A/N - Hiiiiii! *peeks around corner* First I want to say IM SORRYY Life kinda happened and I lost my muse entirely. I let this go, I had twins, I got married, life just seemed to happen... BUT somehow I fell right back down the rabbit hole that is all things Glee and I started reading On The Run and when I got to chapter 10 and tried to go to 11 I was like how, why, who would do this? And I realized I did. I can't promise the updates will be quick and back to back but I can promise I haven't forgotten. Its nearly 1am and I'm going to finish this thing. This is dedicated to khazrn43 and you guys can thank her for this getting update. Im sorry, but now on to the good stuff, enjoy!
It had been a month. Exactly one month that they had been in Mexico, and while her guard wasn't down completely she was doing better. Her and Madeleine had actually bonded without Finn having to be in the middle as a referee. Finn had been almost back to normal. Well expect for the nights when he woke up in a sweat screaming but Rachel could only hope that would soon ease as they got adjusted to life in a different country.
"Where did I leave it?" The brunette asked herself quietly as she tossed a few things in her nightstand table. Finn was currently at a meeting with some Mexican cartel and she was on babysitting duty but little Chloe was fast asleep. She almost wanted to lay down with the girl but she had to find the phone she had hidden away. She might've been calling her dad once a week or so, but she NEVER told him where she was, and never ever spoke to her daddy. She had made her choice. She had chosen Finn and this lifestyle and boy was she living it.
Rachel had killed at least four men while they were in Mexico. The first time it happened was just out of fear, the man had entered the home while she was alone with Chloe. But after that? They had just pissed her off enough to get her to pull her trigger. Finn had gifted her the cutest pink pistol and she always had it close by. The girl would not have recognized herself just a few months ago if she saw the woman she was now. She still wasn't entirely sure if she liked it or not but there was no going back at this point. She had to do this or risk losing the love of her life, although he hadn't forced this on her.
"Aha!" She whispered in success as she pulled the phone from inside of the box of tampons she had in that drawer. She knew Finn wouldn't touch her girly items. She opened the flip phone, powering it up as she looked over her shoulder out of habit. Santana was going to be here in just a few hours to grab another shipment. They were now not only dealing cocaine, but Finn also dealt with crystal meth, MDMA, and light amounts of heroin. Rachel had been so opposed to the last but she only ever expressed her concern to Finn behind closed doors.
"Hi dad.. Can you talk? Rachel whispered when her dad answered the other line.
"Baby.. Please come home? Please stop breaking my heart. Broadway is waiting for you. I'm waiting for you, Rach."
The brunette closed her eyes as she listened to her father. This entire ordeal had made her cold in a way. "Dad, I can't do that Just called to tell you I'm okay. Are you and daddy okay?"
"Yes, physically but we need our baby girl home, Rachel. He said he will make sure you never step foot inside of a jail cell." Her dad responded, Rachel could note the hope her his voice but she need better. She was just about to reply when she heard heavy footsteps coming up the stairs and she quickly pulled the battery out of the phone, tossing them back into the tampon box, the realization coming over her that she hadn't even used one from the box. The brunette hid the box before grabbing her pistol, cocking it back one as she pointed it at the door.
"Whoa there, it's just me babe, don't shoot." Finn said with a bit of a smirk as he held his hands above his head and Rachel lowered her gun.
"Don't do that stupid! I told you to start yelling from the stairs when you leave us alone!"
"I know, I was kinda hoping I'd find you naked or playing with yourself if I came up quite." The man teased with a bit of a smirk as he moved across the room to wrap his arms around her waist. "I missed you." He whispered once he was close enough, pressing the sweetest kiss to her lips. Rachel of course mirrored the kiss, dragging his bottom lip between her teeth as she pulled away.
"Sorry to disappoint you but I'm on babysitting duty, so this is a no no zone for you." She stated with a little chuckle as she made a square around her chest and thighs. "Where is Madeleine?"
"Still at the new warehouse. I got bored and came home, plus I missed you." He reminded as he went to sit on the bed, of course grabbing his remote for his playstation. "We're having a meeting at three when Santana and Brittany get in. She called like a half hour ago to say she was only an hour out." Finn told his girlfriend as Rachel just rolled her eyes at the sight of that remote. She knew he didn't have much to do. She was SO over being stuck in the house but they were safe inside. She was only allow out with Madeleine, Finn or the body guard Finn had assigned to her.
"Should I wear something in specific?" She asked as she walked over to her massive closet. She started letting her fingers dance along a few pieces of fabric before she chose an all white halter top which was practically backless along with all white skinny jeans. She had earned her name in what she was doing when she shot the last guy for questioning Finn's actions without even thinking about it twice.
