She's existed for centuries and centuries and there have only been two times where she's felt the rushing flow of time stop as she questioned her immortality. The first was when they told her that her younger sister, Didyme, was gone. She remembers this foreign pain bubble under her flesh. She desired nothing more than to feel her body react, to feel her blood rush, her tears run, for her body to shake in disbelief, but she just sat silently and still, as her immortality mocked her pain.
The next was when her brother brought to her twin newborns whose gifts excelled their expectations. The two powerful naive vampires brought into a new world gave her a new purpose, she took them into her care and as time moved forward, she realized how important they are to her. She held the role of their caretaker, their guardian, as she nurtured and cherished them. They are her prizes that her immortality gifted her, her beloved children.
But now much to Shae's surprise it occurred yet again, as the snow lightly fell around her clinging to the earth and the bursting clash of bodies and snarls echo out into the air, as her gaze fixated onto maple eyes that stared back. The snow around her stopped in midair with the battle surrounding her fading away, she found herself sinking deeper and deeper into the maple ocean. As a fear welled up in her, fear and pain that her immortality could never save her from, she felt human and it scared her.