(A/N: Hello, all! This Nalu fanfic is inspired by the song "Death of Me" by Citizen Soldier. I do not have any rights to the song or Fairy Tail! Enjoy reading!)
Natsu favored how the drip hit the back of his throat. He favored the sweet embrace of chaos as he slipped away into nothingness. This one girl, however, had been his own personal brand of ecstasy, filling his head with a wonderland of impossible happiness and twice as addicting.
It took the shaking of his shoulders to remind him that he was, in fact, not alone. He turned around to the source only to be greeted with Gajeel's scowling form, as per usual. At his dining room table, sat Sting, Rogue and Cobra who were all half lidded, enjoying a "pre-game smoke session" as Cobra would call it. Gajeel held out the joint to Natsu and the pink-haired man obliged. Listening to the sounds of his own music playing through his surround-sound speakers were killing his high anyway. His lyrics served as constant reminders of the one thing he could never have. Natsu tried everything to tune out the sound of his own voice. Maybe he could focus on the rift of Sting's guitar, or the rhythm of Gajeel's drums. Rogue's melody on the keyboard, however, just pieced together the hopelessness he felt in making the song and always brought him back to the sorrow in his lyrics.
A long drag in. A long drag out. Rotate it to Rogue on his left.
Natsu had his own substance he preferred to use before getting into anything. He broke up the white powder with an old credit card on the glass dining table as the others carried out their own conversation. The crystal-like pieces were lined up neatly and were ingested through a rolled up twenty. Natsu closed his eyes, awaiting the drip and shuddered. The lights in the room brightened and his waves of pleasure started to hit him in waves. He rubbed his hands roughly on his dark ripped jeans and stood with the rest of his bandmates, readying themselves for their night out.
Fairy Tail was their favorite nightclub. The guys all loved to visit when they got a chance to stop at home for a little while. The music wasn't bad, the drinks were reasonably priced and the dancers were exquisite.
When the guys stepped in, they were led to their usual spot in the VIP section. Natsu occupied one end of the long wrap-around red, cushioned couch with a glass of whiskey in his hand. Normally, each of the guys would pick a girl to dance for him; Gajeel, usually requesting the bluenette, Levy and Cobra, usually requesting the curvaceous Kinana. Sting, however, preferred to switch it up every time he visited and was always willing to pay a good price for the best looking girl of the night. Much to Natsu's chagrin, his pick of the night was the reason he came in the first place.
Lucy.
He watched the sway of her long, golden hair brushing back and forth over her lower back as she made her way across the room. She dressed in a pink leather get-up with a string bikini, miniskirt and matching platform go-go boots. Her curves filled out the tiny outfit nicely. Although Natsu preferred when she had nothing on, she always looked radiant dressed in whatever she chose.
She barely spared Natsu a glance as she bypassed the velvet rope and bee lined straight for Sting's lap. The blond man slithered his hands over her curves, whispering something in her ear and Natsu basked in the sound of her giggle. His heart raced. There she was in all her glory. The woman that had Natsu completely hanging over the edge. The one thing he pined for every day when he was alone with his thoughts. Sting just had to pick her.
Taking a swig of his whiskey, Natsu tried to pinpoint his attention elsewhere, but he always wound up focusing back on her. The way her skin looked creamy and smooth to the touch. How she glowed under the dim lights of the club. How plump and inviting her lips looked. Her hips casted a sickly spell on Natsu, his head dizzying with thoughts of the last time she showed up to his penthouse.
That night, she was his for the taking. She allowed him to consume her and take her with every inch of him. They proclaimed their love for each other over and over again, well into the beginnings of the next morning.
But then, she was gone.
Now here she is again, and it isn't with him. She ground her hips into his guitarist, feeling up his exposed chest while he cupped her backside. Sting leaned forward to kiss her neck and she let him. She let him do whatever he wanted with her. There was a reason she was the best at what she did and it's because she always delivered. Even if it was right in front of the man she admitted to loving.
Sting's evil glint met Natsu's infuriated one. He ran his fingers up the woman's sides, visibly making her shiver while he watched Natsu watch them. He knew what he was doing. He knew taking the blonde from him would frustrate him. All of the members of the band knew about the spell Fairy Tail's best dancer casted on him. Natsu was aware that Sting favored her too. This wasn't the first time Sting had stolen his favorite girl right out from under him. She'd let him, too. She let anyone steal her away if the price was right. That was fine, though. Natsu would just sneak off to a secluded place, get his fix of the powdered stuff he kept in his pocket and continue to try enjoying his night and she did hers. Then everything would be fine.
Opting out of continuing to watch Lucy make Sting's pants tighten, Natsu rose up and made his way to the bathroom.
He was thankful that, for the most part, Fairy Tail kept their bathrooms fairly clean. The owner, Makarov, had to have known what took place in the bathrooms of his esteemed club. Sometimes Natsu would catch a patron and a dancer letting off steam in the bathroom or he and Lucy would sneak away to do a few lines. Rarely did people come to actually use the bathroom for what it was here for. Some of Natsu's best memories took place in the bathroom.
