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Chapter 19: The Guilt.

WPOV: (Will's point of view)

"Shit Jem we need to go!" I yell as we run into the truck I look back and all the men are heading for the others.

"Do they even care about us?" Jem asks getting into the driver's seat and taking off.

"Well maybe they didn't come after us because they thought I was too gorgeous to die." I smirk at him as he rolls his eyes at me.

"How far is the relay point from here Will?"

"A few hours."

I press on my button in my ear to communicate with the others. "William, and Jem made it to the SUV and are heading to the relay point." I say loud and clear.

"Luke, Jonathan, and Clary made it to the SUV and are heading to the relay point." Luke says. I wait for Jace to say something but it never comes.

"Jace you alright bud?" I say as Jem looks at me confused. "Jace, report in we need to know that you are alright." I say getting agitated. But still nothing comes through.

"Jace for the love of God just say something! Anything! I just need to know your fine." I say through clenched teeth. But still nothing.

"Damnit!" I whisper hitting the dashboard. Where the fuck is this prick! I separate the lines and radio Tessa.

"Tess, I need you to track down Jace's vehicle he isn't reporting in. Did he reach the SUV?"

"He reached but he turned off his radio. If you stay on this speed you should run into him in in approximately 30 minutes. Any idea why he's doing this?" She asks and I can tell she is pissed off.

"I'll get to the bottom of this. Trust me."

"What do you think is wrong?" Jem ask me and I glance at him but shakes my head.

"I don't know but it's bad if he withdrawn. The last time he did this was when his father died. He withdrawed himself for over two week until I smack some sense into him." I say rubbing my hand over my face. I remember that like it was yesterday. Jace's father Stephen was set up by his alleged informant. Instead of walking in on a black market deal of someone selling nuclear warheads he walked into his death. Stephen was beat within an inch of his life then killed execution style. Celine took it just like any other agent would if their spouse was killed. But Jace, he took it harder than anyone. It got to the point he was on the verge of leaving the agency if I hadn't stepped in and let him know enough was enough.

"Were 10 minutes away from interception. When we see him coming we swerve the car and block him I'm going to have a talk with him."
"Are you sure this is the right time? We are barely 45 minutes away from the warehouse."

"I know what I am doing Jem. Trust me on this."

Jace's SUV comes right behind us and Jem glances at me. I nod my head and hold onto the door as he swerve us to block his way. This is the reason I'm glad we take secluded roads on missions so no one would notice anything. I see Jace stepping out of the truck slamming his door shut. Now I know there is something wrong. "Stay in the car Jem." I say taking out my radio and getting out the car. I throw my earbud into the seat and slam the door.

"What's going on Jace?" I ask stepping up to him.

"Funny I was going to ask you the same thing you're blocking the road."

"Why didn't you report in Jace? I was worried about you." I glance in the back of us and see his SUV has no one in it. "Where is Jordan?"

"Dead." He mumbles. WTF.

"What?" I say in disbelief.

"HE IS DEAD!" Jace yells at the top of his lungs. I stretch my hand out to put on his shoulder but he shakes his head and take a step back.

"How?"

"The gun I got from you was half empty I didn't even bother asking for a new magazine from you-" But I caught him off

"I never even thought about giving you another one Jace. It's my-"

"No." He shakes his head. "I told him I was out and he told me to get to the SUV. By the time I got to the SUV, opened his door, he was limping down the hill. I knew he was shot in the leg. They shot him in the other one and he fell onto the grass. I was about to jump out of the car to get him but he shook his head not too. The guys came up behind Jordan grab his head and shot him point blank while staring at me. This is all our fault. He died because he decided to help us get free." He says as he kicks the front wheel.

"Jace this is our job. We protect the world basically and those who are in danger. Sometimes people get-"
"If you say that sometimes people get in the crossfire shit to me I will swing on you William." He says through clenched teeth.

"Fair enough. But Jace let me ask you something. Think about the number of people you've saved since joining the agency and think about those who got caught in the crossfire. Which number is bigger?" By the look on his face I know what number is bigger.

"The number of saved."

"Exactly! Every senior agent has been where you are now. I've been where you are now, I know how you feel. But Jace we took an oath and we have a job to do. It's sad and yes it hurts but eventually it will go away."

"He helped me save Clary from getting raped by Sebastian." He mumbles and it just makes me want to knock Sebastian unconscious.

"Well we know that he was an awesome person. But if he saved her once, do you think he'd want you to sulk because of him and not finish your mission?" I ask looking him in the eyes.

"No. I get it Will thank you." I clap him on the shoulder.

"You good to drive? We are hitting the highway soon."

"Yeah I'm good."

"Good." I say walking back to the SUV and getting in.

"What happened?" Jem asks starting the truck back up.

"Jordan died, he blames himself."

"Like you did with Charlotte?" Jem asks and I sigh deeply. "We all go through it."

"That's what I told him. We all go through it."

LPOV:

I opened the door to the safe house in Pennsylvania and tell Clary to stay put while Jon and I look around and make sure all the security is up and running. The last thing we need is someone coming in while we are dead asleep. Jon checks down stairs why I head upstairs. The director had someone stock it with clothes, food, and check everything but I rather double check then be sorry. One by one the rooms come up clear and I end in the master bedroom while I draw a hot bath for my Clary. I pour some lavender body oil in the water and head downstairs to her. She is sitting in a chair eating a croissant. She is beautiful so beautiful.

