May 30th
"why isn't Tori better yet, I was told she should be better by now, I don't like seeing my sister like this Kriss" says Trina in tears
"you can't rush progress Trina, think of all the years you could have been a good big sister but weren't, that took a toll on her, she still doesn't fully realize who you are, the PTSD and the head injury last year festered, she didn't get treated for it right away because she didn't believe she deserved to be better" says Kriss
"no no no please tell me I didn't cause this" bawls Trina
"most of what's left was caused by you yes, your seemingly light jokes about her being adopted, ya she fully believes that right now, you bring the truth to her right now and she could break, she has to come to the realization herself, the absolute only reason she's not at the mental hospital is because she NEEDS the sexual feminine contact" says Kriss as Tori naps on the couch
"so how long till she's back to normal" asks Trina scared
"could be a week or it might never happen, the mind is tricky Trina, years of suppressed guilt and how you treated her, it has taken its toll on her" says Kriss
"when she came back from that mental hospital when she was six she was different, she wasn't her energetic self, it seemed like she was afraid of being beat or something, my self centeredness was originally an attempt to get her to quip at me, I missed her making me beg for my clothes back, she'd always had one liners, when she came back she was different like I said" says Trina
"you have to realize that the reason she took your underwear and clothes wasn't an attempt to make you the older sister submissive, it was her way of saying HERE I AM I LOVE GIRLS" says Kriss
"you know that for a fact" asks Molly as she walks over
"yes, she admitted as much to the therapist, she mentioned she used to be clingy as well" says Kriss
"oh Very clingy, usually when I was in my underwear, she used to pick the lock on my bedroom door and snuggle with me before school but once I got dressed she always seemed to lose interest, the hugs got shorter, I almost swore she had a crush on me" says Trina
"not you specifically, there was a reason she never told her friends her and Cat had started dating, or for that matter when they actually started dating" says Kriss
"wait you're implying they've been together longer than two years" asks Trina
"yes, grade eight is when they started dating, her not knowing cat at first was an act they cooked up, Tori was obsessed with looking normal, hence why she rarely sided with cat on anything publicly" says Kriss
"well that explains why Tori and Cat did all those slap videos in pajamas before bed, it also explains why she was vying for Jade's approval, you become the scary girls friend you don't get made fun of for anything" says Trina
"which is how her and Cat would have left the closet had Tori succeeded, as said by Tori to the therapist and Cat when asked about it" says Kriss
"damn I guess they just gave up trying to win Jade over and just started sexing it up then because the first time I caught them they were let's say knee deep and loud as hell, which to be honest I didn't mind much, I was just glad she was happy" says Trina
"wait you caught them in their room" asks Kriss confused
"no the living room couch, mom and dad were rarely ever really home so I guess they didn't think about ME being home, though by that point mom had actually divorced dad so she was often out with her boyfriend, so dad didn't mind much, what he didn't know was the fact that I had to steam clean the couch, had he known that they were doing it on the couch where he often spend his time he'd have lost it" says Trina as Tori wakes up and walks over
"morning Trina" says Tori as she goes to get cereal
"she's hasn't said my name since before she left for treatment" says Trina surprised
"like I said don't try and force progress, her condition is very much like amnesia right now, she opened the door so you can talk to her but let her ask the questions, answer them as truthfully as her questions allow, Robbie mis-stepped yesterday and kissed her without consent or warning and she just stood there blank faced for half an hour before she kissed back" says Kriss as Trina walks over to Tori
"I didn't have sex with you when we were little did I Trina" asks Tori bluntly
"no… do you remember something I don't" asks Trina
"I had a dream where you were begging me for your panties and you pleading sister please… wait am I your real sister" asks Tori
"yes you are my real sister, you dream anything else" says Trina
"not about you sorry, is cat and those girls my wives and Rob my husband" asks Tori
"they're your fiancé's and it was Miley who proposed" says Trina
"they really do love me right" asks Tori
"very much so just to be clear it's only Jade, Cat, Miley, Lilly and Robbie, Moly is mine" says Trina
"I figured but thanks for the clarification sis, it's really hard re-learning everything, I feel bad asking such simple questions like do I eat cereal or how do I normally sleep, I learned I absolutely love sex, like not crazy but like I get horny daily, they've really helped with that" says Tori
"oh no you were sex crazed with cat at least in the beginning, you girls got less so as time went on, I really hope I'm not over doing it" Says Trina
"not at all, I mean I'm not that shocked my first girlfriend and I went crazy, had you told me I had a kid then I'd freak out, wait please tell me I don't have a kid, dear god tell me I don't have a kid" says Tori sitting down
