2.
Dark, for a long time, actually.
What he was aware of first was the pain. His muscles and back were screaming, forcing his eyes open. There was so much to take in he actively had trouble sorting all the stimuli.
Pain, a bed, cool air, a window with white curtains. Something pinching his hand, a plastic lead. A tube?
Demyx thought he saw a person. His eyesight was weak, and he squinted. White coat, slate-gray hair. Was this all another hallucination? He tried to sit up, but it was so painful he just flopped back down weakly.
The person turned. "Oh, you're awake," he heard. They crossed over to him, and Demyx could see the vague outlines of Zexion's face.
"Zex?" He cleared his throat. "Zexion? No…" He coughed a little. "Ienzo… I'm sorry."
"It's alright."
"Are you real?"
"Yes, I'm very real. Much to my chagrin."
"Am I dead?"
"No. Not quite."
Demyx thought. His mind seemed slow to process information. But if he were dead, why would he be in so much pain? "H-hurts…"
"I'm sure it must. Do you want me to get you something for the pain?"
He looked at the ceiling, trying to decide. Did he want to try and clear his head? Or did he want the agony to stop? "Okay."
Hazily, Demyx watched him get up, cross over to a cabinet, pull out a blob (a vial?) and what had to be a syringe. Demyx felt something stinging injected into his hand, and a few moments later the pain began to subside to a throb. His vision was still not quite clear. "Is that better?"
"T-thanks…" It was difficult to speak. "W-where-?"
"Radiant Garden. Isa and Lea brought you in here in a panic. They were looking for clues to help Sora in the Keyblade Graveyard. You were horrifically dehydrated. Your kidneys failed, and Even suspects you may have had a seizure at some point-"
"...Yikes."
Ienzo chuckled a little. ""Yikes" is right. You've been unconscious a few days-we were worried at first you might not wake at all. But then you started to rebound."
"I'm… a-alive?"
"Yes."
For a moment, Demyx just looked up at the ceiling. "Now what," he murmured.
He thought he saw Ienzo smile. "Recovery," he said. "It'll probably be a while before you feel fully back to yourself." A sigh. "And there may yet be lingering effects."
"Like… what?"
He shook his head. "Even would have to examine you to be sure."
"Am I human?"
Ienzo knotted his hands together. "Yes. Perhaps not yet technically fully-the data is still inconclusive. It is only you and Even who are going through this. Right now, it is imperative you rest, receive enough fluids, and try not to get too anxious."
"Even." Demyx tasted the name. "You mean Vexen?"
"His Somebody, yes. Which reminds me. What is your name?"
He hesitated, and strained to think. But it was like hitting a mental brick wall. Demyx couldn't remember; he suspected he hadn't been able to for a long time. "I… I don't know."
He thought he saw surprise on Ienzo's face. Then, "perhaps… you're simply disoriented, with all that your being has experienced. It may come back to you."
He was feeling tired again, now that the pain was subsiding.
"...Why don't you get some rest," Ienzo suggested.
"Okay."
Ienzo got up and headed towards the door.
"Zex?"
"...Yes?"
"Thanks."
A sigh. Demyx could not read his expression. "Sure, Demyx."
Demyx dipped in and out of sleep for a long time. When he woke up for real, he was less sore, but he was shaky and somewhat nauseous. His vision was still weird-did his Somebody just need glasses?- and he squinted hard. He felt sticky and gross. Maybe they'd let him take a shower. How much time had he lost? He got up slowly. With the IV, it was hard to maneuver, but he was able to peek out the window, to the town of Radiant Garden below. He'd been changed into loose linen pajamas. His body felt odd; he flexed his hands. He had to have lost some weight.
"...Oh, good, you're able to get up."
Even's voice startled him; he gasped aloud and his heart gave a weird, quivery beat. "Frightened you, did I? My apologies. Here, sit." He gently eased Demyx back onto the bed and took his pulse with two cold fingers. "...That was all quite hard on you, wasn't it?"
"I don't feel well."
"Of course you don't. I'd be shocked if you did," Even said. He felt at the glands on Demyx's throat. "It's a miracle you were found. A few hours later and you would've been no more." He took a pen light out of his jacket and tracked Demyx's eyes for a moment. "How are you feeling?"
"Tired. Sore. My eyesight's kinda funky."
"The soreness is part of the dehydration. It should pass in a few days. I'm more concerned about your kidney functioning. It's improving, but it's not where it should be. Eyesight… well, that could possibly be again due to the kidneys, but you might've naturally needed glasses anyway. Strange problems the Nobody status hides. We'll keep an eye on it, pardon the pun. There's some medication I want you to take daily and you must rest . I'm sure you need no excuse to be lazy." He scoffed a little.
"Why did you save me?"
Even seemed genuinely confused by the question. "Was I to let you die, then?"
"I just…"
"You helped me," Even said. "But regardless I think that you being another living thing is reason enough."
Demyx felt his eyes watering.
Even sighed. "At some point we must let past conflicts lie."
"You became human like me."
"Ah… yes."
"Did you forget things?"
Even cocked his head. "No," he said slowly. "What can't you remember?"
"A lot of things. ...My name."
Even stared deeply into his eyes, as though looking for something. "Of course brain damage is possible with dehydration but-"
" Whoa, wait, what-"
"-but I don't think you've experienced anything that extensive. Perhaps… it could be…" He put a hand to his chin. "...I so wish I had access to a working MRI…"
Demyx swallowed.
