Here you go, this chapter is finally out ! Sorry for the late upload but I needed to make heavy modifications to the story.

[As the title imply this chapter is a bit more mature]

Now as you know, good reading:)

[03/12/18 edit : Working on Chapter 12 ] [It was really busy these past day, sorry about that It's coming soon ]

Chapter 11 : Line crossed

''Why I'm doing this...''

While closing the distance toward the castle, the scenery where there should be that huge dark building is a bit..''reorganized''.

The castle is actually more like a gigantic pile of rocks. Who know if it colapsed while we weren't looking at it or if the last explosion had reason of this poor structure..

'' And as expected''

There is the famous troublesome girl.. laying on the ground, motionless and defenseless, surely incapacitated by the energy required to cast that previous explosion.

With all happened between us recently I hesitate a bit to approach but still close the gap nonethless.

''He he, that was a nice one''

As she saw me coming Megumin smile weakly, looking at the crater in front of her.

''I was looking for you''

Despite the lack of strength in her body she flip on her back.

''Here you go ''

I try to give her the leather bag containing the quest's money but Megumin stay motionless making it clear enough that she is unable to operate her body more than that.

Theoretically I should pick her up and bring her back to Axel asap as we used to do in those situations but, instead I contemplate the young girl on the ground.

The more I get to see Megumin the more I feel way more too conscious about simple facts, like currently as we are alone on this deserted area.

I wonder when I started to be that disturbed by her mere presence...

Considering her as a woman is one thing but this is another level..

''Kazuma ?''

Megumin voice bring me back from my own little world as she seem to not understand why I'm daydreaming that much.

''So-sorry, I'll help you''

Her wand retrieved from her side I lift her, noticing some slightly different details as Megumin is now resting on my back.

I feel like her arms around my neck are even more enclosed than usual, her face resting on my shoulder is directly in contact with my right cheek and on top of that her body seem to be really pressed against me !

''You weren't supposed to be with aqua ?''

Ignoring the sweet scent of her hair and everything else I ask, breaking the silence as I start walking into the general direction of the town.

While waiting for an answer her body get tense, making my heart beat even faster.

''How do you know that ?''

She responded like if that was a secret. How can I not be curious now ?

''Darkness told me''

Megumin's body finally calm down, eventually she rearranged her head to be be convenably resting on my shoulder.

Is that not weird that I can tell whether she is agitated or not only by the mere fact that I'm carrying her ?

What sort of weirdo did I become ?

''We were discussing a little while ago but... I really wanted to practice my explosive skills so I came here and..''

And ?

''I needed to think about something''

Why is she hesitating to say something that simple ? She is weird today, but somehow, I can relate to that..

''Kazuma''

Now it's Megumin's heart that I hear louder and louder, propagating the beating vave through my own body.

''Yes ?''

There is that feeling again, the one that stop the time from flowing, making this present moment seemingly last forever.

''You didn't answer yesterday..''

Yes, I were expecting that and yes, I thought about that a lot, after all, last night was serving that only purpose.

I don't even have to bring the subject myself, Megumin did it, the only thing expected from me now is honesty.

''I-I do.''

It's even harder than expected...

''You do what kazuma ?''

Megumin words are even closer to my ear, finishing to put my whole mindset on fire.

''I do love you!''

Several birds who were in the nearby tree fly away as I scream out loud.

And as the echos made by those birds slowly die down, only a dead silence remain.

''Kazuma can you put me down?''

As I execute myself without any questions Megumin stand on her own, closing even the small gap between ourselves while I wonder how fast she recovered.

''I want to be carried by the front please.. ''

But I saw her walking just fine here, why would Megumin need to be carried again ?

''..''

Oh.

Once again I do not ask why, and so while she hug me directly I lift her butt with my two arms, looking like if I were carrying a child who has sprained his ankle.

But of course this has nothing to do with a child, as coming back to the city is the least of my worries right now.

In this position Megumin is directly facing me, her face only by some centimeter away from mine, her body pressed against my torso and my crotch.

If I were to try to read between the lines I would say that she want something else than conversation right now but It's hard for me to conceive that Megumin would act this bold.

But I guess this is different now, now that I confessed and all..

''Does that mean we are really lovers ?''

She look at me now like if I was asking something worthless.

''Kazuma.. your are really slow in the uptake''

I hate her but..But I love her too.

''Then it's okay for me to do that..''

It was already to late to hide my lust anyway.. Kissing her was so tempting, too hard to resist.

''Mnn..''

Her arms were already in position behind my neck as she leisurely use them to make the kiss more passionate, pressing herself even more against me.

One of my hand who was maintaining her, use that same excuse to caress her back in the same motion as I did the day the Dullahan attacked us.

I even give up the idea to stand up and finally opt for some grassy area close the borrowed dirt path, sitting here with megumin still sticked tight to my body

Soon enough, we finally get apart lacking oxygen from that intense kiss, staring at each other absenmindly.

''Kazuma.. there something poking me..''

I quickly understood what she mean but it was already too late, my body is honest, way to much to hide that desire to get intimate with her once again.

''Megumin I don't think I can hold any longer''

A smile pop on her face, her lips still wet by our physical interaction, looking way more mature as she should be.

''I know your are a pervert after all, that can't be helped.''

