Desdemona was walking home from her meeting with cater for her wedding and her fiancée, Riley pulled her into a kiss. The kiss was filled with love and wanting. She moaned into the kiss but he released her which caused her to pout and he laughed at her. He kissed her on her forehead. She smiled and they linked their hands together as began the long walk home and they decided to take the pier. She saw redhead with curly hair laying on the ground. She rushed over to her with her concerns

"Ma'am are you okay?" She asked the female worriedly and she turn to face her. Her red eyes glared into hers and shiver ran down her spine. Why was her eyes red? Riley quickly ran to her side and was there in seconds

"Desdemona run. Something is off about her." He told her and she shook her head. How was she supposed to leave the man she loved?

"No Riley I can't leave you behind. I won't leave without you. I love you"

"Damnit Des go. I love you to baby thats why you need to run. I couldn't handle it if you were hurt." He yelled at her and she balled her hands into fist. She turned her head to the side and she turned around to run away. She began to run and then she froze when she heard his scream. She turned around and she watch as the love of her life hit the floor with a sickening thud. Her pale hand went to her mouth. She stared there in shock and couldnt believe she was seeing this.

"Riley no!"She screamed and ran at the girl. Before Desdemona could do anything the girl was in front of her and a sick smile appeared on her face. The other girl lifted Desdemona in the hair and threw her towards the water. She screamed when she slammed into a boat and made a loud splashing noise as her body collided with the ice cold water. She felt like thousands of knives where being slammed into her body and with her remaining strength she pulled herself onto a low hanging boat before the darkness claimed her.

Desdemona jolted up in her bed and she looked around the room. Tears where fresh in her eyes and she collapsed back on the bed. She pulled her hand over her eyes and it was the same nightmare. It haunted her and made her remember everything.. That night she lost everything, her heart and her life. She just laid in the bed staring at the ceiling and she remembered sje was at her sisters house. There was a loud crashing sound and she groaned. She got up and walked out the door. She peaked out and saw nothing. She carefully walked out and went into what she believed was the kitchen. She saw her sister holding a knife and glaring at three men.

"Paul Lahote, Jared Cameron and Embry Call what did I tell you about you rough housing?" Her sister said angrily and it looked like they were holding there heads down in shame. Desdemona found herself smiling and the scene was pretty funny to her. Then her face fell when she realized what she had to do.

"Pandora?" She called out and all eyes were on now on her. This caused her to shift uncomfortably. "Can you take me to Seattle I need to get my things. " She managed choke out and tears where falling down from her forest green eyes. Pandora rushed to her side and pulled her into a hug.

"I can't but I am sure Paul Jared and Jacob would go with you." Pandora told her and she gave a slight nod.

After she ate they were waiting for this Jacob guy and she really didn't want to go back to the apartment she once shared with Riley but she had to. She let her eyes close until her heard footsteps infront of her and she opened her eyes to see a pair of feet.

"Desdemona are you ready to go?" A voice asked and she looked over to see the voice belonged to her sisters boyfriend Paul. She gave a small nod and she loaded into her sisters SUV.

They drove to her apartment building and she got out. She swallowed the sob that so desperately wanted to escape. She walked up to the door and punched in the code. There was a loud clicking noise and she walked in. She knew they were behind her and she made it to apartment 214. She unlocked it and stepped inside. There was wedding magazines everywhere and plans for the wedding on the table. She walked by them and came to stop. She shot a small before going about her mission. She wanted to get out of her as fast as she could.

Before she knew it she in their bedroom and was standing infront of their closet. She slowly opened it and then she saw it. In a white bag was the dress and then everything came crashing back in on her. Tears began to fall from her eyes like a never ending rain. She couldn't do this and she took a step back. Wave after wave of pain was coursing through her like a raging fire. She had worked so hard for that wedding and now it was gone. Everything was gone and her knees gave out from under her. Caused her to hit the ground with a loud thud.

Paul was looking around and then he heard the thud. He rushed into the bedroom and saw her on the floor. She had her knees drawn up to her chest and tears where cascading down her face. She was shaking as sobs where escaping her lips and he bent down in front of her. He was concerned for his new little sister and it was clear something was wrong.

