W.i.t.G
What's up everybody?
I'm back with another chapter.
Hope you guys liked the last one... Maniac Shepard was a lot of fun to write!
Last time, Shepard went slightly crazy due to some painful memories in his past, as well as the horrific images from the Prothean beacon mixing together and creating a maniac.
This Shepard is not going to be a squeaky clean Shepard. The guy had to survive on his own for a large period of time as a kid, of course he's going to be fairly messed up! Not to mention the mission on Akuze, the defence of Elysium and the assault on Torfan; as well as a single mission that ties everything off into one, nice little mentally torturing package.
Tali has got a lot of work to do... Mentioning Tali, she will be a fairly different to what you already know. Now don't jump down my throat all at once at this, and don't think I'm weakening her character in anyway. That is a lie! She just trusts Shepard more than she trusts the others.
Let's get cracking! Keep the reviews coming in. It cheers me up when I see a few emails in my inbox telling me people enjoy my work.
On with the show!
P.S. Just wanted to say, for the last chapter, and a bit of this one, I was listening to 'Monster' by Eminem, ft. Rihanna. Just letting you know!
P.P.S If you guys think I'm being too forward with Tali and her feelings with Shepard... Tough. We won't see the relationship come into fruition for quite a while. Tali will have feelings for her saviour; it's only natural. Shepard is also a big emotional character. He's not Commander Serious like he is in the games. So if he seems a bit too emotionally involved, remember, I'm making this about character development as well. It's no good having a stoic Quarian, that only just realises her feelings for her commander when it's too late, or a commander that has the emotional capacity of a brick. No. Some basis for their relationship can be seen akin to the Warrior Ethos stories, and even Keelah Se'lai by Full-Paragon. If you haven't read them, then quite simply, you're a fool. Go and read them!
The ground team had been walking for a few minutes, continuing down the corridors in the lower wards. Shepard had collected his knife from the floor, and once everyone had been accounted for, the squad had made their way out of the area.
Ashley and Kaidan were walking ahead, their assault rifles drawn in preparation for another ambush if one came. Garrus was walking behind them, his sniper rifle equipped, scanning the ends of the corridors for any potential threats, whilst Wrex was holding the rear with his shotgun. Tali and Shepard were walking in the middle, with the large human marine struggling due to his injuries.
Shepard had let go of Tali's hand earlier, once they had started their journey, and yet Tali still remained very close to Shepard; a lot closer than you would expect. It was a strange sensation for Shepard; the last woman he had let stand so close to him was Lucy, but now he was allowing a complete stranger to walk by his side. It was definitely strange... But not uncomfortable. It felt right having his Quarian companion at his side. Everything just seemed right for a change.
There was barely any conversation in the group, aside from the odd mutterings of Kaidan about moving forward, or Garrus stating that no hostiles were present. It wasn't an unwanted silence however; everybody had their own personal musings to contend themselves with. Ashley was contemplating what she had just witnessed, with Shepard, the thugs and the... Quarian. She was furious on the inside when she had seen the way Shepard had acted with the thugs; the complete lack of his own well being was a disturbing and quite terrifying thought for the Gunnery Chief as well as how cruel the man was to the Turian thug.
On top of what she had just witnessed, she was trying to combat her... Feelings, or whatever they were, about her commander. Alliance regulations stated that fraternization within the ranks was unacceptable, especially when it occurs with a superior officer.
Her body however, didn't give a damn about the regulations.
Ashley continued her inner turmoil between body and mind, as she continued searching the surroundings.
Garrus was combating his inner anxiety and his adrenaline surge of the fight he had just participated in.
In C-Sec, sniper rifles and all out combat was inherently banned, with only senior trained officers partaking in anything as exciting as what Garrus had just done. Although a minor part of Garrus was seemingly worried about the commander and his actions towards the skull-faced Turian, the majority of Garrus' anxiety lay in the conflict between his heart and his brain.
His brain was arguing against asking the commander to join him on his hunt for Saren. The responsibility of being a member of the Citadel Security force, as well as what his father might say about the situation influenced the conflict; he didn't want his father looking down on him as nothing more than a bad Turian. His heart however... His heart wanted to go out into the galaxy, and find new opportunities.
A final thought entered his mind, which tipped the argument in favour of his heart. Garrus allowed hope to surge through his veins, as he remembered something key:
He was a bad Turian... And he didn't care who thought it.
Wrex was simply beaming at Shepard's back; seemingly impressed with the slightly smaller human. Wrex hadn't seen fighting of the commander's calibre in decades. The way he had ripped through the enemy, his merciless destruction of the Turian thug, the smiles and laughter he had expressed whilst fighting... Yes, this human was more Krogan than anything. He would make a fine warrior.
Wrex continued his silent appraisal of Shepard's actions from his position in the rear, with enthusiasm befitting that of a young impressionable child.
Tali was keeping as close as she could to the commander due to the fact that she didn't quite trust everyone else yet. They had all given her strange looks as she was lifted off the floor by Shepard, but none of them had said anything.
Tali was only quick to trusting Shepard, as he was the one who had saved her life.
He was the one that risked his own life to save that of a Quarian's.
He could have simply of picked her up, and then he could have just taken her belongings and the information from the dead thugs, and left her there in the alley.
He didn't though.
He had raised her up, he had held her when she needed someone to help her let out her pent-up emotions; he had defended her and had cared for her. The man hadn't even asked for the information she had... He simply wanted to get everyone out of danger, by moving to the human embassy.
He was definitely a good person.
'Hopefully he'll let me stay with him... I don't know what else to do otherwise...'
What she had experienced of humanity was extremely mixed. On one end of the spectrum, there were the human thugs, cruel and heartless, renegades to the core. But then... Then there was Shepard. He was a hulking beast of a human, his armour torn to shreds, with trickles of blood leaking from certain areas. His entire body was coated in the blood of his enemies... Her enemies... He was a terrifying sight from his arsenal of weapons alone.
But... Shepard wasn't terrifying to Tali. He was... Comforting.
He was strange.
He was exotic.
She had only known him for a space of about five minutes, and yet there seemed to be some sort of connection already. As if one another understood each other instantly. As if they had known each other for years.
Tali stared back at the man walking closely with her. He hadn't been ashamed or embarrassed to walk with her. He acted as if she wasn't a Quarian!
He hadn't told her to move away from him when she started edging closer to him, once they had released hands. She had at first done it to test his reaction, thinking that he was going to move away from her. When he didn't, Tali just wanted to try her luck some more.
'He doesn't help himself... Warm, comforting, and attractive bosh'tet...'
Her mind raced with the thought, her body surging with heat at the implications; even still, she had a smile on her face.
Once her mind had calmed down somewhat, she continued her thought process:
'Looks like I did get saved by a knight after all... Keelah... Thank you Ancestors. What a knight I've been given...'
'I owe him my life...'
'I guess it also helps that he's got a cute butt as well!'
Her body raged with heat at this final thought. Her face felt like it was melting, and her mind mentally berated itself at such thoughts. It was strange for Tali to be having said thoughts, due to the fact that on the fleet, she had never looked at other Quarian men the way she was looking at Shepard now.
It felt strange... But not unwelcome.
She still kept smiling though. In fact, her grin had only increased in size at the thought.
With a spring now in her step, Tali continued next to the completely oblivious human at her side, her school-girl crush just beginning to bud, the seeds being planted, starting to grow.
