The Favour
NOTE: The Season 3 friendship between Pacey and Joey happened, but Pacey never kissed Joey in Cinderella Story, so they never became a couple in S4.
It's the summer after senior year and in a few weeks Joey will be heading off to Worthington. She is both excited and nervous about taking this new step in her life. Here she was heading off to College and yet still a virgin. This made her apprehensive for some reason. She knew for a while that she was ready to have sex, but the opportunity just never presented itself and yet she felt she shouldn't have waited so long because she did not want to land into bed with the first college boy that interested her or showed any interest in her. Joey sat there thinking about this when all of a sudden she had this great revelation.
Why wait until she goes to College when she could take advantage of the fact that she could have sex with the boy with whom she grew up with and was emotionally very close to. She just had to figure out how to bring up the subject and hope that he would be game. It wouldn't be the first time a sex pact was made within their little circle of friends, she was thinking back to the time Pacey and Jen had their little arrangement; however, that didn't amount to anything and perhaps it wouldn't work for her either, but it was worth a try.
Dawson was in his room going over his list of things he should be taking with him to Los Angles when he headed down there in a couple of weeks. He was excited about starting film school, but he felt a little anxious about leaving Joey. For years he just assumed that they would attend the same college and continue their life-long friendship into the college years. He thought that now that they were graduating it would be the perfect time for them to leave their childhood behind and become a real couple. Of course he had not shared this dream with Joey, but assumed she felt the same way. He had planned on bringing this up with her before he left, so that they could solidify their relationship before they both headed off to start College. He knew it wouldn't matter that they would be thousands of miles apart, they were meant to be together and he and Joey both knew it.
Pacey was sitting on the deck of True Love looking up at the sky and thinking about his future. He had graduated with the help of Joey, but he wasn't enrolled in any post-secondary schools and had to figure out what he wanted to do next. He was a little saddened by the fact that his circle of friends were heading off to bigger and brighter things, Dawson was going to pursue his dream by going to College in LA, Jen and Jack were headed to Boston together, Andie was going to Harvard and Joey was going to Worthington, and here he was stuck in Capeside without any prospects. He didn't even know what he wanted to do, but he had been offered a job on a yacht for the summer and was seriously considering taking it, at least that would take him away from here even if for a short time. He could figure out what he wanted to do after he got back.
He was lost in his thoughts when he heard a voice say "permission to come aboard", the sound of her voice made him smile and he sat up and turned toward her "permission granted" he said in that sexy husky voice of his. Joey gave him a warm smile in return and climbed onto True Love. "It's a beautiful day for a sail today Pacey, are you planning on taking her out"? "I was thinking about it Jo, why did you want to join me"? Pacey had taken each of his friends sailing before, but had never found the nerve to ask Joey to go with him. He had these feelings for her that he tried to keep hidden and thought that if he had ever asked her to go sailing, it might just make her suspect how he felt. He knew that sounded silly, after all they were friends and hung out alone on numerous occasions since Dawson had asked him to look out for her, but sailing alone together just seemed so romantic.
"Gee Pacey, I finally get an invitation, it's about time? You've taken everyone else sailing, but you've never asked me before. I would love to go sailing with you today". Joey had often wondered why Pacey had never asked her to go sailing before, she knew he had taken Jen and Jack sailing once, he had even taken Andie sailing before she headed to Italy and Dawson had been sailing several times with Pacey and would tell her how awesome it was, but Joey had never had the pleasure of being asked. She smiled to herself and had to admit that this is exactly what she was hoping for today.
Pacey jumped up and started prepping the boat for a sail and started barking out orders to Joey to try and hide his elation at her acceptance even if he didn't actually mean to invite her, it just kind of slipped out. He watched her without making it look obvious and admired how well she followed direction without questioning him which, if you know Joey, must have been very difficult. He sometimes felt it was her life-long desire to give him a hard time. He inwardly chuckled at that thought. He was also admiring her beauty, those long tanned legs and her hair slightly blowing in the breeze and he smiled to himself when he noticed her tongue slip out when she was focusing a task. He often had thoughts of what it would be like to taste that tongue with his own, but knew that was something beyond his reach. Joey would never want to get that close to him, so who was he kidding?
Joey took Pacey's direction without question and actually liked that he was taking charge of the situation, she wasn't sure why she felt that way because anytime he would try to do that in the past, she would be the first one to challenge him. However, something changed this year when they started getting closer and actually became friends. She was surprised at how close they had gotten over the past several months even if Pacey was acting on Dawson's request to look out for her. She knew deep down that he wasn't just being nice to her because Dawson asked him too, but a part of her was still a little insecure about how he actually felt. She had not only come to enjoy his company, she had come to crave spending time with him. Somewhere along the line she started to develop feelings for him and it scared her. This was Pacey, the smart ass best friend of Dawson and the guy that seemed to make it his life's mission to make her life miserable. Yet here she was on his boat secretly wishing they were more than just friends.
After about an hour of sailing just off the coast of Capeside, Pacey suggested they throw anchor just inside this little Cove he knew and go for a dip and maybe have a little snack. Pacey always made sure he had some unperishable items on board for just such an occasion. Joey quickly agreed and smiled at the thought of spending the afternoon with Pacey. Once they snacked on granola bars and juice packs it was time to go for a swim, Joey didn't come prepared , so didn't have a bathing suit with her; however, how different was a bra and panties from a bathing suit anyway? "Pacey, I didn't know we would be going swimming, so I am not wearing a bathing suit, but if you don't care I can just swim in my underwear. Pacey froze and didn't know how to respond, never in his wildest dreams did he think he would hear those words coming from Joey nor did he think he would ever see her in her underwear. Just the thought of that gave him butterflies. After what seemed like eons, he responded "whatever you're comfortable with is fine with me Joey", Pacey was surprised at how calm his voice sounded because inside he was freaking out. He was scared of how his body might react to seeing Joey in her underwear, so he thought it best if he get in the water first just to be safe because he had no doubt that he would get a hard on seeing her and the ocean could conceal that from her.
