Ok! So I know I apologize at the start of like every new chapter but I really am sorry I'm so slow to update -_- I admit that I lost my muse for long while but then I finally got it back…just in time to move across the country. BUT! The move is all done now and I'm back into the swing of things! So hopefully update times should be less brutal! I can't thank you all enough for your reviews and support, you are all seriously my biggest motivation and it means the world to me!
That being said….M rating time! Yay! So just a heads up, I am trying a new style when it comes to smut so I'd love your input and please feel free to tell me if you like my older…less graphic…style of smut or my newer one! I don't just write for me, I write for you guys so if you like one style over the other, ill adjust to make your experience better. :D
*insert generic yaoi smut warning here*
-Shuichi77
"Wh-what….?"
"I want you to take them Soubi…"
Soubi's eyes shot wide at the sudden request and he immediately didn't even trust it actually. He narrowed his eyes a bit then as he tried to decipher what was going on and who he was talking to, but couldn't really figure it out.
"Ritsuka? Is it you asking?" Ritsuka gave a rather sullen look to that before letting out an aggravated sigh and rolling off Soubi's chest and onto his back beside him, running a hand through his hair in frustration.
"I told you he wouldn't believe me! You've tried this on him too many times now and he thinks it's you! You're such a jerk!"
"Oh come on! It's not entirely my fault! Maybe you should have put more moves on him sooner!"
"Ugh! Just shut up already! This is still all your fault!"
Soubi quickly felt incredibly bad now for ever even doubting the boy now that he heard the one-sided argument, easily able to tell now that it was indeed his Sacrifice. He then rolled a bit to prop himself up to hover over the boy beside him and gave a soft and apologetic look.
"Ritsuka, I'm so sorry. I hadn't meant to doubt you…I just wanted to be sure. I only want to take your ears if it's truly you, that's all." Ritsuka blushed wildly as Soubi moved to be over him and his stomach fluttered a bit in anxiety as the moment of truth drew closer. He was still very set though on showing Soubi just how much he meant to him and finally conquering his fears and anxieties enough to lose his ears.
"I understand. I promise that it's me and…I really am ready."
Soubi smiled warmly as his heart raced with excitement, leaning down then to catch his lips up in a very heated and passionate kiss while his mind raced in excitement and a bit of disbelief. Soubi truly couldn't deny that he had very often dreamt of this moment and the idea that he may finally get to embrace the boy he loved so dearly felt a bit like a dream from which he never wanted to wake.
Ritsuka was still beyond nervous about all of this but was doing his best to calm himself down and fully give himself over. After a brief moment, he cautiously wrapped his arms around the blondes strong neck and returned his kiss hesitantly, at least thankful at the moment that Riku had agreed beforehand to stay out of his head for this. Ritsuka wasn't given too terribly long to focus on his anxiety though as he was soon distracted by Soubi's large and slender hand sliding delicately down his side as he slyly slipped his tongue into his mouth to toy with his own and savor every inch and flavor, making the boy shiver slightly. Ritsuka let out a little hum to the feeling and clung onto Soubi a bit tighter for support, heart racing wildly and body starting to grow nicely warm. The boys heart was still racing almost painfully though and he soon forced himself free of the kiss to pant for breath and try to calm down, turning his gaze away from the blonde and lying his ears flat against his head as his cheeks went bright red.
"S-Soubi…I'm…I'm scared…will it hurt…?" He asked in an uncharacteristically bashful whisper, just trying to latch onto anything that might calm him down. Soubi found the concern and bashful look beyond adorable and was sure to give a soft and reassuring smile as he move a hand to gently cup the boys cheek.
"It may hurt just a little…but I will do all in my power to make it manageable. I promise to be gentle…I would never hurt you Ritsuka. I love you." He replied very sweetly before letting his hand slide down further to move down the boys hip and then around to graze just lightly over his groin with a little smirk.
"Ahm!" Ritsuka immediately cried out and began to harden just from the light touch and his hands shot to grab firmly onto the man's shoulders, eyes closing tightly when the strange and new pleasurable feeling shot through him.
Soubi got his own little rush of excitement and joy from the little moan and he too started to quickly heat up with desire and love for his Sacrifice. He very much wanted to take it slow though of course so removed his hand from the boys groin and moved instead to slide his hands back up Ritsukas sides beneath his shirt to gently lift it up and over his head, tossing it to the floor, to expose his pale and supple skin. Ritsuka blushed even further when he was half stripped and let his arms fall to rest just above his head so he was sprawled out cutely on the bed for his partner, still averting his gaze bashfully. Soubi adored the cute sight and moved his hands to run all along the soft skin of the boys' torso and chest, grazing his fingers over his cute perk nipple in the process and making Ritsuka bit his bottom lip to stifle a little moan from the feeling. Soubi only smirked more to the sight and soon let his hands wander back down to hook his fingers around the hem of the boys shorts and leaned down to leave a trail of sweet kiss along his tummy as he started to slowly wiggle his shorts down his hips. Ritsuka again tried to stifle his nervous gasps and whimpers but did love the tender treatment from his Sentouki. Soubi continued to kiss along the boys tummy and hips and then down lower and lower until he had finally worked his little shorts down his hips, and then his legs until they were off to join his tank top on the bedroom floor, finally leaving the boy totally nude and fully hard on the bed below. The blonde couldn't help but lean up then to truly take in the full and beautiful sight of his partner and lover laid so openly on the bed with such a bashful look, letting his hands run lightly up his small inner thighs to make the boy shiver once more.