"You're stable enough to be talking to me, at least," Even said quickly. "We will look into what we have." A pause. "Do you know how long you were there alone? What happened?"
Demyx explained about Xigbar. "He broke the phone so I couldn't call you guys. And then he knocked me out so I couldn't escape in time. I had no power- I couldn't…" His eyes were watering again, and he felt it break free.
"It is traumatizing," Even said, almost gently. The gentleness was so jarring Demyx started crying in earnest, pressing a hand to his mouth. "Surviving such a thing and dealing with this new humanity on your own."
"I'm pathetic."
A sigh. "No, you're not. How long were you there alone, Demyx?"
He tried to remember. "At least three days… after that it's hard to remember. I… I knew I was going to die…" the tears were hot on his face. "He left me there to die."
Even sighed. "Leaving it to the fates," he muttered. "Alas, you seem to be lucky."
"Ha. Hardly. It's total coincidence they found me."
Even hummed. "You're alive now, whatever that means to you."
"What do I do ?"
"I'm afraid you must answer that question for yourself." He stood. "Do you feel up to trying to eat?"
"...I guess."
"I'll get you something light." He left.
Demyx considered the interaction, hiccuping. Even had never been so kind to him before. Was this because of the vessels? Or did humanity just make him different ?
He looked at his hands blurrily. "Am I different?" He asked out loud. He had a new lease on life, free of Xemnas and Xehanort and he was dubiously human. Everything he'd ever wanted. But it was a hollow victory.
He lay back down. Even brought him rice, and he was able to keep it down. The man didn't want to remove the IV line just yet, and Demyx was feeling vaguely tethered. He said he could shower, though, so gladly Demyx did, shedding days of desert. He almost started to panic when he saw clumps of hair gathered in the drain, but Even reassured him through the door it was a stress reaction and the hair would likely come back.
He'd never been so painfully aware of his body, its aches and pains. Shouldn't have been proud of himself for being able to go to the bathroom, or found so much pleasure in brushing his teeth. Once he was clean and dressed (in clothes other than a cloak?) he returned to his bed, exhausted already.
"Lea wants to see you," Even told him. Demyx thought he saw his jaw tense, a glint of fear in his eye-but why? "Would you even want that?"
He shrugged. "I owe the guy a thanks, at least."
Even sighed and put a hand to his brow. "Alright."
A few minutes later Lea bounded in, followed by Isa. They weren't wearing black cloaks after all, just black clothes. "Good to see you're okay," Lea said, grasping his hand. He almost looked like he would move in for a hug. "That was scary. "
"Sorry for going all zombie on you," Demyx said. He found it hard to meet his eyes. "And… thanks for saving me." He bit his lip. "You didn't have to."
"As though we would leave you to die?" Isa said levelly. It was odd to see his teal eyes. "I think I owed you ."
Demyx scoffed. "For carrying two empty dolls?"
"For taking the initiative. As it were."
Lea slung an arm around Isa. "It's because of you that Roxas is up and about. We gotta thank you for that."
Demyx shook his head. The praise didn't feel good. He just felt weepy again.
Lea sat next to him on the bed. "You alright?" He asked a bit more softly. "The eggheads treating you okay?"
"Everyone's been… really nice," he said. "I don't get it."
"Humanity has afforded clarity," Isa said in a low voice. "None of us treated you very well."
"Because I was a bastard."
Lea snorted. "I think we all were. 'Sides, you were only a pest at the absolute worst."
His lips twitched in a hesitant smile.
"It seems you have quite a story to tell," Isa said.
The smile faltered.
"Only if you wish. I imagine it was very difficult."
Demyx took a deep breath. "I felt pulled there," he admitted. "The… graveyard? Then Xigbar showed up-"
Lea put up a hand. "Wait, wait, wait, he's alive? "
Demyx frowned. "Yeah."
He groaned. "He must've faked us out."
Demyx touched his chest. "When Xehanort died both Even and me lost his heart. The same must've happened to him."
"It's still worth bringing up to Riku and the others," Isa said to Lea.
"I don't know where he went," Demyx said honestly. "He knocked me out, broke my phone. So when I woke up I was human."
"And trapped." Isa shook his head. "A sadist way to go out."
"Yeah. I sort of… wandered, just trying to find water, and then you guys found me. But not before I got all sorts of fucked up."
"We weren't sure you would make it," Lea said. "You stopped breathing a couple times on the trip over."
"I did?"
Isa nodded. "Never have I missed the corridors more. But we're… human."
"I really owe you one," Demyx admitted to his lap.
"Think nothing of it."
"What will you do now?" Isa asked.
"I have no idea," Demyx admitted. "I… never thought I'd get this far."
Lea chuckled. "Well, it's nice here, and it's nice in Twilight Town. Feel it out. I think our landlord had an empty apartment in the building."
"You guys have an apartment? In a building? In a town?" He sighed. "Why does that feel weird?"
Isa smiled. "It does, doesn't it?"
"Am I going to have to get a job?" He asked, and groaned.
Lea laughed. "At least you can pick it this time."
"And not until you're well," Isa added. "Take your time recovering."
"...I'll try."
Lea patted his shoulder. "We gotta go. Just wanted to check in on you, is all."
"...Thanks."
"Ienzo has our numbers. Give me a call."
Demyx watched them leave. Their faces seemed pleasant until they were in the hallway, and he heard- "... Xigbar. I knew it couldn't be that easy."
Demyx decided not to worry about it, because he was feeling tired again. He lay back down and went to sleep.
