A/N: Hey :) I'm back with a new chapter, which is completely Vauseman centered and a little bit shorter than usual. Also, we are so close to 50 followers. If we could reach that, it would be amazing.

A person asked if I could write when I'm going to update the next chapter, but I'm not very sure about it myself. It usually takes me two-three days to write it and go through it, fixing it. I hope that was good enough for you :)

The door opened and Alex Vause walked in, with the biggest grin on her lips.

"Good morning, Pipes."

Piper sighed deeply. How could she handle this properly? "Hello, Alex. Please take a seat."

Alex smirked mischievously. "Okay." She moved towards Piper, straddling her.

"I didn't mean this." The blonde was struggling to keep her shit together.

"I know." Alex whispered into her ear, as she played with the older woman's scarf.

"Let go of it. I need it to cover the marks you left." My boyfriend almost saw them this morning, she almost added.

"Last time I checked, you were enjoying yourself while I made them."

"Can you please get off me?"

"I get it, you are mad that I was such a tease. I'll admit, I may have been a little bit too cruel." The brunette's hands unzipped Piper's jeans. "But I'll make it up to you." She slipped her hand in her underwear and started to stroke Piper.

"Alex." The blonde groaned. It took all the willpower she had to say the next four letters. "Stop."

"You are incredibly wet for someone that wants me to stop."

"Alex." Her voice was harsher than she intended it to be.

"What's wrong with you?" The brunette removed her hand from Piper's jeans, and sucked it clean, making Piper involuntary moan.

"What happened that night, it was wrong." Piper hated herself. She hated herself, because even though Alex looked like she didn't care, Piper knew that she actually did.

"Is this because you are my counselor?" Alex had tried her best to say that in her usual playful tone, but had failed.

"Alex, that night I was sad. My boyfriend and I had an argument and I was drunk and you were the perfect distraction. You made me feel good and I took advantage of you." Piper closed her eyes, not able to look at the younger woman anymore. "But when I got home, my boyfriend and I, we got back together."

Alex was wearing the icy expressionless mask she had perfected after all those years. "First of all, you did not take advantage of me. I never did something I didn't want to do."

"But you were drunk." The blonde protested.

"So were you."

"I gave you the impression that there could be something between us, when there will never be." Each word made Piper hurt.

The brunette scoffed. "You never gave me that impression. I just wanted to have fun with you, no strings attached." She licked her lips. "I still want to. Boyfriend or not."

"Why do you do this to yourself?" Piper's voice was gentle.

"Do what?"

"You are so proud about how you have sex with so many women, when in reality you are afraid to have a proper relationship. You are too afraid to let someone in." The blonde was now angry. Angry at Alex for being so unfair to herself.

Pain flickered in Alex's eyes for a brief second before they were filled with hate. "You don't know me." No matter how much she tried, her voice didn't come out angry.

Piper reached for the younger woman's face and cupped it. "I don't know you very well, yes, but I've seen parts of you that you keep hidden and judging by that you are an amazing person, Alex."

Alex scoffed, pushing herself up from Piper's lap. "You think that we will have our sessions each week and after some time you will fix me. Well, guess what? You can't! I'm broken, beyond fixing." She was shouting, because if she didn't, she would cry. And she preferred to die rather than cry in front of someone, especially Piper. "I'm fucked up, Piper."

"No. I refuse to believe that."

"That's because you don't know me. The only person that truly does, is Nicky. She knows and she accepts me."

"Why- why haven't you tried anything with her?"

"Because if we fell in love, what we have now would be gone. And I'm not willing to lose the best thing I have."

"Alex, you can talk to me. You can tell me everything. I'm here for you."

"Because it's your fucking job! Not because you care or anything."

It was Piper's turn to start shouting. "I do care! We are having this talk because of how much I care about you. Because if I didn't, I would have sex with you. I would have you come over each time my boyfriend was at work and I would have had a relationship and great sex. But would you be happy? With just sex?"

