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Chapter 10: Can We Go Back To The Days Our Love Was Strong?

CPOV:

"How could nobody notice I was crowning?!" I shout being hit with a big contraction. Everyone is rushing around the room and my body is being moved to a stir up.

"Well baby sis with the blanket between your legs it will be hard to see whats going on down there." Jon says trying to make me laugh but in return he is just annoying me.

"You're not funny you're just being an ass." I wince once more and see Dr. Belcourt gets between my legs once more. Magnus rushes out of the room and Jace comes to get on my right side.

"Hey Clare, ready to have a baby?" He asks kissing my forehead once more.

"Ready or not the baby is coming." I whisper as the nurse pushes my dress all the way up.

"Okay Clary when I say three you have to push with all your might okay. We can't leave your baby in this position. It is prone to infection. Ready?" I nod my head courtly at her. "One, two, three push!"

Jace and Jon helps me double over and I push with all my might. Tears fall as I realize I have to do this without the love of my life by my side. Jon says ten and I release. Laying back on the bed and taking a breather.

"You can do this Clare." Jace whispers to me kissing my forehead. "You have to get this baby out of you."

"I can't do it. I really can't." I start letting the tears fall freely now.

"Yes you can. Jon is here for you and I am here for you push as hard as you can." I nod my head as they sit me up and push with all my might.

"That's good Clary keep it up!" Dr. Belcourt encourages me and I continue. Finally I hear a wonder sound of my baby crying and I fall back crying and laughing at the same time. Jon smiles with me kissing my right temple over and over again. Jace hugs me and I burry my head into his neck watching with one eye as they clean up my beautiful son.

MPOV:

"What the hell is going on?" I walk in on Dr. Santiago doing CPR on Luke. WTF happen! An Hour ago he was fine.

"He coded. I know he is the husband of your friend and I am trying here." He says between compressions.

"Move over." I say taking off my coat and starting compressions immediately. I pump with all my might. I know he will not come back but I can atleast try. I push and push as the nurse pushes air into him.

"Dr. Bane we have to call it." Dr. Santiago says but I keep pushing. Clary just had a baby, and she lost her mother, her bestfriend she can't lose her husband too.

"Everyone clear the room." He announces and everyone quickly scurries as he walks close to me. "Magnus, we need to call it. He isn't coming back." He whispers at I stop taking a deep breath.

"Dammit!" I kick the side table and lean against the wall as Raphael covers Luke's body with the sheet.

"Do you want me to call Alec? Or tell his wife?"

"No." I mutter glancing at the door to see Jem, Hodge, and Taylor standing there.

"I was coming to tell you she had the baby." Jem whispers never taking his eyes off Luke's body. "What are we going to tell Clary?" He asks finally looking up to meet my gaze.

"The truth I murmur." Heading out of the room and into labor and delivery. Hopefully they haven't moved her yet.

CPOV:

Finally I am cleaned up and handed my baby. Something still feels wrong to me. I think that dream still has me unsettled in some type of way. I look at the door and see Jem whispering with Jace and Jon before Magnus comes into view. Why is my intuition always right.

"Can I hold my new nephew?" Jon whispers and I smile sadly at him as Magnus sits on the edge of my bed and hand my son over.

"He's dead isn't he?" I ask as tears slide down my cheeks.

"We did everything we could." He whispers and the dam breaks.

I clutch Magnus to me and cry my heart out. The love of my life is gone trying to protect our children and me. I just….. I don't know what to do.

Crying felt great it felt amazing to get it all off my chest. I lay in my hospital bed finally with my Lucas, and Adele fast asleep. Jon is sitting in a chair by my bed holding my precious baby boy and I can't help but smile. I know that whatever happens I will always have him and so many others to stand by me.

"Pass me my son. You've been hogging him." I whisper. Holding my arms out and taking my baby boy. "Hi Lucian Christopher Greymark II." I say to him and watch as he tries to smile at me. I know that whatever happens Luke is watching over my kids and I.

"That's a beautiful name." Someone whispers to me and I at Jon but he is fast asleep with his mouth open. My eyes snap to the door and leaning there in all his glory is my handsome husband.

"How?" I whisper into the night.

"I asked for a little time to talk to you. I need to tell you something please just bare with me okay?" I nod my head staring at him in awe. "I love you with all my heart nothing in the world can change that. But I don't want you to be lonely, I don't want you to have to hate love. I want you to love when you are ready too. I want you to take care of our children and tell them about how much we love each other besides our age difference. I want you to tell them that no matter where life takes them I will love them and be so proud of them. I will watch over them and you too. But I don't want you to be depressed. I don't want you to only focus on the kids. Let the others help you, because you can't do this all on your own."

"Will I ever see you again?" I whisper to him.

"I'm so sorry but no. I love you and our children so much. Marrying you was the first greatest achievement of my life. Our children being born was the other greatest achievements. Nothing else mattered before you. I hope you know that." He leans over and kisses me passionately. His lips are just as I remember. Soft, cool, and enticing. I close my eyes storing the memory in my head as he pulls away from the kiss. "I love you." He whispers once more and kiss my forehead. I open my eyes and he was gone.

"I love you too Lucian. Now and forever." I whisper into the darkness laying our new baby boy on my chest and closing my eyes in contentment.

Sorry but I said there will be alot of twist and turns! Poor Luke! Poor Clary! Poor everybody!

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