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Hi Guys. This feels weird but I'm going to write this and just write how I've been feeling for a while now. First off, as we all are aware about Naya Rivera's passing and we as fans have been in mourning. And I think we can all agree this year SUCKS WITH A CAPITAL SUCK.
May she rest in beautiful peace. X3
A lot has happened this year not only in the fandom BUT in my personal life as well and for those interested I'm going to share a little about what's been going on and why I have been absent. If your just here for the story I understand. I won't be hurt or offended if you skipped this AN. This is for those who have been asking where I been. Thank you for the lovely messages and even LOVIER reviews. You guys HAVE NO IDEA how much your support has meant to me.
Ok, on to where I have been. Earlier this year, I got REALLY REALLY sick and ended up in the hospital. Without giving away why I was in the hospital because I wanna keep a little privacy (and I hope you guy's can respect my wishes not to ask why I was there.) Point is that I almost died. And that has made me REALLY reflect and REALLY think of what I wanted to do with my life now that I got another chance at it. I had to take a step back and really evaluate everything going with the world and myself and I had to start over. DON'T WORRY, I'm fine now but for a while there it was scary not knowing if I was going to live or not. Anyways, I had to take a break from writing to recover. While in recovery I became VERY depressed and had ZERO motivation to work on anything. There were days where I didn't even want to get out of bed. Like at all. And I was SO close to giving up on my stories forever. I was THAT done with the world. I didn't feel like myself for a LONG time. But as months and months passed I started to miss my stories and I'd look back at the reviews and messages I was getting asking when I would return or if I would finish anything I wrote. And THAT is when it clicked... I HAD to come back. I HAD to fight to get back what made me happy and remind myself why I started writing in the first place. It was to help others like how fanfics have helped me through the pain and sadness and depression. I was reminded that I didn't do this for me. I did it so no one had to ever feel alone. So long story short, FUCK DEPRESSION. I'M BACK BITCHES! LOL!
To quote Nicki Minaj: YOU CAN'T GET RID OF ME BITCH! I'M NOT GOING NOWHERE, I'M NOT GOING NO FUCKING WHERE! XD
LMAO! Sorry, had to use a little humor. Forgive me. :)
THANK YOU ALL FOR LISTENING. I LOVE YOU ALL. :)
Now that is done. On to the story, we are back with Kevin and Jr. Summer break is over and DRAMA begins. I hope you enjoy. I don't own Glee. Please review. Please be kind. Have a great day.-ILOVESMESOMEGLEE. X3
AN Updated 12-2-20: I wasn't happy with the second chapter so I deleted it. Sorry guys, but to make up for it I wrote this in its place. Again I hope you like it? :)
Chapter 2
"I don't want to go to school today." Dave Jr. said in his half awake state as rolled over on the other side to see his boyfriend Kevin already up but still in bed. They smiled at each other, all was good in the world. "I wanna stay here with you forever." Dave again said as he wiped his sleepy eyes, more awake then he was a second ago and leaned up to kiss Kevin's shoulder. That made Kevin giggle and slink back under the covers to join Dave and Jr. giggled back. Facing each other Kevin suddenly remembered that he hadn't brushed his teeth yet, he covered his mouth with his hand as Dave tried to go in for a kiss but he ended up kissing the back of Kevin's hand!
"Hey! What gives?!" Jr. said while chuckling. He wasn't mad but he was confused. Why did his boyfriend do that? He usually lets him kiss him but not now? Why? Dave just stared at Kevin waiting for him to talk.
Kevin was horrified to say the least. This was the first time he snuck out and spent the night at Dave's without anyone knowing. He knew it was wrong and he tried to live his life like a good person, following the rules and what not. He KNEW breaking the rules was a bad idea BUT Dave COULD BE VERY persuasive when he wanted to be.
Damn you Dave! Kissing on my earlobe so I can stay with you for the night! You know that's my weak spot!" Kevin cursed in his head.
He should've just stayed home and none of this would've happened. Kevin panicked. He was already fucking up his relationship! Now Jr. will get bored and think Kevin isn't perfect. He'll leave. He won't want anything to do with not-so-perfect Kevin... Kevin's mind began to race.
"I AM SO SORRY! It's just that I didn't brush my teeth and I forgot and I got stank breath in the morning. I gotta go! I gotta go home!" Kevin shot out of bed or would have if something or someone didn't grab his hand preventing him from running for the hills. Kevin shut his eyes tightly and hung his head low, so low like the way he felt. Lower than dirt even. Kevin sighed thinking the worst, afraid to open his eyes but when he did finally open them he saw the most warmest, gentle, understanding and beautiful hazel eyes he has EVER seen in his life staring up at him like Kevin was his world. Kevin's heart warmed at that thought.
"Hey... Its OK..." Jr. whispered. And there it was, that reassurance that it REALLY was ok. Kevin cursed himself as he knew he was being silly. He knew Jr loved him. Of course he KNEW that. He loved him just the way he was. Stank breath and all. Kevin took a deep breath and relaxed at that thought and quietly joined Dave back in bed. No one said a word and Kevin's earlier panic attack cease to exist as the two teens went back under the covers and made out. They would be late to school but no one cared as they wrapped up in each other's arms. Nothing in the world bothering them. And that's just the way they liked it.
AN: Did you guy's like this? I know its short. Again it will be longer in future chapters. I just wanted to take it slow and slowly work my way back to writing. I hope you all understand that. I missed you all. No guarantees that I'm officially back BUT I WILL TRY. If you have questions, regarding the story, PLEASE let me know. :) Have a great day!-ILOVESMESOMELGEEX3