Taking the packed away white powder, Natsu took out his trusty credit card and broke it up on the counter, lining two lines up. He rolled up a bill he had in his wallet and snorted the powder up through the bill, forcing it up his nose. He tilted his head back and waited for that sweet drip. As soon as he felt it, his world went into a cloud of haze. The lights brightened almost too much.
He almost didn't notice when the bathroom door opened and a girl trailed in, locking the door behind her. If it weren't for the shifting of the lights, he wouldn't have noticed anyone at all. She sauntered up to him and said something, but Natsu completely tuned her out. He couldn't hear much as he adjusted to his heightened senses. What snapped him out of it was that he could feel the girl messing with the front of his pants. Immediately, he was brought back to a time he remembered often.
He remembered the feeling of sweat dripping off his face and onto his pink bangs. He remembered the delicious smell of her sweat mixing with his as he thrusted into her. He remembered the sounds of her throaty moans mixing with the sound of the music from the club. He remembered how she sat on the bathroom counter, her legs propped up on each of his shoulders, accepting his length. That had been the first time the had sex in the club.
The girl hardened him in her mouth as she sat on her knees in front of him. All he could do was grab the back of her head and thrust himself deeper into the back of her throat. Her moans created a nice vibration on his length. He closed his eyes as she swirled her tongue over him, wishing to keep the memory of his time with Lucy. He knew that it wasn't her, though. Lucy was much better than this. The girl probably knew she wasn't the object of his desire, but any chance to say she made the lead singer of "Slaying Dragons" succumb to her was more than enough.
She picked up the pace, awaiting Natsu's climax, but it didn't come easy. The blow didn't help. It never did. Natsu had half a mind to push the girl off of him and walk out, leaving her on the bathroom floor so he could stay in the euphoric memory of Lucy. However, he was frustrated and for some reason, felt like taking it out on this "too brave for her own good" girl. He yanked at her hair, thrusting his length down her throat, making her gag. She accepted it as she was willing to endure the pain so he could meet his end.
A few more gags and he felt himself twitch. He came quick and short in the back of her mouth which seems to have surprised the girl as her eyes grew wide at the sensation. This wasn't his kind of girl. His kind of girl knew how to take him and everything he's got. This girl couldn't even hold his semen down. She spit it out into the trash, reddened cheeks and tears in her eyes. Natsu rolled his eyes and stuffed himself back into his pants. What irritated him more was that the girl kissed him on the mouth like she accomplished something and then walked out the bathroom with a confident saunter.
It took a special kind of girl to make him happy it was over. All he wanted now was another line.
Leaving the bathroom, effectively feeling the high, Natsu took in the atmosphere of the nightclub. The blue nights, the loud bass of the music. This was his home. He had finally prepared himself to return to the VIP section to finish off his night with some more whiskey when a force had bumped into his broad chest.
He took a step back, feeling the thud on his chest and in front of him stood his favorite blonde, rubbing her nose as she bashfully stared back up at him with sparkling, chocolate orbs. His heart did a backflip, igniting a hidden fire under the tips of his fingers and toes.
"Natsuuu…" Lucy groaned. He smirked.
"Sorry 'bout that, Luce."
She pouted, crossing her arms and looking to the side to avoid the pink haired man's playful gaze. Her cheeks fainted the prettiest pink blush from her embarrassment. Natsu tilted his head to the side to meet her eyes again. She smirked comfortably.
"Come with me."
Natsu watched as she slipped by him and swayed her hips, leading him out the back door. He restrained himself from caressing them as he followed close behind her. The two were met with the cool breeze outside the stuffy club. It was enough to snap him back to reality.
Lucy leaned against the brick wall of the club in the dimly lit alleyway and pulled out a joint from in between her breasts. Seeing she had no lighter, Natsu pulled his out of the back pocket of his pants and gave it to her. She silently thanked him with a glint in her eyes and lit the joint as he leaned on the wall along with her.
Natsu watched her place the joint between her glossy lips. She took a long drag on the joint. Clearly tonight was a stressful one for her. Lucy let the smoke fill her lungs, puffing her chest out a little and let the clear smoke pour out from between her lips. Natsu licked his lips subconsciously, fighting urges that didn't show through his hard exterior. All he could think of in that moment was how much he wanted this woman and in more ways than one.
A long silence hung over the two. Despite all that took place in the VIP area, though, their silence wasn't from awkwardness. Lucy was the one to break the silence.
"I saw Lisanna walk into the bathroom after you."
Lucy passed the joint to Natsu and he accepted it. The smoke filled his lungs and halted the feeling of his skin spiking from every touch. He blew out the smoke almost too quickly due to his aggravation.
"So what?" he responded a little too coldly. Lucy shrugged.
"Guess I can't really talk."