"Shit. Desdemona are you ok?" Paul asked and he looked over the smaller girl. He wondered if she was always this fragile and breakable.

" Paul I can't do it. I...I...I can't let go it hurts so much." Desdemona said and the pain was to much. She heard a snort and she turned her forest green eyes to glare up at brown ones. She saw them soften a bit then glare.

Jacob heard a thud and followed after Paul and he saw the younger girl on the floor. She looked like a wreck and she was sobbing. She looked pitiful and he felt bad for her. She reminded him of his Bella and that made him snort. Then she glared up at him and when he saw those beautiful Forest green eyes. Everything changed and it wasn't earth holding him hear anymore it was her. She was is imprint and then he glared at her. No! He wanted Bella and not this broken girl!

"It's just a guy. I don't see why you're so sad. Just find another like most girls do." He said with a shrug and then something in Desdemona stopped. She wiped the tears from her face and stood up. She was filled with hatred and her hands where now balled into fists.

"You try losing your parents and going into a fit of depression. Cutting yourself so you could feel something, feel anything. Then when happiness finally finds you, you have it snatched away. You don't know what the fuck I have been though. You probably don't even know what loosing something precious feels like or even what love is. I loved Riley!" She said angrily and she watched as the guy flinched. A look of hatred appeared on his face.

"Guys relax and Desdemona we will pack your clothes. Go gather whatever else you need." Paul said as he found the suitcases and Desdemona glared once more before exiting the room.

Desdemona walking into the living room and began to grab pictures of the two of them teogther. She began to pile them on top of each other and placed them in a nearby box. She looked around at the living room and started grabbing things she wanted to take. After she had everything she needed she looked around and knew most of this would be in storage. She shot the room a sad smile and then she turned around.

"Hey Des do want this wedding dress?" Paul called and then she felt sadness smacking into her like a wave. How did she answer that and how did she feel about it.

"Paul I am pretty sure she does. Lets just pack the whole bedroom." Jared said and Desdemona was grateful for a guy she had just met.

"Hey guys I need fresh air." Desdemona called and walked outside. She needed the fresh air and she walked outside the building. She stopped when she thought she saw Riley and she blinked. The moment she did he was gone and she let out a bitter laugh. So her mind was playing harsh tricks on her yet again. She missed him so much that her mind was playing tricks on her now. She missed him but it didn't hurt a mush odd and she shook her head. She headed back in to help.

Meanwhile Jacob was watching his imprint pack up her old apartment and the urge to bust every picture with the two of them was strong within him. He was pissed that this guy was going to steal his imprint and have a life with her. The rage was coursing through him like a raging fire and he didn't like it much. He balled his fist together and had to take deep calming breathes. He couldn't allow his imprint to come to any harm. He needed to calm down so he want into the bathroom and there was letter. He bent down to read it.

Dear Desdemona,

I loved you since the first time I saw you in 9th grade and you stumbled over your own feet. I watched as you went from cute girl to gorgeous lady and just hearing your voice was like heaven to me. I was nervous when I asked you out on our first date. God I was happy when you said yes and I knew at that moment you were my one and only. As years went by my love for you grew and you are everything to me. Being with you is like being on cloud nine and your smile god that smile could brighten up a rainy day. I am excited to call you my wife or going to. One more week and we can start our family. I love you Desdemona.

Love always,

Riley

Jacob growled and wanted to rip up this letter. He wanted to shred it into pieces and then he just sighed. She wouldn't like that and so he just placed it on the counter in the living room. He looked around and he was alone in the this living room. He realized this whole place was expensive and everything in it was worth a great deal of money. He shook his head and another questions that needed answered sadly.

He walked outside to check on his imprint and he found her zoned out so he decided to leave her alone. He walked back and stood by a window and never let his eyes loose her. Before he knew it they where on their way back to La Push and his mind was in all sorts of trouble. When he got to Forks he jumped out and ran over to Bella's. He stopped when he ran into her leech lover.

"So you finally imprinted and oh wait she was engaged." Edward said and he seemed to flinch as he replayed the events of today

"Jake say it isn't true." Bella said as she ran over to him and was now clinging onto his arm.

