After changing my shirt the fourth time Mellie was to come from whatever hole she was in and to make it better she brought Cyrus. Guess she ran to him to try to get me in check

"Fitz how are feeling?"

"Cut the crap Mellie. I was shot twice how the hell do you think I feel."

"See Cyrus he's just so angry and conf…"

"Mellie are you really standing there acting like that and telling Cyrus how I am acting. I meant what I said last night and this cementing it even more. I want a divorce Mellie. I am tired of pretending."

"The doctor did say you would be different, mood swings, fatigue…" Mellie said still not hearing me.

"Do not act like this is something that has just popped up. Just because you are carrying America's baby does not mean that I still am in love with you. I have a love for you for all the years and the children you have given me, but that time is up."

"Sir.."

It hits me again, everything starts to slow again I see them talking but I can't hear them and I am trying my hardest to speak but I can't and that is even worse because they are talking about me like I am not even here. They are not even looking at me to see that I am struggling

I need help

I need