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chapter 1

Skye's pov

I woke up early today, I'm not really sure why, I just had this feeling I guess. As I dress and get out of my bunk on the BUS I realise that I am not the only one who is awake. I have been thinking a lot lately about my struggles to find my birth parents and how, although Coulson said that he was looking into it, I don't entirely believe him. So as I approach the kitchen area and suddenly see Coulson and May talking like they most definitely don't want to be heard, what else could I do than listen.

"I know you have doubts Mel, but she needs to know the truth" said Coulson in a very convincing manner.

But May was definitely not convinced, as she sat their with an emotionless face.

"No. She doesn't, she can never know and honestly I don't care. I'm not telling her and neither are you, if you know what's good for you" may stated as more of a fact and she looked in no mood to be argued with.

" but Mel this is Skye we are talking about here"

I froze " what the hell are they talking about? What does it have to do with me? And why won't they tell me?" I thought to myself, still completely unseen in a dark corner.

Coulson spoke " she is going to keep looking into her parents and what happens when she finds out the truth?" a rhetorical question that Coulson knew may had the answer to.

"I don't care" said may still completely stoic and cold.

"No wonder they call her the ice queen" I thought.

" she is our daughter Mel, what do you think is going to happen?"

" holy shit" l accidentally said out loud and very loudly at that.

Once I realised that I had just spoken out loud and that both Coulson and may were most definitely looking straight at me. All I felt was anger and hatred, all I wanted to do was run and never look back. But I knew that I couldn't, I need to talk to them first no matter how much I wanted to put several ICER rounds in them right now. So I stepped out of the shadows with what others might describe as a death glare on my face.

"WHAT THE HELL!" I shouted at them no longer caring who heard, because at that volume the whole BUS heard.

" Skye please, let us explain" Coulson said in a very calm voice, which in my head just made everything worse. And May, who is just sat their staring at me with what I think is fear, regret and guilt all over her face, maybe she does have feelings, says nothing.

"EXPLAIN, WHAT THE HELL DO YOU HAVE TO EXPLAIN, IM YOUR KID AND YOU WERE NEVER GOING TO TELL ME, EVEN THOUGH YOU KNEW HOW PAINFUL THIS HAS BEEN FOR ME" I was still yelling even though I felt Jemma, Fitz and ward, show up behind me. But at this point I was beyond caring.

May decided to speak " Skye please just listen this isn't how we wanted you to find out" pleaded May.

"BULLSHIT. YOU WERE NEVER GOING TO TELL ME, YOU SAID SO YOURSELF" still yelling.

" please Skye, we did it to protect you, you need to understand". Said Coulson.

And now I was just, done. I couldn't see the point in yelling at them anymore, all I knew was that I needed to get of the BUS and start again. Talking a few breaths I lowered my voice in a calm manner.

" okay, here is what's going to happen" still ignoring the others behind me " I am going to leave" I raised a had to stop what I could see as may and Coulson tried to interrupt " I am going to leave this BUS, because I am done, with all of it, no more secrets, no more lying non of it. I am going to go and pack, then I am going to make a phone call and if any of you" as I turn to glare and each of them " try to stop me I will end you, is that understood? Good?" I said not waiting for an answer.

I just turned, leaving them all in a state of shock. I walked back to my bunk, dressed, packed and tried to make sense of what had just happened. In the space of a few minutes my main reason for being on the BUS had been answered and at the same time my life had fallen apart. All I knew for sure was that I was done with this entire team and especially THEM. I knew I had to start over and there was only one person who could give me that.

As I left my bunk, I walked, silently towards Coulson office, completely ignoring to confused and sad looks from the others. I opened to door to Coulson's office and locked it behind me. I walked over to his desk and picked up a phone, which I knew only had one number in it. And I called it.

Someone picked up on the second ring. " what do you want Coulson, you better not have broken my plane again."

" hello director fury, no this is not Coulson, it's Skye their consultant, I need to talk to you" I said rather emotionless.

" okay…. How can I help you Skye?" Said fury, rather confused.

" I need off this Bus, I don't care how you don it, although I would rather not end up in a cell somewhere, I just need to be away from them"

" alright, your team is currently on the ground in Phoenix, right?"

"Yes"

" there is a café, about 3 miles from your current location, it's called, Katie's place, be there in two hours and we'll talk, good bye Skye." Then he hung up.

Okay be at a café in two hours, I can do that. Now all I need to do is get off the BUS with no further Questions from THEM. As I walk towards the door, I take a deep breath preparing for what is to come. I unlock the door and walk towards the kitchen and just stand in front of them waiting for any questions so that I could not answer them, inform them of my departure and leave.

" Skye what's going on?" Asked Jemma.

okay maybe i was going to answer a few, but only because it can from jemma.

" What's going on Jemma is that I am leaving the Bus in about 3 minutes. I'm sorry but I can't stay here anymore and there is nothing you can say or do that will change my mind. I'm sorry truly I am." I said with, I will admit a bit of sadness in my voice not for my so-called parents, But for my friends that I Truly care about.

May and Coulson still haven't said anything, though I can tell that both of them are close to full on emotional breakdowns, but at this point I am beyond caring.

"I am sorry that this is happening and I will miss you three, but this has to happen, for my own sanity at least."

I give each of them a hug (not THEM) and tell them how much I am going to miss them, by this point both Jemma and Fitz are crying, while ward is trying very hard not to cry, but not really succeeding. Coulson and may just look at me both equally horrified.

Coulson spoke " Skye please you don't have to leave we can explain" he says gesturing between him and may.

" the time for explaining is over and honestly, I don't care or need an explanation for what you have done, you knew that the only reason I was on this plane was to find my parents and yet you didn't care, you saw how painful all of this was for me and yet you let me suffer, you had the answer but you didn't care. So no, you can keep your explanations. I'm done. You will never see me again. Goodbye" I said as coldly as possible in my current state of complete disarray.

I turned, grabbed my bag and left. It was time to start the next chapter of my life, forget about all the pain they had caused me and move on as best I can.