Hey guys! Happy Labor day to you all! Hope you all have a great one! For those in Florida I hope you guys are being safe. Anyway here is the epilogue.

Chapter 13: The end

CPOV:

The funeral was just how funerals are suppose to be sad, depressing, and full of sadness. Jon and Izzy takes the kids and put them down for a nap while I head to the bedroom I once shared with my husband…. My now dead husband that is.

I clear the bed off his black and white checkered flannel and place it neatly on the edge. Something twinkling under the bed catches my eye and I pause to grab it. A notebook- I've never seen it before. Black leather with a leather band wrapped around it. I silver paper clip, clipping a page to the front of the book. I open it up on the page and I notice automatically it's Luke's hand writing. I smile a small smile while running the fingers over the page.

Dear Journal,

I am so blessed. I am sitting here while Clary is sleeping so soundly so beautifully. I proposed to her last night and she said yes! Years ago if you would have told me I would have gotten the girl of my dreams and have her so ripe with my Children and ready to marry me I would have called you nuts. But I am…

I want nothing more than to protect her and our children. I want to give them the world. I can't wait for her to see the house when it's finish. It would take a few more days that's for sure but still. I've never loved someone so much that it hurts that I don't want to leave them…

If something was to happen to me I would want Clary to live on for me and our kids. I would want her to try and live life to the fullest and learn to love again. But I am selfish in only wanting her to love us. Our perfect little family. But I would want her to be happy. I want us all to be happy. We've all lost so much and I don't want her to continue losing the people she loves. Anyway, she's starting to stir. She's even more beautiful waking up than when she is asleep.

Lucian.

So all these times Luke's been keeping a journal with all his thoughts and love. It seems I've learned something new about the man I've called my husband all these years. I smile placing the notebook on the night stand table and smile. I really do miss him.

Epilogue: 10 years later

The day I've been dreading since my twins turned 10 the summer of their 15th year of life. May 1st. It was decided that they enter the Academy to train to be Junior Agents. But instead of doing the part time Academy they wanted to do the boarding school full time academy. At first I yelled and put my foot down and said no. Their my children and I am raising them not some trained killers that probably doesn't have a nurturing bone in their body. But Jon and Jace explained they did this too just to make sure they got the most out of the program. But izzy said she did it part time to get a feel of a normal life. Now here I am standing in front of the Agency with my children, my fiance' and our friends.

"Adele, you don't have to stay at the Academy just because Lucas wants to sweetie." I subliminally beg her with my eyes.

"If I don't go mom then who will keep Lucas out of trouble." She says smirking at her brother who is looking at her with his eyes narrowed.

"I resent that statement. I take good care of myself." He says folding his hands over his chest looking very much like his father. "Besides mom I want to keep dad's memory alive. I want to be a Greymark that surpassed the rest like dad did. I'm sure Adele feels the same way." She nods her head and I open my arms wide to try and hold my twins one last time. They will no longer be my babies that I carried for took care of. They will be my little adults.

"Look out for each other. Never let the other person eat alone. Have each other back because I've heard it's brutal the first year. Please call me every time she can." I say squeezing them to me tighter. I feel someone join in the hug and notice that it is Lucian Jr. I will him in kissing all their forehead one after the other.

"I love you guys." Adele whispers and I kiss her forehead again.

"Love you too." The rest of us mutter after her letting go.

"We have to go now mom." Lucas says as Director Lightwood and Chancellor Herondale walks out ordering them all to line up.

Parents- some Agents currently and some retired Agents look at their children with a mixture of glee and sorrow. I asked Jace, Jon, and Will what it will be like to go through the training to be a Junior Agent but they all said they couldn't go into details but it was bad. They are sworn to secrecy never to tell anyone the training they endured but it's one of the hardest thing they have ever done in their life. That instantly makes me scared for them. The last thing I want is to have my children hurt or dead.

I let Lucian grab my hand and lead me to the car where I take a seat in the passenger side while my fiance' drives us home. Oh yeah speaking of fiance' I am currently engaged to Jace Herondale. I sigh thinking about all the times growing up before we began friends I use to tell him never in his wildest dreams, but infact his wildest dreams are indeed coming true. I smile as he reaches over and gives my hand a squeeze. I know that he was giving us some time alone to say goodbye which is why he was quiet.

"Are you all cried out?" He asks with a smirk on his face so I know he is joking. I roll my eyes at him.

"Yes I am fine. How about Pizza for dinner?" I say looking in the back seat and winking at my cute little boy.

"Oh yes Pizza please!" LJ says and Jace and I both laugh. I love how my children just took Jace and I's relationship in strive. I remember it like it was yesterday.

"Jace I don't know how to tell the kids you're the one I've been seeing." I say thrusting my hands in my hair. Life was so less complicated when it was just me and the kids. No dating, no going out with anyone besides the kids and family. But now I have to tell my kids everything because Jace and I was getting serious. I run my finger through my hair. My first boyfriend I marry, the second I get serious with. Izzy will have a field day with this I am only certain about it.

"They love me already when I was there just to look after them. But now Clary we have to tell them we are serious and it will hurt if everyone knows but them. What if we decided to move in together? I show up with my things and say hey your mom and I are serious but we never told you guys sorry! They will hate me none stop." He says pulling my small hands into his big ones. "I'll be right beside you every step of the way." I nod my head and head over to my house where my kids were playing with Jon and Jr.