Walking next to her human companion, everything just seemed right for a change.
Kaidan, on the other hand, was a lot more panicked due to what he had witnessed.
The passion, the feelings expressed by the commander's actions, the way he had murdered so easily... It was extremely similar to how he had reacted before hand all those years ago.
Kaidan was still confused and slightly curious as to why Shepard had flipped in the first place... Although he knew of the past mission and its effects on the commander, this mission was completely different. And had a completely different outcome.
Kaidan, however, was glad that the commander had been emotionally purged with his actions. He seemed like his normal self again.
'That much is apparent on his face.' Kaidan thought as he turned around to face his commander, intent on walking beside him, and allowing the Gunny to take point.
Tapping Ashley on the shoulder, and a nod of his head, Kaidan dropped back through the ranks of the squad to talk with his commander. As Shepard came closer, Kaidan could see the Quarian they had just saved was fairly close to the commander; as if she didn't trust the other squad members around her. Filing that thought away in his memory, Kaidan began to walk next to Shepard once he had moved closer.
It was Shepard, however that started things off:
"Are you alright, Kaidan? Is something wrong?" Shepard said, his voice containing the same calm, peaceful tone it usually does.
'A very sharp contrast to how the maniac sounded earlier,' Kaidan thought as he contemplated the commander's expression. Shepard's face was as calm as his voice portrayed, no hint of his previous inner breakdown apparent anywhere. His hazel eyes were full of warmth and determination that spirited Kaidan's resolve as he looked into them.
His eyes were that of a natural leader, inspiring any who looked into them and his mouth was creased into a warm smile as he regarded the lieutenant. The one feature however that did seem out of place was the sight of a tear in the corner of the commander's left eye.
That, caught Kaidan off-guard.
'Has... Has Shepard been crying?!' Kaidan thought in shock as his next words escaped his mouth, quicker than he intended:
"Am I alright?! Stop asking if everyone else is alright Shepard! What about you?!" Kaidan said, as he allowed his frustration at his commander's antics to overwhelm his thought pattern.
Shepard simply turned his head back around to face the front, before he regarded the lieutenant, "I'm fine Kaidan, really. I feel a lot better now..." Shepard said, his head turning to regard the silent and solemn Quarian woman next to him.
Now Kaidan was thoroughly confused:
"Sir... I don't understand. What happened? The last time this happened, all hell broke loose." Kaidan said as his voice filled with innocent confusion and concern.
Shepard motioned for Ashley to stop the squad with an Alliance hand signal, knowing that she was paying the utmost attention to her surroundings.
Once the squad had stopped, and Ashley, Garrus and Wrex had dispersed into a defensive formation, Shepard finally turned around to regard his subordinate, moving close to prevent anyone from listening in.
Before Shepard began however, he took out a set of dog-tags from a pocket on his person. Kaidan was fully curious now as to his commander's actions. But, what came next however, made Kaidan regret his decision to ask, increasing his sympathy for his commander ten-fold.
Shepard took out his dog-tags, and when they were in his right hand, he passed them to Kaidan, so he could see for himself.
Kaidan, in his gauntleted hands, inspected the various parts of Shepard's chain.
One of the obvious parts, was a pair of metal dog-tags on the chain with the commander's name on it and his Alliance service number. The other parts of his chain however... Kaidan began to feel a vice-like grip of something unknown forming around his heart.
There was another set of dog-tags on the chain. As Kaidan began to read the name on the metal plate, he began to feel that his heart was being crushed under the immense weight of this unknown feeling. Inscribed on one of the metal dog-tags was the name:
Lucy Staffordson; Hospital Corpsman. Alliance Marines.
It was a known fact that only a fallen marine's dog-tags were added to your own. And that the fallen marine was usually somebody extremely close to you. It was a final sign of respect.
Continuing along the chain, from the set of dog-tags, Kaidan felt his heart stop as he regarded the final object.
It was a ring.
A silver band, with a single diamond sat on top.
It was an engagement ring.
Staring back up from the chain, Kaidan stared back into his commander's sorrowful eyes and felt a few of his own tears begin to form. Shepard silently whispered to Kaidan, his voice cracked as it leaked raw emotion:
"Do you remember that mission?" With a nod of his head from Kaidan, Shepard continued, "Do you remember that marine we found... In the pre-fab?" Kaidan slowly nodded his head, the image of the tied up, naked female marine; scars all over her body, fluids and other assortments scattered around her corpse flooding back into his memory.
A few tears escaped Shepard's eyes as he uttered his next sentence, his sorrow apparent. But for Kaidan... It was like being stabbed in the gut with a freezing cold blade.
"That was Lucy... She was kidnapped by the Batarians on Elysium, during the Blitz. I-I-I couldn't save her. She was the only person in this galaxy who was there for me. I was going to ask her to marry me... Once I'd got better after Akuze..."
"But I-I didn't get the chance..." Shepard finally finished, his eyes closed and his head bowed in shame and mourning.
Kaidan was speechless.
'This man... He's been through so much...' Kaidan now understood what the unknown feeling was surrounding his heart.
It was guilt.
Kaidan had re-opened Shepard's recently closed wound, once more.
Shepard looked at Kaidan; his eyes were brimming with anger; an unquenchable fire raging within his soul, before he spoke, his tone passionate and determined:
"I never got the chance to save her... But seeing Tali and those thugs... It brought back the memories. I'm sorry... I just had to help her." Shepard finished, rather quietly.
Kaidan could only nod his head as he regarded his commander in a new light. The revelations from the large marine allowed for the pieces of the metaphorical puzzle to begin to fit together. Handing back the commander's dog-tags, Kaidan could only salute his superior as he stood at attention, hoping to convey how much respect the lieutenant had for his commander.
Shepard weakly chuckled at Kaidan's antics before continuing, his voice holding something similar to his authoritative tone, "So yes, Lieutenant, I'm fine. Now, shall we get the squad moving again? We don't want to be hanging around down here for too long..."
Kaidan nodded his head as a small smile was placed on his lips. Kaidan began, his voice full of emotion, "Aye, sir."
With that, Shepard moved away from Kaidan, towards the out-of-place and nervously fidgeting Quarian woman, who visibly relaxed as he got nearer. Kaidan turned around, approaching Williams before bellowing to the other squad members.
"Alright, let's get back in formation. We've got to get moving to the embassy!"
As the squad formed up, Kaidan turned around to face his commander. Shepard simply smiled at the lieutenant; his smile was full of warmth and comfort once again. Kaidan turned back around and continued his walking, a smile on his face as he thought about what had just happened.
'If the commander trusts me enough to tell me something that personal, then he definitely deserves everything I have to give. 110% percent.'
Thinking about the commander's well being, Kaidan simply stopped his worrying with one thought.
'The man will be fine, I'm sure of it. He's Commander Shepard after all...'
It was Ashley's voice that broke him out of his appraisal of his commanding officer:
"What was that all about LT? Back there with the commander?" Ashley said, her voice full of curiosity and concern.
Kaidan turned around to face the Gunnery Chief, before he addressed as they were walking, keeping his voice low just to make sure that Ashley could only hear:
"Williams, don't take this the wrong way, but if I was you, I'd ask the commander myself. It would be disrespectful of me to speak about what's just happened. If he wants to tell you, he will. If he doesn't, don't push him about it." Kaidan said, his tone slightly stern as he addressed his subordinate.