Natsu passed the rolled joint back to Lucy and was more than a little frustrated. Don't get me wrong, there's nothing wrong with her job, but c'mon, Natsu thought. There had been so many times that Lucy would dance for other men in his presence. There had been so many times that she would ignore his attention to be in the company of others. Though it seemed that every time he requested another girl or gave attention to anyone else, he would feel Lucy's eyes on him for a little too long. It made him happy for her to have a taste of her own medicine. Although he'd much rather they'd both just face the music and promise exclusivity.
"Why do you do that?"
"Do what?" Lucy asked, inhaling.
"Why do you make it seem like you care more than you let on?"
Lucy furrowed her brows. She in fact did care. If she didn't, why would she have admitted that she loved him? Natsu knew that deep down, he was just letting the drugs and alcohol talk. He knew she loved him. He also knew she loved her freedom. Maybe her love for the free life was more than her love for him.
She didn't answer. If she had, he probably would've just hung onto every last word anyway. He always did. That's how he got so messed up in the first place.
"How have you been?" she asked genuinely.
"I'm fine."
"Seriously."
"I'm fine. And you?"
"Same as when you left. Nothing ever changes, right?" He smirked at her.
"Yeah, nothing ever changes, Luce."
They shared a secret smile, immediately forgetting each other's coldness just a few moments ago. Once upon a time, Natsu and Lucy were best friends. They'd met in highschool, but it felt like they had known each other since the beginning of time. She'd always met his energy; even now, that hasn't changed.
Whenever they were going through a rough patch, they always shouldered it together. As kids, that meant staying by each other's side until they felt better. Now, that meant sharing a blunt, a line, a bed or whatever they felt like they needed to ease the stress or take the edge off. Over time, Lucy had gotten just as messed up as Natsu. Maybe he was partly to blame for that. Even if he was, she would never admit it.
Lucy held an arm under her bosom and supported her other arm, holding her joint between her index and middle finger. She flicked the ashes off the end of the joint and handed it back to her pink haired companion. This time, he took it and pushed himself up from the wall, standing toe to toe with the beauty in front of him. She watched him take a drag, his eyes trained on hers. His surprisingly soft hands took her by the hand, intertwining their fingers and he pulled her into his chest. He blew the smoke into her mouth and she inhaled, catching his drift. What he didn't expect was for her to pull him back into her and blow the smoke back in his face. She smirked playfully and his eyes went straight for them. So smooth and plump. From what he remembered, they were softer than they looked. He put them to the test to see if his memory served him right.
Lucy melted into his kiss, lacing her fingers in his pink locks. They molded together perfectly. His lips tasted like fresh mint. Her lips tasted like strawberries. Natsu was really beginning to feel the full effects of his high. The tips of his fingers were tingling with her touch of her. The electricity was more than he could bear. He brushed his hands over her lower back, sending pleasuring signals to her brain. This was the kind of kiss they have only ever shared with each other. No one could make him feel so joyful and yet, so lost at the same time.
Natsu heard Lucy's moans through the smacking of their lips and used the opportunity to slip a tongue in the mix. She happily accepted it, clenching his hair in a fist as she pushed him into her. She let him push her up against the cold brick behind her. Her tongue swirled around his. His length hardened against her thigh and she gasped at what he had in store for her tonight. Natsu rarely smiled anymore, but he couldn't help but let a little smile creep up on him when Lucy wrapped her leg around his, pressing him in between her legs. Suddenly, he remembered that Lucy was on break. He broke the kiss, much to Lucy's dismay. She whimpered at the loss of lips and he smirked down at her pouting form.
"You gotta get back soon, but how about you come see me tonight?" He offered. It was already a given, though.
She pulled him back into a peck on the lips. Her eyes glistened at his darkening onyx eyes. She really loved how he looked at her like that.
"Same time, same place?" She asked. He nodded and quickly pulled her back into him.
The long forgotten joint fell to the ground as the two shared a soft, goodbye kiss.
Natsu had left the club hours after his encounter with Lucy. He tried hard to remember how her eyes gleamed for him instead of watching her grind up on other guys all night. Sting ended up switching over to Lisanna for the rest of the night. Natsu started to think that Sting just wanted his sloppy seconds. Whatever floats his boat. He could have Lisanna all day if it meant he didn't touch his Lucy. Natsu swore he wouldn't dwell on it, though. Sting was a good friend and he wasn't honestly trying to ruin his life. It was just a little fun. He kept telling himself that.
The penthouse was dark and empty. If he were to speak, he would've surely heard his own echo. The place was much too big for only one person. Rarely did Natsu occupy it alone. Only after nights out at Fairy Tail did the guys know to steer clear of the penthouse suite. Rogue had made the mistake of walking in on one of Natsu and Lucy's reunions while he took her on his living room couch before. Ever since, there had been a silent rule that no one visits Natsu after he sees Lucy at the club.
