They were sitting on the couch at Kageyama's house, watching TV, or more likely staring at the TV barely able to organize their own thoughts.
"Is this real?" Kageyama asked, feeling extremely worried and surprised.
"This?" Hinata raised an eyebrow.
"How is this mutual? I've been wrecking my brain, only to find out you feel the same? I don't trust- I mean, this isn't out of pity right? What are you doing to me?" Kageyama let everything out in a single breath, things he'd only think about silently, doing more harm than good to himself.
"You think I did *that* with you out of pity?" Hinata looked away embarrassed as memories from a few moments ago washed over him, making him stumble on his words and wave his hands. "Kageyama-" Hianta braced himself and his gaze suddenly became serious and intense.
"Mm?" Kageyama's voice still trembled, not fully recovered from what just happened between them and not able to look him in the eye. He was torn between accepting the fact that Hinata is returning his feelings and the fact that maybe Hinata's just messing with him. Trust issues come and go in many forms and even though it is Hinata, someone who's accepted him entirely, this is something entirely new.
"-I've said it before and I'll say it again but...I'm here." Hinata lifted his hand and placed it on Kageyama's cheek turning his head to face him properly.
Kageyama's eyes widened as they met Hinata's and he lost all sense of reality. He bent over and wrapped his arms around him, resting his head on his lap, finally allowing himself to accept Hinata's mutual feelings.
They watched TV for a while, hugged on the sofa, until late night, constantly bickering over what to watch next.
"We should go to bed, if we wanna wake up in time for practice." Kageyama stated, not entirely sure how bedtime would go with Hinata over. He wasn't sure that he'll be able to sleep at all. They finally got up and moved towards the bedroom.
"Oh that's right! We get to go together! I'll race you all the way to school, Kageyama!" Hianta's eyes sparkled brightly, realizing this just now.
So cute. "You do realize we won't be able to run that far, dumbass." Kageyama smirked and threw him a cocky side glance. "We'll die for sure."
"Maybe you can't!" Hinata fought back.
"Ugh, no one can! Can't you use your brain?" Kageyama was getting more annoyed, but in the usual playful way.
"Hey, you're not gonna let me win now that you're my boyfriend right?" Hinata teased him.
Boyf- "Ngh, no way in hell. You're still a dumbass and I'm still always gonna beat you." Kageyama proceed to make their bed.
"Good. Same here. Hey, I need something to sleep in."
"You're gonna take all my clothes! Here..." Kageyama handed him a new T-shirt and sweatpants, blushing slightly.
"I'd like that. They smell like you and they're super soft."
How can he be so straightforward? He's gonna be the death of me.
Hinata quickly changed and threw himself on the bed under the covers.
"Can I take the side?'
"No way. Move over." Kageyama pushed him against the wall and laid down next to him.
They both stared at the ceiling, silently. Kageyama felt like he could drown in the silence and tried his best to calm his heart beat, closing his eyes. A good few minutes passed and his eyes flung open, feeling sweaty. How the fuck am I supposed to sleep with him next to me? He glanced at Hinata and met his eyes staring at him.
"What the fuck?"
"Can I kiss you?" Hinata asked with an innocent tone and Kageyama blushed instantly.
"You don't have to ask dumbass. You said it, we're bo- ugh boyf- uhm- BOYFRIENDS." Kageyama exhaled sharply, relieved that he made it towards the end of the sentence.
"Oh okay. Well done, you said it!" Hinata grinned and lifted himself up on one arm. He placed his free hand on Kageyama's neck and slowly bent over to reach his lips.
Kageyama lifted his hands, trembling and lost, finding their way to Hinata's back. Their lips locked and they felt a wave of warmth washing over them. Hinata kissed him gently, brushing his lips over Kageyama's, sinking into his arms, almost completely on top of him. Kageyama worked his hands around Hinata's back, making mental notes of how soft his skin feels, trailing along his muscles, forging a path towards his hair. He lifted his head slipping his tongue into Hinata's mouth, demanding more, drawing him closer. They moaned loudly into each other and Kageyama grabbed his waist and lifted Hinata off of him, turning them both around with himself on top. He grabbed the edge of Hinata's shirt and pulled it over his head, doing the same to his own.
He bent over him again, slamming his lips into Hinata's, leaving him breathless and gasping for air, as their naked chests touched. Hinata mindlessly lifted his hands on each side of his head and Kageyama locked them both in place, fingers intertwining. The skin on skin contact and their hands holding, made them erratic and hypnotic beyond reason. The kiss became sloppy and messy as they were barely able to take a breath, unwilling to break contact for a moment, as if they were racing who could hold on the longest. Being them, they probably were.
"I want more." Kageyama finally spoke panting heavily, but barely lifting his lips from Hinata's mouth, just enough for the words to make sense. Hinata's whole body tingled as he simply nodded and whimpered in acceptance, in Kageyama's mouth.
Kageyama let go of his hands and slid himself downwards, trailing kisses on Hinata's naked chest. Hinata placed both his hands on Kageyama's head, curling his fingers in his hair and guiding him downwards. Kageyama pulled Hinata's shorts and boxers down and lowered his mouth on Hinata's cock. He licked the top carefully, sliding his tongue up and down and finally his mouth, devouring him as much as he could. He worked him for a moment and Hinata threw his head back, moaning and tearing up from the pleasure. Never having done this before was an issue, but he was determined to take Hinata all the way. He knew that if it were the other way around, Hinata wouldn't back down. He braced himself to go as deep as he could, letting his mouth move forward, spitting as he was starting to feel too much friction. Hinata was already coming apart, screaming Kageyama's name, pulling at his hair, twitching and moaning each time Kageyama went lower, each time he felt a new sensation and a new swipe of his tongue and hot breath on his cock. Kageyama was looking up, taking in all the sensataons and reactions he was causing, praising himself mentally for doing a good job.