"Family meeting!" I shout into the intercom I had set up around the house. It makes it easier than having to yell over and over for the kids to come here.

"MOM!" The three rugrats yell trying to push each other out the way to get to me first. I laugh at their cuteness. Until they all try to tell me about their day all at once.

"One at a time!" I say through my laughter.

"I start on the varsity foot team for the school!" Lucas says he was twelve at the time.

"I made cheerleading!" Adele screams next jumping up and down.

"I drew you a picture!" LJ says with a big smile. My adorable eight year old. I take turns commenting on everything they have said.

"Great Job Lucas! I need a football schedule so I know the sames! And Adele you will be there so I can see both my adorable twins at once. Congratulations baby!" I say kissing her on the forehead and messing up Lucas hair. He makes a face before he smiles. I turn to LJ and take the drawing from him. "OH how beautiful! I'll hang it on the fridge so I can see it everyday sweetie." I kiss him twice walking to the kitchen. I come back they are all sitting on the couch and LJ is chatting away to Jace while the twins try to hide their smile from the rapid fire.

"Okay Guys! I called a family meeting because I have something to tell you all. You all know that I've been seeing someone right?" The three nod their heads at once. "Well we are getting serious and I wanted to tell you guys that Jace and I-"

Before I could even finish Adele jumps up from her seat and yells "I knew it! I knew it! Cough it up now bros!" She says dancing around and Lucas pulls out a five dollar bill and a reese's big cup which Adele happily accepts.

"NO!" LJ shouts stomping his feet. "You said they would tell us tomorrow. I said by bedtime so I win!" He yells and snatching Lucas loot from Adele he opened his hand and Adele gives him a five dollar bill and two big cups. Jace and I look from child to child trying to figure out what is going on.

"Anyone of you rugrats will like to tell me what's going on?" I say sternly.

"We knew you guys were dating but we just made a bet to see how long it will take mom to tell us. Were happy for you guys though. Can you tell us when dinner is ready?" I nod at Lucas shocked and the three of them scurry out of the room.

"What the hell just happened?" Jace murmurs and I look at him confused.

"I don't know."

We head home with our bounty of pizza and ice cream. When we get home I place the ice cream in the freezer while the boys put the pizza on the dining room table and fish out some drinks. I stand up straight and nausea hints me like a ton of bricks. I sprint down the hallway to my bathroom and empty what little contents of my stomach into the toilet and dry heave for five minutes straight. I slowly begin to think, did I eat something bad? All I had today was coffee and a bagel. I flush the toilet and rise out my mouth before looking up at the door for the calendar. I freeze instantly my period is late…. Weeks late. How the hell did I not notice that?! Oh yeah freaking out about my kids leaving me while they are still my babies…

I open my cabinet and reach in the back grabbing a pregnancy test. I brought a ton last month when Izzy thought she was pregnant. Crying about how it would be weird for her with her son being twelve. Oh well then.

I take the stick and pee on capping it while I wait for the results to come through.I wash my hands and throw the paper towel away drumming my fingers on the cabinet just as the plus sign shows up. Holy shit I am pregnant…. I look at the test again just as a knock sounds on my bathroom door. I jump a few feet in the air and the door opens.

"Babe, the pizza is getting cold. What's wrong?" He murmurs my back is still facing the door and I can't even breathe.

"I'm pregnant." I whispered handing him the test.

"I'm going to be a father?" He asks a bright smile on his face and I melt a little even as the tears began to come.

"Yes… We are having a baby…." I whisper looking up to the sky. Luke I am happy. Can you see that? I love you dearly and will never stop but the ache in my chest has lessened since Jace came into our life.

Two years Later: Lucas Point of View

It's been two years since I've entered the Academy. The last year of it is to train with a Senior Agent they choose us. So imagine my delight when my Uncle Jon claimed me as his Junior Agent to field train. I walk up to his desk and see him nursing his coffee. Hie eyes meet mine and I smirk at him.

"I am ready for training Sir." I know how much he hates it when I call him that.

"UGH! I should have fought Jace over Adele." He says winking at me so I know he is kidding. "Let's go Will is giving up our first mission Jace and Adele is joining us. Along with two other Agents I'm not sure who yet." We walk to Director Lightwood's office and knock before entering.

"Good Evening Gentlemen, nice of you to finally join us." Maryse says and I wink at her. "Adele, Lucas I've picked you for this mission because once we finish this briefing you will want his blood." I share a look with Adele, than Jon who looks like he is hiding something before turning my attention back to my Aunt Maryse. "Chancellor Herondale please begin the briefing." She sits back and crosses her legs. That's when I notice Izzy, Jem, and Alec come from the back of the room and take a seat.

"Adele, Lucas. Meet Axel Mortmain the man who gave the order to kill your father."

Fuck! Shit just got real! I turn to Adele and see her facial expression cold. Her fingers drumming on the table impatiently. Before she could open her mouth to yell I open mine. "Alright, how do we kill this bastard."

Geesh guy! What do you all think?! I know this has been a really crazy ride but thank you guys for standing with me on it. I am thinking of posting an alternate ending. One where Luke doesn't die. What do you guys think? Let me know in the review.

Robin you were right lol. Until next time everyone!

Kiss Kiss Babes! ;)