The two of them have been in a sexual relationship after two years into their friendship. Ever since junior year of highschool. Natsu used to skip lunch and take Lucy into the janitor's closet on some days. When he finally got his license and car, he would skip third period with her and drive out into their spot in a secluded park. There, they would take their time with each other instead of the usual quick unzip of his pants and lifting of her skirt in a locked closet. When they got to college, they waited until all the teachers and students left the study halls and she would mount him on top of the teacher's desk, claiming him there.
Their relationship was unfair. Along the way, Lucy would try to have a steady relationship with boys she liked. There was Hibiki Lates, who she had a crush on in senior year. When he asked her out, she immediately said yes. Natsu remembered the envy he would feel, watching her sit beside him at lunch. He also remembered how his skin would light on fire when he'd watch her across the room, arms linked with Hibiki, but her gaze would train on him. Only minutes later after that would she excuse herself from him and meet Natsu in the locker room. Her walls felt especially wet that day, he remembered, smirking to himself.
Then there was Dan Straight in sophomore year of college. He had stalked her until she finally said yes. Though, that relationship didn't last more than a few months. There had been many times that he caught Lucy moaning Natsu's name during sex, but he couldn't believe she was cheating until he caught Lucy riding Natsu until they climaxed on the steps of a rarely used stairway. Dan had his fair share of girl's numbers in his phone anyway. Lucy wasn't unhappy to let him go.
Then there was Loke. He probably had an everlasting effect on his girl. Natsu knew Lucy loved him. He was often jealous of the way Lucy would ignore him for Loke. When they got together during the senior year of highschool, she refused to continue meeting with Natsu, which was fine. Girlfriends weren't supposed to have sex with people that weren't their boyfriends after all. Soon, she would stop answering his texts all together. That's when Natsu dated a couple nameless girls just for the hell of it. Any girl that wanted a piece of him got their share. Lucy didn't like that at all.
Natsu recalled how his blonde beauty marched up to him in front of his dorm after not having seen her for months. She grabbed him by the tie he wore and furiously kissed him, lapping up his tongue with hers. His hands cupped her behind and shoved her into his aching length that yearned for her. She wrapped her legs around him and he picked her up in his arms as onlookers whistled at them and he took her into his dorm, locking the door. That day, she screamed his name over and over again as he carefully played with her body and reminded her why she always comes back. It goes without saying that Loke broke up with her the next day. From then on, the two of them swore they would never date until they were ready to give each other up. Neither of them have dated in the past four years.
The lone singer sat in his leather black chair, slouching into a comfortable position, basking in the darkness. It helped him enjoy the effects of the blow a little more. The whiskey had him feeling a little lazy. His fingers played with the bangs that hung over his forehead as he waited for his company to arrive. The silence was deafening.
All the years that had passed and Natsu was still unable to completely give Lucy up. Every day he was away from home, he had hoped she didn't move on from him. He wasn't ready. Hell no, he wasn't ready.
The thought of Lucy's lips over another's angered him. The image of her beautiful body being wrapped around another. How her moans would reach another man's ears. How her body would become slick with sweat from working it out on another man. It all infuriated him. She was his, though not his.
He was willing to give her a life of luxury and has offered himself to her many times. Despite his wealth, her love was never something he could buy. Not like the other girls he had encounters with.
All her life, she had money. Money was never an issue for Lucy Heartfilia. Instead, she wanted liberation. Natsu would hear every day about how Lucy's father would force her into meeting possible suitors that could benefit her father's company. That was part of the reason their relationship even became what it was. Whenever Lucy would give herself to Natsu, it was a fuck you to her father. Not that she didn't love him. They both know she did.
Lucy, more than anything money could buy, wanted to be free to choose how to live her own life. That was the only goal she had ever talked about. Little did Natsu know that her freedom would cost him his life partner. He wanted no one but her. He knew it wasn't just puppy love like others had tried to describe it. He knew what he felt for her wasn't just some fleeting emotion from his teenage hormones raging. What he felt for Lucy was real. It was the most real thing he ever felt for anyone.
Despite their love, Lucy couldn't bring herself to stand in the shadow of another man. The explanation hurt the most the first time she rejected his love.
"I'm sorry, Natsu… You know how much I'm in love with you…"
Still, he hung onto every word. Saying that she returned his feelings was enough. If she didn't want a serious relationship, that was fine. As long as he got his fill of her. That's what he thought, at least.
Lucy became a dancer not long after college. Her father had just passed away and the company went bankrupt. Natsu had offered to take care of her, but Lucy being Lucy refused the help of any man. In order to make quick money, she started dancing and was unsurprisingly good. It wasn't until then that he realized that their secret meetings weren't enough for him.
Natsu always had a thing for music, but it was a hobby up until not long after Lucy started dancing. He took it seriously whenever they weren't together and his band quickly rose to fame almost by accident. The explosion of fame was too much for him to take in at once. One day, he was writing songs in his room with Gajeel and Sting. The next, he was whisked away on tours, going to parties, having reporters shoving cameras and microphones in his face and most importantly, Lucy and him rarely saw each other after that. It was then that he started turning to usage. It started as weed. Weed quickly became pills, pills quickly became coke. From then on, Natsu had become somewhat dependent on his drugs. Anything to get him to stop thinking about her.
