I wrote a bit of this really late into the night. I labeled the times I had started writing whatever part so that you might recognize my clarity.

(Novermber 27, 2020. 1:00 AM.)

Alright, I'm bored and tired and busy. Essential plot of the story: Dave questions his sexuality, causing him to have an identity crisis. Yknow, as any normal human being would. He starts questioning because his friend, Joel (roomie), is someone he loves a bit too dearly for their relationship status. Dave gets totally hammered or whatever at a poorly written basement concert scene and Joel has to drag him home which turns sour pretty quickly because Dave(who wouldn't do this in real life, I'm sure.) makes some moves on him. Joel doesn't particularly enjoy that and is shaken by what happened. Not because it happened in the first place but more so because of the force used. When Joel went to his friends with the issue, they wrote it off as "oh he was drunk." while he didn't go to many friends, he still felt insanely betrayed. He would talk to Jaiden who agrees its fucked but still doesn't think its as big of a deal as he thinks. (its clearly a big deal. Its such a big deal. They all know its a big deal theyre not stupid maybe thats the whole point that it is a big deal but it feels like people outside of the situation have issues connecting to it especially when theyre struggling like Jaiden is in this story) Now, while Jaiden doesn't condone to his actions and tells Dave he fucked up and needs to fix it somehow by either leaving Joels life or sorting things out with words like adults and all that. The mistake in this and poorly written like what logical person does this definitely not normal people maybe idk anyways she asks Dave to come over very last minute on this very expensive flight over to her place because she's not doing too good and her roomates out for whatever reason i never got deep into that dn jus bing alone isnt too good sometimes. Wow problem solved dont have to write more things for a project i thought would be kind of funny but ended up becoming mad serious which isnt bad its just kind of wack. Afdklafjlajfkldjgowueioan,fn.

(November 27, 2020. 1:39 pm)

When Dave goes to Jaidens house they have a lovely meal together. Just vibing. Both are doing a bit better emotionally even though Dave is still feeling insanely guilty. Roomie starts having a sort of break down and calls Jaiden because she was the first person to say that Dave still did a bad thing even though he was drunk so apparently she was the only trustworthy one or whatever. He asks Jaiden if she was busy and when she said she was having lunch with Dave he hung up and just went downhill. He eventually convinces himself that he didn't really hate it and should accept those advances because lifes a lie. What's the worst that could happen? This turns into a toxic relationship where Dave convinces himself that he did nothing wrong and Joel loses all respect for himself. That's about as far as I got into writing that and taking it semi seriously before I started working on A Battle for Death a bit harder and then making a new story called Undiagnosed.

There is another piece of fan work that's probably less harmful to this part of the YouTube community That I'd probably like help with in regards to art and story ideas. I've posted drawings of character designs I dont like anymore on twitter but the idea is theyre all part of some sort of mob. I'd include actual connections between YouTubers and dramas seem way more dramatic than they are. Roomie would be a sleep deprived manic person because around the time of coming up with this idea he started his first go around of daily videos and you could visually see him getting more tired with each video. Dave would be the common sense of the group but keeps trying to leave because his depressions getting in the way of his motivation. So, essentially the mom friend but with a really cool knife that has a "totally not brass knuckles" handle and is very open about how tired he in mentally and physically. Jaiden would be trying to prove herself to herself by being the good vibes with adult advice but knows that she's still just a child compared to older people who seem to have their lives together. It would start with a meeting at pewdiepies house about the t - series drama. They'd be casting mark and jack out for their indifference and most of the mob would think that they died but really they've just been banished and mark was trying to maintain some semblance of normalcy with Unus Annus and Jack would show up occasionally. The mob starts being torn to pieces after they found out that they were still alive and had been needlessly lied to ig. That would all lead up to Dave pushing Jaiden a bit too far before getting abducted by drama channels and she'd become a baddie in a real cool animation sequence to the song Curses by the Crane Wives where she'd fight all these guys and use a new weapon she made which is just a really sharp hand fan thing that she would unfold and its got an eye on it which is supposed to just be a thing to match witht he "singing songs to the secrets behind my eye" lyric and not have any true semblance past that just because i think fans are cool and I grew up on mortal kombat where one of the character, whoever mileenas sister was(kitanna?), fought with fans and was cool beans.

I don't know. It's pretty neat in theory but i keep coming up with all these ideas for projects and it takes forever to execute any of them. If I had a team or something for the less serious ones like the mob idea I'd probably do better with it soooo… if youre like 15 or older and have a drawing tablet and/or writing skills hit me up if youre interested in this idea specifically.