"To-tobio. Let me- I'm gonna-" He felt Hinata's lifeless hands, trying to push him away, as he was ready to come, but instead he went even lower, grabbing onto his thighs. Hinata arched his back and chanted his name as he came, shooting down Kageyama's throat.
"Hmpf. I take it I did great." He smirked.
"You didn't- why did you- you should've-" Hinata was breathing heavily, unable to piece his words together. "I should've pulled out."
"It's fine you dumbass. I wanted that." Kageyama laid on his back next to Hinata, licking his lips and grinning proudly.
"Your turn." Hinata's voice was soft and uncertain, not that he didn't want to do it, because he really did, but unsure whether he'll be able to.
"You don't have to do it as well you know, like that I mean You can just-." Kageyama caught on to his uncertainty and tried to encourage him.
"No. I want to. I'm not gonna lose." Hinata was on top, straddling him in the next half a second, staring directly into his eyes with a piercing gaze.
"Don't tell me you wanna make this a competition as well." Kageyama became flustered, feeling started at so intensely.
"I do, I mean I don't, I mean only if you can be really honest. Don't just tell me I messed up to make fun of me." Hinata looked away shyly.
"I know that, you dumbass. I will." Kageyama simply stated, letting Hinata know that it wasn't part of their usual banter, where he'd purposely tell him he sucks, just to get a kick out of him.
"Okay. You were so good. I mean- I don't know how." Hinata's voice was tiny, barely a whisper now, clearly embarrassed.
"Get off me for starters." Hinata realized he was still straddling him and moved away, placing himself between Kageyama's legs. He took off Kageyama's shorts and boxers as well throwing them on the ground, both of them being fully naked now. He bent over and blew hot air over his cock, touching it with the tip of his tongue. The first touch of Hinata's tongue on him made Kageyama shiver and curse, realizing he wasn't going to last long at all, especially after seeing Hinata come undone under him, mere moment ago. Hinata touched Kageyama's cock with his hand and licked it up and down, moving gently and carefully.
Ah, fuck. He's gonna be the death of me, AGAIN. "Not so slow. I'm gonna- ugh- let me?" He was desperate to go faster, or to just come right then and there on his lips, but he paced himself and grabbed Hinata's head lightly, gently pushing his hips up and his cock inside his mouth, just the tip at first. Hinata moaned at the soft skin touching his lips as it entered his mouth, sending a shiver down his spine. Kageyama guided him downwards, excruciatingly slow as not to cause him any discomfort. Hinata knew how much Kageyama resisted for him and grabbed onto his thighs, bracing himself to get used to the sensation faster and to take him deeper. He stuck his tongue out and pushed further, slowly going up and down guided by Kageyama's hands, who was setting the rhythm. Steadily and slowly, he could go up to half his length now, with little to no resistance, dragging his tongue up alongside his cock and swirling it around the top. Kageyama growled each time Hinata went down, tightening his grip in his silky orange curls.
"I wanna be inside you." Kageyama let out without realizing he was in fact thinking out loud, since he wasn't ready to admit that quite yet.
Hinata mumbled, barely making sense with Kageyama's cock in his mouth, "Next time."
This sealed the deal for Kageyama, completely losing all control he was desperately holding on to. He held Hinata's head in place and came in his mouth, pumping his hips up and growling Shouyou's name. Hinata dug his fingers in Kageyama's thighs, clumsily trying to swallow it all, wrapping his mouth tighter.
"Shouyou- wait. You can stop." Kageyama pulled out of his mouth, panting and cursing. Hinata crawled next to him and laid down in his arms, as Kageyama hugged him tightly.
"So who won?" Hinata giggled.
"Of course it was me-"
"OI!"
"Fine. It's a tie." Kageyama smiled and placed a kiss on Hinata's head.
"Then? Was it-?" Hinata looked up, searching for even more praise.
"It was great, you dumbass. Let's get dressed. At least we took off our clothes this time."
"And we didn't make a mess."
They got dressed again and got in the bed, trying to sleep this time, before morning practice. He spooned Hinata from behind and covered them both with the fluffy covers.
"Did you mean it? What you said at the end?" Hinata turned his head to catch his reaction.
"What did I say? Remind me."
"Kageyamaaa! Don't make me say it."
"You're a dumbass. Course I meant it. I wanna be inside you." He leaned closer to his ear as he said it and whispered it softly with a low voice, feeling Hinata shivering violently in his arms and praised himself mentally for causing this.
"Ok. We'll do it then." Hinata placed his head back on the pillow, facing away from him, and placing his arm on top of Kageyama's arm around him.
"Huh? Do you even know how it works?"
"It's fine. I trust you with this as well." Hinata yawned and dozed off instantly afterwards, leaving Kageyama to stare at him in his arms. Huuuh? That's way too much pressure you dumbass! Kageyama realized, once more, that he probably, most likely, won't be able to get a minute of shut-eye, if his heart stops or races every time Hinata does something.