Joey was both apprehensive and a little excited about the fact that Pacey would see her in her underwear; however, when she got dressed this morning she didn't know she would be going swimming and therefore simply put on a skimpy thong and a nearly see through bra. She wondered what he might think about that and if he would even find her attractive. Although Joey was a very pretty girl, she never really thought of herself as sexual, so having a guy attracted to her over her looks was not something she ever thought would happen and since she, Dawson and Pacey have been hanging out with each other since they were in Kindergarten, this little fact had never crossed her mind. Before she lost her nerve Joey started to disrobe when she heard a splash. Looking up she saw Pacey disappear into the water and she thought to herself "well I guess that answers the question of whether Pacey would admire her in her underwear, he clearly didn't care that I would be stripping down", Joey started to question her previous plan of "operation lose my virginity before college" if sex fiend Pacey didn't even want to see her barely dressed.
The chill of the water hit Pacey like a little slap in the face and he took that as a sign that he needed to get his mind out of the gutter. Just because Joey was willing to strip down to her unmentionables doesn't mean he had to right to admire her in that state. When he surfaced and turned toward the boat he saw Joey's back to him and she had just removed her tank top revealing her bra. "Come on Pacey, get your act together" he said to himself "you don't want to make a fool of yourself in front of Joey, she is never going to allow you to outwardly ogle her in her underwear" and yet he couldn't take his eyes off of her. At that moment she started removing her shorts and his eyes nearly popped out of their sockets when he saw she was wearing a thong under those shorts and holy shit, they were pretty skimpy. He could see the lace across the top and a small bit of lace going down before it disappeared entirely, so he was basically looking at Joey's entire ass and wow, what an incredible ass it was. Pacey felt the beginnings of a hard on despite the chill of the water, but there was nothing he could do about it, he had never been this turned on by a woman before. Sure he has had sex with two very beautiful women, Tamara and Andie but it was the idea of sex that turned him on, however, this, this was an entirely new experience for him and seeing such a vision in person and not on the pages of Playboy was much more erotic.
It was at that moment that Joey turned around and he got the full front on view of her, not only was she wearing a thong, but her bra was practically non-existent given it was so see through and seeing her like that made him even harder. Joey looked out and their eyes met, Pacey was afraid she would read his expression and he didn't want her to get upset with him, so he quickly tried to diffuse the situation by blurting out "so are you coming in or what"?
Joey couldn't help feeling some sort of disappointment at the idea of Pacey not reacting given her current state of undress and she suddenly felt very self-conscious of her looks, so without hesitation she dove into the water before Pacey made her feel even more uncomfortable. She swam around a little bit and tried not to look in Pacey's direction, she didn't want to feel that disappointment at seeing his blank expression when he looked at her, little did she know Pacey was trying very hard not to show how turned on he was. He dreaded what would happen when Joey would get out of the water soaking wet because he just knew that the very see through bra was going to reveal a hell of a lot more when wet and just the thought of seeing that kept his raging hard on in its current state. Things had been pretty quiet between them while they swam, so Pacey tried to lighten the mood a bit by suggestively asking "so Joey what are you and Dawson planning on doing to cement your relationship before he heads off to Tinsel Town"? Joey froze at that question, it was like Pacey could sometimes see her thoughts and it was a little unnerving at how well he knew her sometimes, but little did he know it wasn't Dawson she wanted to lose her virginity to, but Pacey himself that she fantasized about. "Haha Pacey, you make it sound like we have some tawdry plans or something, we actually haven't discussed it. I suspect we will just do what we have always done and finish off the summer by watching a movie and dissecting it. And what are your plans after summer is over"?
"I don't know yet, I guess I'll try and find a job where I can be a respectable Townie since I don't see leaving here anytime soon, you know given I have no prospects or anything" Pacey said with regret.
"You could always come to Boston and continue to annoy me since that seems to have been your life's mission since we were kids"? Joey had no idea where that came from, did she just invite Pacey to come to Boston? "I mean Jack and Jen will be there and Andie's not far away at Harvard" she quickly added.
Pacey had given that a thought at one point, but he felt he would be intruding on their lives if it appeared he "followed" them to Boston. It was nice to hear Joey say it even if she was just teasing him. Now that the ice was broken a little bit, they chatted about several things, like what courses Joey was planning on taking and what her roommate might be like. Pacey teased her about the prospect of having a lively party hungry roommate and how that would just annoy the hell out her. Their previous discomfort was forgotten and they enjoyed each other's company as they frolicked in the water.
Joey started to get chilled and decided it was time to get out and now she was super nervous because she knew that her clothes were not going to hide anything and started to blush at that thought. "Pacey, I think I'm going to get out now, it's getting a little cold, you have to turn around and give me some privacy" she said hoping that Pacey wouldn't guess the real reason she said that. And Pacey being Pacey couldn't resist a biting remark "why are you afraid I might ravage you given how delicious you look wearing next to nothing"? He knew she would simply take that comment as a typical Pacey jibe, but little did she know how close to the truth it actually was.
After Joey got out she quickly donned her shorts and tank top and proceeded to dry off in the hot sun as Pacey exited the water and joined her. Joey really wanted to broach the subject about him being the guy she wanted to lose her virginity to, but she just didn't know how to bring it up. She knew she had to soon or she would lose her nerve and that meant she would be little miss virgin at Worthington. "Pacey, I have a hypothetical question for you, what advice would you give to someone who was heading off to college and they were still a virgin"? There, she said it and she knew that Pacey would give her a somewhat straight answer after some intense teasing of course.
"Ummm" Pacey thought about this for a second, he knew they had become close, but he didn't realize they were close enough to talk about sex and he couldn't help but think that this was her way of trying to ask him how she should approach this subject with Dawson. "Well, I guess you have to ask yourself what's most important to you, do you want to wait until you are in a committed relationship first or are you looking for some quick satisfaction"? He pretty much knew the second part was not why Joey was asking, but he wasn't quite prepared to push her into the arms of Dawson Leery so easily.