''..''

''Kya !''

Dont know how, but one of my hand ended groping her butt, stealing her a small scream of surprise .

Soon enough those clothes we are wearing began to be a obstacle to go further, to be closer .

Never I've tossed that fast and unmeticulously my shirt and what followed. And never did I undress someone with so much desire.

I love how Megumin is embarrassed when I gently pushed her on the grass as she is now totally nude, of course It's totally different than that time in the shack, here it's broad daylight, I can see clearly every little details.

Even if that seem to trouble her, I cannot stop myself to use my eyes to appreciate the nudity of the person I love, her hands hiding her chest being the only downside of it.

''Why are you hiding your breast ?''

Megumin does not seem to be quite pleased by my question, looking somehow irritated, like if I were stating the obvious again.

''They.. they didn't grow yet''

She is too cute isn't she ? How many time will I need to repeat it before being contented ?

''I like the way they are''

I grab kindly her hand, removing it from her chest while she oppose no resistance. That ultimate barrier finally down I try various experiences.

I bite her ear, kiss her stomach, caress her whole body from top to bottom while discovering a new set of reactions coming from her.

But megumin is as curious as me, exploring my chest with her hand, then going lower, sliding along my hips then going even lower and meeting the physical proof of my masculinity.

She stop her hands movement, probably not knowing how to deal with that, while I blow some kisses along her neck.

''It's big ''

That is so pleasant to hear that sentence coming out of her mouth, can I record it ?

''I-I think this is average''

I hide my joy and keep experimenting, placing my mouth on her chest, trying clumsily to give her pleasure along my tongue tips

''?''

But I soon enough I began to feel a foreign sensation on my crotch.

Megumin hands.. it grabbed my manhood ! She look at me, surely uncertain about what to do with that, while I feel litteraly in a dream.

I me-mean that Megumin we're talking about ! Who though she would had the instinct of touching it ?!

This one chance in a lifetime right ? I cannot let it slip by !

''Ca-Can you stroke it ?''

The red witch hesistate a little, staring at that part of my body.

''Is that pleasurable for you if I do so ? ''

I nod, calm on the outside but overly agitated on the inside. Her small hands eventually began a clumsy back and forth movement while I kneel to her right, giving her more room to pleasure me.

Eventually she get up from the grass and sit down ending up side by side with me . Her crotch area now at the reach of my hand, I caress it slowly with the tips of my fingers, animated by the desire of rewarding her for the pleasure given to me.

Megumin is not really skillful with her motions but the fact that it's her who doing that to me is way more pleasant than any other lonely session I had in my entire living life.

Her thighs clutches around my arm while my hand rub more courageously her womanhood.

She is totally tense, fastening her stroking like if she knew I was on the verge of climaxing.

Soon I feel an another liquid than sweet emanating for her precious area, enhancing my hand movement.

''Haa..''

Our breath get ragged, I share a another kiss and slightly get away from her, as I make up my mind to deepen the bond even more.

''Megumin can we do it ?''

She nod slighlty as I make her sign to lay down on green grass again.

''….''

I'm not even sure if that going to fit in, after all she is so small, seeming breakable and fragile like a porcelain doll.

My feeling about it are quite mixed, concern and arousal revolving around my heart like two planet on the same orbit.

Nonetheless I initiate myself in, slowly but surely, it's her first time so this will probably hurt a lot, but with all the foreplay we done she should get any pleasure soon.

At least I hope so.

Her face, show the pain she is going through, even with small motions I cannot totally push myself further inside her special place.

''Are you okay ?''

I don't think I can stand her pained face while making it, and so I ask very concerned, holding the beast inside telling me to get more of that extreme pleasure.

''It hurt..''

As expected.. maybe I shoud have try to stimulate her more, or.. I don't know... I was virgin five second ago, how I'm suppose to get it right on my first time ?!

''mnn''

I give Megumin a comforting kiss, more affectionate than passionate then i check on her once again , a small smile is slightly spreading on her face.

''I'm okay Kazuma''

She does not seem okay at all, I know eventually she will get used to it, but today does not seem to be a good timing.

Even if I would ignore her pain I wouldn't be able to give her much pleasure than that. I-I mean I...

''You're not okay and beside..''

''I was already over my limit..''

Why I feel like a failure ?

I heard somewhere that the first time is usually not really as fantastic as one would usually thought.

Me of course, as I was fantasizing about something I never experienced, didn't believe one word of it.

What a fool I make, whoever say that, she or he was right !

I don't know if Megumin is too cute for me to handle or because I'm a virgin but Im really weak to her charm in a physical way.

''I'm sorry''

I apologies, helping her to stand up.

''What's for ?''

Megumin ask me innocently, in the process of putting back her back panties in a really entrancing way.

For my part I stay silent, finishing to dress up while not daring looking too much at the red witch.

''For the pain and.. you know.. my performance.''

Her face quickly turn crimson as she evade from me, putting her hat back in a single motion as she is now fully equipped again.

''...That wasn't that bad..''

For a moment I thought hearing some words coming of her mouth but as she turn back, Megumin began to walk ahead of me, slightly hobbling for a reason not worth explaining.

And while I swear to myself to satisfy her next time I follow her pace, exiting that now memorable place.