(Hey everybody, thank you for reading this and enjoying this story, I enjoy writing this story, it is truly a pleasure writing this. Mercedes and Lauren have their occasional fling with men but that isn't really a thing for me to go into.)

Brittany's mental health was deteriorating and everybody was concerned about her, especially Santana. Santana even asked if Brittany was back on drugs and Brittany denied it and Santana wanted to be believe her. Rachel went to Santana and told her that Brittany craved Heroin so bad and had stop taking methadone. Santana kicked the furniture in the house and screamed,

"I thought Brittany loved me!"

Rachel replied,

"She does love you but she is messed up, Santana!"

Santana asked,

"How can I fuckin' help her when she won't let me?"

Rachel replied,

"Be patient with her and try to talk to her."

Quinn came running down the stairs asking,

"Why are you fucking yelling, Lopez?"

Santana replied,

"Because I am fuckin' pissed because Brittany possibly is tweakin' out and isn't sharing what's on her mind!"

Quinn answered back.

"Britt can't communicate if she is tweakin' out, San."

Santana snapped,

"No fuckin' shit, Sherlock!"

Quinn said,

"Hey, hey, hey! Ease up!"

Santana raised her hands and said,

"Sorry Quinn, it's just that my fuckin' heart is breaking, I need to help her and I don't want to lose the love of my life."

Rachel said as she hugged Santana, "You won't."

Brittany ran down the stairs and said,

"What's up ladies? Chillin' like a bunch of villains?"

Brittany started laughing while Santana, Quinn and Rachel looked at Brittany with stunned looks on their faces.

Santana raised her voice,

"What the fuck, Brittany? What is going on with you? Seriously I think you are on something!"

Quinn said,

"Me too, Britt. Come on, 'fess up!"

Brittany continued to laugh,

"I'm just wanting to have fun, that's all!"

Rachel exclaimed,

"By getting high? That's not fun!"

Brittany stopped laughing and said,

"You guys deal with and sell drugs so..."

Santana interrupted Brittany,

"It's a business, there's a goddamn difference!"

Brittany shrugged and said,

"It isn't a big fuckin' deal!"

Santana shouted,

"Goddamn it, Brittany! This isn't a fuckin' game, it's your fuckin' life!"

Brittany again shrugged again and said,

"Maybe it is a game!"

Santana immediately hauled off and slapped Brittany, Quinn cried out,

"What's the fuck is wrong with you, Lopez?"

Both Brittany and Santana were stunned by Santana's action and immediately Brittany ran of the house and Santana went after her.

Rachel said,

"I can't believe Santana slapped Brittany!"

Quinn shook her head, "What a fucking asshole!"

Brittany was running and crying,

"You hate me, you hate me!"

Santana yelled as she was chasing Brittany, "I don't hate you, I love you! I'm so sorry!"

Santana tackled Brittany and Brittany slumped in Santana arms while they were on the ground and Brittany was sobbing and so was Santana. Brittany had her face in Brittany's chest while Santana had her face in Brittany's hair.

Brittany sobbed,

"I love you Santana, I do!

Santana cried,

"I am so sorry baby, I shouldn't have hit you." Brittany said,

"I do need you, I really do."

Santana continued crying,

"Then why won't you let me help you?" Brittany asked,

"Please take me back and we'll talk."

Santana gently got up and got Brittany up, she picked Brittany up bridal style and carried her to the main home. Brittany rested her face in Santana's shoulder and Santana carried her home, carrying her up the stairs and carried her to their room. Santana laid Brittany gently on the bed and laid next to her, laying on her side. Santana stroked Brittany's face and whispered,

"I am so sorry for hitting you, my baby. I should of never have done that." Brittany trembled by Santana's touch and fell into Santana's arms,

"I've deserved it, I've been on a rollercoaster of a ride."

Santana kissed Brittany and rested her chin on Brittany's head,

"No you didn't deserve it and I know you are. But why are you so out of control and why won't you let me help you?"

Brittany replied,

"I don't want you to feel guilty, blaming yourself for my heroin addiction. I am scared and I feel trapped."

Santana asked softly,

"What can I do to make it easier for you?"

Brittany cried,

"Just love me!"

Santana kissed Brittany and replied,

"Always but please let me help you, you are my wife and I can't lose you."

Brittany kissed Santana and Santana moaned as Brittany kissed her, then Brittany rested her head against Santana's chest and said,

"I can't lose you either and I am losing myself, Sannie." Santana replied softly,

"Let me help you find yourself again, baby. Please." Brittany started crying again and said,

"I will."

Santana held her wife tightly in her arms, and rocked her slowly as she kissed her,

"Shhhhh, everything will be ok. I promise you and I will help you clean up."

Brittany sobbed,

"I love you!"

Santana replied,

"I love you too, so fuckin' much!"

Brittany placed her lips on Santana's and kissed her. Santana moaned as they were kissing and they kissed for several minutes when Santana pulled away and said,

"Let's take a bath together."

A little later on in bed, Santana and Brittany were in their robes and in bed kissing. Brittany rested her head on Santana's chest and sighed,

"Please don't leave me alone." Santana said,

"Baby I won't leave your side at all!"

Brittany and Santana continued to exchange lazy kisses with Santana when Brittany asked,

"San, why do you love me?"

Santana looked at Brittany with a stunned look on her face and exclaimed,

"Are you fuckin' kidding me? Britt I love you because you are a beautiful human being with a kind and soothing souls. Plus you have a bit of hellcat in you. Why are you asking me this?"