"Haha Pacey, I'm being serious. I know that I will date when I get to Worthington and I know that sex is something that happens after a few dates and to be honest I don't want to be one of those girls who doesn't have sex because they are waiting for the right guy to come along, but I also don't want to lose my virginity to some random guy I hooked up with at a Frat party, so I'm asking you for your advice here."
"Huh, that's a loaded question Joey, if you are being serious, can I ask you how far you have gotten with a guy and have you asked Dawson what he thinks about you guys having sex before you both head off to college"?
Joey was taken aback by that comment, not once in her scenario had she pictured sex with Dawson and to be honest the thought of having sex with him gave her a little bit of the creeps. Although she had a huge crush on him a couple years ago and they tried dating, it never felt right because it felt like she was dating a cousin or something. "Dawson? I never said I wanted to have sex with Dawson, that's kind of gross Pacey".
Pacey felt a little confused, why would Joey be asking this question if she wasn't looking to hook up with Dawson, he thought back and he doesn't recall Joey mentioning anything at all about liking another guy so why is she even asking this question? "I know for a fact she wouldn't be talking about me because I rank high up on her yuckometer" he thought to himself. "Well then, where is this coming from Joey, have you met someone"?
"Have I met someone, boy I guess Dawson isn't the only oblivious boy in my life" Joey thought to herself. "Well this is it, this is where I spill it to Pacey, I can't lose my nerve because I will never get it back if I do, just spit it out Joey" she said to herself.
"Pacey, you and I have become friends this year and I have given this a lot of thought and I really, really don't want to go to Worthington and still be a virgin. You've had sex many times and with a couple different people, so I was thinking that, you know, since you know your way around, that maybe you could show me or whatever" Joey blurted it out so fast she wasn't sure exactly what she was saying. Did he just ask Pacey to have sex with her or did she just ask him to show her what sex was like, was there even a difference?
Pacey was dumbfounded, did he just hear Joey ask him to have sex with her, did he hear that right? "Joey, did you just ask me to have sex with you? You realize this is me, Pacey, the guy you have hated for years right?" When Joey didn't respond Pacey continued, "sex isn't something to be taken lightly, yes it feels good, it feels amazing actually, but I think you have to have some feelings involved when you decide to have sex for the first time. It is the most intimate thing two people can share and I think when you are ready Joey, you will know you are ready and having sex with just some guy isn't going to be ok with you".
"Pacey, you aren't just some guy and the fact that you just said all of that makes me know that this is exactly what I want. We have grown close over this past year and I'd be lying to both myself and you if I said I haven't developed some feelings toward you. And if we had sex I just know in my heart I would never regret it." Joey turned toward Pacey and waited for him to look at her "Pacey, will you have sex with me"?
Pacey's heart skipped a beat at her words. "On one condition Joey, if you promise me now that if we do you won't ever regret it was me"? And with those words Joey leaned in and kissed him, it was light and tender and her lips felt like velvet, his heart started beating faster and he raised his hand threading it through her hair as he deepened the kiss. His tongue sought out hers and he thought back to earlier when he wondered what her tongue would taste like and it's even sweeter than he envisioned. Joey inched closer to him and slid on top of him putting both of her hands on either side of his body, she bent her knee over his until it was high enough to feel is ever growing hard on. The fact that she was having this effect on him so quickly pleased her considering just a couple hours ago she didn't think he found her the least bit attractive. Pacey brought his other arm around her waist and squeezed her closer to him. "God you're beautiful Joey" he whispered softly and then claimed her mouth again.
Joey's head was growing fuzzy from Pacey's kisses, but she was certain she just heard Pacey say she was beautiful. She had never felt such a reaction before when kissing someone, there was something about this that felt so right and she knew she had made the right decision to ask Pacey to have sex with her. There was a little part of her that started questioning her motive though, did she ask him because she didn't want to head off to college and still be a virgin or did she ask him because she wanted a deeper connection to Pacey that she could always hold onto. She knew she didn't want to leave him behind which is partly why earlier she had suggested he go to Boston. Her thoughts were interrupted when Pacey changed positons and quickly flipped them over, so that he was now on top and it made her heart skip a beat. She reached up and put her arms around his neck and started caressing his shoulders and running her fingers through his hair. Pacey growled in response and moved his hand to her waist inching up her side under her tank top.
Pacey felt like he was in one of his dreams because he had often dreamt about Joey and on many occasions had woken up with a need to relieve the tension in his groin, but here he was actually making out with her and it felt surreal. He definitely didn't want to wake up from this dream. His hand was approaching her breast and he debated whether he should touch her there, if she was serious about wanting to have sex then who was he to deny her the entire experience, but he also didn't want to do anything that would make Joey feel uncomfortable, so when he covered her breast with his hand he muttered "is this okay Joey, do you want me to stop"? "Keep going Pacey, this feels right and I want to feel all of you" her voice sounded breathless and Pacey took that as a sign that she was in fact feeling the heat of the moment, so he continued his pursuit and started massaging her breast. "Man it felt good to touch her this way" Pacey thought to himself. He lifted himself up onto his knees pulling Joey with him and his hands started exploring her back while also relieving Joey of her tank top. Once he got rid of her top, he started kissing and nipping at her neck and he knew there would be a mark there tomorrow, but he didn't care, it would be a reminder that this was really happening. Pacey dipped his head lower and gently bit Joey's hardened nipple and her reaction was in the form of a squeal which delighted him immensely, it meant she was enjoying what he was doing to her body.
