A/N: Henlo! Sorry because I haven't updated in a while. Those who are waiting for the My Darling Snowflake update, I'm terribly sorry, but you have to wait even longer because I need to figure out a few things before continuing. Sorry for making y'all wait.
It's been weeks since Elsa first felt her desire for the forbidden, her young, and gorgeous-looking student. Even if the girl was like a fortress full of deep and painful secrets, Elsa still felt incredibly drawn to her. She was like a magnet, and even a single glance could set the teacher's body on fire, sending a burning feeling towards her aching core. And that was the problem. Unable to control her emotions, Elsa felt helpless and unsure of what to despite. Despite Cassandra's age and their sinful situation, she wanted to be with her, even if it was so deliciously wrong. She wanted her. She craved Cassandra more than she needed to breathe, but it's been so long since the whole situation started, and Elsa wanted to know where they stood. It seemed impossible, but Elsa still hoped that Cassandra might like her back. If not, then the blonde must respect her decision, and try to move on, no matter how much it might break her fragile heart. Either way, Elsa needed to find out because the waiting for one of them to do something was killing her.
"Ugh!" With a frustrated groan, Elsa collapsed on the couch. She was tired. Tired of constantly looking for answers and of the waiting, that unsure and hopeless state of mind and emotional obstacle. All she wanted right now to have Cassandra's arms around her and tell her that everything's going to be alright. But Cassandra wasn't there, and she'll never be.
But then Elsa heard footsteps coming from the hallways. They were heavy and audible, and it made the blonde feel uncomfortable. "Hey, sis." Came the greeting from Anna as she lazily rubbed her eyes.
"Hi." That's all Elsa said when she looked to see the redhead sitting down next to her. She didn't pay much mind to the young girl until something came to her mind. She knew that Anna is in a relationship with Kristoff, which makes her the most experienced out of the two of them. Maybe Anna could provide her with some love advice or information about Cassandra. But is it worth it? The redhead has a big mouth, and there's no way Elsa would risk her career over a student. But still, Anna was the only person in her life whom she trusted fully.
"I'll never drink again," Anna said, and Elsa giggled, her sister's suffering lighting up her mood. But it didn't last long. As soon as a small smile appeared on the blonde's face, it faded into a sad and bitter expression, which Anna soon noticed. "My head hurts, and I just want to die, but...hey, you looked troubled. Elsa, what's going on?"
"It's..." The older sister hesitated for a moment. With Anna, she might be able to win Cassandra's heart, but she didn't want the redhead to judge her for who she is. "It's complicated. Way too complicated."
"Well, I can help you if you want. You are my sister, and it's a bit embarrassing, but my best friend too, so if you need anything, I'm here for you." Anna never had too many friends. Some people thought she was annoying or awkward, and it made it much harder to get to know others. Sure, she liked a few of her classmates, especially Cassandra, but they rarely hang out with her, and she still doesn't know Cass that much.
"Thank you, Anna." The blonde smiled a little at her sister. She greatly appreciated the redhead's help; however, she found it hard to address the situation. She had never felt anything like this before. When she was at Anna's age, her female classmates always talked about boys and having sex, but somehow she always felt left out. Whenever she went to school, it was like being alone in a crowd. She didn't go to parties and preferred to stay at home, spending time with her loving family, the people who always accepted her the way she is. The truth is, deep inside, Elsa yearned for understanding and love, but she never found anyone who would catch her attention. Until now. "I'm not sure about how to tell you this, but..." She bit her lip, trying to come up with the right words. "Could you help me? You know...with the...um...e-emotional stuff?"
"Emotional stuff?" Anna asked, unsure of what her sister meant. It took a few seconds before she gasped, and her lips curled up into a mischievous smile. "Ohh, that emotional stuff!" She giggled and knowingly wiggled her eyebrows. "Elsa's in love!" The blonde blushed and mentally slapped herself in the face. Maybe asking Anna was a terrible idea. "Ohh, don't be embarrassed, dear sister! Love is a natural, amazing, sometimes painful, bitter, and kinda toxic, but still a nice feeling! It can happen to anyone, so don't feel shy to ask me about it."
"Anna! It's not that easy to talk about! Especially in my case." She shook her head, and Anna could hear the sorrow in her soft, gentle voice. The blonde desperately wanted to be with her students, but she knew that her hopes are higher than her chances to be with Cassandra. "I don't even know how to approach her." She admitted, ashamed of her feelings.
