After I came out to Jughead today. It felt good, the only problem is my mom, who doesn't like me being friends with Kevin, so she for sure won't like the fact that I'm pansexual, especially since I like Veronica, a Lodge, of all people. I did come out right after Jughead came out to me, so I think we're not a couple anymore. I plan to tell my, hopefully future girlfriend next. I do pray that I can and will tell everyone, when my mom is away of course, I just don't know when that will be. She has the perfect revenge girl personality, which I totally love, like my celebrity crushes are Demi Lovato and Ariana Grande and they are the most powerful out there, at least my mom thinks that I like them only for their music.

I wanna tell them, but that will ruin my image as the perfect girl who only falls for men. I do like men, but no more than woman, and genderfluid and others. I hope they don't see me stressing out at the table, but I guess it is fine if they do.