Brittany looked away from Santana but Santana gently took her by the chin and looked into her tears bright blue eyes and said,

"It is ok, baby." Brittany gulped,

"I feel like I'm in the background and trapped. It isn't your fault, I think it's mine, Sanny. I have nothing to give."

Santana replied,

"You have plenty to give and it isn't you fault, Britt. I put you on a pedestal because I think you are wonderful because you are so fuckin' sweet. You complete me."

Brittany hugged Santana cried,

"I love you so much and you are my best friend. I don't know what I do without you." Brittany stroked Santana's face with her hand Santana kissed her hand and whispered, "I can't live without you."

Santana gently got on Brittany, kissing her slowly yet passionately and Brittany wrapped her arms around Santana's. They kissed for several minutes and then Santana laid onto Brittany and said,

"Let's sleep, baby, I love you."

Brittany yawned and rested her head on a pillow, "I love you too."

Within the next few days Brittany and Santana talked more with one another and Santana apologized to Quinn and Rachel for her behavior towards Brittany in front of them. Quinn and Rachel appreciated Santana's apology and everyone hugged. Santana had Brittany walked on the property saying,

"I want to show you my secret place whenever I feel like shit."

Brittany said meekly,

"Ok Sannie."

Santana led Brittany hand in hand to a grassy hill with an oak tree, next to a large black tower.

Santana sat down and leaned against the oak tree while Brittany sat in front of Santana, resting herself against Santana. Santana smelled the honeydew shampoo scent that was in Brittany's hair and said,

"Absolutely beautiful."

Brittany cooed,

"So are you."

Santana asked as she kissed Brittany on the neck, "How are you feeling, Britt-Britt?"

Brittany replied,

"Feeling better since I am taking methadone, thank you for helping me." Santana answered,

"No prob, babe. You know why this is a hideaway for me?"

Brittany asked,

"Why?"

Santana explained,

"In the past, I would come down here every year just to get from fuckin' Lima and to do my thing. I come up here and ask god to find someone to love me. All I want is for someone to love me. The life that I had before sucked and besides Quinn who is my sister, all I wanted and needed is someone to love me, to hold me and to need me."

Brittany turned to face Santana and saw her dark orbs filled with tears and asked softly,

"You believe in god too?"

Santana nodded as her tears streamed down her cheeks and Brittany replied,

"I ask god the same thing to find someone to love me too because I was so lonely and didn't have anyone. My parents died in a car wreck years ago and I had to grow up on my own."

Santana held Brittany sobbed,

"You aren't alone anymore, Britt and neither am I. God has brought us together."

Brittany and Santana held onto one another as they wept in each other's arms and Brittany cried,

"I know we have killed some people but we are capable of love." Santana cried,

"At least for one another."

Santana and Brittany began kissing one another and Santana removed her blue denim jacket and laid it on the grass as Santana gently laid Brittany down and got on top of Brittany. Santana kissed Brittany deeply on the lips and said as Brittany stroked her face,

"Thank you for letting me help you, I got scared that I was losing you. I don't what the hell I would do if I lost you."

Brittany combed Santana's bangs away from her face and said, "Don't think about it because I need you and I will always be here."

Brittany wiped Santana's tears away from her face and Santana kissed her palms, groaning softly. Then Santana took Brittany's hand and placed it on her crotch. Santana said in a husky tone,

"This only belongs to you."

Brittany squeezed Santana's crotch and Santana groaned louder and she unzipped her jeans and pulled them down. Brittany entered Santana's soaked core with two fingers and Santana gasped,

"O dios mio!"

Brittany smashed her lips against Santana's and sloppily kissed her, she always loved it when Santana spoke to her in Spanish even though she didn't understand it. Santana slowly grinned herself against Brittany's fingers saying,

"I love you, Britt. I so fuckin' love you." Brittany replied,

"I love you too so much!"

Santana nibbled and kissed Brittany's neck as Brittany pumped her fingers further into Santana's pussy. Not too long after, Santana came hard all over Brittany's fingers and collapsed on Brittany. Santana rested her face in Brittany's neck, kissing it and Brittany took her fingers out, sucking on them.

Rachel and Quinn went walking around arm in arm and Rachel said,

"I am glad Britt is letting Santana help her, Santana needed to feel needed."

Rachel replied,

"I know she did. I know you do too."

Quinn kissed Rachel's hand and replied,

"I do and you aren't bored here are you? I know it has been hard for Brittany but I want to make sure you are ok."

Rachel answered,

"I sure am, as long as I'm with you I'm more than ok and safe. Maybe we can have a barbecue soon."

Quinn smiled at her wife and said, "Sounds good, my love."

Rachel stopped and gasped,

"Oh dear lord, look!"

Quinn's looked at where Rachel was pointing and she started laughing, "That's a full moon I've never seen before!"

Santana's full naked ass was in the air as she was laying on Brittany. As soon as she heard Quinn's comment and laughter, she got off Brittany and teased Rachel before zipping her jeans up,

"Like what ya see, Mrs. Fabray?!"

Rachel replied,

"Heck no!"

Brittany asked, "What are you up to?"

Quinn answered, "Just going out for a nap but we know what you two are up to, horn dogs!" Santana cuddled close to her baby and replied,

"Just showed Britt-Britt our hiding place." Rachel cracked,

"Looks like you showed Britt more than that!" Santana scoffed,

"You two are just jealous!

Quinn shook her head and said,

"Nope!

Rachel asked,

"Hey let's have a barbecue?!"

Brittany grinned and said,

"Yay a barbecue!"

TBC...(Enjoy the chapter, I enjoyed writing it!)