Pacey was still sucking on her breast when he felt her move and realized she was attempting to take off her bra and without removing his mouth, he assisted her with the hooks making quick work of it. Joey was now free from her bra and Pacey went back to enjoying the taste of her, switching over to her other breast. Joey moaned and threw her head back enjoying the sensation of Pacey's mouth surrounding her hardened nub and she could feel herself getting wet. Joey was enjoying everything Pacey was doing to her and looked forward to whatever he was going to explore next, but she also wanted to explore so she lowered her hands his to ass and gave it a little squeeze emitting a little moan from Pacey. She moved her hands up and down his back trying to get her nerve up to go where she really wanted to and that was to feel the hard on which she could easily tell was very prominent given it was poking into her hip right now. Although she hadn't given it a lot of thought, she had pictured in her mind what Pacey would look like naked and in her mind he was a very big boy, bigger than anyone else she dared think about. She got a little embarrassed with herself when she thought about it, but now she not only wanted to see it but touch it too. Without delaying any longer Joey moved her hand around to the front and gave his cock a little squeeze to which Pacey's response was another growl. Joey loved that sound, there was something sexy about the way he growled. Even when he would growl from frustration with her she secretly admitted that it had an effect on her and now hearing it while they were in the throws of a heavy make out session, she realized how sexy it always sounded. She continued squeezing him while he feasted on her, then she started unbuttoning his shorts. "You're killing me here Potter" she heard him say as he started unbuttoning her shorts while reclaimed her mouth. Joey had never been so turned on in her life and she felt like she was floating through the air, but at the same time had this feeling like an itch that can't be scratched. Was this what it felt like to be horny?
Once she got the zipper down she reached in and started feeling him through his boxers and he felt even harder than she had ever imagined, after all, this was the first time she had ever felt someone's penis, well with the exception of that time at Aunt Gwen's when she and Pacey ended up having to sleep together and she could feel him through the night as he unknowingly moved closer to her and she realized he had a hard on while he slept. It felt good to hold him in her hand and then his hips moved forward, so she encircled her fingers around him and started stroking his cock. "Oh fuck Joey that feels good", at the sound of those words, the butterflies started and she could feel a tingling deep down inside her. Now she wanted to feel him without barriers, so she moved her hand up to the waist band and started lowering it down to expose him in all his glory. "I want you to take them off Pacey" she said into his mouth.
"Are you sure about this Joey? We can stop now before it gets out of hand, no pun intended" he said nervously. She chuckled at his attempt at a joke. "I know this is what I want Pacey and to be honest I've known for quite a while that it's you I've wanted. I just didn't know how to tell you and I guess this excuse was my way of putting it out there without getting rejected or hurt if you didn't want me too" said lowering her head slightly.
"Not want you? Not want you, how could I not want you? You are this amazing woman who challenges me in the best possible way and you never let me get away with copping out of things; that is one of the things I admire most in you. Joey I have wanted you for a very long time, even when I hated you I wanted you. You are beautiful and sexy and annoying, but it's all those things about you that makes me hurt from wanting you. Do you know how many times I have left early because being near you and not being able to have you was so hard for me". "I tried turning my attention to other women, but my heart, that never waivered. You are my fantasy Joey and as scary as it sounds, you might even be my everything". There he said it, he had been holding that in for so long and now that he let it all out, it was like a weight had been lifted from him. He was brought back to reality by the sound of Joey's laughter.
"Pacey, you have no idea how happy that makes me to hear you say that to me. I think I've known for a while too that it was you I wanted to be with and I can't thank Dawson enough for asking you to look out for me. Do you remember back when we did that snail project and you tried to kiss me? After I brushed you off I went inside and I couldn't think of anything else. I think that is when I started looking at you differently and it was because of that, that my heart belonged to you. You might be a self-loathing smart ass, but you are my self-loathing smart ass." And on that note Joey practically jumped on top of him and started kissing him like he kissed her earlier. All words forgotten for a moment they both became entangled in the heat of passion and they couldn't get their clothes off fast enough. Once they were both fully naked they slowed down the pace and started feeling every inch of each other. Pacey glided his finger down her arm to her waist and over her hip, caressing as far as he could go and then moved back up again all the while kissing her tenderly. He slid his tongue along hers and then stopped to suck on it before continuing the kiss. Joey felt like she had died and gone to heaven, every nerve in her body was on fire and she had this ache in the pit of her stomach that needed fixing. Pacey felt so good laying naked beside her, she could feel every part of him touching every inch of her and yet it still wasn't close enough. She grabbed him around the waist and tried pulling him tighter, but he was already as close as he could get. Joey's heart was bursting, she was so incredibly happy and she truly believed that Pacey felt the same way after hearing how he felt about her. This was just so right.
Pacey left her mouth and started kissing her neck while he continued caressing her whole body. He was glad he had had the foresight to lay out a blanket and a couple of pillows before they went for their swim because he wouldn't have wanted to break the mood by going below to retrieve them. He inched his way lower and took one of her fully hardened nipples in his mouth while fondling the other with his hand which resulted in another squeal from Joey. After a minute or so of cherishing her breasts, he started to travel lower, kissing her stomach and caressing her thighs. He reached the apex of her legs and then gently nudged them apart, he was almost giddy with anticipation of what he was about to do and he hoped Joey was ready for it. He looked up at her and saw her watching him, but also saw the glossy look in her eyes which erased all doubt and without looking away he traced his tongue along her opening. Joey let out a gasp and laid her head back down. Pacey started exploring her with his tongue, he first circled her entirely then started to focus on the individual parts. He dipped just the tip of his tongue inside her and her hips twitched, then he slowly slid his tongue upward until he reached her clit and he flicked it a couple of times before taking it into his mouth and sucking it. Joey arched her back as a reflex which made Pacey smile, she was so reactive to his touch and he loved that. After sucking on her clit one more time, he bent lower and this time he sunk his entire tongue inside her. Her hand went straight to the top of his head and she moaned. Pacey was so hard at this point he thought he could easily cum just from how she was reacting to him.
He plunged his tongue in a few more times, then replaced it with a couple fingers which allowed him to go even deeper. She was so wet and that turned him on even more. As he moved his fingers in and out of her, he moved back up to her clit and took turns sucking and circling around it. Joey started panting and moving her hips while still holding the top of his head with her hand. He could tell she was very close to release, so he moved his fingers faster and sucked harder on her clit. "Oh Pacey, I think I'm going to cum" she panted out "oh Pacey, Pacey, Pacey" and on the last Pacey her hips froze and she let out the most beautiful sound as she went over the edge. Pacey quickly removed his fingers and started sucking on her juices, it was even sweeter than tasting her tongue. He felt her go limp as her orgasm subsided and he moved his head and kissed the inside of her thighs. He couldn't help thinking that this was what fantasies were like and it seemed impossible that he was living in his.
