The wisdom of the insane

by butcherbunny

What if the wise man was in fact the fool and the insane the prophet of truth? What happens when it disciple decides to take action? EURUS RETURN, some john/lock friendship and hopefully by the authoring capability: some angst WARNING! some mild swearing and mention of blood

1. AN AND WARNING

So this fic has a couple of personal reference regarding mental issues, this is a slight trigger warning for out of control and suicidal thoughts.

I don't think I've ever had depression, so I can't even pretend that I understand exactly what you're going through but I do know what's it like to be alone, so here's what I wished someone had said to me when I was having a really bad day: '' STOP taking yourself so seriously, people say this to people who think they are worth more than others, I say this to those who are thinking they are worth LESS.

Nobody is worthless (unless you willingly kill a baby koala then I will HUNT YOU *monster voice*). Just because you're alone does not mean you have to be lonely, there's always going to be someone at some point who is going to make you feel special.

Live and wait, you never know if you're aren't meant to be THE person who will be able to help another because of YOUR own experience.''

I don't have much more to say but be KIND TO YOURSELF, don't listen to that inner voice who is questioning everything and who is making you feel insane.

A lot of things helped (are helping) me, mainly faith and humor. Can't say much about the first one except if you believe in God. Then just know that He never abandoned you (even if it feels like it) and if you speak and have just enough imagination, he will always listen and be there:).

You can always PM me for stand-up recommendations, they are a really good distraction to fend off the thoughts.

Sorry if this seemed really corny but it's been on my mind for a while now.