Chapter 6
We head out to the main room and we walk to the bar. We hear Bishop call Templo and he says "You too sweetheart." I nod and follow them inside. Coco brings a chair for me to sit between him and Angel and Angel takes my hand in his. He kisses my knuckles and I feel myself relax a little. "I need you to tell me why you are so scared." Bishop says. "When I was nineteen, I was raped by two guys. I barely knew them. I mean, I knew their names but that was about it. When we were at the diner for lunch, one of them spoke to me." I tell them. "Mija, you are familia. We will protect you." Taza says and I nod. "Thank you guys. I told Angel to leave it alone but he said you guys would handle it." I tell him. "Who are they?" Creeper asks. "The one we saw today is Jason Moore. The other one is Jose Martinez. They are best friends. I don't know any more than that. I only let them a couple of times before it all happened." I tell them and they nod. "We are going to look into them and handle it but you don't leave the clubhouse until we do." Bishop tells me. I nod and we all leave Templo. Getting to the bar, I tell Angel "I need to get some clothes." He nods and says "I'll go by the house for you." he tells me and I hand him my keys. Kissing me softly, he heads out the door.
I am sitting at the bar and Taza walks up. "How you holding up Mija?" he asks. "I don't know. It's like it's happening all over again. Like I can still feel them on me." I tell him. "I know it's rough, reliving that, but we're here this time. We won't let anything happen to you." he says. "I know. I love you guys and I trust you guys. I just feel so dirty and I don't know how Angel still wants me." I say. "He still wants you because he loves you. He knows you belong to him and that's all that matters to him is that you belong to him and that he protects you." he tells me. "I hope you're right." I tell Taza and am fighting off the tears. "I'm gonna lay down." I say and he nods before kissing the top of my head.
I walk into the dorm and lay on the bed with my back to the door. It isn't long before the door opens and I feel the bed dip down. I quickly wipe the tears before he turns me to face him. Cupping my face, he kisses me softly. "I love you." he whispers. "I love you too Angel." I say but won't look at him. "What is it mi amor?" he asks. "I just feel so dirty. How could you still want me Angel?" I ask. He tilts my chin up and kisses me and says "I want you because you are mine. You are mine to love. Mine to protect and mine to make love to. Mine to marry and mine to knock the fuck up." he tells me and I look into his eyes. "You really mean that." I say. "I do mi amor and one of these days I'm going to say those two little words to you in front of a fucking priest." he tells me.
I crash my lips with his and pull him to hover over me. When we separate, he says "Use your words mi vida." I start pulling his shirt up and say "Knock me up Angel." before we start to shed clothes and he enters me slowly, both of us moaning at the sensation. Thrusting in and out slow and easy I moan "Harder baby." and he starts to thrust in and out hard and fast and I find myself losing myself to him over and over before he loses himself inside me. Still inside me, hovered over me, he whispers "Marry me." I smile softly and say "As soon as possible." before he crashes his lips with mine again.