"Ritsuka…you're so beautiful…" The blonde whispered out lovingly as he gobbled up the glorious sight.
"S-Shut up…just get on with it…" Ritsuka replied in a breathy and bashful voice, feeling both embarrassed and anxious now to be so exposed. Soubi chuckled lightly to that and moved a hand in further to run a long finger teasingly up the length of the underside of the boys' member.
"A-ah!"
"As you wish…"
He purred with a much hungrier look now, having to use a good deal of his restraint to not simply pounce on the boy that instant. He then moved his hands to Ritsukas thighs and gently pushed them apart a bit before leaving down to slowly run his tongue across the sensitive tip of the boys member, making him cry out loudly and shoot his hands down to lace into the blondes silky locks, eyes growing wide and member leaking a few little beads of pre cum for the man.
"A-ahnn!" Soubi got a warm chill from the loud moan and then very suddenly wrapped his mouth around the entire length of the boys' member as he himself fully hardened and began to ache for the boy.
"Mmmm! Aah!" Ritsukas eyes remained wide in shock actually at the incredibly odd, and embarrassing, feeling of Soubi doing such a thing to him but more than anything he was surprised at just how amazing it felt.
Soubi was more than encouraged by every little sound that poured from his partners' mouth and he very soon began to suck eagerly at the boys' member while he bobbed his head slightly along it, making Ritsuka whimper and moan as he began to leak more heavily into the blondes mouth. The blonde then casually moved a hand from its place on Ritsukas thigh and slyly began to rub teasing little circles over his entrance. The new feeling immediately made Ritsukas stomach start to tighten and he began to writhe around a bit in a slight panic, knowing what was coming but not knowing what to do about it.
"Aaah! S-Soubi! W-wait! I-I…AAHH!" He cried out desperately before suddenly tensing and releasing fully into his lovers throat, toes curling and cheeks flushing deeply in pleasure and embarrassment.
Soubi smirked a bit around the boys' member and easily swallowed down every drop before lifting his head with a little chuckle, licking his lips to catch the last stray droplets from his lips, and looked up to see that Ritsuka was now panting slightly and had an arm draped over his face to hide himself.
"No need to hide from me Ritsuka…I love all the faces and sounds you make." He whispered sweetly as he leaned up to gently push the boys arm away and look lovingly into his eyes with a smile. Ritsuka gave a little whimper but then took a deep breath to try and calm down again, really not wanting to be such a coward about this.
"A-Alright…"
Soubi then leaned down to place a quick and tender kiss on the boys lips before reaching over and across to open the nightstand drawer and pull out a small bottle of lubricant. He quickly popped open the top of the bottle and then drizzled a fair amount onto a few of his fingers while Ritsuka looked on with a nervous but intrigued expression, tail flicking about now. Soubi then smiled once more as he tossed the bottle aside and moved a hand back down to start to rub at the boys entrance teasingly, making his hands go back to cling to his strong shoulders.
"M-mmm…"
Soubi loved the way Ritsuka clung to him and he leaned down then to start to kiss and nip all along the boys cheek and neck to distract him a bit as he slowly pushed a single long and slender digit into his tight virgin entrance.
"Aaahm!" Ritsuka was still unprepared for the strange feeling of the invading digit and quickly moved to wrap his arms around the mans' neck and bury his face against him as he quickly hardened once more.
"Just try to relax Ritsuka." Soubi whispered softly as he pressed the finger further into him and gently curled it to stroke at his walls.
"M-mm! Mmhmm!" Ritsuka hummed out his response and did quickly try to focus and relax his body, taking a minute but eventually able to do so.
Once his Sacrifice as relaxed a bit, Soubi carefully added a second digit into the small boy and began to pull and plunge them gently in and out of him to stretch him gingerly, now searching for that tight bundle of nerves buried inside the boy that would give him the greatest pleasure possible.
"Aaaah! Wh-wha?! Soubi!" Ritsukas eyes shot side and he cried out desperately when he was suddenly struck by a new and far more intense pleasure when the blonde poked and prodding at hi sweet spot, making him instantly start to leak a bit once again.
Soubi only chuckled slightly in response and began to slide his fingers in and out of the boy more eagerly, sending them right to that spot each time over and over while he scissored his fingers slightly to stretch him further.
"Hmmm! Nnngh! A-aahmm!"
Soubi was throbbing almost painfully with need at this point and totally melted into the sweet gasps and moans from his small partner, so incredibly eager to finally take their relationship to the next level and rid him of his ears. He could only hold himself back another short moment before he thought the desire would surely kill him and he carefully slid his fingers out of the boy and looked own to him with a soft but serious look.
"Ritsuka…you're sure you're ready…?"