Joey couldn't believe what had just happened, when she thought about sex, it never included that, but leave it to Pacey to make this even more memorable than she ever could have imagined. She had experienced an orgasm or two in the past from self-satisfaction, but that didn't even come close to what she just felt, it was incredible and she owed it all to Pacey. He was starting to become the perfect package in her mind and she hasn't even had sex with him yet. Pacey was kissing his way back up her body which cleared the fog from her mind and brought her back down to earth and she had to chuckle at the thought that Pacey just gave her an otherworldly experience.
"What's so funny Potter" Pacey asked between kisses. "Nothing Pace, I was just thinking how amazing that was and how lucky I was to experience that with you". Pacey was a little taken aback by her honesty, but beamed with pride that she felt that way. "Glad I could oblige Potter, anytime you need a good shagging, I'm your man", he said teasingly. Joey smacked his shoulder "Pacey, way to ruin a perfectly intimate moment here". "Hey I wasn't the one who laughed after experiencing what I can only image was the most otherworldly experience you've ever had" he said chuckling.
"What, how is it he used the exact term she was thinking, was she that transparent?" "My aren't we cocky, what makes you so confident to think that this was not just me experiencing my first orgasm and it had nothing to do with how skilled you are"?
"Ha, so you admit that I'm skilled. Well skilled or not Jo, I think it was perfect I've decided to make it my purpose in life to continue to make sure nobody tops it". He just realized what he said, he was basically saying that he didn't want anyone else doing things like that to Joey and he wasn't sure if she caught that or not, but if she did, he hoped she felt the same way.
"Hmm, well Pacey I look forward to more of that perfection and perhaps adding to it" she said as she turned to kiss him. She hadn't thought about where his mouth had last been and if she had, she might not have kissed him, but she was surprised to discover that she wasn't entirely grossed out at the moment by tasting herself on him. After all, if he wasn't grossed out by it then why should she be?
It was her turn to take control of the situation because far be it from her to let some guy have that kind of power over her without a little push back even if she felt like she was putty in his hands after that incredibly erotic moment they shared. Before Pacey could react to the kiss, Joey straddled him and held him down by the wrists. What better way to show him she had not totally melted in his arms then to pin him down and start ravaging him. This thought empowered her and made her get a little bold, so she dove right in and started kissing him as if he had no choice in the matter.
Pacey was a little surprised by this turn of events, but he was also turned on by having a naked woman on top of him and the fact that this naked woman was Joey just created Fantasy number two in his mind. She was kissing him hungrily and he had no choice but to succumb to it. His eyes flew open when she bit his lip and he felt his cock get even harder. "She was going to be the death of him" he thought as he closed his eyes again and just went with it. Joey's lips left his mouth and went to his ear where she sucked on his ear lobe before moving down to his neck. She nipped and kissed him and he could feel the blood rise to the surface as she sucked on his neck and he just knew he was going to have a hickey after this. "Joey Potter just gave Pacey Witter a hickey" were the headlines of the National Enquirer, where all sorts of fake news was reported.
Joey's kisses moved from his neck to his chest and he wondered to himself how low she was planning on going. She kept up the process of kissing and nipping at his skin until she reached his nipples and then she swiped her tongue across one nipple then blew on it making it harden in response. "Where the hell did she learn to do that" Pacey thought, but when she did it to the other one all thought left him and he became totally wrapped up in the moment and the sensations she was creating. Joey kept going lower and was now at his belly button, he didn't know when he had begun to pant, but it felt like he couldn't get enough air in his lungs. He watched her as she circled his belly button with her tongue and then she released one of his wrists and brought her hand down taking a finger and skimming it down along the hair just below until she reached his groin and then moved it up again all the while kissing his skin around his abdomen. He thought he was going to go insane or die from lack of oxygen to his lungs as at some point he seemed to have stopped breathing altogether. Joey again took her finger and traced the patch of hair downward, but this time her tongue followed and just before she reached his cock she looked up at him. As their eyes met, she swiped the tip of her tongue along the slit and he saw the pre cum attach itself to her tongue. "Holy fuck, that was hot" he thought to himself. He couldn't look away, seeing Joey Potter lick his cock was almost enough to make him cum right there and it was all he could do to hold back. His cock twitched when her tongue left him, but then she lowered her eyes, paused a moment and took the entire tip into her mouth. Pacey collapsed back with a guttural growl and his hips involuntarily thrust forward. He had had blow jobs before, but they were nothing compared to the intense feeling of this. He seemed super sensitive and just the feeling of her wrapped around him made it seem like the very first time.
Joey sucked a couple times on the tip before releasing him and doing it again, but this time she took more of him in her mouth and it was all he could do to not ram his entire cock down her throat. His mouth was dry and his breathing became erratic again, he didn't know what to do next, so all he could muster was to watch her head bobbing up and down on his cock. There was no way he was going to be able to last if she kept up this pace and as much as he wanted to cum in her mouth, he also wanted to know how it felt to have his cock cum inside her. Feeling he'd reached the breaking point, he put his hands on her shoulders to stop her and croaked out "if you don't stop now, I'm going to cum and I'm not prepared to do that just yet".
Joey got a devilish look on her face as she stopped and ever so slowly drew her mouth upward as Pacey watched her before finally releasing him. She then licked her lips and crawled toward him and claimed his mouth in a kiss. "Who was this girl and what has she done with Joey Potter" was all Pacey could think before he grabbed her and rolled them both over so that she was now beneath him. "I would have sworn you have done that before, have you been holding out on me Miss Potter"?
"Had I realized how yummy you were I never would have waited so long" she said mischievously and with a glint in her eye.
Pacey has always enjoyed their little banter and he especially liked it when his teasing annoyed her. He bent down and gave her a quick kiss "well, it's getting late, what do you say we pack up and head back to town"?
