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Without further ado...Chapter 11.

"Wanna go upstairs?"

"Yes," I muttered between kisses. I closed my eyes as he carried me up the stairs, praying he wouldn't trip and I wouldn't smash my head against the stairway.

Sure-fire passion killer.

He didn't miss a step and I gave into rapidly deepening kisses. I felt a door against my back and his hand left my thigh to open it. He pushed us inside and I briefly opened my eyes.

"Wrong room," I mumbled, my arms wrapping tighter around his neck.

"I know." He grinned wickedly.

"Jake!" I smacked him on the shoulder.

"Just kidding." He kissed my jaw. "Would teach that little shit a lesson," he murmured.

"Jacob, do we have to talk about Seth now?"

"No," he growled and pressed me against the wall between the two rooms. His hand ran through my hair and his eyes flickered to the left before staring deep into mine.

"Way to set the atmosphere, Bells."

Shit! I knew I should have taken that down.

He saw the look of horror on my face and ran his finger from my neck down between my boobs to rest on my belly button. His tongue slid over my upper lip.

"I've seen better," he looked pointedly at my chest.

LIAR!

"Mmmhmmm," I murmured.

He opened the door, kicking it shut with his foot once we were inside. The room was dark and I wanted to keep it that way.

No need to see my shame.

He laid me down on the bed and knelt between my legs, his thumbs caressing the skin above my jeans. I fisted the sheets to keep from swearing. I wanted him on me, touching me.

Inside me.

I knew he wasn't going to give me what I wanted just yet. I arched toward him as he ran the back of his hand up my stomach before undoing the front of my bra with an expert flick. Either he had been scoring on a regular basis or had practiced that move a lot. I suddenly felt sick. I didn't want to be a pity fuck and I was pretty sure he was lying his muscled ass off when he said my boobs were better.

I have eyes, Jacob Black, and I had to throw them a preserver in Michelle's cleavage.

I pushed myself off the bed, muttering, but he pushed me back down, one hand pinning my wrists above my head and the other skimming over my nipples, causing me to arch against him again.

"Do you want me to stop, Bells?" His whisper was harsh and urgent. He knew I couldn't resist him.

Cocky bastard.

"Just say stop, Bella." He popped the button on my jeans, his hand releasing my wrists so he could pull them off my legs. I helped by kicking them off before grabbing him by the hair, forcing him to come back near my lips.

"Don't...stop...Jake."

Shameless hussy.

He smirked before kissing me again, his fingers slipping under the waistband of my boy shorts. I almost squealed as he flipped me on my side, pulling me back against him and pushing my hair up so he could kiss and bite my neck. I moaned every time his lips touched my skin. His hand slipped under my chin, tilting my head back to kiss me while his other hand skimmed over my ass. With a low rumble, he slipped off my boy shorts. His hand moved up my thigh, spreading my legs before biting my ear.

"You sure?"

"For fuck's sake, Jacob, do you hear me screaming 'assault'?" I gasped out as he touched me, teasing me with the tip of his finger.

"No, but I hope you'll be screaming..." He smiled against my ear before slipping two fingers inside me.

I threw my head back and grabbed the sheets to the point of tearing them. "JAKE!"

"Exactly," he murmured as his thumb brushed my jaw line.

He covered my face, neck and shoulder in kisses as he made me come around his fingers. I bucked against him, a combination of swears, invocations and his name issuing from my lips as he curled his fingers inside me. His other hand never left my jaw, keeping my neck exposed for him to add sweet pain to pleasure. Humming with satisfaction, he drew his hand from between my legs and sucked on his fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.

Fuck, he was sexy.

I kissed him, tasting myself on his tongue. I pulled at his denims but he stopped my hands and smiled wickedly. He tugged my legs till I was lying on my back again and kissed down my body, flicking my nipples with his tongue as I ran my fingers through his hair. His hands parted my thighs and I think I stopped breathing as he started kissing his way up from my knee, his fingers rubbing soothing circles on my hip. I hissed as he bit down on the sensitive skin of my inner thigh, moaning as he flicked his tongue over the sore spot.

He ran his tongue all the way up my leg until he'd reached the juncture of my thighs. Eyes closed, he lingered there briefly, licking me once, slowly, before standing and shrugging out of his jeans. I closed my eyes until he placed his palm on the side of my neck, his fingers gently caressing my hair.