Ritsuka was panting slightly and was silent for a short moment as he thought one last time on just how much he loved and wanted the man that was always by his side and loved him so very much. He made sure to give a very firm and sure look as he finally gave in completely to his Sentouki.
"Yes…I'm sure. I want you Soubi…"
The words shit through Soubi like lightning and were all the reassurance he needed to continue. He smiled softly then and leaned up in the bed to finally free his throbbing, and rather large, cock free of his boxers. Ritsukas eyes widened a bit at the size and watched on nervously as Soubi reached back for the little bottle of lubricant and drizzled a very generous amount down onto his cock until it was nicely slick. He then gently took Ritsukas thighs in his hands and pushed them up to pin them gently up to the boys own chest to open him up even more and positioned himself at his entrance, pausing there to take a calming breath himself.
"I love you Ritsuka..." He whispered out lovingly once more before finally starting to slowly and gently press into the incredibly tight walls with a deep groan.
"N-Nnngh…"
"Aaaah! Hnnn!" Ritsuka immediately flung his arms desperately around his lover and closed his eyes tightly as he was gripped with a searing pain from the large cock being pressed into him, not having expected it to hurt quite so much. Ritsuka did his best to stay relaxed though and took some deep breaths as Soubi continued to press into him little by little until he was finally fully buried inside him. Soubi let out a little sigh of relief once he finally buried himself to the hilt in his little lover but was sure to stop once he had to give him a moment to adjust, both of them panting a bit.
"R-Ritsuka…are you...alright…?"
"Hnnn…I Th-think…ah…hurts…" Soubi did hate to hear that the boy was in pain and leaned down then to shower his face in sweet kisses to try and distract him slightly and make up for the pain. Ritsuka did nuzzle his face slightly into the kisses as took some more deep breaths to relax. It took a moment but the pain did finally start to fade a bit and the nice warm feeling started to shine through, making Ritsuka feel like it was ok to continue.
"Hmm..ok…I'm ok…" He whimpered out cutely to give the go ahead, though still gripped onto Soubi tightly for support and comfort.
Soubi was definitely excited to hear that and finally gave his hips a little buck to test the waters and make sure the boy was still alright, shuddering a bit from the feeling.
"Aaahn!"
The loud moan was the last bit of encouragement that the blonde needed and he then pulled back his hips much farther and then pressed firmly back into the boy, over and over as he began to leak into him, totally taken aback by how incredibly it felt to have his lover's walls tugging at him so tightly.
"Nnnn…R-Ritsuka…aagh…"
"Ahh! Hmm! F-feels good!"
Ritsuka too was shocked at how blissful it felt to have Soubi's cock sliding against his walls and he was more than enjoying the feeling now, even rocking his hips slightly to get more of the feeling. Soubi adored the little movements of Ritsukas hips and he soon began to thrust into him much more eagerly and firmly until the bed started to creak and rock slightly from the momentum, their moans now mingling together in the warm air of the bedroom. It wasn't much longer before Ritsuka could feel the pressure building and his stomach start to tighten as his climax quickly approached for a second time.
"Aaahn! Mmm! S-Soubi! Haa-AAAAHNN!" The boy cried out desperately as his whole body tensed and his muscles tightened fiercely around the blondes cock, releasing heavily onto his own stomach in an intense orgasm.
"Mmmgh! Ritsuka!" The muscles gripping at his cock was quickly far too much for the blonde and he only managed a few more firm thrusts before he jerked and released fully into his little lover.
"Mmmm!" The odd feeling of being filled with the mans seed made Ritsuka shiver and whimper out one last moan before he fell rather limp onto the bed, panting heavily for breath. Soubi too was panting gently as he slowed his thrusts to a stop and then very gingerly pulled out of the boy and moved to lie at his side, gently pulling him over into his arms and up to rest on his chest.
The pair laid their together basking in the glow of their first time together for a few minutes before Soubi noticed that the cute fur covered ears that adorned his Sacrifices head were slowly starting to fade until they finally could no longer be seen, leaving him with the mark of his virginity no more. The blonde chuckled slightly at the sight and leaned in to place a sweet kiss on the top of the boys head, finally snapping him out of his daze enough to reach up and feel the absence.
"Wow…they're really gone…"
"Indeed they are."
Ritsuka was slightly stunned for a moment at the big change but he soon eased himself up to be propped up on an elbow so he could look up at Soubi with a warm and bashful smile.
"Thank you Soubi…I…I love you." Soubi smiled brightly to the affectionate words and leaned in to place a tender and very loving kiss on the boys' soft and supple lips.
"And I love you…with everything that I have."
Ritsuka blushed slightly to the sweet words and laid back down to be snuggled up against his lover, wrapped up in his strong arms, before giving a big yawn when the exhaustion of it all fully over took him. Soubi happily held the boy close and nuzzled his face into his soft hair as the two both began to drift away blissfully towards sleep, each of them feeling like the morning would bring a fresh new day with no troubles and only new beginnings on the horizon.
Ritsukas bliss was a bit shaken though when right before sleep over took him…he heard that oh so familiar voice inside his head.
"I think we have a slight problem…."
TBC