"Bella...I...yes its true but I will fight it." He told her and she smiled. He loved Bella not this new girl and he will fight for her. He doesn't want or need a imprint when he has his Bella.

"Jacob don't you will hurt her. From I saw she has been through enough." Edward told him and he just glared.

"She isn't my concern Bella is." Jacob told him and pulled Bella into a hug. "Desdemona isn't worth my time the bitch already as someone she loves." He growled and Edward shook his head.

"I feel for sorry for that girl." He told him and he was the hatred in his eyes. "Bella lets go." He watched as Bella clung to him and he couldn't help but smile.

"Edward I wanna spend time with Jacob." She told him and Edward just shook his head. He walked away to his car and left. He had a feelings things were going to be different around here.

After about seven long hours they had finally loaded up the SUV with Desdemona's clothes, two flat screens, game systems, photos and her laptop. The rest could be stored and the landlord said she would do it. She didn't want me to have to deal with the pain of storing it and she wanted to rent it out. So she was going to use their remaining rent to get a storage unit. She thanked her and began their way back to La Push. She ended up falling asleep.

Desdemona was in the woods and their stood Riley. A huge smile was placed on her face and a pale hand went over her mouth. Was this a dream? Was it reality? She didn't care and she ran towards. She wrapped her arms around him and smiled. When he hugged her something felt off and she released him. He let her step back and she looked up at him before looking back down at herself. Why was dressed in her wedding dress? Something was off and she didn't wanna be her. She began to back away and he reached out for her. She made a small yelp noise and looked up at him. He was gripping her arm to tight and he pulled her to him. She stumbled slightly and fear was now coursing through her. This wasn't her Riley but a monster wearing his skin.

"Your mine Desdemona and you belong to me." He snarled out and now she was shaking in fear

" Please stop. I am so sorry." She begged and he laughed. She heard a growl and she turned around to see a beautiful sand colored wolf. He lunged at Riley and...

Desdemonas eyes snapped opened and there was Jared. She realized he was the one who shook her awake and she shot him a thankful smile. He saved her from that nightmare and for the first time in her life she was scared of the love of her life. That was a nightmarish dream and she never wanted to dream of that again. Jared nodded to her sisters place and she got out.

After everything was unpacked Desdemona stood around her new room and her eyes widened. When did she had such a bad shopping addiction? When did this happening and she ran a tired hand down her face. She grabbed a towel to go take a shower. She she got out she had a towel wrapped around her and she stopped in front of the mirror. She reached up to touch the scar that was now faded ugly pink scar. She turned around and went to get dressed. She put on spaghetti strap pink flower dress with sandals and a wolf necklace. She let her blonde hair down and left it flow freely. She made her way into the kitchen and she nearly fell over when she saw the looks of pity. She let out a growl of hatred and made her way over to her sister.

"Ummm Pandora why are there steroid junkies in your kitchen?" Desdemona asked her with a worried look and she giggled.

"There not Desdemona there Pauls friends. You already know Jared." She said and Jared smiled.

"Sup short stuff." He called and She glared at him.

"Thats Embry." She said as she pointed to the guy stuffing his face.

"Well hello there beautiful. " Embry said and She rolled my eyes. Was he an idiot or something?

"That one right there who is trying to steal some of your dinner is Quil." Her sister said as she smacked him with a wooden spoon in his hand. He yelped and withdrew his hand.

"Fine I won't eat it and hey." He said and Desdemona sighed. Yay she was surrounded by idiotic pigs.

"Last but not least is Seth." Her sister said and Seth smiled.

"Hey look I heard what happened to ya and I am sorry." Seth said and just sat down to eat. She ignored everyone's stares and her sister cleared her throat.

"Guys what do you say about watching a movie? Jared You can invite Kim and Sam plus Emily can come." Her sister asked and there were yells of hell yeah. She sighed and finished eating. Before long two girls a guy and Jacob showed up. They were all sitting around Desdemona's flat screen TV as a movie was picked and she sighed when Saw was picked. The one movie that scares the shit out of her they happened to choose it.