Trigger warning for this chapter, rape in this chapter!
Recap: Xander and Willow took Buffy to The Bronze to get her out of her house to enjoy herself. Buffy didn't want to go to The Bronze because she wanted to be alone and mope over Angel leaving. A mysterious man tried to talk to Buffy but she got rid of him and left on her own but it seems that someone has followed her.
Thank you for coming back for some more! I am very excited to get the story going now and I know I warned you at the end of the last chapter and at the top of this chapter but this is the chapter where Buffy gets raped so please be warned before you read it!
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Built Up Walls: Chapter 4: Alleyway
Buffy
The alleyway was empty as the night was still early so pretty much everyone was inside, having the best night with their friends and girlfriends and boyfriends... yet here I was going home alone.
"It's dangerous being out on your own,"
"Look buddy, I'm really not in the mood for this tonight," I turned around and saw the guy that was talking to me earlier when Willow and Xander were dancing "I told you to go away and I meant it," I told him.
He smirked at me, an evil smirk, he seemed pretty happy with himself to find me out here on my own. Obviously he doesn't know who I am and what I could do to him. I don't think he's a vampire so I won't need my stake for this but he's asking for a good ass kicking.
"How are you feeling?" He questioned.
"Perfectly fine," I answered strongly.
"Before I sat down next to you, I slipped something in your drink," He stated "It normally works within half an hour so very soon you will start to feel the effects." He took a step closer to me but I took three back.
He slipped something in my drink? Why? I need to get out of here before whatever he has slipped me starts to work, being The Slayer and stronger than the average person might give me a little chance to get away, maybe even make it home before the drugs do something to me. I turned my back and started walking away from him but I heard his footsteps coming after me, he was walking but at a fast pace. If he had drugged me I wouldn't be able to fight him off, I need to get home quickly.
I started running and heard him running behind me trying to catch up but because of my Slayer speed I was fast then him, which was good. I should be able to put some distance between us and that might give me the chance to get away from him.
I ran behind a dumpster and stopped to hide. My vision started to blur, it was happening, the effects were starting and I wasn't far enough away from him yet, I'm sure he was right behind me. I felt funny...
"Gotcha," An arm came behind the dumpster and pulled me out of hiding spot, I started kicking but I was losing the battle "You're not going to get away from me, they always try but they never do," He told me.
What was he talking about? I don't understand. Who tries to get away? Does he do this often?
"Please," I grabbed hold of his arm to get it off me but he was stronger than me, the drug was working "Please," I repeated as he pulled me across the floor. My vision blurred more and it was hard to see... I wonder if this is what Giles' eyesight is like without his glasses.
"Girls like you are asking for this," He spat as he stopped and dropped my arm to the ground, I don't know where he had dragged me to, I couldn't see "You dress up in these stupid little clothes and then tell a guy to go away if he tries to talk to you. What did you think was going to happen?" He questioned angrily.
I felt him on top of me so I tried to push him but he wasn't moving so I pushed him again and used all of the strength I had, which wasn't much. He moved slightly and I tried to stand up but I couldn't quite find my legs.
"Help me," I pleaded to anyone around.
"There's no one here," He stated "No one to help you, no one to come and save you from the big bad man... it's just you and me," He said and slapped me across the face with the back of his hand.
I turned onto my stomach and tried crawling away; I still couldn't find my legs to stand up.
"I don't think so."
His hands grabbed my legs and pulled me back, my body scraping across the ground, the pain of it reminding me that I was still alive and this wasn't over yet. I turned over onto my back again and kicked him, I got him in the face and he fell so I used the wall as a grip and stood up. My legs were unsteady and shaking, I wouldn't be able to run anywhere.
I turned my back to start walking, using the wall as a guide... I can hear cars so there must be a street of some kind nearby, if I can make it there then I will be ok. Someone will see me and come and help me, they can call the police and get this animal locked up.
"I told you, no one gets away!"
A hand grabbed onto my arm and pulled me away from the wall making me fall back down onto the ground. I couldn't find the strength to get up, my body wasn't cooperating with me anymore. My eyes started to close, I didn't want them to. I wanted to keep my eyes open so I could get a look at this guy because I'm not going to be down forever. When this drug wears off I want to know who I am looking for and I want the last face he sees to be mine when I kill him, I don't care if he is human or not. His days are numbered.