Ashley remained quiet, as she contemplated the lieutenant's words.
"You're not making my life easy Shepard!" Udina's words were clipped, almost deliberate in the way he spoke them; as if he had planned his rant before hand.
The squad had made it back to the Presidium with considerable ease, after exiting the lower wards, and then the upper wards.
There were a few situations in which the squad, specifically Tali, did receive dirty, threatening looks from onlookers.
However, once the large human in the middle of the group took his assault rifle off of his back, and the others tightened their position around the Quarian, the looks began to stop. A few idiots had to be glared at by Shepard, who was openly standing with the Quarian, but most of them left the well-armed group well enough alone. They had only just stepped into the room, before Udina had turned around from the balcony he was leaning on, to begin his rant at Shepard. Captain Anderson merely observed the scene in front of him.
"Fire-fights in the Wards; an all out assault on Chora's Den... Not to mention the carnage you left behind in the back alley, next to the club. Really Shepard, did completely destroying a Turian's head make you feel better by any chance? Did you feel artistic, splattering the walls with the different shades of blood?" Udina ranted, sarcasm dripping from his words at the questions he proposed.
Shepard however, was not fazed in the slightest, as he replied, traditional shit-eating grin plastered on his face. "Yes. I did actually. The blending of the colours was quite creative really. Just call me Picasso."
Snickering and chuckles could be heard from the squad, positioned behind Shepard, with Tali standing directly behind Shepard's impressive bulk.
Udina visibly reddened in rage at Shepard's comment, and his response was laced in anger.
"Don't get smart with me Commander! You've made a huge mess as it is. There's no doubt now that humanity won't get its first spectreship with you as the candidate! I should never have approved the candidacy!"
Shepard just continued to smile as Udina ranted, unaware of the visibly bristling Quarian behind him.
For Tali, it was too much.
'Who does this bosh'tet think he is?!'
Tali stepped out from behind Shepard's bulk, and stepping in front of the commander, Tali positioned herself as if defending and protecting her human saviour. Jabbing her index finger towards the elder Human, Tali snarled with rage at the man's insolence, physically behind her mask, with her sharp canine teeth bared, and her words were laced with anger:
"Don't you dare insult Shepard! He did everything he could to protect me!"
Everybody present was shocked at the young woman's outburst. A Quarian, of all people in the galaxy, had just insulted humanities ambassador because he was insulting the person who had saved her from a fate far worse than death.
After a period of considerable silence, Wrex broke through it with a snort; a deep rumbling laugh followed, before speaking in his usual gravelly tone, "She's got a quad, Shepard."
Udina bristled with his own rage, stepping forward as if to strike the woman in front of him. Tali however, stood her ground, refusing to give up her position in front of Shepard. Seeing the look in Udina's eyes, Shepard had begun to move forward, when a low growl was heard from the Quarian in front of him; a predatory growl; a growl to assert dominance. Shepard noticed that Tali's legs were bent slightly, and her hands were reflexively balling into fists, as if she were ready to attack when necessary. Shepard could only stare in wonderment at what he was witnessing.
'Why is she defending me? Is this a Quarian thing?' Shepard was thoroughly confused.
It was Captain Anderson's voice however, that broke everyone out of their tense states:
"Enough!" Anderson bellowed, his voice ringing in everybody's ears.
Tali ceased her actions against the elder Human, and began to slowly straighten her posture, but still refused to move her position from in front of Shepard. Udina similarly stood straighter at the captain's tone.
Udina's anger had not abated however. It had simply been converted into a cold menacing tone:
"What's this? A Quarian defending the great Commander Shepard? What are you playing at Shepard? Can't you defend yourself?" Udina said, his tone mocking and derogatory.
Tali growled again, but Shepard was prepared this time. Stepping forward, the Commander placed a large hand on Tali's left shoulder, giving it a gentle squeeze before he stepped forward.
Tali had been prepared to rip the elder human's face off, suit be damned! She wasn't going to stand there and allow her saviour to be insulted by such a cold, callous man. Maybe it was just the shock and experience Tali had been through that had provoked such a response, but she couldn't physically allow Shepard to be insulted. It was... Painful for her.
When the elder Human had spoken again, his sneering tone provoked another unusual response from Tali. Now, she was going to rip this bosh'tet limb from limb. It was only when she felt a large hand touch her shoulder, did she relax.
A normal Quarian's idea of personal space was a lot smaller and compact than any other species; due to the cramped conditions of the Flotilla. Therefore, the only space Quarians could get, was considered extremely precious and sacred. On the Flotilla, it was unheard of for touching to be used as a form of communication. Due to the suits they wore as well, the feeling that came from being touched was extremely unusual for a Quarian. But for Tali... The contact just shown by Shepard, sent her body into an internal frenzy.
'KEELAH! W-What was that?!' Tali thought, as more thoughts rushed through her mind.
Shepard's voice however, broke her out of her internal musings.
Turning her head around, she looked up into his smiling features, and couldn't help but smile back.
'What in the name of the Ancestors is happening to me?'
"It's okay Tali. I've been spat at by worse. I can handle this." Shepard said, his voice quiet but his tone ringing with humour. With a wink, he moved forward, past the defensive Quarian.
'Bosh'tet...' Tali could only smile at Shepard's back, as the other squad members stood in preparation.
Once Shepard had got closer, he stopped just before Udina; the large titan looming over the elderly human:
"I don't believe you're fully aware sir, so let me enlighten you. I've just had to fight my way through a small platoon's worth of hostiles to reach this young woman, so your threats and insults are quite frankly, pathetic. If you really want to, we can step outside and settle this like men. I don't think, however, you'd last very long."
Udina raged once more; luckily, Anderson stepped in before things could escalate:
"You look like shit Shepard... What happened?" Anderson said, his tone laced with concern.
Shepard put on a traditional grin as he regarded his captain, "Ah, you know... A little bit of this, a little bit of that."
"I see... The usual then?" Anderson said as Shepard winked at him. The captain chuckled at his XO's behaviour before he continued. "So... Did you manage to find any evidence implicating Saren?"
Tali stepped forward at this, reaching into one of her many pockets. She removed an extra omni-tool, an ancient Blue-wire that had a backup of her original omni-tool, the one she had lost to the thugs. She neared Shepard's side, before speaking:
"I believe I can help with that. With Shepard's permission, of course." Tali said, her head tilting upwards to beam at the larger human. Shepard simply smirked, as he looked down upon his Quarian companion, his voice was filled with good-natured humour, "Go right ahead, Miss nar Rayya. Knock yourself out."
Tali stood still, her eyes now betraying her confusion, along with the tilt of her head. It was Anderson that spoke however, "He means, feel free to begin."
"Oh! Why didn't you say that, you bosh'tet?" Tali said, as she stared back at Shepard, enjoying the good-natured banter that was occurring.
Everybody was silent, as all eyes regarded the Quarian woman. Tali stopped in her motions on her omni-tool, as she looked around at the puzzled faces.
"What?" Tali said, her voice innocent.
It was Ashley that spoke first however, her voice filled with anger, and something that Tali couldn't identify.
"What did you just call the Commander, Quarian?!"
'They're not Quarians... Of course they can't speak Khelish...' Tali mentally face-palmed at her choice of words.
