanted to let y'all know this is the chapter that has the only GaaxSasu scene, I know its different, but I still hope that y'all enjoy it and continue reading! Please review! Thank you all for reading!
Sasuke's POV
I nuzzled my face into Gaara's hair that crowded his neck. I pressed my naked body against his, something I knew would only arouse my desire as well as his desires. After spending two days alternating between sleep, talking, and sex I doubt he would find cause to argue with a third.
I slowly raised myself up and held myself up with my arm. I stared down at him sleeping. I felt like my heart would swell from my chest. My eyes went from the top of his head to his hips. His body had become more muscular compared to when I first met him. There have been many small changes to him physically, only adding to his appeal. I am sure many men have sought to have him while he was away. He spoke of none, but who could resist? Even I had the luxury of tasting his lips. If any other man had such luck I would be sure to make sure they lose such a memory. What about him being around Itachi? I am sure he would refuse any advances Itachi would have made towards him. The thought of Itachi even being so close to him causes my blood to run cold. How long had he been around him?
"Are you staring at me again?" Gaara whispered and shifted slightly. His eyes didn't open as they had done before when he caught me admiring the handsome man lying next to me.
"What other fantastic sight could I behold aside from the beauty of a man lying in this bed beside me?" I whispered and watched as his lips curled, slowly forming a small smile. "Do you not tire from saying such romantic nothings?" He remarked and pulled the blanket up to his shoulders. He wrapped it in his arm and snuggled it to his chest. When was there a time when I could resist him? I placed my hand on his arm near his shoulder. Why did I have to fight it so hard? Slowly I began to move it down his arm, then back up to his shoulder. I did not believe it…I refused to believe that I could become so enamored with someone. Long ago, I had thoughts that my heart would fall victim to Sakura's bold nature. Twice I had even dreamed of spending the rest of my days sailing the ocean with Ino. Before I could even begin to build upon those ideas, he came into my life.
Ah, if only I made more attempts to steal from Suna. Indeed Suna is a beast of a country to escape from, which of course it hides this beauty. The thought that I would have met him sooner I am sure…or at least seen him….gives me a strong feeling of regret. I know more than anyone, regret is a nasty beast, one rivaling jealousy. "Stop…the very thought of your eyes upon does not allow me to sleep peacefully." He muttered shifting again, this time closer to the headboard burying the side of his head further into his pillow. I lied back down and shifted my body closer to his body. "Why were you staring at me?" He asked suddenly. I nuzzled my head against his shoulder "I was remembering when I had first met you and why it took me so long to accept and return this…love." I whispered and gently kissed his shoulder. I am still wary of the word, despite knowing it is the feeling I have felt towards him. "Do you doubt such a feeling?" He whispered slowly, indicating he noticed my slow utterance of the word. I wrapped my arm around his waist and pulled him to me. "No, it is something I have never found to hold much meaning as I have used it in many senses and ways to gain my desires." I spoke and moved my hand slowly up his smooth abdomen to his bare chest and attempted to pull him closer to me, even when I knew we could not be much closer. "I refuse to use a word with a lost meaning to refer to my feeling for you." I whispered and kissed the same place, but did not remove my lips. I opened my mouth slowly and gently bit into his skin. A gasp escaped from him.
"Sasuke…you do not want to awaken such behaviors again." He threatened, yet I did not heed it. My hand moved from his waist up to his left hip and slowly began caressing his thigh. I could hear his breathing falter with each stroke. "Sasuke…if you continue I will have to take you." He whispered warily. I took notice of it. He will take me? "What will you do to me?" I asked calmly and kissed his shoulder. I did feel some apprehension in what he meant, but I pushed such thoughts from my mind. Gaara sighed then slowly turned over to face me. I lifted my arm to make it easier for him. He looked down and bit his bottom lip as if he were afraid to speak. "If you do not voice your heart, then I shall not know what you desire," I remarked sounding more impatient than I was. His jewel eyes raised and gazed into my eyes. They lowered, "You say that you were thinking of when we first met…do you remember the secret you had told me?" He asked timidly. I chuckled and rolled my eyes, "Yes…I've only told you and it certainly is not something I wish to boast." I replied and kissed his forehead. He nodded slowly and I saw his bottom lip disappear once again. "Gaara please-"
"I would like to remove such a burden from your mind." He spoke and immediately covered his face with the blanket. My eyes widened at the sudden admittance. "You would want to fuck me?" I asked surprised at his bashful demeanor after what he had just requested. His head nodded and he slowly moved the blanket from his face. "I had not imagined I could be so bold as to ask that from you, yet that is a desire that has been in my heart. Not out of lust, merely that I would like to…how could I say it without alleging that you are some sort of property." He explained troubled by his inability to clearly define his meaning.
