Kurt waited for what felt like hours for his boyfriend to awake.
No, not his boyfriend... Not anymore
The brunette's eyes never seemed to run out of moisture as his tears refused to stop. Blues deeply blood shot, face ghost white.
He just knew he looked horrible
But, nothing could compare to the pure pain he felt deep in his heart. The boy was utterly and Kurt feared irreparably broken.
"Why? Ju-just why, Blaine?"
Blaine, his loving, sweet fiancé, had cheated on him.
He'd cheated and blamed Kurt. The young man's fist smacking hard atop the living room center table.
"Why am I n-never enough? WHY?"
Smack smack smack
The loud bangs echoed throughout the empty room as Kurt breaks apart. Now on his knees, hands moved to cover his wet face.
"What the hell do I keep doing to deserve this?"
A tender hand holds carefully onto Kurt's shaking shoulder.
A hand he knew all too well.
"Get-" within seconds Kurt's moving away from the comfort, away from the familiarity "Get off of me,"
Away from Blaine
Blaine shudders at Kurt's tone, he'd never seen Kurt look so defeated, so hurt, so lifeless. "I'm sor-"
"I heard it all from you last night, what else could you possibly have to say to me?" Whispers Kurt
Blaine froze, so many words that needed to be said just wouldn't come fourth. It wasn't until Kurt was removing the gum wrapper promise ring and the engagement ring that Blaine finally spoke.
"Kurt, don't do this! I-I made a huge mistake, I never should have done it. I was just so-"
"Lonely?" Interrupts Kurt "You already said that it's because I wasn't there for you. How wasn't I there, Blaine? I called you every chance I had, we Skyped almost every night, I thought about you 24/7."
"Were you ever really there though, Kurt?" Questions Blaine "Cause it barely felt like I was!"
Kurt covers his wailing mouth "Of course I was there! I thought we both were! How could I not be? I-I love you, Blaine! How-how could you just toss everything we had away? Just push me aside like I meant nothing to you?"
"No!" Blaine's head shakes, black haired male wanting so badly to take Kurt into his arms "No, Kurt, you mean everything to me! I love you so much. I'd never-"
"Stop lying to me!" Screams Kurt "I'm so sick and tired of having to fight for every little thing! First Rachel, then Sebastian now this? Just when I thought I had the greatest boy in the whole world, even he turns around and decides I'm not worth it!"
"Of course you're worth it, Kurt. I already told you it didn't mean anything, it was just a hookup! Please, don't-"
"Just a hookup, really Blaine? And what about us, what about me, your fiancé?" Kurt's unsteady finger points directly at Blaine "You came all the way here to New York so you could sing that song to me, tell me that you cheated on me, that it's all my fault and now you just expect me to accept that infidelity means nothing to you?"
"That's not the point!" Declares Blaine, now crying himself "The point is that I needed you and you weren't there! How could you just leave me behind?"
"Wha-" Kurt's mouth drops open, hand freezing in place before changing into a pushing motion "How could I leave you? You told me to go, Blaine! I was all set to stay until you graduated, but you told me to leave!"
"Because you were miserable, Kurt! I couldn't stand and watch you like that, I just couldn't!" Screams Blaine defeatedly.
Kurt frowns "But, you could easily sleep with someone else who may or may not have been Sebastian, is that right?"
Blaine glares in anger, fists clenched "I already told you it wasn't Sebastian-"
"Then who was it?" Interrupts Kurt "Who did you sleep with Blaine? WHO?"
"No one, just a guy who doesn't matter cause he means nothing to me. I was just so lonely that I wasn't thinking straight! And might I remind you of when you cheated on me with Chandler?"
Kurt's hands pull at his hair "Oh my god, I feel like I've taken crazy pills! I. Didn't. Cheat. On. You. We were just texting!"
Blaine scoffs "Well those texts between you two weren't very family friendly."
"And what about the texts between you and Sebastian? He wanted you, Blaine and he didn't care if we were together or not. I told you numerous times how I felt and you ignored me until he literally tried to blind me!"
Blaine growls "Stop making this about Sebastian!"
"Then leave Chandler out of this cause nothing happened!"
"You cheated!" Speaks Blaine "Why can't you just come out and admit it, Kurt?"
"Admit what? I texted someone and that's it, you're the one who slept with someone else!"
Blaine slumps, breathing becoming more and more difficult, palms rubbing into his eyes "I know, I know,"
Kurt has to turn away for few seconds "Nothing happened between me and Chandler, he was just a friend, I wasn't cheating nor did I have any plans to. I already told you that after you sang that cheater song in Glee."
Blaine's head hangs low in shame "I know you did, I'm just, I missed you so much. I needed you and you weren't there for me!"
Kurt shakes his head and rises to his feet "And you don't think I felt the same way? That I haven't been alone and lonely? That I didn't have temptations? But I'd never act upon them because I knew what it meant! It meant something horrible and awful and I could never do that you, I loved you Blaine! I loved you so much..."
"Look Kurt, I'm- I'm really sorry, the moment I did it, I knew I made a huge mistake and that you were the only one for me!" Blaine's heart thumped out of his chest, palms sweaty as he waits for Kurt to finish his sentence in dread.
"I-" The rings echo as Kurt tentatively placed the jewelry atop the table "Blaine, I-"
Kurt grasps around his shoulders, brunette having to turn away before bringing himself to say the words "I can't trust you, Blaine. I can't even bare looking at you. You broke my heart, betrayed my trust, blame me for it and I just ... I can't-"
"Kurt, please don't do this!" Begs Blaine mortified "I'm so sorry, please don't!"
"It's over," cries Kurt as he somehow walks back towards his room, leaving his gasping ex-fiancé in his own self made misery.
That was so hard for me to write, I absolutely love these boys! :'(