When Lucy found out Natsu was using, she wasn't upset like he expected her to be. Instead, she did what they always did for each other and shouldered the hurt. She started using with him. Though she never got as hooked, she began to pop pills and do lines together with him whenever he offered. Sex was the hottest when they were both high.
Natsu bit his lip so hard it drew blood. Reminiscing about his escapades with Lucy made him tight in the pants. His hands clenched the arm rests of the chair he sat in. Then, the door unlocked.
In walked the gorgeous blonde, brown-eyed beauty he's been waiting for. Her trench coat covered her outfit, but the outfit didn't matter to him. It was that deliciously creamy skin he was after. He waited patiently in his chair as she closed the door and locked it behind her, keeping her eyes locked on him. She ran a hand through her wavy, long hair and removed the trench coat slowly across the room. Natsu sucked in a breath, beholding her curvaceous body fitted into a black, lacy bra and matching thong with fishnet thigh highs. She stepped out of a pair of black platforms and hung up her coat on the coat rack at the door.
Natsu's eyes darkened as he watched her make her way to the dining table where he left a couple lines for her to snort. She took the rolled bill he left for her and made quick work of that delicious powder.
Her half lidded eyes found his and she helped herself over to his lap. She straddled him in between her legs and placed delicate hands on his shoulders. His hands felt up her thighs, heated her skin to the touch. Her eyes rolled to the back of her head as he slowly inched his greedy hands up her sides. It's obvious that she's been waiting for her man to touch her like this for a while. He kissed her exposed neck and a moan escaped past her lips.
"I missed you," she moaned. Natsu growled.
"Show me."
With that, he lifted her up with a squeak and carried her to his master bedroom upstairs. He shut the door with his foot behind him, skillfully. She played with her hair and giggled while he carried her to his black-sheeted king sized bed.
He placed her gently on her back and kissed her, longing for the sensation she gave him to never end. They knew each other's bodies well. She knew that he liked the way she slowly stripped his shirt off. He knew that she liked the way he trailed kisses down her chin, jaw and then her neck. He peppered her with kisses all over while she unbuttoned his shirt, gracing his exposed chest with her finger tips.
Their sex never felt like just that. It was more than that. Those moans weren't only filled with lust as Natsu unclipped her bra. That blackened look in Natsu's eyes as he stared down at her exposed breasts didn't only swirl with the agonizing want for her body. They loved each other. God, did they love each other.
Natsu made quick work of her perky nipples as he flicked the left with his tongue and rubbed the right with a couple of fingers. Lucy was instantly hit with a wave of satisfaction. She sighed, sensually rubbing his scalp, coercing him to continue. He suckled her breasts, making sure to be very careful, showing her body the respect it deserves. She was thankful for that. It set the difference between her client and the man she desired.
Natsu's right hand trailed down her stomach, slightly grazing the wet spot of her panties. She arched her back as he kept lightly stroking her clothed womanhood. She whimpered when he let go of the breast in his mouth and smirked down at her. He was playing with her. He wanted to ride it out as much as he could. She pouted out her bottom lip when he stopped playing with her body and hovered over her, both hands beside her head on the bed. She realized what he wanted from her.
"Take my panties off," she whimpered.
"Since you asked so nicely," he growled, slowly removing the thin fabric.
Lucy hissed at the cool air that hit her wetness as Natsu rolled her panties off and tossed them behind him. She felt a warm pit in her stomach that only he could cure. He was watching what she would do next. Lucy took the initiative and licked two of her fingers, positioning them right over her wet womanhood.
Her eyes rolled back as she pleasured herself right before his eyes. He watched patiently as she rubbed her clit. His nostrils flared with her irresistible scent. The bulge in his pants became very apparent.
Lucy opened her half lidded eyes and watched Natsu watching her. Her juices coated her fingers and she saw how he drank her up with his eyes. She loved him the most when he was getting off on her. She moaned quietly, a blush prickling her hot cheeks. She stared deep into his eyes that now met hers and her fingers dove into her, making her arch her back.
Natsu, unable to keep watching without doing something, peppered more kisses down her body until he brought his face low enough to watch her fingers gliding in and out of her slowly. He blew cool air onto her sensitive nub, earning a shiver from her. His tongue moved on its own, wanting so badly to taste her sweet juices once more as he had plenty of times before. She never failed to surprise him with how delicious she was. Everything about her was absolutely his flavor.
He lightly licked her nub as she plowed herself with her fingers. Although he couldn't see her face, she was blushing a bright red that stretched down to her chest. Her head dizzied with beautiful thoughts of how she'd feel when he pressed his aching member up to her wet folds. If this was how he made her feel by barely touching her, she was sure to lose her mind when he gave himself to her. Things never change.