"Open your eyes, Bells" he ordered. His hand was firm on my hip now and I could feel him against my thigh. I moaned in protest till he bit my nipple, making my eyes fly open in surprise. He kissed me hard and I moaned into his mouth as I felt him push inside me.

"Oh, fuck!" I closed my eyes again, wrapping my legs around his waist, pushing him deeper inside me.

"Open your eyes, Bella," he ordered again, "I want you to watch me while you come."

Our breathing was ragged and harsh. I whimpered as he stopped kissing my neck. His thrusts got harder and I moaned as he pulled my hair, licking the hollow of my throat.

"Oh, fuck," he swore against my skin and a few seconds later I repeated him as pleasure shot through my entire being. I couldn't keep my eyes open anymore. My nails scraped against his back as I felt his release. He kissed me hard, murmuring things I couldn't understand against my lips. I felt him brush the hair back from my forehead and suddenly he was gone. I scrambled for my clothes, finding my boy shorts on the floor next to a shirt I'd left earlier. As I was slipping it over my head I was body slammed back onto the bed.

"What the fuck, Jake?" I scrambled to pull the shirt the rest of the way down.

He grinned before pulling me against him. "Seth's home."

"What? Oh shit!" I tried to scramble away from him but he pinned me down.

"Our clothes...couch...he'll know." I struggled against him.

"Bells, he was home ten minutes ago." I went limp in his arms. He was back in his jeans but still shirtless.

"Shit," I said quietly. He laughed softly. I could tell he was tired; nightly patrols and long drives weren't doing him any good.

Neither is sex with best friends.

"Can I ask you a question?"

You already did, dumbass.

"Mmmmm." His hands were gently rubbing my back.

"Why did you bite me there?"

He hitched my leg around his waist, his thumb brushing over the spot.

"Cause it's our little secret," he sighed in my ear. I was quiet for a few minutes, wondering if this was the biggest mistake of my life. I put my hand cautiously on his neck, stroking his collarbone and gently brushing over his Adam's apple. His breathing slowed as I moved my hand up, cupping his cheek and staring at the long dark eyelashes that brushed against his skin. I thought of my own stumpy ones and wondered if he would ever agree to let me experiment on them.

"Jake?" He replied with a low hum.

"Are your eyelashes real?" I heard a deep rumble in his chest. He was laughing at me.

Yeah, I'd laugh at me, too. Stupid questions.

"No, Bells," he muttered, eyes still closed. "Rachel lent me her fake ones." He pulled me closer and I revelled in the feeling of his arms wrapped around me. It was just like old times. Jacob and Bella, hanging out, except everything was going to change and I didn't deal well with change.

We'll deal with it tomorrow...oh, here comes some word vomit.

"Do you love me?" I whispered against his shoulder and instantly regretted it. Thankfully, there was no reply and I fell asleep to the sound of him breathing against my ear.

I woke up the next morning with a raging headache.

God, I had the most amazing dream.

I smiled as I remembered the part where he said it was our little secret.

He bit me right...ouch...oh, fuck.

It all came rushing back and I felt like my head was going to explode.

"Nononononononononono," I muttered, slipping on some shorts before rushing out of the room. I slowed down on the staircase.

"When about to mate, they tend to bond, sleeping close to each other and being very affectionate..."

"What the hell?" I mouthed to no one in particular before bending over to see what was going on downstairs.

"They continue to be affectionate after mating…"

Seth was watching a nature documentary on the Discovery Channel and Jacob was in the kitchen making breakfast. Both their heads were cocked to the side as they watched a male wolf mount a female.

"Ewwww, is that what you guys were doi..." Seth turned around with a smirk before seeing me. He almost broke the remote trying to switch it off, but since his eyes were on my shocked face, he kept pressing the wrong button, instead making it louder. The narrator was practically screaming now.

"A PHYSICAL TIE OCCURS DURING MATING..." and with that, the screen faded to black. Seth let out a huge sigh of relief. Jacob looked amused.

"Morning. I made eggs."

Why does he have to sound so sexy?

"Yeah, thanks." I tried to smooth down my manic hair. "Seth, can I talk to you for a little bit?" I dragged him upstairs by his shirt before he could answer and locked us in the bathroom.

"We really don't have to discuss anything." He sat on the edge of the bathtub, his palms up. "What you want to do is your business. I just don't want you to get hurt."

I sat next to him and covered my face with my hands. "What did you see?"