Before Tali could stutter out an apology, Shepard spoke up, his voice full of humour. "I have no idea Gunny, but... It's kinda cute, don't you think?" Shepard winked at the Quarian woman as he said this, enjoying the banter.
Tali visibly blushed at the comment, her face melting with the heat surging through her. She smiled up at the commander, before scanning through her omni-tool again, allowing a comfortable silence to settle.
It was Udina however that spoke up now, "Yes, yes, this is all good fun and games Shepard, but has the Quarian got anything useful? Or should we just space her and be done with this nonsense?"
The commander's eyes darkened as he rounded on Udina, his voice low and menacing, "This Quarian has a name Udina. And nobody is going to space her. Not while I'm here."
Most of the squad seemingly agreed with their commander, showing their support by nodding their heads.
Ashley however, remained still.
Udina continued however, "Fine, fine... Where did she come from anyway? We don't see many of her kind around the Presidium."
Shepard's response was as cold as ice, "I have no idea Ambassador. Why don't we actually ask Tali? That way, I won't have to become a mind reader. I'm good at what I do, but unfortunately, I'm not clairvoyant."
Udina glared at Shepard's back as he turned around to face his Quarian companion.
Tali was in her own little world.
She was scanning through the various files on her omni-tool, some from before her Pilgrimage began, and others were from just a few days ago. It was Shepard however, that broke her out of her trance. His voice dragged her out of her inner musings. Turning around, she was met by her saviour.
His features were soft, calm and tranquil, as he spoke, his left hand resting on her shoulder. "Tali? The Ambassador would like to know how you ended up on the station. I've gotta be honest as well, I'm pretty curious myself." A soft smile was on his lips as he regarded the young woman.
Tali couldn't believe what she had just heard.
He was paying attention to her, with genuine curiosity! He actually cared enough to ask a question about her culture!
Tali replied happily with a tone of pride lacing her words, "I am on my Pilgrimage. It's my rite of passage into adulthood. It's where young Quarians are sent out into the galaxy to gain life experience, and bring something of worth back to the fleet."
Shepard continued to smile as he replied, "That's pretty interesting. I never knew that. Thank you, Tali." With a slight squeeze of her shoulder, Shepard turned around to face the ambassador, his tone cold once more, "Does that answer your question Udina? Satisfied?"
Udina simply snorted before he replied, glaring at the Quarian woman, "Yes Shepard, I'm satisfied. Now, Quarian, what evidence do you have?"
Tali's posture slumped at the insult thrown towards her. The way the elder human had addressed her species was laced with prejudice and contempt. It wasn't all that surprising if she was truly honest. She had hoped that this group of aliens were different... She was going to let it go, due to the fact that she had been exposed to a lot of racism in her travels, before Shepard intervened:
"What the hell did I just say Udina? Tali has a name. Use it! I'm not surprised that the other races think we're primitive when our representative can't remember someone's name for more than a minute!" Shepard spat out the words with such venom and conviction, that Tali could only stare in shock.
Udina continued to glare at the commander, "Watch your tone Shepard. I'm going to give you the benefit of the doubt; you've just been in a combat scenario. Perhaps you've taken too many concussive blasts to the head."
"Yeah, sure. Let's go with that." Shepard waved his hand in dismissal of Udina, as he made his way to the railing that overlooked the Presidium.
Tali stood, and simply stared at Shepard.
The man had only known her now for about an hour, and yet she felt as if he was a very close friend, and had been for a long time. Her feelings started to slot into place.
And then, she remembered that Shepard would probably be leaving soon.
Without her joining.
'He may be the nicest person I've ever met, but there's no way that he would let me join his crew... It would be a miracle for that to happen.' Tali thought, as sorrow filled her heart.
Tali's spirits fell at this, as she finally located the necessary file. With a downcast tone, Tali spoke:
"I-I've found the evidence you need."
Pressing a holographic button on her omni-tool, the recording began:
"Eden Prime was a success. The beacon has been located, allowing us to be one step closer to the Conduit. However, Nihlus still lives. He will not become a willing servant." A familiar voice rang out throughout the room, and every human present tensed with excitement at the implications. It was Anderson however, that spoke first:
"That's Saren's voice... We've got the evidence we need. This proves that Saren tried to assassinate Nihlus, and that he was on Eden Prime!"
Tali didn't know what to do with herself. Should she laugh? Should she cry?
She didn't know, so she simply kept quiet, allowing the recording to continue:
"It is unfortunate that Spectre Nihlus will not serve the masters. But no matter, The Conduit will be one step closer to the return of the Reapers." A female voice rang out in the room this time, and it was Kaidan that spoke now:
"That's an Asari's voice... That must mean that Saren isn't working alone!" Kaidan shouted, his own relief settling in after the discovery.
Shepard, in his enthusiasm at the revelation ran over to Kaidan and lifted him up into the air, whilst shouting, "That Asari brothel did come in handy then LT! We've got our own resident xenophiliac!" Kaidan simply blushed with embarrassment as the commander put him down again. Shepard turned around to Ashley, and repeated the process, earning a squeak of happiness from the hardened female marine, and a heavy blush afterwards.
Shepard was overjoyed!
He shook Captain Anderson's hand before he moved over to Tali.
Tali didn't know what to expect when he came over.
As Shepard got nearer, Tali braced herself for anything.
Shepard simply opened his arms wide and wrapped them tightly around the lithe Quarian woman. Shepard sighed with relief, and spoke up, "Tali... You've just saved us a whole lot of work! How can I ever repay you?"
Tali just melted into the comforting embrace, forgetting that people were watching. It wasn't a love filled hug... Not quite. But the warmth and comfort that Shepard shared with her, was enough to galvanize her spirits enough, to allow the young bubbly Tali to return. Tali simply laughed at Shepard's comment, an odd sound with a warble due to her helmet, but to Shepard, it was quite cute.
Tali softly spoke, just enough for Shepard to hear, "You don't owe me anything Shepard. I should be the one who says that. I'm the one who owes you. A debt I can't ever repay..."
Shepard softly chuckled, a sound that reverberated through his chest piece.
It was a beautiful sound.
Shepard responded, equally quiet, his voice betraying his humour, "How about we call it even then? Sound good?"
Tali leaned backwards and smiled up at Shepard, something he instantly picked up on, before she whispered back, the light on her voice emitter flashing whilst she spoke, "I'd like that."
Tali was about to ask one of the most important questions in her life; whether or not she could journey with Shepard, when a 'bosh'tet' ruined her chances:
"Commander!" Udina shouted.
Shepard smiled down at her, and with a wink, he turned back around to face the impatient human ambassador.
Udina however, continued, oblivious to the Quarian's attempts at asking the commander a question:
"Commander, gather your squad. Captain Anderson and I are going to require an escort to the Citadel Tower. Whilst you were thanking the Quarian, I requested an urgent emergency meeting of the Council. They have approved, and now we must make it to the meeting with all haste. I have a copy of the Quarian's evidence with me. We must hurry!"
Shepard bristled with anger at the man's insolence, and yet, he still had to obey an order from a superior.
Even if it was Udina.
Shepard turned around to face his squad members, before speaking with an authoritative tone of voice:
"You heard the Ambassador, move into formation! Form up around the HVT's. I want weapons out at all times. They tried to get Tali earlier, they might try it again. C-Sec won't be able to stop them, so we're the last line of defence. Everyone understood?"