Natsu's hand held Lucy's, intertwining their fingers again as if to silently tell her that he cherishes her. She appreciated the gesture by bringing their hands up to her lips. Her breathing hitched as he pulled her fingers away to plunge his tongue into her. He added his own fingers into the mix as well, impatient to see her come undone. Lucy locked up feeling herself getting so much closer to finishing. She squeezed his hand and pushed his head into her womanhood as her breathing picked up. His fingers slid in and out of her faster. He needed this just as much as she did.
Lucy called out his name in a sigh as she began clenching around his fingers. He lapped up her juices, cleaning her slit. She moaned, twitching as his tongue brushed her sensitive parts. Her voice really was his favorite sound.
There was so much more in store. They haven't nearly gotten enough of each other. Lucy pulled Natsu back up over her to kiss him. She secretly liked to taste herself on him. Her hands traveled down the front of his gorgeously tan toned chest and unbuckled his pants, pulling them down. His erection sprang free, blessed to not be restricted by his uncomfortable jeans any longer. Though still clothed, she gasped as his hardness grazed her still pulsating folds. It sparked more want in her that she didn't know was possible. Natsu had to restrain himself from pulling down his boxers and taking her right there. He wanted them to take their time with each other's bodies. He wanted to map out every inch of her body and burn it into his memory. Memories were all they really had of each other these days.
She took the opportunity to spin Natsu around and straddle him on the bed. His eyes widened a bit from her quickness, but bit his lip as he ground his hips into hers. She rolled her eyes back, closing them in bliss as his long awaited member kept skimming her womanhood. She was planning on getting revenge.
The sexy, undressed woman sat on top of him making sure to grab his attention. She inched down slowly making her way to the top of his boxers. Her eyes watched him, lips parted as she hooked in one dainty finger. He bucked his hips and she smirked, earning the reaction she wanted. He was only this sensitive to her touch.
She slowly, oh-so-painfully slowly removed his boxers, allowing them to join her panties on the floor. She broke her gaze to eye the beautiful masterpiece he had kept from her. That long, thick rod that she dared to say belonged to her. Her mouth watered and she bit her lip, readying herself to accept it whole.
She moved her chest down his length and positioned them between her voluptuous breasts. She moved her breasts up and down, jerking his manhood while her mouth latched on the tip and moved down to his shaft. His head fell back and a gentle hand laced through her long golden locks. Her slick tongue wet his length with his saliva and he basked in the feel of her mouth while her breasts gripped him.
"God, Lucy," Natsu hissed, letting himself succumb to pleasure.
Hearing her name made her slow her movements. She wanted him to want her more than anything else. Only she was allowed to make him feel like this. She wasn't going to let some random woman take this place in his bed. Lucy pressed all the right buttons. Her long fingernails softly scratched at Natsu's bare chest. He must've been working out more because his chest was tight. More than it was the last time she saw him. She moaned with him in her mouth, loving the divets in his abs.
Natsu's hand coerced Lucy's head to bob faster to which she happily obliged. When his rod twitched in her mouth, she readied herself to catch his semen and let him fill her mouth up. He groaned, leaning into her mouth as his seed spilled, nearly emptying his sack. Lucy bobbed her head some more, letting him throb inside her, riding out his climax. He watched her with one eye open as she licked up the remaining drops of cum around her lips and swallowed his sweet seed whole. That's how you do it.
A hungry growl left his lips and he pulled her up to sit upon him once more. They both stared each other down, watching each other glisten in the moonlight. Lucy thought to herself how much she missed this man. Everything about him drove her mad. It wasn't fair how he made her want to collapse into him and allow him to capture her heart. She always missed him when he was away and it made her realize just how much she needs him. She has tried to find men to satisfy her needs, but of course, no one knew how her body ticked like Natsu.
She ran a hand through his beautiful hair. He refused to cut it which was fine with her. He looked like a man, despite the long hair that now dangled in his face. He leaned into her touch, closing his eyes. She smiled. It made her glad to know he hasn't let anyone replace her in his heart either. Her hand slid down his cheek and he held her hand there with his own.
"You know I still love you, right?" she asked. He nodded into her hand.
"I'll always love you, Lucy. No matter where I go, I'll always find my way back to you. You know that," he said. It was the most he said all night.
She leaned down and kissed him softly. This wasn't a lustful kiss. It was a kiss with promise. A promise that they would never run away from each other's feelings.
Natsu held her face in between his own hands and deepened the kiss. His heart fluttered out his chest, wishing to reach out to her. Every time they kissed this way, it took him back to their first time together. They both stoked the fires within each other just like they had that first time. All those years of pent up sexual tension and passion came spilling out of the scenes. His heart still beats for her now as it did back then.