Joey was shocked by his comment and her gaped mouth relayed as much "Pacey Witter, you are not going to leave me here high and dry are you? What about our agreement to have sex?
"Oh my dear you are definitely not "dry"," he teased knowing full well she would get the reference and clearly she did based on her reddening cheeks. He chuckled at her embarrassment and added "have no fear, I am nowhere close to be done with you and somebody has to take care of this raging hard on I haven't been able to get rid of since you first mentioned you were going to go swimming in your underwear.
Joey smiled to herself, "so he did notice and it did effect him", even though his words earlier all but said as much, it was nice to know that she was actually on his mind. "Kiss me Pacey" she asked and he bent down and took her mouth once again. Their kisses were like liquid, they felt like one being as they devoured each other. Joey could feel Pacey's hard on against her stomach so she wrapped her legs around his to keep them connected. He started to rock his hips into her and slid a little lower so that his length would rub up against her clit. Even though she had her release, Pacey was optimistic that he could make her cum again and he wanted to show her without words that he was hell bent on making that happen. He could tell she was still wet and he was glad because it meant that it wouldn't hurt as much given she was a virgin. He continued rocking his hips and then noticed she had joined in and their rhythm was so in sync it was like they had done this before.
Joey felt the stirrings again as Pacey's very large, thick cock started rubbing against her clit. Although she had never had sex before, she had read enough Cosmo to know that multiple orgasms were possible. She didn't know if she would be one of those women that would have more than one, but everything Pacey did felt so incredible, it's like he too had read the same articles she did. He definitely knew what he was doing that was for sure and feelings aside, she was glad that her first time would be with him.
Pacey was a little nervous about hurting Joey. He wasn't being cocky, but he did know that he was a little more well-endowed than other guys in the locker room. He had even had to go up a size when buying condoms "oh shit, I don't have any condoms. Why hadn't I thought of that before agreeing to this"? Pacey was very disappointed at the realization that they were going to have to put this off for another time and it changed his rhythm.
Joey noticed a change in what Pacey was doing and was afraid he had changed his mind and no longer wanted to have sex with her. "Is something wrong Pacey", she asked.
"I'm so sorry Joey and I know you aren't going to believe this but love guru, Pacey Witter, does not have a condom, so I'm afraid we are going to have to post-pone this little coupling until we are back on solid ground". He hoped his disappointment didn't show on his face or in his voice because this was about Joey, not about him.
"That's okay Pacey, we don't need a condom, I've been on the Pill for a while and I'm pretty sure we are both free and clear since, one I'm a virgin and two, you and Andie broke up months ago. So unless you have been slinking around town having sex with other women, I think we are good to go."
"You're on the Pill?" Pacey seemed surprised by this news.
"I don't know quite how to say this Pacey, but umm, well you and I have gotten a lot closer over this past year and for a time there I thought you might be into me and well, I knew I was into you, so I thought I would be proactive and go on the Pill, so that if we got together we could just let nature take its course and not have to worry about anything".
"Is that what you thought of me, that I would expect sex if we started dating"? Pacey knew that Dawson thought that way, but does that mean that's what everyone thought about him, even Joey?
"No Pacey, not at all. That's not what I'm saying, what I'm trying to say is that I knew a while ago that I was ready for sex and truth be told, I think I just really wanted to have sex with you when the time was right and actually, well, I think I'm in love with you".
"You think or you know" Pacey said staring into her eyes and suspected he already knew the answer to that question.
"I know, I've known for a while now, I just didn't know how to tell you or show you" she said shyly.
Pacey bent down, kissed her and whispered, "I love you Josephine Potter" and he continued kissing her until they found their rhythm again. Pacey's heart was bursting out of his chest at the fact that Joey loved him. He has loved her in one form or another his entire life and now he can openly show her. How did he get so lucky?
Joey felt Pacey take her hand and link their fingers, she felt like she was living in a dream, the perfect dream with the perfect man and he was about to make love to her. She could feel his cock rubbing against her clit and could feel the beginnings of another orgasm coming on, but this time she wanted him inside her when she let go. He was kissing her all over, he started on her lips and moved to her cheeks, then her eye lids and now he was working his way down to her ear and then finishing up on her neck. Joey was on pins and needles with anticipation. The boy she had fantasized about for half her life is about make her a woman. That sound cheesy in her mind, but it was true and she couldn't be happier.
She was more than ready to take the plunge and didn't want to wait any longer "Fuck me Pacey" she said breathlessly as she moved her hand down his bare back feeling his rippling muscles dance under her fingers. She stopped when her hand covered a cheek and added some pressure so that his hips would press forward and she could feel more of him. Pacey raised himself up a bit and moved his hips away as he aimed his cock at her entrance. They stared into each other's eyes as he sank himself into her. Her hot, wet walls encompassing the head of his cock. He stopped to give her a moment to get used to the feel of him inside her and asked "are you okay"? "More than okay, I'm ready for all of you Pace".
Pacey held his breath a moment as he rammed his cock the rest of the way and then he stopped until she got over the sudden pain. She felt so good, so hot and wet, she felt divine.
When Pacey thrust into her she felt a sharp pain, but it subsided almost as fast as it hit. Pacey stopped moving as soon as she felt the pain and she knew he was allowing time for her to get over the initial shock of feeling him pierce through her barrier. She figured he was waiting for the go ahead from her, so she started moving her hips, he took the cue and began moving himself and it felt so amazing. She had heard sex was enjoyable, but she never dreamed it would feel this good. It's like she could feel all of the veins and ridges rubbing against her inside. She remembered overhearing some girls in the bathroom in school talking about sex and one girl said that she could hardly feel anything during sex and now that she was experiencing it for herself, she couldn't help but wonder if it was because the guy she was talking about was not very large. Pacey on the other hand did not have to worry about that at all because she felt everything and she secretly applauded him for that.
