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I usually don't like to give too much intro into the chapters, however, this one needs it for disclosure purposes. ****THERE IS A BIT OF SMUTTINESS IN THIS CHAPTER**** Please be aware of that before you read. If that is not for you than read at your own risk. Thanks! :)

Drew stood out front of the tall apartment building and looked up towards the top. He was glad Sam had texted for him to come over and talk. Their last meeting had been cut short and they hadn't been able to discuss much. She had included her address, "in case he had trouble remembering it." He was glad at the time, but once he put the information into his navigation and began driving over from the Quartermaine's he realized he already knew the way. He didn't remember being there, but he just knew how to get there. Even now, looking at the building, it seemed familiar but he had no actual memory of being there.

Drew stared at the entrance and tried to come up with any memory he could of being there, but nothing came to mind. He felt a small twinge of pain form across his forehead. The headaches had become pretty frequent and he seemed more tired than normal. Since he had no idea what his normal was like before, he couldn't compare it, but he figured for a guy in as good of shape as him, he should have more energy than he did. He shook off the pain and turned his focus to Sam. He really did want to see her again, he still felt that almost uncontrollable draw to be around her. Maybe this meeting would give him more insight as to why. He knew he had written a letter to himself about Sam but he had decided not to open it. He wanted to see how things were with her now and not be influenced by the past. After learning from Andre, that everyone believed he was Jason, Drew knew that he and Sam had a complicated past. Hell, Drew pretty much had a complicated past with this whole town.

He sighed and shook off the thoughts of his past and pulled open the door to the building. He walked across the lobby towards the elevator. "Hello, Mr. Cain." A voice echoed into the emptiness. Drew turned around quickly to see a tall muscular security guard sitting at his desk and viewing the security monitors.

"Uh, Hi," Drew replied hesitantly. He hoped this guy wouldn't want to go into a long conversation about something, as Drew had no recollection of who this guy was.

"Is Ms. McCall expecting you?" Drew was half annoyed at this guy getting in his business. Why did he care? Who was he to be questioning what or who Sam was expecting.

"Why does it matter to you?" Drew began walking over to the desk and as he did, the security guard stood up. Drew could feel himself getting more annoyed and a little pissed, but he didn't really want to get into it with this guy, he'd rather see Sam. He took a deep breath and relaxed his annoyance. Drew flashed a smile and decided to play nice with this guy. "Look, sorry about that I didn't mean to snap at you."

The security guard dropped his shoulders and relaxed his stance a bit with Drew's apology. "I'm sorry too, Mr. Cain, I didn't mean to be nosy, you know me, I just like to look out for Ms. McCall and the kids. It's really good to see you again."

The response surprised Drew and completely settled his remaining anger. Suddenly Drew realized this guy had no idea about his memory loss and Drew didn't really want to get into it with him. Drew knew he should probably know this dude's name and he panicked just a little when he knew he wouldn't know it. Drew scanned the desk for anything that showed a name. He looked over at the guy and caught a glimpse of the company badge he wore. Drew's panic quickly subsided and he stretched his hand out to shake the guard's hand.

"It's good to see you too, Roy. Thanks, for always looking out for them." Drew firmly shook Roy's hand and patted him on the shoulder.

"It's my pleasure sir, Ms. McCall is a great person."

Drew exchanged a few more pleasantries with Roy and then turned back toward the elevators. He stepped into the first one that opened and hit the button for the penthouse floor. He was excited. He was very excited to see her. He hoped they would have a good long time to chat without any interruptions. Drew's mind went blank as he waited for the elevator to ascend to the top floor. Suddenly he had a quick flash of memory. He could hear Sam say, "yeah, I'm a good nurse." Then Drew heard himself say, "you are a good nurse, that's my favorite part of gettin' better." He could feel himself holding Sam close and touching her cheek with his lips. Drew closed his eyes, trying to see the moment more clearly. He could see Sam leaned back up against him and reaching over to unlock a door. The smell of her hair and the feel of her skin filled his senses. "I'll even put on a nurse's outfit for you." Sam's sultry voice echoed in his head

"Oh my God," Drew whispered to himself as he felt himself get aroused just by remembering Sam's voice in that sexy tone. He wanted to hold onto that memory and that moment just a bit longer in private, but right then the elevator door opened. He sighed out loudly and told himself to cool down. He tried not to think about it but as he approached the door to Sam's penthouse he recognized it as the one from his memory. He touched it lightly with his hand hearing her voice again.

"Stop it!" Drew scolded himself, "now is not the time, you are just talking."

Drew raised his hand up to knock on the door, giving one more, deep sigh out. Before he could even touch his fist to the door, it opened and a thin brunette woman was on the other side.