Maybe it was the cocaine, but Lucy felt like his very touch was sending spark signals to her brain. She lost herself in his lips. His hands traveled from her face to her tiny waist and she remembered the heat pool between her legs. She felt his cock harden again and positioned him between her legs, rubbing his tip over her fresh juices. She moaned into his mouth and released her lips from his to lose herself in those deep eyes of his.
"Natsu?"
"Mhmm?"
"I want you to make love to me," she whispered.
His eyes widened a bit. She didn't use that phrase very often. Having sex and making love were two different things and although he always thought of the two of them making love every time, they rarely called it such. His heart ached for her and he nodded with a silent promise to make him feel every inch of his feelings for her.
Slowly, he pushed into her, sheathing his manhood as she clenched around him. He was huge. Bigger than any other she had ever seen. Just the perfect size for her. She ground her hips down to let him reach all the way in her and she cried out a loud moan. The satisfaction made her see stars. He watched her breasts stand out as she arched her back. She lifted herself up and slammed back down to meet his hips once more. He groaned between his clenched teeth. She continued moving her hips up and down, moaning his name just as loud as she did in his dorm room that one time.
His cock filled her insides as she bounced and watched her breasts follow her movement. He couldn't take much more. He needed to have his fill of her. Just like that, he flipped her, taking the dominant position and positioned her legs on his shoulder as he plowed into her.
Her walls slicked up as he ground deeper and deeper into her cavern. His hands groped his hips as he thrusted hard and fast into her. Everywhere he touched her, her skin would turn pink like blossoms. It was like she was a flower opening her petals to the sun. She was so goddamn beautiful.
"Natsu!" She cried out in pleasure.
He reached down to land kisses over her heated skin. He started at her forehead, then he trailed down to her sweet, strawberry-tasting lips. Next was her jaw and neck, then it was her clavicle. From her clavicle, he placed kisses down between her breasts. She pushed her breasts up into him, urging him to show attention to her sensitive nipples. He complied, taking one into his mouth and flicking it with his impressive tongue. Lucy's hands retreated over her head clutching the sheets. Natsu could feel how her water flowed, slicking his long rod as she screamed. He grinned as her hips met his with full force.
"No one's allowed to feel you like this," he whispered darkly into her ear, removing himself from her nipple. She whimpered, nodding her head.
"You're the only one!" she screamed.
She loved when he took complete control. It was the sexiest thing when he claimed her for his own. Sure, Lucy loved her freedom and didn't want to give it up, but the sweet chain of being dominated by her favorite guy was so much more liberating.
Natsu slammed his feelings into her, lifting her legs up higher. He smashed into her whimpering pussy with need. She was absolutely his. She had no problem screaming that loud enough for the rest of the building to hear. He was sure to hear about it from his bandmates next door, but he didn't care.
Lucy took a free hand placing two fingers at her clit and rubbed. Her actions caused her to spasm around Natsu as he pulled himself almost all the way out and ground back into her. Her fingers picked up the pace and she screamed his name some more. Her face contorted into something of sheer bliss. It made Natsu throb inside of her. He let out a groan and pulled out to flip her around on her stomach. She knew what came next.
Natsu plunged into her from behind, bending over to kiss her shoulders as her back arched deeper into him. Pleasurable tears escaped her eyes as she whined into him. He took his own finger and rubbed her slit for her as he slowed the pace down to whisper sweet nothings into her ear.
"You remember the first time I put you in this position, don't you?" He asked, a smile playing on his lips. She moaned at the sound of desire decorating his tone.
"You had been feeling so hot for me all day in class. You begged me to take you in the study hall," he whispered, his hot, minty breath tickling her ear lobe. She leaned into his touch, thrusting herself back into him, remembering the dirty things that went down in that study hall that night.
"So we waited until everyone left. We turned the lights off, I stripped you bare and I bent you over that desk, taking you for everything you had until you screamed for me."
Lucy's walls began to clench around him again and she whimpered, begging him to keep going. He smirked evilly.
"I want you to want me, Lucy. Tell me you want me."
"I want you! God, I want you!"
He thrusted nice and hard for her. His stiff cock reached all the right places. Her skin was wet with sweat. Natsu took the liberty of licking some of it up. Her juices poured onto his sheets as she pulsated and allowed herself to accept his length over and over again.
"That's right, cum for me."
Lucy exploded the rest of her orgasm, spilling out all over his dark sheets. He tilted his head back, close to climaxing. That's when she flipped him back on the bed and rode him for everything he's got. He watched her breasts press against his chest as she ground out her hips into his. He poured his seed into her with a loud grunt, grasping at her hips, holding her in place. She let out a sigh feeling his glorious manhood throb in her. Natsu closed his eyes involuntarily as he twitched inside her, not letting a single drop of semen leave her cavern. They both rode the waves of ecstasy together as Lucy collapsed into his heaving chest.
For a long moment, they sat there basking in the sweet scent of their sweat mixing together. The trails of their amazing sex seeped out of Lucy onto Natsu's shaft as he stayed in her. Lucy brushed his bangs out of his eyes, wiping the sweat off with it. He brushed his fingers through the ends of her hair, both trying to catch their breath.