"You wish to claim me, in that regard, as yours?" I asked and his face turned bright red. He nodded, his eyes piercing mine. "Sasuke, I am already fully yours and I wish that you would become fully mine…of course not in the sense that you are a slave-" I pulled the blanket down and pressed my lips to his. His mouth slowly opened and my tongue took the liberty of exploring his mouth. My hand took hold of his jaw and gently glided up the sides of his face and into his soft hair. He began making whimpering sounds. I slowly pulled from our kiss and gazed into his dazed, lustful eyes. "I do I have one fear," I whispered. A single apprehension, perhaps the silliest fear to remain. Our eyes did not part, until I broke the gaze and looked beyond him. My gaze returned to him, "You will think that it is irrational and it could be, if so then assure me." I spoke.
"Then give voice to your fear," he replied with eyes full of concern. "When I was in Orochimaru's castle, he would force me and the other kids to pleasure many of his council members even to the point of the men fucking them. However, if any of the council made a suggestion of fucking me Orochimaru would have them killed in that moment," I explained. "Even now, I am somewhat fearful for your life, despite knowing that Orochimaru would not do anything to hurt you. He would see to it that someone else perform such an act," I continued while examining Gaara's concerned face. If he were to jest with Orochimaru over such a trivial fear, he could put his angst to rest, but the longer Gaara kept silent, the more he feared the response.
"Sasuke, Orochimaru does not scare me," his face became serious. I scoffed in an attempt to brush it off, "Of course not." "Sasuke, you mistake my intention. I am not trying to treat you as some sex slave. I want to make love to the man who has sailed the sea in opposition to all others. Not to the one who is still tied to Orochimaru's threats. You are no longer bound to him. You have no branding upon your skin, typical of his slaves. I am sure you know this." He spoke sternly. "I will not cross your fear, but ask yourself if you are truly free from Orochimaru's grasp when he is the reason you abstain from the depths of sensual pleasure with the one you claim to love. I am glad to be held by you, but just as you were green with envy against the ones who had caressed my body, I am also envious of Orochimaru's hold over your heart and mind… Would you not care to have gentler, loving hands hold your heart?"
"I simply do not want any harm to come to you," I replied, staring into his eyes. A smile formed on his lips and he slowly shook his head lowering his gaze. His eyes then rose back to mine as his smile widened, "You still believe that I am a vase that can be broken by a single drop." Gaara's hand came to my cheek, "You are sorely mistaken. The only thing that could break me would be if you left my side again. Orochimaru can only hurt me if he takes and keeps you away from me. To see you now, still bent by his threats, gives me cause to strike him from your memory as you have done by striking my memories of Naruto and Itachi."
I felt chills fall down my back as his eyes pierced mine, as his words caused my heart to beat in a slow heavy beat. I put my forehead on his and smiled, "Do you realize that if I had been standing I would have fell to the floor with your words?" I asked in a soft whisper. "Then I would join you there and give you cause not to be able to stand the next day." He whispered seductively. "Shall I fall now?" I replied. Gaara pressed his lips to mine in an intense kiss. His hand trailed down to my chest and his fingers splayed on my chest and continued down to my hip where his hand moved to my ass and gripped it. I bit his bottom lip as pleasure spread through my body, my eyes instinctively closed. I released his lip and pressed my lips against his lips desperately for more of his taste.
I felt Gaara's other hand wrapped around my member and slowly began stroking it. I gasped leaning my head back as pleasure spread through my body then back down to the source. His velvet lips began leaving gentle kisses on my chest. I relaxed into the bed as my body fully succumbed to the pleasure he gave me. I could remember Orochimaru's threats ringing in my head, but I refused to listen to them and pushed them from my mind.
I opened my eyes and didn't see Gaara in front of me. I looked down to see Gaara sitting up and repositioning himself close to my lower body. I bit my lip at the site of the red head. I reached over to the table next to bed and grabbed my oil and placed it on the bed near him. He took notice of it and smiled up at me.
"Are you sure that you're ready for that?" He asked in a teasing tone. I smirked, "Are you?" I retorted and his smile widened.
He took the oil and poured a small amount into his hand. He then straddled my legs around him. He rubbed the oil in his fingers and took hold of my member with one hand. "Have you ever done anything to yourself down here?" He inquired softly his eyes glancing from mine to the apex of my legs. I felt my cheeks flush with heat.