"Drew, Hi!" Alexis blurted out, surprised to see him there.

"Um, Hi?" Drew still wasn't used to all these strangers knowing him, when he had no idea who they were.

"I'm sorry, Sam told me you might not remember, I'm Alexis Davis, Sam's mother." Alexis held her hand out for Drew to shake. "Come in, please, come in, I didn't mean to leave you standing in the hallway." Alexis touched Drew on the back of the shoulder and guided him to step into the penthouse.

As soon as he stepped in Drew felt a familiarity about the place. Well, of course, he thought to himself, you used to live here.

"I'm sorry, that I don't remember you." Drew says apologetically.

"Oh, don't worry about that, it's fine. I'm just glad everything went okay with the procedure." Alexis waved her hand in front of her face and looked sympathetically at Drew.

Drew suddenly felt a little bit, "on display." He wondered where Sam was, since she told him to be here at this time.

"Is, is Sam here?" he questioned, politely.

"Yes, oh yes. I'm sorry. She's upstairs getting Scout ready to go. Sam asked me to watch her for a bit today." Alexis explains a bit embarrassed because she realized she had been staring at Drew.

Just then Sam comes bounding down the stairs with Scout in tow. Drew looks up to see Sam carrying his precious little girl. A wide smile came across his face seeing his daughter reach out for him. She squealed out, "Daddy!" when she saw him at the bottom of the stairs.

"Drew, Hi! I didn't realize you had gotten here." Sam says, surprised to see him standing there.

"Yeah, I just got here." Drew reaches out and takes Scout out of Sam's arms. "Hi there, baby girl! How are you doing?" Drew brushes the hair out of Scout's face and gives her a little kiss on the side of the head. He starts bouncing her slightly as he walks with her around the room.

Sam didn't expect to see Drew when she came downstairs. He looked good. He was wearing his leather jacket with a black button-down shirt and a pair of tight jeans. When he stood next to her, to grab Scout, she could smell his cologne. God, she loved the smell of his cologne. As she watched him walk around the room her mind flashed to them in bed together, Drew holding her and kissing her, them making love. Quickly she looked down at the floor. She was worried he would be able to see on her face what she was thinking. "Stop it," she told herself. "You are just talking, now is not the time."

"Sam, are you okay?" Alexis didn't know if Sam realized she was quietly talking to herself.

Startled, Sam looked up and collected her thoughts back to the present.

"Yes, I- I'm fine." She looks over to see Drew holding Scout up at the doors to the balcony and pointing things out to her. She's babbling back to him, both of them having a great time. Sam's smile widens and she admires the father daughter relationship. Scout and Drew's bond had always been strong and it didn't appear to be too affected, by the state of his memory.

Drew looks away from the window and realizes that it's time to let Scout go with Alexis.

"Uh, sorry about that, Scout and I were having a deep discussion about the harbor." Drew smiles and chuckles a bit. He walks over from the window and gives Scout a kiss as he hands her over to Alexis.

Alexis grabs the bag full of toys on the bottom stair and turns to walk out the door.

"Call me later." Alexis exclaims as she rushes out and shuts the door behind her.

Sam and Drew stood in the middle of the penthouse for a minute just looking at each other. Drew moved in a bit closer, still staring at Sam. She was so beautiful. He couldn't stop staring at her. Suddenly, before he could stop, he heard himself blurt out, "you really are small but mighty."

"What?" Sam looked at Drew, stunned at what she had just heard. Had he remembered.

"I-I-I'm so sorry, Sam, I don't even know where that came from, but…." Drew, stammered out a response. He was completely embarrassed. She had this hold on him that was mesmerizing, he was finding it harder and harder to hold back from touching her.

"No, no, it's okay. But, what, what else were you going to say?" Sam replies, very curious to know if he remembered saying that the first time.

Drew took a few steps closer and was now able to touch Sam's hand. He let his fingers just slightly rub hers.

Sam breathed in deeply. He was so close to her now. She was so tempted to reach up and throw her arms around his neck and hold him so tightly. She could feel his fingers lightly touching hers. She closed her eyes taking in the moment.

"I don't know why, but I just felt compelled to say that, I feel like I have said it before. Have I?" Without realizing it Drew had moved his head down close to Sam's face. He was so close that he was almost touching her lips.

Drew was so close Sam could feel his warm breath on her lips as he spoke. She stared at his lips, warm and luscious. She remembered the thoughts she had when she first saw him in the penthouse earlier. Sam couldn't hold back any more. She reached up and kissed him softly on the lips.