"Babe, I have a hot bath running for you. Do you want to take it now?" I ask. I just want to clean her up and take care of her.

"Yes please." She gets up and walks over to me. She stops in front of me and gets on her tippy toes and kiss me slow but so full of emotion. I wrap my arms around her and pull her as close as I can. I miss her so much but she needs time to unwind. I pull away and smile.

"Come on babe let's get you and my child clean." I smirk as she blushes.

We head upstairs and I pull her straight to the master bath and slowly undress her. My eyes never leaving hers even as I run my hand along her beautiful baby bump. I take her hand and ease her into the tub and kiss her forehead. "I'll go make sure everyone knows we are here okay?" I ask as I tuck a strand of hair behind her ear. "Okay" She mumbles closing her eyes and relaxing.

I walk down stairs and see everyone has already arrived. Good. But the new guy is missing, I turn to Will but he shakes his head no. I sigh deeply and get right down to business.

"Alright guys, we will be here for three days and only three days. In that time we have to find all the information we can on Valentine and what he plans on doing. As we speak Tessa is having Alec hack Valentine's phone and system to get all we can out of him. But today was a long day so I think we all need to get cleaned up, grab some food and hit the sack. You all did a great job today. But Jace you did a great job in protecting Clary over the last couple of days and I couldn't be prouder of you." I say as I smile at him and turn to head upstairs.

I open the door and am shock to see Clary in bed with only one of my t-shirts on. She is laying on her back with her legs up and a book in her hand. I can tell she doesn't have on any underwear and I rush right to the bathroom to take a shower. I don't want to force her into anything especially after spending a couple of days kidnapped by a guy that looks at her like she is a piece of meat. I come out the shower and remember I forgot my change of clothes I walk into the room with only towel.

"Babe?" I turn to see Clary sitting on her legs biting her lower lip. I walk over to her and smile.

"Yes?" I say raising an eyebrow at her.

"I want you." She whispered and pull my towel from my waist.

She takes my semi hard cock in her hand and strokes it until it's rock hard. She starts licking me from the base to the tip twirling her tongue over my head before taking the whole thing in her mouth. I groan damn she feels good. She sucks on the tip hard followed by deep throating me again and again. I look down at her and see her eyes are staring back at me while she twirls her tongue around my cock. Fuck that is hot! I push her head down on me just like she likes and she instantly starts to deepthroating me. Her hand reaches down and cups my balls and I moan. I am so close and I know she knows it. She hollows her cheeks and starts massaging my balls and it does the trick. I cum saying her name over and over.

I pull out of her mouth and kiss her passionately, doesn't matter that she has cum on her lips I missed her so much. I run my hand up her legs. I feel her shiver at my touch and smile against her lips. I'm glad I'm the only one that can make her feel like this. I raise my fingers higher and higher and start kissing on her neck as I hear her breathing become labored. I know she is anticipating my touching her. "Touch me babe." She whisper and that's all the green light I need. "Oh baby I am." I run my finger up her slit to her clit adding pressure and then I slip two fingers inside her. I moan the same time as she does. "Clary you're always so damn wet." I say pumping my fingers in and out of her as I drop to my knees and open her legs wider.

"I gotta taste you babe." I whisper putting her legs on my shoulder and flicking my tongue on her clit as my fingers still pumping in and out of her. I start sucking on her clit and moving my fingers in a wider circle she moans and grabs my hair pushing me in further into her warmth. She taste so damn good, always. I start pumping faster as I nibble on her clit. I feel her walls clamping on my fingers and I start doing the come here motion with my fingers on her G-spot. Clary arches off the bed screaming "OH FUCK!" as she shutters around me. I keep my fingers pumping inside of her to prolong her orgasm but slowly bring them to a stop. My tongue replaces my fingers as I lap up all her juices she has to give while my thumb is rubbing on her clit. I know she is sensitive and I like the way she is moaning my name. Fuck it… I start tongue fucking her, rubbing faster on her clit and adding more pressure. I want her to cum again. Clary is a moaning mess underneath me digging her nails into my shoulder with one hand and pulling my hair with the other. "Oh fuck Luke, oh fuck Luke." She keeps chanting like it's a prayer. I know she is closer to her second orgasm. Her legs start to tense on my shoulders. I feel her toes curling as they push my head deeper in. Just as her orgasm is about to crash on to her I get up and slam my cock into her.

"Shit!" I hiss as her pussy contracts on me and she screams out I pound into her as her orgasm rips through her body. I want her to remember this tomorrow every time she tries to walk. "Baby I want you to have another one." I whisper slamming into her and rotating my hips in a circle so my pubic hair is on her clit. I slam into her again and again sucking on her neck. Once, twice, three times and I feel her bite my shoulder to not scream out as she cums hard and that's all it takes for me to lose myself. I bury my head in her hair as I shoot my load into her and groan. Fuck she is amazing. I am too tired to move. I shift my weight from my arms to the side while still staying inside Clary.

"I love you." She mumbles and I smile trying to fight sleep. I grab the blanket and cover us up.

"I love you too babe." I kiss her forehead and let the darkness take over.

So how was it? Let me know what you think guys! Next chapter is starting from Clary's point of view. Thank you for reading!

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