Alex remained silent.

"I care so much about that girl that is the sappiest book nerd in the world. The girl that you keep trapped underneath this mask of the too cool to bother Alex Vause."

"Who you are describing isn't me."

"And who is? What you are projecting to the world?"

"No. Just because you have seen a small part of me doesn't make you an expert."

Piper run her hands through her hair sighing in frustration. "You know how hard this is for me?"

The brunette just looked at her, with her cold eyes and indifferent stare.

"From the day I saw you, I wanted you. No matter how much I try to deny it, it's true. I've even had a wet dream about you, Alex!" The last part escaped her lips before she was able to stop herself.

"You did?" Alex had a smug smile on her lips. "What was it about?"

"I'm not willing to discuss this with you." The blonde was determined to share her feelings with Alex, believing that it would help the brunette to open up, but she wouldn't go that far. "The thing is, that you are not making it any easier for me to stop wanting you."

"No matter what I do, or don't do, you'll never stop wanting me." She said as a matter of fact. "Because your attraction is purely physical."

Piper wanted to try to convince her otherwise, but it was true. "I have a boyfriend and a job. A one night stand would put both of those in risk."

"Am I not worth it?" She faked a pout.

"That's the whole problem." Piper closed her eyes and said under her breath, "How much you are worth it."

After all Piper had confessed, the only thing Alex thought of saying was, "We'll be careful. The whole forbidden thing makes it hotter."

"It's not dangerous for you. You have nothing to lose." Piper screamed out, frustration taking over her. She immediately understood how bad her sentence sounded. "I didn't mean it like that."

"No, you are right. I have nothing compared to you. You have people that love you, an easy life." She let out a bitter laugh. "You have a future, Piper"

"So do you."

"We both know that's a lie."

"Why not?"

Before Alex could say anything, the door opened.

"Hey, sweetie. You forgot your-" Larry's voice's halted when his eyes fell on Alex. "Did I interrupt a session?"

"Yes, actually. We were discussing something very important." The blonde distanced herself from Alex as subtly as possible.

"Nah, Piper is over reacting. Are you the lover?"

"Yup, that's me." He said with a proud smile.

"Nice to meet you, John."

Piper gave her a what-the-hell-are-you-doing glare but the brunette ignored her completely.

"John?"

"Yes, the lover." Alex said in a duh tone.

"My name is Larry." He looked at Piper, who didn't even notice him as she was staring at the brunette.

"Oh, the boyfriend then."

"What?"

"Relax, I'm just kidding." She flashed him a innocent smile. "I know you that you aren't John. He is better looking."

Piper laughed awkwardly. "It's just one of Alex's bad jokes."

Larry looked at Alex who made a grimace as she said. "People do tell me that I have a stupid sense of humor."

Larry started at the brunette for a while before turning to Piper again. "Anyway, I came by to give you the file you were studying in the morning."

"Thanks." The blonde took the papers from Larry and gave him a small kiss on his cheek.

"It was nice meeting you, I guess." He said, turning to Alex.

"You too." The brunette flashed him another innocent smile.

"What the hell was that?" Piper shouted, when they were finally alone again.

"Exactly my question. I expected someone bad but he… he-"

"Is not nearly good as you?"

Alex laughed. "Must be very rich."

"What makes you believe that?"

"Because girls like you date ridiculously hot or gross rich guys. Maybe a bad boy so you can feel a bit rebellious." She removed her glasses and placed them on top of her head. "And since Harry isn't hot nor a bad boy, I assume he is rich."

"Girls like me?" The blonde asked, arching an eyebrow.

"Blonde with blue eyes, totally WASPy…"

"I'm not that WASPY. And yes, Larry is rich." Alex flashed her a I-knew-it smile. "At which group do you belong?"

"I don't belong in a dating group. I'm in the I'm-feeling-experimental sex group."

"So you are saying that I couldn't date you?"

"No." She replied flatly.

"Why?"

"You know why."