"Her?" The young girl seemed rather surprised. The thing is, Elsa has never told anyone about her attraction towards the same sex because she was afraid of people judging her. "That's alright! A bit unexpected, but now that I think about it, I should've known. So, are you into Ms. Nattura, the P.E. teacher?" Anna's words immediately left Elsa's mouth hanging open. "I mean, I can't blame you because she's kinda hot, and she definitely gives me lesbian vibes. I'm not into girls or I don't know, maybe I am, and please don't tell Kristoff, but oh là là, she's a snack!"
Elsa couldn't help but giggle at her sister's behavior, and she was somewhat relieved because Anna didn't know who owns her heart. "It's not her, and no, don't ask who it is because I'm not telling you. I just want to know how I could approach her without being too pushy."
"That's quite easy, my dear sister. I mean, it kinda isn't because I don't know anything about how to approach a lesbian if she's a lesbian, which I think you should find out first, but maybe you shouldn't start with that because that's kinda rude and first impressions are everything, so I guess you need to be friends or on talking basis so she can know that you're trustworthy and cute, and I'm talking shit again."
Another giggle escaped Elsa's mouth as she wrapped her arms around her sister and pulled her into a tight embrace. "It's alright, Anna. Thanks for the help and for not judging me."
"Anything for the best sister in the world."
Even more weeks passed by as Elsa waited for the perfect moment to approach Cassandra. The Autumn break was getting closer and closer until the blonde ran out of chances, which seemed to be the greatest mistake of her life. But with time, her feelings only grew for her student, and they never seemed to subside.
Cassandra couldn't focus on anything else than her literature teacher during the break, even when she was having dinner with most of her relatives. She was just staring at her food, wishing she could go back to school and at least stare at her breathtaking teacher. Soon, her wish came true, and she entered Ms. Andersen's classroom again. The student couldn't help but gaze into the blonde's eyes as she explained what they are going to do that day. But she was too lost in those gorgeous icy blue orbs that she couldn't focus on anything else than them. For a moment, it was just her and Elsa in the classroom. The next thing she knew is that her mind was wondering about the things she would do to the woman in from of her.
In her thoughts, Cass got way too frustrated and carelessly stood from her seat. Her teeth gently sunk into her bottom lip as she walked closer to her teacher until Elsa's behind is pressing against her toned body. At that moment, the teacher turned around to face the raven-haired girl, and Cassandra immediately pushed her against the chalkboard, not caring about getting dirty.
"Cass..." A whisper left Elsa's lips as she shyly kept her gaze away from the student's, but Cassandra had none of that. She brought a slender hand to Elsa's chin and gently tilted her head so they could look into each other's eyes. It was a heartwarming and lustful moment, and Cassandra immediately knew what to do. Without hesitation, she captured Elsa's lips in a sinful, but delicious and chaste kiss. The heat and that intoxicating smell radiating from the blonde's body was driving her insane, and it only made Elsa even more desirable as their lips feverishly moved together. But before she could fully give in for the sensation, something pulled her back to reality.
She blinked a few times before she heard the bell ring. The other students inside the classroom already began packing their things, and then she realized that she must do the same. She didn't want to be the last one leaving the room. In fact, she had no desire to have a chance and talk to her teacher. Or at least that's what she tried to tell herself, but always failed. Deep inside her heart, she was desperate to have a word with that amazing woman who made her feel like no one else in the world.
When she finished packing, she embarrassingly noticed that it's just her and Elsa in the classroom, and the blonde was looking directly at her. "Cassandra." The teacher called for her, her voice so soft it sent a shiver down the student's spine.
Cass gulped and nervously bit her lip before she finally had enough bravery to speak. "Yes, Ms. Andersen?" A part of her just wanted to run away and leave everything behind, but the other piece wished for nothing more than to make her fantasies come true right here and right now, but she knew that could mean getting caught.
"May I have a word with you? If you don't mind, of course." Ohh, Cassandra did mind, but she also didn't. This constant war inside her was tearing her apart, and all she could do is shake her head. "Alright, so um..." Cass patiently waited for her teacher to finish her sentence. Today, Elsa seemed quite embarrassed, even her cheeks flushed, which Cassandra found incredibly cute and adorable. "I noticed that you're paying less attention during my classes. Is there something wrong?"
Yes, you're unbelievably beautiful and amazing, and I'm so in love with you, but I know it's wrong and forbidden for me to like my teacher. "Um. No, why are you asking?" A lie. Everything was wrong.
"I just..." Elsa gulped. "I saw your wrist, and I immediately thought about the worst. And I know something is wrong because you went to Mrs. Fitzherbert for help."