Everyone gave their acceptance, either by verbally offering there acknowledgement, or in Wrex's case, simply grunting.
Tali moved next to Shepard, getting as close as she had done beforehand, as the squad surrounded Anderson and Udina. The squad remained silent as Shepard gave the order to reach the Citadel Tower with all haste. No obstacles to stop the group, even if that meant brute force was needed...
Once the assembled squad had made it to the Citadel Tower; a trek across the connecting bridges from the embassies and a quick diversion through the lower wards, Udina and Anderson split off from the rest of the group. Now that the squad was assembled, and the fact that the hearing didn't start for another few minutes, meant that Shepard could start a conversation up.
Turning to face Tali, he asked a question that had been simply pestering him. When he spoke, he couldn't help but allow his tone to take on a sense of disbelief and awe:
"Tali?" At this, Tali snapped around to face Shepard, "Back there in the embassies, that information you gave us... It must have been pretty hard to get a hold of. How'd you do it?"
Tali was taken aback once again, but couldn't help but feel herself relax in his presence, and his sincerity when asking his question only enhanced her sense of pride in her work. She spoke with enthusiasm, as the larger human paid rapt attention:
"On my travels, I came across a report that Geth forces had been located just inside the borders of the Perseus Veil. I was curious, and so I set off to try and locate a Geth patrol. On an uncharted world, I managed to capture the memory core of one of the Geth soldiers that had become isolated from its unit."
Shepard's eyes widened at this, remembering his extra reading about the Geth. Shepard started up in exclamation:
"Wait, wait, wait! Are you saying you managed to disable a Geth soldier, and extract its memory core?"
Tali nodded her head enthusiastically, smiling at the bewildered human. Shepard continued, "I remember reading somewhere on the extranet that it was impossible to remove a Geth's memory core!"
Tali winked at the human before she replied, "Don't believe everything you read on the extranet Shepard. I'm a Quarian. We created the Geth. With some skill, and a lot of luck, you can get a little bit of information..."
Shepard gave Tali a wry smile, as he spoke up, "Somehow, I don't think any Quarian could have done what you did..."
Tali blushed at the comment, and her hands began to dance together, before she stuttered out her reply, "W-Well... I-I don't know..."
Shepard simply smiled at her nervous behaviour, before seeing the other squad members, who had moved away from the duo during their conversation, come back to their commander.
It was Kaidan that spoke for the group, "I think they're ready for us, Commander."
Shepard nodded his head, as he regarded the group in front of him:
"Okay, listen up! I want Garrus and Tali up on the podium with me. Tali's providing the evidence, and Garrus was the officer in charge of the investigation," Ashley was about to speak up in protest before Shepard continued, "But that doesn't mean that you guys can't come up as well. Garrus, Tali and I will be at the front, then I want Kaidan and Ashley behind us, Wrex will take the rear. Everyone understand?"
Nods of approval met Shepard, as he motioned for the squad to move out.
As they reached the podium, Shepard could just make out the end of Udina's sentence, a smirk was obviously on the mans face as he said it, "You wanted proof? There it is!"
Moving to stand next to Anderson and Udina, Shepard waited for the Council to continue; Garrus and Tali at his sides.
The three Council representatives turned to look at each other, before once more facing the human ambassador.
It was Councillor Sparatus who spoke first, "The evidence you have collected is irrefutable, Ambassador." Hanging his head in what appeared to be shame, the Turian councillor reluctantly added, "And... Saren will be stripped of his status as a spectre. All efforts will be made to bring him in, to answer for his crimes."
It was Councillor Tevos that spoke now, her voice as calm and tranquil as before, "I recognise that other voice.. It is Matriarch Benezia's. The Matriarch's are powerful Asari, who have entered the last stages of their life. With their wisdom and experience, they serve as guides, mentors and leaders to my people. If that is Matriarch Benezia... Then Saren possesses a formidable ally."
"I'm more interested in these, 'Reapers'." Spoke Councillor Valern, the Salarian representative. "What do you know about them?"
Shepard turned his head around to face Udina and Anderson, both looking completely bewildered. They turned to look at Shepard, hoping he knew something about them.
It was, however, the young woman in an enviro-suit that saved the humans from humiliation.
Tali, already close to Shepard, tapped him on the shoulder to get his attention. Once the commander had turned around, and had leaned down to Tali's vocaliser, she began speaking softly, "Shepard, the Reapers are believed to be a hyper-advanced machine race that existed fifty-thousand years ago. They wiped out the Protheans, before they vanished! At least... That's what the Geth believe."
Shepard smiled at Tali, before he stood back up, and spoke to the council:
"I have been recently informed that the Reapers are believed to be a hyper-advanced machine race, that existed fifty-thousand years ago. They wiped out the Prothean race, before they simply vanished." Shepard said, reciting Tali's words perfectly.
Councillor Valern nodded his head at the explanation, and decided to ask only one further question:
"And do we know what the Conduit is?"
Shepard turned around and smirked at Tali, to which she simply shook her head, indicating she didn't know. Turning around, Shepard put his communication skills to the test: "The Conduit is a key component of Saren's plan; something that will bring back the Reapers. Either way, we cannot allow Saren to use this device." Shepard said, matter-of-factly.
Councillor Sparatus simply snorted, a mocking tone in place, "Listen to what you're saying! Saren wants to bring back the machines that had eliminated the Protheans, fifty thousand years ago? Impossible! It has to be! Why would these 'Reapers' simply disappear? Why can we not find any evidence that supports this theory? I believe that part of the evidence must be incorrect. Tell your source to check again."
Shepard stood, his arms crossed across his impressive chest, as he leaned back on his right leg, smirking at the Turian Councillor. Sparatus noticed this, and in an irritated tone, asked his question:
"Is there something wrong Commander? Is there something 'funny' in what I've just said?"
Shepard chuckled, before he replied, "In all fairness... You didn't believe me about Saren before. I don't think you're really in a position to dictate the validity of any evidence presented, Councillor."
Sparatus started up at this, his posture reflecting on the raging inferno he felt inside at the human commander's insolence. It was the Asari Councillor that spoke first however, after she had placed her hand on Sparatus' arm, simply to calm him:
"This is different. The Reapers are obviously just a myth, Commander. A convenient lie to cover Saren's true purpose. A legend he is using to bend the Geth to his will."
Shepard stared in amusement at the Asari, before he asked his question, his voice dripping with sarcasm, "Are you saying then, that Matriarch Benezia, the one who actually said the word, 'Reapers', believes in Saren's myth as well then? You believe that, one of the most powerful Asari in the galaxy, believes a children's tale from Saren?"
A snicker could be heard behind Shepard, as he smirked at the Council.
Tevos stood in shock as she regarded the commander; it was then Valern's turn to step in, "Yes, well... Saren is now a rogue agent. On the run for his life. He no longer has the resources and rights of a spectre. This Council has stripped him of his position."
Udina raged at this, his previously quiet position now completely forgotten, "That's not good enough!" Raising a fist in exclamation, Udina continued, "You know he is hiding somewhere in the Traverse! Send your fleet in!"
It was Valern once again, answering for the Council, "A fleet cannot track down one man, Ambassador."
"It could secure the entire region! It would prevent the Geth from attacking any more of our colonies!" Udina practically shouted.
Sparatus matched Udina's fire, as his inner rage burned once more, "Or it could trigger a war with the Terminus Systems! We won't be dragged into a galactic confrontation over a few dozen human colonies!"
