First of all , it has been a long time since I wrote anything. Over three years ago... but life got in the way.

So Supernatural has come to an end, and I must say I liked the ending.

I know lots of people disagree but I always felt that it would end like that.

Because Sam would be able to live a life without Dean even if it would be hard to do , but Dean would not be able to do that, his only goal in life was to make sure Sam was happy ... So anyway...I liked it. But I do admit I missed Cass in the end.

Enough babbeling. Enjoy the read.

I don't own Supernatural or any of the characters.

Any mistake is of my own making, English is not my first language

Carry on

I can feel it in my bones, my very old aching bones.

Death is coming. I would snort at this thought if breathing would not hurt as much.

Death... I will greet him or her as a friend and go willingly. Finally...

I cheated Death more times then I could count , but I feel it.

The end is near...

I lived more lives than most people , literally...

I lived a whole life with my brother... Dean... oh, Dean Dean Dean...

My friend , my brother, my father the first part of my life for any other word.

Breathing is getting more and more difficult.

And I lived another life without my brother.

45 years without my brother... Oh Dean...

Will I find you in Heaven? Are you waiting for me? Have you watched my life? My wife? Have you seen my son Dean getting born? Have you seen I kept my promise to you? Are you happy?

My chest hurts, my lungs hurt...

I feel a presence nearby... My son... So much like me and so much like you Dean.

I can let go...

Death has never felt this peacefull... before...

I feel it in the air, I feel it in my gut.

Something is about to happen.

What? What is this ? I'm not supposed to feel like this in Heaven.

In heaven you feel heavenly... Wow, I've become a poet in my old death days.

I feel I should go and do something...

What? What am I going to do? This feeling is unsetteling?

Time moves different in Heaven, I know I have been here a while, but awhile can mean 2 hours or 5 months or years?

Time is unneccesary in Heaven, it has no meaning, it's irrelevant...

I think I'm going to take baby for a drive.

That feels right, I feel the need to do this...

I will jump into baby, turn on the radio and drive.

I don't know where I'm going to go... But I will find out.

And it's the Eye of the tiger on the radio, you can't go wrong with this song.

I heard it from Jack, I see the way Dean's behaving.

After all this time, he still feels it when something is about to happen

Leave it to Dean Winchester to beat the odds of Heaven and still feel things like this...

I know what's about to happen.

Samuel Winchester is dying. He lived a long and happy life , like Dean wanted him to have.

But his time has come to an end.

My friend Sam, my brother...

Dean will know when to stop and find Sam, that's the way of Heaven.

I will see Sam later... I'll let Dean have his moment with Sam.

I can wait...

Afterall , time is not of any essence here...

I get up from the porch and dust off my pants, even if it's an unneccesary action.

'Cass?' I hear Dean asking.

I can't help but smile and close my eyes.

'Yes Dean?'

'Sammy has arrived, the bitch has finally arrived.'

'Jerk' , I hear Sam say, even though I'm not with them.

I roll my eyes and look up at the sky.

' Oh Jack, the Winchester brothers in Heaven, I hope we are ready for this?'

Carry on my wayward son

there will be peace when you are done

lay your weary head to rest

don't you cry no more...