Drew wrapped his arms around Sam and gently kissed her back. He kept kissing her and as he did he hugged her even tighter. Drew and Sam's lips kept releasing and connecting over and over again. Their tongues were intertwining as they kissed deeper and longer. Sam reached up and ran her fingers through Drew's hair, oh how she had missed holding him and kissing him like this. She wanted to feel him hold her again and make love to her like she had fantasized about so many times. Sam pushed up against Drew and she began to grind against him and moan. His kisses felt so good. Drew moved from Sam's mouth and made his way down her neck. Sam cried out in pleasure when Drew kissed her in just the right spot. He looked up at her and flashed a sexy smile when she moaned in approval. Drew pushed Sam up against the wall and grabbed her arms and held them over her head as he kissed at her neck and down to her chest. Sam, wanting to be a bit more comfortable pushed Drew over toward the couch. As they walked Drew started grabbing at Sam's shirt working to untuck it and pull it over her head. Once they reached the couch, Drew sat down and pulled Sam on top of him so she was straddling his lap. She worked to undo the buttons on his shirt as he helped. Once they were undone, Drew pulled Sam closer and began kissing her again on the lips. They both were moaning and grinding on each other, yearning so much to feel the other's touch. Drew began kissing Sam's neck again, gently pushing a few strands of soft hair out of the way. He kissed and licked at her neck and made his way down her chest.

Sam kissed Drew's face and pushed her crotch into his. She could feel how hard he was for her. She moved her hands down to his bare chest and pushed the shirt off of his shoulders. She moved her fingers over his nipples and over his cut abs. She kept moving her hands down his chest and to his crotch where she felt his hard dick. She rubbed it a few times through his jeans. Drew moaned out with pleasure as he removed his shirt completely. Drew grabbed Sam low on her waist and behind her head and stood up just a bit. He held onto her and gently moved until she was lying on the couch below him. He paused a second to take in her beauty and then bent down and began kissing her again. Neither one wanted to stop. Neither one wanted to think or to talk about whether or not this was the best thing. They both just wanted each other.

Drew kissed down to Sam's chest again and he reached around to unclasp her bra. The fabric released and the straps fell down Sam's shoulder. He nuzzled his way in to suck and lick at her pebbled nipple. Sam cried out with pleasure. Drew continued to kiss and bite at her nipples, bringing tingly sensations all across her body. Sam was eager to arouse Drew in the same way so she reached down and unbuckled and removed his belt. She grabbed tightly around Drew and thrust her body into his.

"Drew, please I want you so bad." She whispered in her sultry voice.

Drew looked up and stared at Sam in the eyes. "Are you sure? May-Maybe we should stop." Drew, coming to reality for a minute moved off of Sam slightly.

"No!" Sam insisted "Don't stop please." Sam took Drew's hand and shoved it down her pants. He could feel how hot and wet she was.

"Oh my God, you are so wet." Drew sensually whispered while he unbuttoned Sam's jeans. Sam grabbed at Drew's jeans and unbuttoned and unzipped them. She stroked his hard thick dick. Drew moaned out in extreme pleasure.

"Seems like you are ready for me too." Sam teased.

Drew looked down at her with a little chuckle and started to shove Sam's jeans down.

"Wait," Sam put her hands on top of Drews and sat up a bit.

"What, did you change your mind?" Drew stretched back a little to give Sam more room.

"No, not at all. I just want to, well, let me show you." Sam giggled and pushed Drew to sit back on the couch. Sam stood up with her bare breasts bouncing and her jeans half undone.

"What are you up to?" Drew asks seductively.

Sam leans over and grabs Drews jean's on both sides pulling them down to his ankles. Sam once again climbs on top of him shoving her crotch onto his. She crashes her lips onto his, biting on his lower lip and darting her tongue into his mouth. She begins kissing his chest and abs. Slipping down slowly toward his hard cock. As she slides down his body she takes her hands and slips them under his underwear, finally touching his dick. They both cry out in pleasure at the sensual contact.

Sam gently squeezes and pulls at his long shaft feeling how hard it is.

"Oh my God, Sam. You are so beautiful. You can invite me over to talk anytime." Drew quips trying to be cute.

Sam, now leaning down in front of Drew, grabs at the underwear and pulls it down all the way leaving Drew completely exposed. She places her lips just inches from his rock hard cock and darts her tongue onto a few times, teasing him.

"Oh, Drew, we need to talk." Sam sexily replies. She then places her lips on his dick and begins to take him into her mouth.

Suddenly Drew hears Sam's voice in his head. "Drew, we need to talk...I still have feelings for Jason." Drew lurches back into the couch startled by what he just heard.