Natsu stayed silent knowing that his pleasure would be short-lived. If he knew anything about Lucy, he knew she would spend the night, wake up early before he has a chance to see her and sneak out of the penthouse without saying anything. For some reason, she would always treat their sex like a mistake. Like a one night stand that keeps happening over and over again. She never wanted to stick around for the aftermath. The way she was kissing his sweat drops away and caressing his face made him think that maybe this time would end differently. That was just wishful thinking, though. Again, Lucy was the one to break the silence.
"I really did miss you."
"I know, Luce."
"Did you miss me?"
"Of course."
"Did you think about me?"
"Every minute I was away."
Lucy lifted herself off of the man before her and stared into his eyes. The shine that she loved came back to his dark eyes.
"Were you with any girls?" she asked. He shrugged.
"A few." She scrunched her face up.
"Lucy, come on, I know you were with a few guys. Don't be like that," he coerced. She looked away almost as if she were about it cry.
"The difference is that I don't fuck them. It's my job to appeal to men."
"Why are you like this?"
"Like what?"
"Why do you always seem to care more than you let on?" he asked, repeating their conversation from earlier.
At first, he believed she would stay silent, but she spoke up this time.
"Because I love you and want you for myself?" she whispered as if it were obvious.
"But you're the one that said you love your freedom more."
"Well, I've done a lot of thinking while you were away."
"Oh yeah?"
The two stayed silent. Natsu still played with Lucy's long hair. Despite her frustration, she allowed him.
"When you were away, I just kept thinking about how you'd find someone. It bothered me a lot. I threw myself into work and tried to keep my mind off of you, but it's just no use."
Natsu listened to everything she had to say before he chimed in. He took the time to carefully understand her instead of hanging onto simple words.
"It's the same on my end." Her eyes bulged at his words. He continued.
"You were always the one to get into relationships and leave me high and dry. I always figured that one of these days, I'd come back home and find you engaged or somethin'. And… I really just can't bear that, ya' know?" His hair fell over his eyes and he smiled sadly.
Lucy grabbed the sides of Natsu's face and lined his eyes with hers. She smiled sweetly, pushing his pink bangs back out of the way.
"You're so stupid. How haven't you seen just how stupidly in love I am with you? I've always belonged to you even though we don't have the titles to prove it," she whispered. His heart flew again. He cupped her face in his hands and pressed their foreheads together.
"I can't take much more of it, Lucy. I need to know you're mine. These nights after Fairy Tail aren't gonna cut it anymore."
"What are you saying?" she asked, furrowing her brow, afraid of what he would say next. He took a deep breath and stared deeply into her eyes.
"Marry me, Lucy," he said.
Lucy's body froze up, but not in the way she thought she would. Many times, Natsu had asked her to be his and many times, she had rejected him because she wanted to be her own person. Long gone were the days of Lady Lucy Heartfilia who did whatever her daddy asked of her. Never again did she want to live under the rule of another man. She didn't want to give up her choice to do what she wanted for the sake of her man.
But Natsu never asked that of her. Never once did he ask her to stop dancing. Never once did he ask her to stop working at Fairy Tail. Because as long as Lucy was happy, he was happy too. Just knowing that she was coming home to him every night was more than enough for him. During his time away, she had a lot of time to reflect on her feelings for him. She came to realize that Natsu was the only man she could ever see herself being with. They had known each other for a long time, they've gone through so much as a team, he loved her for everything she was and vice versa. He was absolutely right for her. It was then that her decision was made.
"Yes."
With one word, Natsu's entire life flipped upside down. His eyes widened with a faint blush coloring his cheeks. She blushed too, not believing she actually wound up the courage to say it. But she did. And he loved her.
Natsu slammed her into his chest and kissed her. Hard.
"Are you being serious right now, Luce? You better not be lying to me right now!" he asked, peppering kisses all over her face as she giggled uncontrollably.
"I'm serious! I'm serious! Look, I can't give up my job or any-"
"I would never ask you to do that, Luce. Is that really what's been bothering you all these months?"
"W-well, I just figured that any man would want their woman to settle down-"
"Yes, but we aren't any. We are us and we've always come back to each other no matter what. That's all I've ever wanted; was to have you to come back home to."
Lucy heart did a little dance hearing Natsu settle her insecurities. Maybe they were a little crazy. Maybe they were a little broken. But they had love. No one was ever gonna love them the way they loved each other.
The couple pressed their foreheads together once more whispering "I love you's" to each other and for the first time in a while, Natsu's chest didn't feel so empty.
"But if Sting ever touches you like that in front of me again, I'm melting his hands off."
"Shut up and kiss me."
(A/N: There ya' have it! First Nalu fic down. BOOM. Also, for those of you waiting on MIILWC, I haven't decided if I want to continue it or not. Check my profile for updates on that if you're still interested! Thanks guys!)