I felt his finger press against my virgin hole. I closed my eyes and shook my head as my body felt anxious. "Take a deep breath in," He instructed me. More heat rose into my cheeks as I took a deep breath in and slowly breathed out. I felt him slightly press his finger slowly inside me.
The feeling was extremely different and it felt strange. I knew the oil would soon take affect and that would give me more a relaxed-. A warm, wet feeling surrounding my member interrupted my thoughts. I quickly leaned up and saw Gaara fucking my member with his mouth. I moaned at the intense feeling of his mouth around my member. I closed my eyes and lied back into the bed as my body trembled at the pleasure. My hands reached out to my sides and gripped the sheets. I gently bucked my hips, it caused Gaara's finger to go further inside me. I winced at the pain, but the pleasure from his mouth clashed with the pain, not only that but I began to feel the arousing sensation that the oil caused. My entire became warm and sensitive to not only the pleasure his mouth gave, but also the grip his hand had on my hip, and even the pleasure I am beginning to have with his finger inside me.
This continued for what seemed like hours, where Gaara would continue to enter me further causing slight pain. However, the powerful pleasure I am feeling caused the pain to only be a minor sensation, immediately followed by a need for more.
"Ah Gaara..." I moaned and lifted my hips as I had done several times when he would slow his movements. I felt his tongue circle around the tip of my member and his lips came up to the top and he sucked heavily on it. I moaned as body erupted into trembles at the pleasure. "I am close to releasing." I whispered. He took his mouth from my member and gripped it with his hand, the pleasure still consuming me. I opened my eyes and his eyes looked to be admiring something, surely not me, lying here writhing in pleasure. I covered my face with both my arms, something I remembered he had done. I wanted to continue remembering those moment, but the feeling of his fingers inside me kept me from focusing on anything but the pleasure he gave.
I felt him remove a finger from me, then another, still one remained. I whimpered at the now empty feeling. I heard him chuckle. "Gaara…are…going…enter?" I whimpered. I closed my eyes tightly completely embarrassed at my broken words. "Do you want me to enter you now?" I heard him asked softly.
"Yes." I muttered. I felt the bed move as he reposition himself. "Heh, I am nervous now." He spoke. I smiled, "Why?" I asked and slowly opened my eyes and saw him between my straddle legs.
I felt his other finger come my hole and he pressed his body against mine. He leaned over to where his face was at mine. His turquoise eyes gazing into mine intensely.
"I have given up everything so that I may become one with you over and over for the rest of my life. I have never yearned for anything like this in my life. You are all I need in this world…if you were removed from this world, I would travel to the heavens and do all I could to bring you back to this world to be with me." He spoke, his words falling hard into my heart. I pressed my lips to his roughly, then pulled away, "Make me yours then, and know there will never be another to possess my heart and body as you have and will continue to do so." I replied He pressed his lips to mine and I felt him press his member against my hole and slowly enter me. I gasped at the pain. My arms wrapped around him tightly. "Breathe Sasuke." He instructed I shook my head slightly and took a deep breath in and slowly breathed out. He didn't move, but he was doing something with his arm. Suddenly he pressed his lips to mine and pushed his tongue into my mouth causing me to open mine and I could feel and taste the oil. I swallowed it, but our lips did not separate.
My body began reacting to the oil and the pain completely faded as my body began craving for him to be further inside me. He slowly continued to enter me. I moaned at the pleasure of him moving against my sweet spot. "Sasuke…you feel so good around me." He whispered, his voice raspy. "Do more." I replied and he went further inside me filling me. I moaned feeling fucking amazing. I wanted so much more. He slowly began thrusting into me rubbing against my sweet spot each time. I gasp each time pleasure shot through my body to my fingers and toes.
I felt him grip my member and slowly began to stroke it. I moaned and arched my back as I couldn't even begin to understand where the pleasure was. My entire mind went completely blank as my body took over seeking release from the immense pleasure I am feeling.
"I'm going to release soon." I heard Gaara moan. I nodded my head, knowing I was about to release as well. He began thrusting faster, each time building on the other. "Sasuke!" Gaara moaned and I felt him release inside me. Everything went white as I came with him. My body trembled at the powerful release I had as well as the release inside me. My body felt hot as if it were on fire, a fire I prayed would never be put out. I felt as if everything I had known was burned to the ground. The only thing centered in my mind is Gaara. His body needed to be closer to mine. I pulled him closer to me and held tightly onto him. I did not want him to remove himself from inside me. I would never have him this close to me and I wanted it to last until I die.