He grabs Sam's face and pulls her off of him. Looking intently at her he recalls what he just heard. "I still have feelings for Jason." Not realizing he is doing it, Drew repeats the words out loud as he hears them in his head.

Sam looks down at the floor and knows what memory Drew just recalled. She rocks back on her feet and stands up, looking for her bra to put back on.

As soon as Drew remembered the words he had heard, he felt like he had been gut punched in the stomach. A new feeling came over him when looking at Sam. A feeling of betrayal. What had happened? Did she cheat on him? Was she still in love with Jason? Clearly, they DID have a lot to talk about.

Seeing that Drew was still trying to process what happened, she touched Drew on the shoulder gently.

"Do you want to talk about it?" Sam found her shirt that had been discarded on the floor and put it back on. She sat down in the oversize chair next to the couch.

Drew began, pulling his underwear and pants up and looking for his shirt to put back on.

"Did that really happen? Did you really tell me you still have feelings for Jason?" Drew grumpily asked, starting to get really annoyed with Sam. He was beginning to realize there was a bunch of stuff that they really did need to be talking about before they were even close to being ready to sleep together.

Sam was hesitant to answer, she didn't want to re-visit the breakup again, but she knew she had to. She had to be honest and upfront this time. Drew deserved that.

"Yes, that really happened."

"So, you told me you still had feelings for Jason and what, were we together?"

Sam was beginning to tear up. This is not how she had pictured this day going. She thought they would have time to reminisce about the good times, before they had to bring up the worst time in their relationship.

"Answer me please!" Drew was getting very angry. Suddenly, he felt like Sam had been lying to him this whole time. Why was he so drawn to her if she had lied?

"Okay, I'm sorry. Yes, we were together, in fact, w-w-we were married."

Drew was getting livid. He started trying to remember more of the conversation from the memory, but he couldn't get anything. He was getting more and more upset that he couldn't remember no matter how hard he tried. He felt a sharp pain shoot into his skull. He tried not to react in front of Sam, he didn't want her to know, but another pain shot across his head.

"Aaagghh!" He screamed out and doubled over in pain.

"Drew! Are you okay?" Sam reached over to touch Drew's arm.

He jerked away so she couldn't touch him.

"I'm fine, I'm fine. I just need to relax a bit. I need you to tell me exactly what happened. What was that memory I had?"

Sam was very worried about Drew. She didn't know what was happening, had something gone wrong with the procedure? She knew Drew would never tell her now, when he was feeling mistrust towards her so she decided to do as he asked and tell him about the memory.

"Okay, I will tell you about that night." Sam started quietly and calmly. She recounted everything from the night they broke up, how Sam had admitted still having feelings for Jason, that she was so confused about what she wanted and that she had kissed Jason on New Year's Eve.

As soon as Sam recounted the kiss, Drew looked up at Sam. He had this look on his face that was filled with so much hurt.

"So, that's why we divorced?" Drew was trying to keep the contempt out of his voice.

"Yes, I needed time to figure out who I was and what I wanted. You suggested we divorce."

"What should I have done? Wait around for you to figure out if you loved me after all? Why did you marry me if you didn't love me?"

"Drew, I did love you, I just….." Sam knew she was going to need to give him time to process this again, it was like he was hearing it for the first time, so it would be hard.

"Just what?"

"Look, I'm sorry, I should have told you all of this before we, we…..before I let us almost sleep together. I should never have let us get that far, because I knew the history and you didn't. I am so sorry. I just got really caught up in us and how we used to be."

Drew could see the sad look that came across Sam's face when she talked about them. He softened his anger toward her a bit. Afterall, he had wanted her just as much. Suddenly Drew knew he needed to get out of there, he needed time to think.

"I better go." Drew quickly walked over to the desk chair and picked up his leather jacket. He reached for the door and went to open it.

"Drew, wait." Sam hurried over to where he was standing and touched his arm. "I hope that we can get together again soon and talk," Sam smiled a little smile. "And I mean really talk this time." She chuckled as she brushed the hair out of her face.

Drew turned to look at her with a smile. "Look, don't misunderstand, this was very nice, but we probably do need to do a lot of talking before we are in this position again. I think next time, we better make it a public place."

"Deal," Sam replies as she holds out her hand for Drew to "shake on it."

Drew chuckles a little and pulls Sam in for a brief hug. "It's a deal."

Sam opens the door and watches Drew leave. When she closes the door she leans up against it letting out a big sigh. That had been emotional, but she was glad that was out in the open. Now she hoped she could rebuild trust with Drew, it was a new beginning.

Drew stood on the other side of the penthouse door leaning up against it for a minute. Wow, he thought to himself, this is going to be quite an experience getting these last few years of memories back. Today had been a great beginning.