Udina was incensed now by the Turian's comments. It was like waving a red flag in front of a charging bull.
Shepard had to give the man credit, he might be a dickhead, but at least he fought for humanity. Udina roared, "I'm sick of this Council, and its anti-human bullshit! We're not second class citizens!"
"Ambassador!" Tevos bellowed. It was fairly shocking to hear the usually serene and tranquil Asari, actually raise her voice, "There is another solution. A way to stop Saren. Without the use of fleets or armies."
"NO!" barked Sparatus vehemently, "It's too soon! Humanity is simply not ready for the responsibility that comes with the position!"
Tali was completely confused at this statement.
'What responsibility? What position? What's going on?'
The Salarian spoke up now, addressing his Turian counterpart. "It was a Turian spectre that has caused this situation. The humans have provided the evidence. It seems only just that humanity is allowed to help solve the problem."
The Asari turned her attention to Shepard now, the commander coming to a formal stance:
"Commander Shepard, step forward."
Shepard moved forward slightly, before standing at attention. Tali was about to follow him, when Garrus placed an arm in front of her. Turning up to address the Turian officer, concern laced Tali's words as she spoke quietly, "What's going on? Why's Shepard being called forward?"
Garrus looked down and smirked at the Quarian, before he replied, his voice full of humour, "Just watch. Shepard's not in any trouble. The opposite in fact..."
Tali looked quizzically at him, before her attention focused on the man in front of her.
Shepard had his head bowed in respect, as if in preparation for a major decision.
Other diplomatic representatives of varying races, now surrounded the chambers, hoping to view the spectacle.
The Asari continued, "It is the decision of this Council, that you be granted the powers and privileges of the Special Tactics and Reconnaissance branch of the Citadel."
Tali's brain shut down at this statement. She simply stood in awe at the man in front of her.
'Shepard's a spectre?! What... How... When... H-He never said... Keelah!'
"Spectres are not trained, but chosen. Individuals forged in the fire of service in battle; those whose actions elevate them above the rank and file." stated Councillor Valern.
Councillor Tevos followed up immediately, as if on cue, "Spectres are an ideal, a symbol. The embodiment of courage, determination and self-reliance. They are the right hand of the Council, instruments of our will."
Councillor Sparatus' words were reluctant, but held passion nonetheless. "Spectres bear a great burden. They are the protectors of galactic peace, both our first line, and last line of defence. The safety of the Galaxy, is theirs to uphold."
"You are the first human spectre, Commander." Spoke the Asari Councillor, and with this, Shepard raised his head, a genuine smile on his face as he regarded the Council. Tevos continued, "This is a great achievement for you, and your entire species Commander. Congratulations."
Shepard bowed his head once more, before replying, "Thank you Councillors. I'm humbled by your words."
"We are sending you into the Traverse after Saren, Spectre Shepard. He is a fugitive from the Council, and from justice. You are authorised to apprehend him if possible, or eliminate him if necessary." Councillor Sparatus ordered, not wasting any time in trivialities.
Shepard nodded towards the Turian, "I'll find him, Councillor."
With that, silence rained down upon the hearing.
The meeting was now adjourned.
The Councillors filed out from the chamber, off to the left, leaving Shepard stood at the forefront of the podium. He simply turned around, and with a vicious grin on his lips, he spoke softly "I'll find him alright. That metal bastard's mine..."
Commander Shepard walked down the steps, his squad forming behind him instantly, nobody saying anything. As the squad entered the elevator, the silence continued. It was only when they had eventually got out of the elevator, did Shepard turn around, a massive grin on his lips as he spoke. "So... Anybody want to buy a spectre a drink?"
Everybody began to speak at once, but it was Udina's voice that was louder than the rest, "I don't think so, Shepard! We have too much to do!"
Anderson slapped the younger commander's shoulder, a smile splitting his lips, before he spoke up, "You did it Shepard! You're a spectre! Congratulations! You know what this means don't you?" With a shake of his head, Shepard watched in amusement as Anderson raised his arms in exclamation, "You can get specialised equipment and training now! A spectre has to have the best equipment." Anderson slipped a credit chit into Shepard's palm, before he whispered, "Consider that a present from an ex-spectre..."
Shepard's eyes widened at this, but Anderson continued, "It's true... I was to become humanity's first spectre... But Saren made sure that didn't happen. Don't worry, we'll return the favour." Anderson winked at Shepard, as a vicious grin was placed on the spectre's lips.
The commander quietly muttered in response, "Damn right we will."
Udina spoke up now, directing his attention to Anderson, "Come with me, Captain. We have much to do! Shepard is going to need a crew, supplies..." And with that, Udina walked away from the group, Captain Anderson waving his goodbyes as he quickly followed suit, but not before shouting, "Shepard! Meet us at the docking bay. We'll meet up by the Normandy!"
It was Shepard's turn to speak, once Anderson and Udina had left, "Well... Looks like I'm not getting a drink any time soon," Smirking at the others he continued, "I'm going to head off to the Normandy now. Ashley, Kaidan, you coming?" With two nods, Shepard looked towards the alien trio, his smirk transforming into a soft smile, "Well guys... It's been an experience. Take care of yourselves, alright?"
Wrex smiled a toothy grin at Shepard before he spoke up, "Shit, Shepard... I'll be fine. I'm more bothered about you and your battles. Who's going to give you tips on how to execute people?" Shepard barked out a laugh at Wrex's comical tone, before Wrex turned serious, "Seriously Shepard. You're going to be getting into big fights. I want in." Wrex said, his voice holding conviction.
Shepard simply walked up to him, and offered his right arm. Wrex, on instinct, clasped his arm with the human's before both men drew the other nearer. It was Shepard that spoke first however, a smirk on his lips, "Wrex... You didn't have to sweet talk me like that. Of course you can come with us! Nothing better than having an efficient killing machine on the team," Wrex smiled at this, but he barked out a laugh as Shepard finished, "And a Krogan."
"You've got a Quad, Shepard... This should be interesting." Wrex said, amusement in his gravelly tone.
"Sounds good to me," Shepard said, as he rounded on Garrus, "What about you Garrus? Do you want to join this ragtag group of misfits?"
Garrus' posture screamed his enthusiasm, as he moved forward to shake Shepard's hand, "If you would allow it Commander, I could think of nothing better!"
"Glad to have you aboard Garrus!" Shepard said, his tone joyful as he shook the Turian's hand.
Tali was about to speak up next, when the commander, completely oblivious to Tali's impending question, spoke first. "Alright! Let's move out people!"
Tali didn't get a chance to speak. She silently decided to follow the group, not sure what she should be doing, or if she was part of the squad any more.
She felt... Depressed. Downtrodden. Alone.
Tali suddenly felt the pangs of loneliness, penetrate her heart.
She silently followed the group, as they made their way to the docks, feeling unwanted once more.
Once the squad had made it to the docking bay, via C-Sec HQ, Anderson and Udina were already waiting.
Tali moved away from the rest of the group, staring in awe and amazement at Shepard's ship, her loneliness partially forgotten.
'Keelah... Shepard travels in this?! No wonder he's humanity's first spectre!' She completely focused on the ship in front of her, moving toward the railing, and leaning on it to get closer to the ship.