"you don't know, you have so far chosen to take care of teens, you haven't been pregnant however I AM pregnant, if it's a girl can I name her Victoria, Trina junior seems kinda stupid, especially since I don't like my own name to begin with" says Trina as Tori tics
"sexy baby" tics Tori
"uhhh Kriss, something isn't normal with Tori, HELP" says Trina nervously as Kriss walks over
"what's up" asks Kriss
"Tori has never ticed before like ever, and she just said sexy baby un prompted, I told her I was pregnant and she ticed" says Trina
"ok and your assumption is it's the meds, I'm sorry to say it probably isn't, she hasn't even really even been around Isabelle to cause suggestive tics, like I said her mind is probably being rewired, it's making connections stronger, her particular type of brain damage would not have added anything significant to her behaviour, it only affected memories, maybe her voice would change slightly but it wouldn't have any effect on how she acts, not in any significant way" says Kriss as Tori tics again
"FIAHHHHHHHHHH" tics Tori
"well at least they're truth not just random, will they go away, not that I hate Tourettes but it's not understood well and could ruin her image" says Trina as Tori stays silent
"depending on how her healing goes It might be permanent, there is a chance it could go away or become worse like Isabelle has to deal with, you guys can NOT let it ruin her image if it stays, you guys must advocate for Tourette's awareness, Isabelle is doing an amazing job of that among cosplayers, she's got a league of like three thousand cosplayers spreading the word" says Kriss
"does the FBI support awareness" asks Tori
"very much so, we had an agent who has it, she was very good at her job, unfortunately they got so bad she had to quit, honestly as bad as it sounds her Tourette's got through to a lot of people she arrested for crimes, it created sympathy from people the FBI didn't think could be sympathetic, like people who killed in cold blood, it surprised everyone" says Kriss
"also I'm sorry if my tics scare you Trina, I've always had tics but they've never been this bad, that much I do remember, also as far as my tics staying Trina the therapist made the diagnosis official yesterday" says Tori
"what kind of things excite them" asks Trina
"well for one unfortunately back in the day your panties smelled wonderful, just the smell of them had me giggling like crazy, causing me to sniff them more, thankfully I can sniff the real thing with my girls now" says Tori as her foot stomps
"wait my panties made you tic….." asks Trina
"not the panties themselves, it was the smell not the object, they smelled of roses, especially when they were wet, unfortunately the only thing I can't forget is how I can't stand roses anymore" says Tori
"rose oil was the only thing that calmed my itches down there, my doctor said it was the cloth itself making me itch and the rose oil soaked into the cloth off my skin causing a sort of barrier, he said any oil should ahave worked, I told him it was only rose oil that worked" says Trina as Isabelle sings in the distance11
"that's the voice of an angel" says Tori calming right down
"would it kill ya if I said it was one of Isabelle's tics, when Hannah touches her back when they're naked Isabelle sings until Hannah backs away, it's what Isabelle calls a pressure tic, she says it's why she won't take baths anymore" says Kriss as Kara finishes her breakfast
"oh Isabelle was and always will be a bath singer, it's the point right between her shoulder blades that causes it" says Krista as she demonstrates where on Trina
"ok that's uncomfortable, how does she stand that let alone sing" says Trina as Krista winks
"it's the discomfort, she has a genuinely beautiful voice, the best in her entire school in fact and actually now that I think about it Hannah has always been the one to make Isabelle sing, pressure tic or otherwise, all Hannah had to do was look at her and she'd sing" says Krista
"any reason they don't go to school, sorry if it seems like an offensive question, I don't remember their situation" says Tori
"not at all offensive, they do it through their schools online program now because things tended to get a bit dicey at school, people verbally attacking them when no teachers were around and stuff, I have a feeling we don't even know how bad it got, she's very tight lipped" says Krista
"I heard her talk about inappropriate touching yesterday morning" says Tori
"no it didn't happen, we took care of it" says Kriss
"not from what I heard, it was too detailed to not have happened, she said she lost the right to be a dreamer that day" says Tori
"did she say who" asks Kriss
"no she said she doesn't need the FBI to be her personal police force, that she'd have rather suffered than look like a snitch, that people are already making fun of her for the whole Quintin thing, though she did say the victims worship her now" says Tori as she tics
"was that a silent tic, also your dad isn't FBI he can do anything he wants within reason to defend anyone he wants, he also has a habit of bumping cases to me that he believes cross state lines, nine times out of ten he's right" says Kriss
"why does the Cali FBI seem to be involved in all local rape cases in the state" asks Tori
"our rape case units are more well equipped than most local police forces, most of the time they ask for our help, we don't go where we aren't asked for, LA specifically seems to be on overload all the time, also anything having to do with big business and rape is always handled by the rape case squads we have at the FBI" says Kriss