I was still getting used to the fact that I survived basic chaos. The black hood attacks still traumatized me to this day, and the fact that I told noone that I had the biggest crush on Jughead.
Is it even a crush? Like I always felt that I would protect him, and that his butt is nice which is an added bonus.
But I just don't know. I told them if I didn't graduate with them, which there is a likelihood of I owed them a surprise, or a graduation present. I think I will graduate though. I got a text from Betty, because, y'know it's the weekend, and she said "hey", and then I got another text saying "guess what?" I replied "what" cause I was bored and a little bit anxious to tell them that I liked Jughead. She then said " after all this crap that happened, I realized you never kissed Jughead, you guys are the only ones who haven't kissed" .She then said " I want you guys to kiss, maybe at 12 today". I was confused and terrified and excited, I was about to kiss my crush, in front of my girlfriend who I love a lot. What if I reveal that I like Jughead? I guess we have to figure it out soon enough. The anxiety was throwing me off for sure. Veronica will hate me for this and I will love her to the end of the world, as I do with her curves and her rebellious personality, how can I not love her? I know, if I am completely gay, but I had a big crush o n Veronica when she walked in the room for the first time. I remember the black hood attacks and when I almost told my friends I was bisexual, but I couldn't, I still hate myself to this day for it.I could've done it so many times, but I was to scared, now that this is the only "exciting" thing in life, I have to take the risk.