As Pacey thrust into her, she could feel the build up to another orgasm coming and couldn't wait to find out if this one would feel differently given that he was inside her. "Pacey you feel amazing" she groaned and he bent down and kissed her again. Joey wrapped one leg behind him and used it to help push him further inside as he pumped into her. She could almost feel the tip of his cock reach deep inside her and now she wanted it even more "harder Pacey, fuck me harder. I want to feel you all the way inside". Upon her request, he lifted one of her legs and put it over his shoulder and thrust even harder. This made Joey scream in delight which actually surprised her.
"I love how reactive you are Joey and fuck, you feel good, you are so tight and wet, I can barely hold it together". Pacey was covered in sweat and the feeling of her wrapped tightly around his cock made him even hotter. He could tell by Joey's expression that she too was enjoying this, but he also wanted to make sure she went over the edge a second time, so he started rubbing her clit with his thumb. He was also selfishly doing this for himself because he wanted to feel her walls clamp around him as she came. "Oh Joey you feel so good" he couldn't help but say again. They were both in perfect sync with each other's movements and reactions that it was like they knew when the other was ready to climax. Joey heard it in the way he spoke those last words and Pacey could tell from her breathing despite the fact that this was the first time they have had sex.
Joey was rocking her hips as Pacey sank deep inside her and she didn't want it to stop, she was about to lose it again, but she wanted to wait until Pacey could join her. "I want us to cum together Pacey, can we do that" she asked.
"I'm pretty close" he said breathlessly", and I know that I will lose it the moment you do because your muscles will clamp hard around my cock, so yeah I think we can do that". Pacey pulled almost all the way out and then rammed hard into her causing her to scream again, she was very vocal. He rubbed her clit some more and continued thrusting hard into her. He felt her walls begin to tighten up, so he lowered himself to gain a different angle and thrust again. "Pacey, I'm ready, I'm going to cum, I'm going to cum. Oh fuck Pacey, cum with me". He didn't need the encouragement because as soon as she said his name he felt his balls tighten up and knew he was about to go over the edge with her. Her walls squeezed him tight just as he let go and his thick hot juices filled her in wave after wave mixing with her wetness. It was the perfect outcome for their first time.
Pacey collapsed on top of Joey exhausted, breathless and very fulfilled, he needed a moment before he could take some of his weight off of her. However, Joey didn't mind feeling his full weight on her and took this opportunity to wrap her arms tightly around his torso in an attempt to keep him as close to her as possible. "That was incredible Pacey, thank you, but I think it may have ruined it for every other guy out there".
Pacey tensed up slightly and lifted his head "If you think for a second that I would willingly allow any guy to touch you like that, you are mistaken Miss Potter". He may have said it with a slightly light tone, but he was dead serious. After they poured out their hearts to each other, he was never going to let her go. "You Miss Josephine Potter are now stuck with me".
Joey's heart soared at his words and she wrapped her legs around his, so that he would not be able to remove himself from her grasp. "I love you Pacey Witter and I am never letting you go". She kissed the side of his neck tasting the salty wetness and it tasted wonderful.
Still clasped within her grasp, Pacey moved them to the side so that they were now laying beside each other, he reached around and brought the blanket around their hips and stared into her deep brown eyes. "I am so glad you said that because I was contemplating looking for a job in Boston when summer is over and I was hoping you would be okay with that", he said hopefully.
Joey's face lit right up and her tongue curled upward to her lip as she smiled, "Oh my God, really? That makes me so happy". Joey leaned in and kissed him and threw her arms around his neck. She couldn't have wished for anything better.
They lay there wrapped in each other's arms for another hour when Pacey could feel the coolness of the early evening air. "We had better head back now Joey, so I can get you home before dark". They got dressed, pulled anchor and headed back to Capeside Yacht Club where Pacey kept his boat tied.
Dawson had spent the last hour going to all of Joey's favourite places trying to find her. Bessie had no idea where she had gone either, so Dawson thought he would head down to the docks to see if Pacey had seen her. When he got there he spotted Pacey's boat and its two occupants, his stride slowed as he saw Joey jump into Pacey's arms, wrapped her legs around his waist and give him a very heated kiss. Dawson stopped dead in his tracks trying to take in what he was witnessing. "There is just no way that that is Joey kissing Pacey like that, he must be seeing things. She wants him, not Pacey, so why would she be kissing Pacey", he didn't understand, it made no sense to him. He kept watching them as Pacey lowered Joey to the ground and she caressed his face with her hands. "Joey was kissing Pacey"? Dawson thought again, he was having a hard time trying to process this? He turned slightly, then turned back and finally turned again to leave. His head was in a haze as he walked home trying to unsee what he had just witnessed and he wondered what he was going to say to Joey. Should he wait until she tells him or should he confront her, should he confront Pacey, he didn't know what to do next.
Pacey drove Joey home and walked her to the door where they ended their day with another passionate kiss. "See you tomorrow Joey"? he asked. "Yes, Joey said with a grin, maybe we can meet on your boat, so we can do it again" she said with a hint of innuendo.
"Well you little hussy" Pacey teased which resulted in a smack from Joey, "hey I like little hussy Joey and I hope she sticks around a while" he teased again then got serious, "Joey, I love you and I will see you tomorrow". He bent down and kissed her cheek before turning around and heading back to the truck.
Joey touched her cheek where Pacey kissed her and sighed. She had never been so happy in all her life and she couldn't wait to go to sleep so she could wake up and see Pacey again, so that they could make all kinds of plans for when they head off to Boston and maybe they could have sex again too. Joey walked into the B&B and found Bessie talking to Dawson at the table and her heart dropped. How was she going to tell Dawson that she had professed her love to Pacey and how was he going to take it?
"There you are" Dawson said with an almost accusing tone, "I've been looking for you everywhere".
Joey felt a knot in her stomach at his tone and was not only disappointed to see him, but also that she now wasn't going to be able to go straight to her room and go over the glorious events of the day in her head as she fantasized about Pacey. "Oh hi Dawson" she said trying to sound cheerful. "I went sailing with Pacey today, I didn't realize you needed me for something or I would have told you" she added in a tone that basically said, it's none of your business where I was.
Seeing the tension building between the two of them, Bessie got up, excused herself and left the kitchen.
"So why were you looking for me Dawson"?