"It wasn't a matter of seeing, per se." He scratched the back of his head and avoided my eyes. "More like what I heard."

I groaned.

"If it makes you feel any better, it sounded like you were having a lot of fun."

I lifted my head, hoping my stare would make his head blow up.

"Sorry." He shrugged.

I would have preferred the head explosion.

"You can make it up to me by answering a question."

"Sure. Fire away."

"Has Jacob imprinted?" He stiffened under my gaze.

"I don't know."

"Don't lie to me, Seth. Has he imprinted on anyone?" I shook his shoulders.

"No, no, NO!!! You'd know if he had. You'd be the bridesmaid at the wedding and everything."

I don't know why my heart hurt at that. I didn't want to be Leah, no matter how smiley she'd been through the whole process. I couldn't imagine putting on a dress, no matter how beautiful or designer it was, and watching as my best friend got married to someone else. It was easier to feel nothing at all.

Plus, no hideously tight bridesmaid's dress. Not that I'd be chosen, of course. Jacob's bride could be anybody. I'm sure she'll have sisters or friends. Unless Jake forces her to...I mean, I can rock a tux or something...FOCUS!

"Ok." I unlocked the door and we both made our way downstairs. Jake was already serving breakfast. I watched him stretch over the table to put the plates out.

I can't believe I'm gonna do this to a guy with an ass like that. No – scratch that – I can't believe I'm gonna do this to a guy who makes me moan like a chick from a porno.

"Jake, we need to talk."

"Sure, can we eat first? I'm starving."

Seth had already pulled out his chair and was giving me his best puppy eyes.

"Sure, sure."

Stop doing that, you idiot!

Jake pushed my chair out with his foot, smiling down at his plate. I sat and ruefully took a bite.

Dammit! He cooks well, too? Stop! As soon as he imprints, there'll be no eggs! The eggs belong to some other hussy! Not you!

"Stupidwretcheatingmyeggs," I mumbled.

"What?"

"Nothing." I stabbed at my plate. We ate in silence.

"Wow, awkward, much?" Seth leaned back against the chair, his hands linked behind his head.

"Shut up, Seth!" Jake and I chorused. I tried to suppress a smile as Seth pushed his chair back.

"Well, as much as I'd love to hang around and bask in this love fest, this whole place smells like sex and I need to go see Mia."

I felt my cheeks burn and I didn't want to look up. I mumbled a quick bye and stood to clear the plates. Jacob's hand clamped over my wrist. I shivered slightly when I remembered the last time he held my wrists.

Stop, stop, stop...you're only making it harder for yourself.

"Let me."

I picked up the empty glasses and dumped them in the sink, pushing my hair back and bracing myself against the counter when I heard the plates clatter next to them. Jake's hands grabbed my shoulders and slid down my arms, his large fingers entwining with mine where gripped the edge of the counter. He rested his lips on my shoulder.

"We need to talk." I turned around, trapped by his arms.

"We do." He leaned in closer, his lips behind my ear. "Bells, I think I..."

"Wait," I pushed him away. "Let me go first..."

He settled back onto a barstool and crossed his arms. I mirrored his posture, crossing my legs for added effect.

I am firm in my purpose. You're not getting in there, buddy.

"Jake, what happened last night...I'm not saying that it was a mistake, cause it felt so..."

Good? Right? Perfect?

"...I think we just needed to get it out of our systems, so we can go back to being really good friends. Just friends." I added firmly.

Wow, cliché, much?

I saw him slump against the back of the counter, his face expressing a myriad of emotions before settling on what looked like resignation.

You'll thank me for this when you're prancing about with the future mother of your cubs.

"Best friends?" I held out a fist and he bumped it gently with his own. His lips were set in a grim line.

"Whatever you need, Bells."

Jacob

Fuck, fuck, fuck, she just wolf voodoo-ed my ass into the friend zone.

Ooodles of love to my Ninja Mafia who inspire me to write just to see their awesome reactions. If I could add their comments into the story, I'd do it in a heartbeat (Btw, that was my first attempt at writing a lemon so if it sucks...*snort* sucks...lemon...geddit? Ok then...) Onto the bad news, I know this was a short chapter but I'm flying back home to Sri Lanka in a few days and I didnt want to leave you guys hanging. Its also gonna take a little longer than usual for me to update. I hope you guys wont be too mad. I promise as soon as I'm settled back home the chapters will come (Thats what she said)

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