The other squad members walked away from Shepard once he got nearer to the ambassador and the captain, after realising that the conversation was meant to be private. Ashley and Kaidan moved off to one side, whilst Garrus and Wrex went to another, both seemingly ignoring the other. Shepard began to panic when he wasn't able to see Tali anywhere:
'She's usually close by... Where the hell is she?!' Shepard thought, as worry began to set in.
Shepard stopped in his tracks, just before he got closer to Udina and Anderson. He spun around, trying to look for the Quarian... It was only when he found her leaning against a railing, quite far away from the others, that he stopped panicking. Relief set in on his features as he once more approached the pair.
It was Udina that spoke first, "Shepard! Anderson and I need to speak to you."
Shepard simply remained silent, as Udina continued, "I've got big news for you Shepard," Turning to face Anderson, Udina continued, "Captain Anderson is stepping down as commanding officer of the Normandy. The ship is yours now."
Shepard could only stand and stare at the ambassador, his eyes wide and his mouth open. Once Shepard had his senses brought back to him, he stuttered out his reply, disbelief lacing his words, "Y-You're joking. Right?"
When Udina shook his head, rage filled Shepard's posture.
Shepard roared, loud enough for the other squad members to turn around, "You have got to be fucking joking!"
"Commander!" Udina said, conscious that the other squad members were watching. Shepard ignored the ambassador, and turned to face Anderson now, his voice lower, "Please tell me this is some sort of sick joke..."
Anderson let out a heavy sigh, before he regarded the commander, "She's quick, quiet and you know most of the crew. She's a perfect ship for a spectre. I-I know you'll treat her well Shepard."
Shepard couldn't believe his ears.
"I can't take the damn ship. She's yours. It wouldn't be right... You know that!" Shepard said, desperation lacing his words.
Anderson took another heavy sigh, as he spoke up, his eyes full of sadness, "She's not any more Shepard. The ambassador is right. I need to step aside, and you have a mission to complete. You will have to be in control of the Normandy if you're going to catch Saren."
Shepard got closer, just so Anderson could hear, his voice tinged with raw emotion, "I can't take it David... It's not fair."
Anderson offered his right hand, to which Shepard clasped it, before Anderson spoke, a soft smile on his face, "Life's not fair Shepard... You know that better than anyone. Just, look after the Normandy for me. Please?"
Shepard nodded his head, regret filling his heart, as he watched one of his closest friends, give up his future for him.
But Shepard wouldn't waste it.
'Like hell I will...'
"Don't worry David, she's in good hands." Shepard said, as he regarded his mentor and friend.
"I knew it would be." Anderson said, a grin on his lips. The captain turned to face Udina, "The Normandy will be in safe hands. We've made the right decision."
Udina nodded his head, before he spoke to Shepard, "Good. We have some leads you may want to follow in your investigation."
Shepard nodded his head at this, and motioned for Udina to continue:
"We have reports of Geth forces in the Feros system shortly before our colony there dropped out of contact. There have also been reports of Geth sightings around Noveria. I took the privilege of adding the data to the Normandy's systems. You may review it at your leisure."
Shepard now spoke up, facing towards the pair, "Is there anything else?"
Udina continued, "There is one more lead: Matriarch Benezia, the accomplice of Saren, has a daughter; a scientist that specialises in the Protheans. It might be a good idea to locate her and see what she knows. Her name is Dr Liara T'Soni. Reports indicate that she was exploring an archaeological dig-site on one of the uncharted worlds in the Artemis Tau cluster."
Anderson followed up from this, "Either way Shepard, you don't answer to us now. You can make your own decisions."
"However..." Udina sharply said, his voice cold, "Your actions will reflect on humanity as a whole. If you make a mess, I get stuck cleaning it up."
Shepard responded, his voice equally cold, whilst a vicious grin pierced his lips, "I'll try not to make your life harder than it already is Udina... I'll be extra careful."
Udina didn't let up, "See that you do." Turning to face Anderson, he spoke once more, "Come Anderson, we should let Shepard get on with his travels."
Anderson moved towards Shepard, before saluting crisply at the new CO of the Normandy. Anderson spoke up, his voice full of pride, "Good luck Commander, I know you can do this."
Shepard saluted as well, his voice tinged with emotion, "I'll try my best, sir."
The two men shook hands once more, and then Anderson, along with Udina, turned towards the elevator, ready to leave.
Shepard stopped him however, getting close so only Anderson could hear.
"Anderson, before you go, do you think I could get some temporary Alliance commission forms? For the other members of the ground team?"
Anderson smiled at the commander, before he simply said, "Come and find me in half-an-hour. I think I'll have just the thing..."
With a nod of his head, Shepard let Anderson go off towards the elevator, a new plan of action forming in his mind.
Walking over to the other squad members, Shepard motioned them to come closer.
Once everyone was near, even Tali, Shepard began:
"Alright, this is the situation: I have now been put in charge of the Normandy." Wide eyes and shocked expressions met this comment from both Ashley and Kaidan. Shepard continued however, "I do, however, need to go and sort some things out before we leave. So, if you have something personal that needs to be done, you have an hour, and then I want you back here at the ship. Everyone understood?"
A few nods met Shepard at this, but he noticed the hesitancy of Tali and Kaidan, so spoke up once more, "If you haven't got anything to do, then feel free to stay here at the ship, and wait for me to get back. Clear?"
More nods met Shepard this time.
Wrex had decided he was going to collect his bounty for Fist.
Garrus had to go and speak with Executor Pallin about a temporary resignation.
Ashley had to go and find a holo-terminal, so she could tell her sisters about her big news.
Kaidan and Tali, were simply going to wait.
Shepard had one more thing to say however:
"Well alright then... Tali, wait here with Kaidan. I need to speak with you once I get back." Shepard said, singling out the Quarian woman.
With that final statement, Shepard darted off towards the elevator of the docking bay, his objectives in mind.
It had been thirty minutes, and Tali and Kaidan were still stood outside the Normandy, waiting for Shepard to return.
After another minute of silence, Tali hesitantly spoke up, more to herself than to actually starting a conversation with the lieutenant:
"Come on Shepard... Where are you?"
Kaidan laughed at this statement, before turning around to face the smaller Quarian, "I don't think I've actually introduced myself yet. Must have been caught up in the moment... I'm Lieutenant Kaidan Alenko. But, feel free to call me Kaidan."
Tali shifted nervously, uncomfortable with the conversation already, "I'm Tali'Zorah."
Kaidan smiled at the nervous woman, before he continued, "Pleasure to meet you Tali'Zorah."
"Likewise." Tali said, shifting on the balls of her feet, as she continued to watch the elevator.
Kaidan noticed this, and picked up on the problem straight away. He waited a moment, and then asked his question, "Waiting for the Commander, huh?"
"Yes." Tali said quietly.
"He'll be fine. He's just got a lot of stuff to do I suppose," Kaidan said, fairly unsure as to why the Quarian woman was worrying.
"It's just... He saved my life. I can't ever repay him for that. But I-I want to make sure that he's okay... To make sure he stays safe. It's the least I can do." Tali said meekly as she continued to watch the elevator.
'Oh. Well... What do I say to that?' Kaidan thought as he regarded Tali'Zorah:
"You know, he doesn't see it as anything but doing a good deed." Tali rounded at this, to stare at the lieutenant. Kaidan, noticing the look in her eyes, quickly added, "I mean, he's Commander Shepard. He always helps people. It's just what he does." There was some truth to this statement, but Kaidan didn't dare tell the woman that he acted the way he did, due to his dead fiancé.