Dawson honestly didn't know what to say, he had just figured that when he found her, they would continue their regular scheduled programming and maybe even broach the subject of having a long distance relationship, but that obviously isn't going to happen now. "So how was sailing" he asked.
"It was beautiful out there, and actually Dawson, there is something I wanted to talk to you about". Joey was scared to tell him everything, but she needed to at least tell him about her feelings for Pacey, she was afraid of him finding out on his own. Besides, Joey had felt lately that Dawson was getting a little too close and based on some of the comments he made, it sounded like he assumed they were a couple or something and she needed to put a stop to that.
"I know this is going to sound like it's coming out of the blue and you may not even believe me, but somewhere along the line I started to develop real feelings for Pacey" she blurted out. "And well, as it turns out he feels the same way about me, so I think we are going to give it a try". Joey could see Dawson's eyes darken with anger and it made her nervous, she knew he wasn't going to react well, but she didn't care. He had to hear it and that's that.
"I saw you Joey" Dawson responded, I saw you and Pacey on the boat".
Joey panicked when she heard that, "Oh my God, Dawson saw us having sex?" That was a very private moment and it made her angry that Dawson had spied on them.
"I saw you kissing him down at the docks after your sailing trip" he continued.
A waive a relief washed over Joey and all she could say was "Oh"
"When did this all start between you, have you been sneaking around behind my back all this time? I don't get it Joey, you have hated Pacey in one form or another for years and now you're professing your love? This doesn't make sense." Dawson's voice seemed to get higher with each question.
"I'm sorry Dawson, I didn't mean for this to happen, but truth be told I think I've been harbouring feelings for Pacey since sophomore year. I was denying it myself and pushed it in the back of my mind and then he got with Andie and I think then that it was all in my mind, but then when we started hanging out this year, it all came back and I realized those feelings were real and today, I told him and he admitted that he had feelings for me too. I'm sorry if this hurts you Dawson, but I'm happy, I'm really, really happy and I want you to be happy for me. Can you be Dawson, can you be happy for me?"
Dawson felt a huge loss at hearing her admit her feelings for Pacey, how could I have been so blind as to think she loved me, that she wanted to be with me?, he thought to himself. "Well I did think that you and I were destined to be together Joey and would always be together. Did you have feelings for Pacey back when we were dating, is that why it never worked out between us back then"? Dawson was afraid of what the answer might be, but after hearing what Joey just said, he might already know.
Joey lowered her eyes, "I'm sorry Dawson" was all she had the courage to say.
"I think I should go", Dawson said as he got up and headed for the door.
"Dawson, wait" Joey yelled as he reached for the handle.
"See ya Joey" he said as he left.
Joey was a little relieved that she didn't have to explain herself more to Dawson and all of a sudden she felt totally exhausted. She smiled to herself and thought "wow Pacey really wore me out" as she went to have a shower.
Feeling refreshed after her shower, Joey stood naked in front of her mirror and looked herself over, she somehow looked different, she felt different and started daydreaming about Pacey and how he touched her skin and she got goosebumps just thinking about it. She started tracing her finger down her body in all the places Pacey touched and made her feel alive, that's when she noticed the mark on her breast. Pacey had given her a hickey on her left breast, and she smiled to herself at the memory. With Dawson all but gone from her head, Joey headed to bed to have sweet dreams of her arch enemy turned lover.
"Rise and shine sleepy head" Pacey sang into her ear. Joey smiled in her sleep and stretched, she loved that she was still dreaming about Pacey, oh and that voice of his, the sound of his voice was like sex to the ears. "HEY Princess, wake up" Pacey said talking louder. Joey growled and rolled over, "uuuuggghhh" she moaned out loud, "not now, I'm have a really nice dream about this boy I know and you're ruining it".
"Well if you get up I know a boy who will fulfill all of your dreams", he teased. Joey rolled back over and grabbed Pacey's shirt pulling him toward her. She giggled as he awkwardly landed on top of her. "Hey there man of my dreams" she said as she started kissing him. "What brings you by so early because I know it's not for morning sex as Bessie is in the next room".
"Hey, I am shocked and appalled that you assume I am not capable of thinking about things other than sex even though you gave me enough to fantasise about to last me a lifetime, you were incredible Joey and I'm still reeling in the afterglow of our little ocean excursion". He bent back down and kissed her passionately before adding, "I want you to come help me pick out a car. Pops said there are a couple cars from the Police yard that are going to auction and he said I could have first dibs on one before they send them off and I get it for a real bargain. So come on, get dressed and let's go".
"Okay Pace, give me ten minutes to wash up and change and you better have a coffee waiting for me when I'm done".
"What, can't I watch? I promise to keep my fingers to myself, I swear" Pacey said as he jiggled his fingers in front of her.
There was something about those fingers that made Joey tingle all over, but she hid her reaction as she pointed to the door. "Out" was all she needed to say as Pacey scurried out of her room.
A couple hours later they were driving down the road in Pacey's new sports car and talking about their plans for Boston. Pacey had taken the job on the yacht and found out that once summer was over, they needed someone to sail it into Boston Harbour and continue to look after it when it wasn't in use. The owners said Pacey could stay on the boat which meant that he would not only be getting paid, but would have free living quarters as well. Joey was more excited about starting school in the Fall now that she knew Pacey would be going with her to Boston. Everything was working out beautifully, except for Dawson. She had to tell Pacey about her conversation with Dawson last night and she wasn't looking forward to it.
"He knows Pacey, I told him last night about us" she blurted out. Pacey didn't need her to tell him who she was talking about. Pacey waited for Joey to give him all of the details of their conversation before he spoke. "So how do you feel Joey" he asked.
"Relieved to be honest Pacey, he needed to know and I needed to tell him before he left. And now that I've told him, I'm good, I don't need to worry about what he is thinking or how he feels about it. He just has to deal with it. I'm done holding his hand and I am so ready to start the next chapter of my life with you by my side". She took Pacey's hand in hers "I love you Pacey Witter and I am so happy".
Pacey squeezed her hand "I love you too Joey Potter".