Okay so this is a filler chapter with an insight of what happened to Jimin's husband! Thank you for giving it a chance!

He didn't know much about St. Bernards. He'd heard their big, but he'd never seen one in person before. And when he opened the flaps to the box, he nearly shrieked with laughter. " Are you fucking kidding me, Tyler?" he screamed. " This is not a dog. This is a fucking dinosaur."

The puppy was sitting in the corner of the box, with timid and shaking, and when Jimin tried to pick him up, he laughed again, realising this dog is bordering on too heavy to move.

" Unbelievable," Jimin muttered under his breath. " He leaves me a 400 pound puppy. What a dick."

He manages to drag the puppy into the house, the puppy tumbling face first inside the box from the movement, and it isn't until their fully inside with the door closed behind them that Jimin remembered Jesse saying something about a letter. He found it taped inside the box, and he dropped to his knees in front of the pup, when he saw his name scrawled in Tyler's handwriting.

" How..." he murmured, tracing the black letters, hands shaking. He gently opened the envelope, heart racing, and he felt like he was on fire when he started reading it.

Dear Jimin,

This past year has been horrible. The stress and pain and emotions that the two of us have had to go through is outrageous. I'll take the blame, though. I'm so sorry Min. I never imagined this could happen.

You have been an absolute dream through all these months of treatment and chemo and mood swings. I couldn't have gotten this far without you. I don't know how to tell you how grateful I am. I just hope you know.

After talking to several doctors over the last few weeks. It's obvious what the outcome if all this will be. I'm

Scared, but I'm mostly scared for you. I think about what I would do if this situation was switched, and I know I would be an absolute nutcase. I love you so much, it aches, and I know you love me just as much. The idea of you leaving me forever is enough to break my heart, and that's what you're actually going through right now. How are you doing this? How are you staying as strong as you are? I want to be able to make this easier for you. I don't want you to hurt like I know you're going to. Christ, is it dumb to apologise again? I'm so sorry. I'm just so fucking sorry. I'm trying so hard for you, Min, but I'm just so tired.

I don't want you to be alone for our first Christmas apart. I talked to an old friend who breeds St. Bernard puppies, and they said they would love to gift one to you. Hopefully he'll be able to keep you as warm as I have for the past eight years.

Eight years. That's how long I've loved you for. It isn't nearly enough. But in those eight years, I hope you know that I loved you with everything I had in me. I shared my small lifetime with you. Leaving you, I am satisfied, knowing I had the chance to spend my forever by your side.

But Jimin. You are too good to be alone. When you're ready m, find someone that makes you smile in that Jimin way if yours - when your eyes crinkle and your cheeks turn red. Find someone who knows exactly what spot on your back you liked rubbed. Find someone who knows the way you like your burgers cooked and your coffee prepared, who loves your entire family, who listens to your terrible stories and pretends to be interested like I've been doing since we were 16 and 17 years old.

( I'm kidding...kind off) Find someone who knows your worth...but that shouldn't be too hard. You're absolutely incredible, Jimin. And don't you dare hold back on my account. I had the privilege of loving you deeply for what feels like a small eternity. Give someone else that privilege.

Until that person comes along, I don't want you to be on your own. My God, I feel sick thinking about you spending your birthday and Christmas and lazy Sunday mornings alone. And that is why I'm leaving you this sweet puppy. ( I hope he's sweet! I'm sorry if he sucks)

If you don't want him, you can of course, bring him back. There should be instructions inside the box on what to do with him if you decide that he isn't for you. But I would love for you to give him a shot. I'm sure he'll keep you company when you're resisting everyone else. ( Speaking of, call up Jungkook, Tae or Hobi. I'm sure they would love to hear from you and be with you. Don't shut everyone out. The world is a better place when your happy making jokes and just being Jimin)

Wherever you are, wherever I am, know that I am missing you like crazy. Thank you for loving me the way you did.

Happy Birthday and Merry Christmas Jimin.

I love you more,

Your Tyler x

It took Jimin nearly two hours until he's able to peel himself off the floor. He couldn't stop touching the letter, dragging his fingers across the last words Tyler would ever say to him, so angry and so sad and so incoherent that his husband of merely 18 months was gone.

And while Jimin had his well deserved break down, the puppy managed to chew a hole completely through the box and pee in nearly every room of the house.

He found the monster hiding under Jimin's bed, his bum peeking out, his tail wagging, and he can hardly believe his husband left him...This.