Tali tilted her head inquisitively, and began to fiddle with her fingers as she spoke with a curious tone, "I guess I don't know anything about the man really, do I?"
Kaidan detected a hint of sadness and regret in her tone as well, but he decided that he would give Tali'Zorah a little history lesson, just to let her know who had actually saved her:
"Well... You've met the man himself, and you've seen his best qualities, so I would say you do." Tali softly smiled at this behind her mask, whilst Kaidan continued, "But, I guess it wouldn't hurt to know. Would you like me to tell you about him? The best that I know of, anyway." Kaidan said, hoping to draw the woman out of her worrying.
Tali perked up at this, and nodded her head, happy to learn something about Shepard.
Kaidan chuckled as the Quarian woman got closer, "Okay, well, I first met Shepard in 2180, but there have been stories about him even before I had met him..."
As the lieutenant began to speak, his tale beginning, Tali could only feel joy, as she began to learn about her saviour.
Shepard arrived back at the Normandy, after acquiring the documents he required. The Alliance temporary commission forms (ATC's) allowed a non-human to be part of Alliance military operations. They would be given their own pay, and their own benefits. They were essentially non-human Alliance personnel. The ATC's would allow for Shepard's alien crew members to be accepted by Alliance High Command as legitimate soldiers.
Shepard had also gotten some shopping done. New equipment and weapons were to be delivered to the Normandy. However, Shepard wanted to keep that little fact quiet. It was always great to get a nice surprise... Well, he thought so anyway.
Moving out of the elevator, Shepard could just hear the end of a conversation. Two voices could be heard, and the commander couldn't help but smile when he stood listening. It was Kaidan and Tali speaking, but what Kaidan was saying, was far more interesting.
"So then, the Commander rips his knife out of this pirate's throat, spins around, in one motion, and unloads a full burst of his assault rifle into a group of pirates. Completely annihilating them!" Kaidan said, joy and enthusiasm tingeing his words.
A distinct voice came next, causing Shepard's smile to widen, "Keelah... He did that, all by himself?!"
"Of course he did! The man had distinctly told us to watch and learn, after a soldier had said that we shouldn't believe the rumours!" Kaidan replied, a smile was apparent within his voice.
"What did Shepard do afterwards? Did he find this pirate he was looking for?" Tali said, wishing to know the rest of the story.
"He did. The pirate had been influential in the organisation of the Skyllian Blitz. He'd fled from the Alliance's assault on Torfan, but he got what was coming to him if you ask me."
Shepard smirked at the memory, remembering how the Batarian had begged for his life. Shepard had simply cut the mans eyes out, and stuck them on a chain, which was then placed around the Batarian's neck, as a warning to others.
The commander began to move towards the pair after Kaidan had finished his story.
Tali had heard the noise before Kaidan had, due to her helmets amplifiers and her own natural hearing. She spun around to face Shepard, relief evident in her posture.
Kaidan looked up from the crate he was perched on, and whistled at the sight of the commander.
Shepard had decided to freshen himself up, and so, he had cleaned his face of the blood that had previously dried, in addition to buying a new set of heavy armor. It was charcoal black in colour, akin to his hair.
'The commander cleans up well...' Kaidan smirked at the comment, as he got up from the crate, and moved over towards Shepard.
Tali spoke first however, "Shepard!"
Shepard simply smiled at the pair as he approached, not willing to say anything.
Kaidan just had to tease his commander. It was too much of a perfect opportunity not to do so:
"Nice look, Commander. Are you hoping we're going to be fighting only Asari by any chance? Hoping they get distracted somehow?"
Shepard barked out a laugh, as he replied, "Nah... It wouldn't be fair to them, I guess."
Kaidan smirked as Tali began to get nervous once more. She stuttered out her question, hoping that Shepard was in a good mood:
"Y-You wanted to speak to me, Shepard?"
Shepard turned his head around to face Kaidan quickly, "Kaidan, why don't you have a look at these forms I've got? Get them filled out for Garrus and Wrex would you?"
"Sure, Commander." Kaidan said, as he accepted the trade of information, and began to walk away from the pair.
Shepard now turned around to notice the nervous looking Quarian in front of him. Her fingers were engaged in a frenzy at her waist, she was rocking on the balls of her three-toed feet, and her head was looking towards the floor. Shepard could only smile as he regarded the woman.
It was Tali however, that spoke first.
"Y-You don't want me on the ship, do you?"
Shepard stood in shock, unable to speak, as Tali raised her head to speak, and moved to the left of Shepard.
"Thank you Shepard... For everything. I understand that you don't want me around, I do. I'm a Quarian after all."
Tali bowed her head, as tears began to trickle down her cheeks, sadness filling her voice.
"May the Ancestors watch over you Shepard... Keelah Se'lai."
With that, Tali moved past the commander, unwilling to look him in the eye, as if it was too painful.
What she didn't expect however, was Shepard's hand clasping into hers, preventing her from moving away.
Turning her head around, Tali could only watch as Shepard simply smiled at her. She sniffled, the tears not abating, as Shepard began to speak softly:
"Come on, Tali. I would never judge you for being a Quarian; that doesn't matter to me. I don't understand why you think I don't want you around either. That just doesn't make any sense."
Tali was about to protest, to say something, when Shepard continued, "I was going to ask you, whether or not you would like to travel with me? On the Normandy? I could always do with having a technical genius in my squad."
If it wasn't for the hold that Shepard had on her hand, Tali would have melted to the floor in a puddle of Quarian goo.
Relief washed over her, as a huge grin crept onto her lips.
Shepard noticed the spark in her eyes, indicating she was probably smiling, and his smile increased as well.
"Does that sound good to you?"
Tali could only sniffle, and continue to smile at Shepard, before she whispered out her reply.
"I'd like that. I'd like that very much."
Shepard nodded his head, and let go of her hand. Shepard simply said, "Shall we go?"
Tali obliged and moved next to Shepard, before he spoke up once more, just loud enough for Tali to hear.
"To be honest, I don't think I've been entirely fair to you."
Tali stared at the man in bewilderment, wondering what he was talking about.
Shepard met her stare with a smirk as he softly continued, "I mean, I know your first name. But you don't know mine."
Tali stopped in her tracks as Shepard turned as well, to face the woman.
In a low voice, he spoke to her, and only her.
"How about, when we're on missions and such, you can call me Commander, or Shepard; deal?" With a nod of her head, Shepard continued, "Off-duty however... Just call me Chris. That sound good to you?"
Tali stood and smiled softly at the commander, her tears beginning to trickle once more. She quietly replied, "Okay, Chris."
Chris nodded his head, and spoke up once more, "Well. I guess we're even now. How about we go find Kaidan, and then we can wait for the others?"
Tali nodded her head, as she replied, "Lead the way, Chris."
After this, they moved forward, in the search for Kaidan.
Tali was rolling the name around in her mind, and decided that it did fit the man. She did a quick search of the extranet and saw the many different definitions of the name; a smile on her face the entire time.
As they began to walk together, a few tears trickled down Tali's cheek.
They weren't tears of sorrow, however.
They were tears of joy.
Well there you have it!
Shepard's a spectre!
The next chapter should be Therum and Liara. That one is going to be pretty big...
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