"That looks great. Pick me something out too?" He asked as he looked over at her standing in their closet. He heard Chloe before he saw her, the little girl whining all the way down the hallway.
"Rachie the bad guys were in my dream again!" Chloe cried and Rachel quickly turned her attention to the child walking into their bedroom, a pout playing up on her lips. She probably hated this the most. Chloe taught the police were the bad guys since everything happened with the raid. Rachel didn't have it in here to tell her they were actually the bad guys in all of this. She bent down to Chloe's level and opened her arms for the girl to slip right in them, a hand behind her head as she held her close, trying to soothe her as best as she knew how.
"I will love you till the end of time, I would wait a million years. Promise you'll remember that you're mine? Baby an you see through the tears?" Rachel sang softly as she swayed around the room with Chloe in her arms, earning herself a little giggle from the girl. She barely sang these days, actually she only sang for Chloe. She missed the girl she used to be so bad, but she never asked Finn to go home, too afraid of his answer.
"How about we go swims, Chlobo?" Rachel asked once the girl had calmed down in her arms.
"Yes pwease" The little girl asked, blue eyes locked on Rachel. Rachel put the girl down, instructing her to go get her bathing suit as Rachel went into her bikini drawer once Chloe darted out of the room. Neither her, nor Finn said anything about what just had happened. Rachel just changed into her black bikini, grabbing her shades before she grabbed the bottle of sun screen and she stood right in front of the tv.
"Make yourself useful, love." She teased as Finn caught the int and started rubbing the cream all over her body, eyebrows furrowing a bit when he got to her lower half of her stomach. "Did you just eat?" He questioned as he pushed against it bit. "Its super hard."
Rachel swatted his hand away, giving him a look as she finished herself. "I think I'm going to get my period so thanks for that, asshole."
Finn could only give sorry look before Chloe came back, Rachel helping the girl with her suit and sun screen. They headed out to the pool, Rachel nodding her head at people around the house as they went out, though her mind was still stuck on what Finn had just said to her. She hadn't tracked her period since they left, everything far too hectic for her to even remember. Chloe and Rachel spent a fair amount of time in the pool up until Finn called them in when Santana and Brittany arrived.
"Mira it's my favorite puta ever!" The Latina screamed when she spotted Rachel, the girls sharing the tightest hug possible. Santana was the only piece of home she had left. Rachel couldn't help the tears that rolled down her cheeks when she spotted her best friend.
"I've heard about you, I know you're not still a big ball of emotions, Berry." Santana teased as she wiped Rachel's cheeks.
"Babe, why don't you take them up to their room and get ready for that meeting? I've got Chloe." Finn stated softly as he turned when he heard footsteps, Madeleine and his mother walking behind him, now Finn visibly cried as he lunged forward to hug his mother. It had been just them too for so long he'd be a liar if he said he didn't need or miss Carole.
"What are you doing here, Mom?" Finn asked as he cupped his mother's face in his hands to make sure he wasn't imagining this. Carole kissed his cheek before going to hug Rachel tightly, waving to Santana and Brittany before she looked back to her son.
"I had to come check up on my boy, make sure he was doing okay since he doesn't call home."
Rachel felt guilty, Finn hadn't even called his mother to ensure they stayed safe and she was calling to the root of the problem back home. She excused herself quietly after a bit of catching up with Carole, Santana and Brittany coming up with her.
"He really is fucking loaded huh? Look at this fucking place, B." The Latina mumbled as she looked around the mansion, following Rachel into a guest room.
"Do you have what I asked you for, San?" Rachel asked only after she had closed the door to the room, able to hear Finn, Carole, Madeleine and Chloe downstairs still talking. Santana rolled her eyes but pulled out the picture of Rachel and her fathers she had asked for along with the two pregnancy tests.
"Why don't you just tell him, Berry? it's not like he'll kill you or something."
Rachel just took a deep breath, taking the items from the other girl before she opened the door again. "Make sure you're dressed well for the meeting in a bit." She stated before she left the room and headed down the hall towards the master bedroom. She couldn't tell because Finn didn't want a baby. She knew that very well. She also wasn't sure so there was no point in making him freak out if she didn't even really know. She only told Santana because she couldn't leave the mansion as it was. She hid the items away, not ready to ruin her night with results before she disappeared into the bathroom to start getting ready for the meeting.
She was singing quietly to herself when Finn opened the bathroom door, peeling his clothes off before he stepped into the shower behind her, giggling a bit when she jumped.
