CHAPTER 1

MADHOPUR, MATHURA

It is a dark and stormy night.

A girl is sitting on the swing in her garden .The flash of lightening, the roar of thunder or the pelting shower of the rain, nothing could affect her . The rain grew more violent but she was still at her place just staring a photo frame which she held in her hand. Tears were continuously flowing from her eyes.

Girl (pov)- Chaar saal,chaar saal ho gaye aap sab se duur huye .Aaj hi ke din maine aap sab ko paya tha aur aaj hi ke din maine aap sab ko kho bhi diya.I dont know ki yeh din meri life mein kyun aaya .Kaash jo hua wo na hua hota .Kaash mein kabhi bhi aapse aur baaki sab se nhi mili hoti. Kaash ki aap sab ne...

And she started crying loudly . It started raining more heavily . It seemed as if the nature was also crying with her.

She was completely drenched in started shivering due to cold .She stood up from the swing with tears in her eyes,walked a few steps ahead and then suddenly fell on her knees and started crying more loudly as if she wanted to share her pain with someone but is unable to.

Girl (in slow voice)-Mere saath aisa kyun hua aur humesha main hi kyun ?Kya main itni buri huun ki apni life mein thori si khushiyaan bhi deserve nhi karti?Kya kusoor tha mera?Bas itna hi na ki main apne pariwaar ko protect krna chahti thi. Unn sab ko protect krna chahti thi jinhe maine apna manna! Kya yeh meri galti thi?kya yeh mera dosh tha ? Ussmein jaan basti thi sabki .Yahan tak ki she was one of the most important person of my life too aur issliye usse bachane ke liye maine apni zindagi ki sabse kimti chiz ko bhi kurbaan kar diya aur badle mein mujhe kya mila..sirf dukh ,ilzaam...

Nhi..She rubbed her tears"bilkul nhi.."Mera koi kusoor nhi tha aur nahi mere pyaar aur vishwaas mein koi kami .Poori shraddha se apna farz poora kiya tha maine .Par shayad meri kismat mein pyaar ki koi jagah hi nhi hai issliye to har baar maine jinse bhi pyaar kiya wo sab mujhse door ho gaye aur issliye aaj mein akeli hoon."

"Nhi,tum akeli nhi ho Siya aur na hi kabhi hogi jab tak tumhara yeh bhai tumhare saath hai."

Siya looked up and saw him standing infront of her holding an umbrella. She immediately rubbed her tears and stood up. He came near her and kept his hand on her shoulder.

Boy-yeh kya haal bana liya hai tumne apna .Upar se tum tez baarish mein bheeg rhi ho yeh jaante hue bhi ki tumhe kitni jaldi fever ho jata hai .Hazaar baar bol chuka hoon ki aisa mat kiya kar par tujhe meri kuch sunni hi nhi .Apne aap ko itni taklif kyun deti hai.

Siya looked him and then looked on the ground and said,

Siya-aisa kuch nhi hai bhai ,bas baarish mein bheegne ka mann kar rha tha to aa gayi.

Boy-Achaa!paagal lagta huun main tujhe ki tu kuch bhi bolegi aur main vishwaas kar lunga (in loud tone).

Bhai huun tera .Kya tujhe apne bhai par vishwaas nhi?

Siya(looked up)-aisa kuch nhi hai bhai .Aap aisa kyun keh rhe hain .Aap par vishwaas nhi karungi to aur kispar karungi ?Aapke alawa mera hai hi kaun (in teary tone)

Boy (in concerned way)-To kyun nhi batati mujhe ki kya hua hai tere saath .kya hua tere saath chaar saal phle jisne tujhe itna dard diya,jiski wajah se harr raat tu roti hai .Kyun nhi baantti apna dard mujhse?plz siya bata mujhe ki kya hua tha tere saath CID MUMBAI mein jisne tumhe torr kar rakh diya? Jaanti hai na mere liye tu sabse zyada kimti hai .Ek baar bata de ki tere iss halat ka zimmedaar kaun hai,tere har ek aansoo ka hisaab lunga main .Meri behen ko jisne bhi itna rulaya hai usse main chain ki saans lene nhi doonga .Ek baar bata de mujhe bas.

Siya-kin kin se badla lenge aap bhai. Bhai plz,mujhe iss topic par baat nhi karni .jitna iss topic par baat karenge utna hi humara samay barbaad hoga aur waise bhi main apni wajah se aapko dukhi nhi kar sakti.

Boy-yeh tu kya keh rhi hai .meri behen hai tu .Aur ek bhai ka farz hota hai apni behen ko protect krna,usski khushiyon ka khayaal rakhna aur tu...

He was cut in the middle of the sentence

Siya-haan bhai..issliye to keh rahi hoon ki plz iss topic par mujhse koi sawaal mat kijiye ,meri khushi issi mein hai .jahaan tak rhi baat meri health ki to dont worry.I promise that from next time I will not hurt my self.I will not do any such thing which hurts you because you are also very precious to me and I can't afford to loose you or your smile and I am sorry for whatever I have done till now but from now,I will make sure not to repeat those mistakes

Then she held her ears and cutely in a soft tone said"sorry bhai".

Boy(smiles)-chal chal ab zyada melodrama mat kar .Thora sa pyaar kya dikha diya tu to sar par tata thaiya karne lagi.

Then both laugh

Boy (while keeping his right hand on her left cheek)-aur haan aaj ke baad mein tujhse iss topic se related kuch nhi poochunga pakka par jab bhi tujhe batane ka mann kare tu mujhe bata dena ?

Siya-ji bhai

Boy-par haan tu aaj ke baad nhi roegi aur apni sehat ka ache se dhyaan rakhegi .done deal?

Siya-yaa,done deal

Both smiled widely.

Boy-perfect then.

Suddenly there was lightening.

Boy-chal ab ghar ke andar .dekh to kitna bheeg gayi jaldi chal aur dress change karle warna teri tabyat kharab ho jaegi aur mujhe teri sewa krne ka koi shauk nhi hai

Siya-haww!bhaiii,aap bhi na . Ab chaliye

Then both went inside the house.

Both went to their respective rooms,siya changed her clothes and then both slept.