"I don't." The blonde said softly. "Just like I don't know why you can't have a future."

"Do you want me to answer that question?"

"Yes!" She almost screamed.

"How badly?"

"So, so badly." Piper was absolutely sure that this piece of information would solve some of the mysteries of Alex Vause. So, she would do practically everything to learn about it.

"I'll answer your question if you tell me about you dream."

"Which dream?" The blonde didn't think for a second that playing dump would work, but it bought her some time to think if it was really worth it. It was.

"You know very well which dream I'm talking about."

"You swear that you'll answer honestly?"

"Yes." Alex was looking at her in the eyes as she spoke and Piper knew that she wasn't lying.

"I walked in late in my office and you were already there." Every word scratched her neck, as if every cell in her body was urging her not to reveal that.

"What was I doing?"

"You were sitting on my chair."

"And…?"

"You were touching yourself while moaning my name." Piper didn't fail to notice how Alex's eyes darkened.

"Did you like that?" Alex's voice was huskier than normal.

Piper nodded not able to look at the brunette.

"You don't have to be embarrassed about it. It's hot that watching me fuck myself aroused you. Did you touch yourself afterward?"

Piper had really started to regret her decision. She closed her eyes as she breathed, "Yes."

"How was it?" The brunette purred.

"Good."

"Just good?" She arched an eyebrow.

"Mind-blowing. It was one of my best."

Alex flashed a satisfied smile. One that faded when Piper spoke again.

"Now tell me why you can't have a future." The blonde demanded. She had given away so much for this.

"I won't go to college."

"Why not?"

"Because I can't. I don't have the time to study. I'm too busy working to sustain myself."

"Alex…" Piper said her name slowly and softly, as if it would somehow soothe the younger woman. When it had no effect, the blonde stroked her cheek, bringing their faces dangerously together. She was alone. That was why Alex was so closed to herself. She wasn't just living, she was fighting to survive. A feeling unknown to Piper.

Alex, deciding that she had let Piper see her venerable for too long, wrapped her hands around the blonde's waist, pulling her closer, making her gasp.

"How about we turn that little fantasy of yours into reality?" She husked.

Piper's dream replayed in her mind and she knew that it would only take one more straw for her to break. "No." The way she said it screamed yes.

"You don't want to?" The brunette teased.

"No." It wasn't more than a whimper.

"Your subconscious is stronger than your conscious. Didn't you learn that in college? You can keep denying it, but one day you will come and have sex with me." The younger woman said as a matter of fact.

"I won't." Piper was lying to both Alex and herself by that point. And both individuals knew it.

Alex laughed. "I'll make it easier to you. I'll stop coming to our sessions."

"What? You can't. You are forced to come twice a week." No, no, no. The situation was spinning too out of control.

"We both know that I can. I won't speak, or even go near you until you come and beg me to fuck you." Alex moved closer to the blonde, so her mouth was brushing against her ear. "And I'll have you describe in detail exactly how you want me to do it."

That sent shivers down Piper's spine. "And you only have to do it once and I promise I'll behave." The brunette continued. "Though I doubt that after you have a taste you'll be able to stop."

"Please, Alex."

"That's a nice start."

"Please don't do this."

"I have to." She said as a matter of fact. "You, Piper Chapman, will admit that you want me like crazy."

"I do. I already have admitted that." Right now, she would do anything to make her to keep coming to the sessions. Anything expect what she was asking for.

"Excuse me for my poor choice of words. What I meant was that you will give in to those cravings."

"I can't."

Alex brushed her lips against Piper's before murmuring, "You can, and you will."

A/N: So, in a few chapters there will be actual Vauseman sex *yay* so feel free to leave suggestions about fantasies/roleplay/kinks they may explore. The next chapter will be the fluffiest so far *hint: Sick Alex* Hope that you are excited. The reviews make me so happy and encourage me to keep writing so, please spend some of your time to tell me what you think about this story. Love, W.o.W