"Don't fucking do that, Finn." The tiny brunette exclaimed as she punched his arm. Finn just wrapped his arms around her wet and soapy body. He started kissing the nape of her neck softly. "I'm sorry but hey.. Doesn't it feel like home with everyone here?" He asked in a hopeful tone. He knew her. He knew she missed New York City and he was trying to keep her happy, but material things only went so far. Rachel leaned back into his touch, offering a small smile because she knew he was watching her. "Yeah, it's nice, this weekend is going to be great." She whispered as she turned in his arms to start washing his body, eyes looking up at his. She looked down when her fingertips had brushed along his gunshot wound, kissing his adams apple softly before a squeak left her lips.
"My old man is a bad man
But I can't deny the way he holds my hand
And he grabs me, he has me by my heart
He doesn't mind I have a Las Vegas past
He doesn't mind I have a L.A crass way about me
He loves me with every beat of his cocaine heart" Rachel sang as Finn started kissing all of her exposed skin, making the sweetest moans fall from her lips. They could do this over and over again and she'd still feel that same heat the man caused.
"Keep singing." Finn rasped as he lifted her up, pressing her against the glass door of the shower, his hand finding her clit way too easily. Rachel wanted to moan, to kiss him, to make him feel like he was making her feel but she listened to his request and carried on.
"Swimming pool
Glimmering darling
White bikini off with my red nail polish
Watch me in the swimming pool
Bright blue ripples, you
Sitting sipping on your Black Cristal, oh yeah
Light of my life, fire in my loins
Be a good baby, do what I want
Light of my life, fire in my loins
Gimme them gold coins
Gimme them coins
Finn listened to her voice, groaning as he slipped a few digits into her, noting the little high note he caused as he watched her intently, her chest bouncing up and down as he continued to finger fuck her, Rachel moving her hips right along with him as she tried to focus on the words she was singing but she was really starting to lose her words.
"And I'm off to the races, cases
Of Bacardi chasers
Chasing me all over town
'Cause he knows I'm wasted,
Facing time again at Riker's Island
And I won't get out
Because I'm crazy, baby
I need you to come here and save me
I'm your little scarlet starlet
Singing in the garden
Kiss me on my open mouth
Ready for you "
Rachel couldn't do it anymore, the woman crashed her lips against his, so needy and desperate. She pulled him impossibly closer, arms wrapped around his neck as Finn lined himself up and pushed into her in a swift motion, A gasp leaving her lips as he began to thrust forward into her. "I love you the most." Rachel whispered as Finn fucked her against the wall. Finn couldn't even respond, just watching her body bounce, her breasts moving with everything he gave her. Rachel felt herself slipping the more they went at it, coaxing the man to put her down before she turned and bent over, leaning against the wall to offer herself up to him and Finn was quick to oblige, the two losing themselves in each other, moans filling the open space the sound of their bodies smacking together wasn't filling. Finn didn't even have the courage to tell her he had came awhile back as he kept pushing into her.
"Its a gummy worm already baby." Rachel laughed as she pulled away, noting how red Finn's cheeks were. She went to kiss him but she must've moved too quick or something because instead she vomited all over the man, Finn looking in complete horror at his girlfriend.
"I know you didn't get to come but that wasn't needed." He cried as he moved in the middle of the water, trying to get her puke off of his chest.
"I'm sorry babe, it must've been all that motion." Rachel tried to explain as she helped him clean off before she watched him get out, the girl sighing. It was only when he closed the bathroom door that the sob left her lips. She had to get through tonight and maybe that night she'd take that test.
Finn was already downstairs when she went into their bedroom, her eyes widening when she saw her nightstand drawer open, the battery to the phone on the bed but she couldn't fond the phone anywhere.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck!" She screamed, Madeleine peeking her head into the room. "Finn said make it quick, everyone is already downstairs at the table." And with that she disappeared. Rachel tried not to cry as she pulled herself together, pulling on her all white outfit, lightly doing her makeup, opting to put her hair up in a lose curled high ponytail. The girl tucked her pistol into the back of her jeans once she was ready. She took a few deep breaths before she exited the room, looking over the staircase as she walked down it, the table in her beautiful dinning room full, Finn at the head of the table with his mother at his right side, and Madeleine to his right. The woman's heels clicked along the marble floor as she walked to stand at his side, not missing the glare Finn had given her before he carried on addressing the biggest issue at hand, killing Detective Hiram Berry.
So? Nice little filler here, tell me what you think? Also, check out that song please! It screams this Finchel to me, its Off To The Races by Lana Del Rey.