I felt his hands at my jeans, he was undoing them so I tried to squirm to make it harder for him. I wasn't going to let this just happen and not fight against it. He slapped me across the face again and then put his hand around my throat, he squeezed but not too tightly.
"I will kill you if you don't behave," He warned.
"You chose the wrong girl this time," I replied, noticing how slurred my words were.
"Is that right?" He questioned with humour in his voice.
"The last face you see before you die... will be mine," I told him.
"We'll see about that."
His hands started pulling my jeans down, I kicked a little but it wouldn't even be enough to fit off a rat. I tried to push but it was like my body was giving up, I didn't have any energy left. I don't want this to happen... this can't happen to me. I'm The Slayer.
"You are beautiful," He murmured in my ear as he pushed my top up, exposing my breasts. I hadn't worn a bra tonight but I wish I had "Nice and perky," He commented as he placed his hands on them.
"You're gonna suffer," I said.
"You first." He replied.
I heard him unzipping his jeans and sucked in a deep breath. I heard his jeans fall to the ground and then his hands came back to me, this time they went to my panties and he started pulling them down my legs. I closed my thighs together and tried to push his hands away but he was stronger. He used a lot of force and pried my thighs apart and pulled my panties off me.
"You look perfect." He whispered.
His hands gripped my hips tightly and...
"What's your name sweetheart?"
"Can you hear me?"
"Do you know where you are?"
"What happened?"
I opened my eyes but closed them again because of the bright lights, it hurt my eyes. I don't understand what's going on. Why are there so many voices and people? There was a lot of background noise, banging and shouting. Doors opening and closing, rustling of paper and the sound of liquid. The smell of disinfectant hit my nose; it was strong, like the disinfectant had only been used just minutes ago.
"Open your eyes,"
I didn't want to open them, the light hurt my eyes.
"Can you tell me your name?"
Another voice, why do they want to know who I am?
"We need you to open your eyes sweetheart,"
I don't understand what is going on.
I opened my eyes and the light was blinding me again so I closed them but opened them again to see what was going on. A woman's face appeared over me and pushed the light out of the way so it was just illuminating the background.
"What's your name?" She asked me.
"Buffy... Buffy Summers," I answered.
"Ok Buffy... do you know where you are?" She asked but I shook my head "You're at the hospital. Do you remember what happened?"
"No. I don't understand," I replied.
"The doctor will be in shortly," She told me.
"Doctor?" I asked "Where's my mom? Why isn't she here?" I questioned.
"Someone will call your mom for you," She promised.
"What happened?"
"That's what we were hoping you would be able to tell us. Someone found you unconscious in an alleyway near The Bronze; you didn't have any ID or personal belongings on you. They called the police and the paramedics," She explained.
Alleyway... what was I doing in an alley? The last thing I remember was being at The Bronze with Willow and Xander... oh my God! Willow and Xander, are they ok?
"My friends, are they ok?"
"There was no one else there, only you." She replied.
Nothing is making sense to me right now. I don't know how I got to the alley, I was in The Bronze with Xander and Willow, they were dancing and I was sitting at the table... I was going to tell them that I wanted to go home but I don't remember telling them I was going. I don't remember leaving The Bronze or seeing anybody else.
I need to find Willow and Xander, make sure that they are ok. I started getting up but the nurse put her hands on me and started pushing back down onto the bed.
I felt him on top of me so I tried to push him but he wasn't moving so I pushed him again and used all of the strength I had, which wasn't much. He moved slightly and I tried to stand up but I couldn't quite find my legs.
"Help me," I pleaded to anyone around.
That guy... he drugged me... didn't he? Is that what he told me? There was a man with me, I don't know why he was there or how he came to be there with me but he was there, I'm sure of it. Does Willow and Xander know who he is or why I was with him? I need to find them and get this figured out.
"You have to stay in bed." She ordered.
I didn't want to write a whole graphic rape scene so that is why I left it where I did. I understand this might be a very sensitive topic for some of you so I don't want to push boundaries and upset anyone. The last thing I ever want to do is upset people.
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