"I-I-" Cassandra didn't even know what to say. Her legs shook as her terrible memories of a failed suicide attempt came to her mind, to hunt her and mark her for a lifetime. But Elsa doesn't need to know that. It's a shameful secret between Mrs. Fitzherbert, her family, and Cassandra herself that should remain hidden from the world. "There's nothing wrong." Another lie. Since that painful day, Cass found it hard to open up to others. She spent most of her free time at school with Anna, but even she doesn't know, and Cassandra preferred keeping it that way.
"You're lying." She paused for a moment, her eyes sharply seeing through the student, voice filled concern. "But I understand if you don't want to tell me. As long as you have at least average grades and good health, I won't bother you. I want you to be at your best, Cassandra."
"But why do you care?" Cass asked without thinking about how disrespectful her question might be. The truth is, she didn't even care at this point. She just wanted to find out the truth behind Elsa's words. "Why are you so concerned about me when you don't even know who I am? I'm just a random student." Elsa could hear some hidden pain in her voice.
"You are not just a random student." Protested the blonde, and her eyebrows furrowed with frustration. Of course, Cassandra didn't know, but Elsa cared about her deeply. Much more than a teacher should, which made her feel guilty.
"Then who am I to you?" Other times, Cassandra was rather calm and quiet, and occasionally even shy, but she could be bold when she had to be, and right now, she definitely needed bravery.
"M-my student." Stuttered the blonde, her cheeks already deep red from Cass' questioning. Everything was happening way too fast and so suddenly, and she thought it was just another daydreaming.
"See? That's all I am to you and everyone else in this school. Just another student, one amongst many others. I'm surprised you remember my name because of how many people you teach." For a moment, Cassandra looked away before turning her gaze to Elsa. She loved that woman, and she wanted to be with her at any cost. But for Elsa...is she willing to risk it all? Is she capable of giving up everything she had for love? And what if it's not worth it and someone finds out?
Cassandra didn't care anymore. All she wanted is to be with Elsa and feel loved by someone who loves her back. She still wasn't sure if Elsa feels the same, but there was only one way to find out. After taking a deep breath, Cass took a few steps closer to her teacher. Not knowing what to do, Elsa's mouth slightly opened as she stared at her student. "I know why you care about me so much. But don't worry." As Cassandra went closer, Elsa took a few steps back until she felt her back making contact with the cold surface of the nearby wall. There was no escape from here. Both women's hearts were pounding in their chests, screaming at them to stop beating around the bush and take action.
An audible gulp could be heard from Elsa as Cassandra pressed her against the wall, each hand braced near her head. As much Elsa knew how wrong this whole situation is, her mind was unable to form coherent words or stop her student. She wanted it too, maybe even more than Cass. Her stomach twisted sweetly, and she felt a pleasant feeling in her chest when she looked into the young girl's eyes. Those smoky orbs looked even better from up close.
Then it was time for Cassandra to finish what she wanted to say and break the ice. "I care about you too." She didn't move or said anything else as she waited for Elsa's reaction. Maybe she looked calm, but she was terribly afraid of rejection. Her already broken heart wouldn't be able to handle it.
But Elsa was frozen to her place, unable to believe her ears. At first, she couldn't decide if it was real, but then she felt Cassandra's hot breath inching towards her lips, slightly tickling her like a playful summer breeze. "But I'm your teacher." She whispered nervously, but the lust was still in her voice.
"I know. And I wish time had better timing for us." Before Elsa could react, Cassandra leaned forward and pressed her mouth against the corner of Elsa's lips, making the blonde's head spin and heart skip a beat. Their skin felt soft and warm against each other, and the heavenly sensation was driving both of them insane. As much as they both wanted to so much more, their brains were begging both women to stop before it's too late. Cassandra was the first one to obey. The small, gentle act that's far from an actual kiss lasted less than a few seconds before she pulled away, leaving Elsa shaking and slightly confused. Cass blushed as she tried to search for something to say, but nothing came to her minded. Instead, her head turned towards the door, and before Elsa could do anything, the young girl stormed out of the classroom, the feeling of her lips still lingering on Elsa's skin. And Elsa just stood there, legs quivering and blaming herself for letting everything go out of control.
But Cassandra now knew. Sometimes love is the best therapist.
A/N: Well, how was it? I feel like it was time they took the first step, so the love and drama start now. And maybe the sexy stuff too *wink wonk* I mean, there was already some sexy stuff, but you get what I mean.
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