This can't be happening right now… the twins I had with Leo wanted to pull me out of my happiness with Raph and force me to be with Leo without a care in the world for my feelings "I just… I can't do this right now" I whisper as Raph holds me close, we were now alone in our room while the others try to make the twins understand that me and Leo weren't getting back together no matter how badly they wanted it to happen right now.
"I can't do this! Become Yuki and Nagi's mother after all this time apart!? It's too much for me to take!" I whimpered as Raph held me close at that moment, he tried his best to keep me calm since stress was bad for the twins we were having at the moment "I know babe… let's just get some sleep and talk about it with the others in the morning?" he suggested making me sigh and nod to his idea… it was better then nothing so why not? I slowly curled up in Raph's hold and drifted to sleep with the high hopes that things would be better for us soon enough.
I woke up a while later to find Raph walking in with a tray in hand, I smiled and slowly sat up as he moved to the bed where I was to set the tray down, he prepared me some soup with some fruits and a glass of orange juice… he was so sweet to me right now "Hope your hungry" he said making me smile and nod to him, I began taking sips of my soup before asking Raph for a slice of bread making him head of to get a few slices for me with butter… I couldn't ask for a better lover then him, he came back just as I was halfway through my soup making him smile as he handed me a slice of bread, he had already put butter on.
"What do you want to do? About Leo, Yuki and Nagi I mean?" I ask as I eat slowly my food, Raph doesn't speak at first and I can tell he was thinking over all of this at the moment, I didn't really mind waiting for him to respond… just knowing he was trying to help me felt nice to me at the moment "I think… we should leave… like find a new place to call home… the twins and Leo won't stop until you agree and who knows what will happen next" he explained making me look down as I thought over his words for a moment… but he was right, they wouldn't give up even if I did say no to them once… they were going to come back and try to get me to agree at some point so leaving was our best option.
"Alright then… will leave, we should tell the others and start figuring out where to go before doing anything of course" I said making him nod as I finished eating making him smile "The kids wanted to see you… told them to let you rest" he explained making me smile and nod as I then laid back down into bed to get some more sleep… I was going to need it badly with everything that was happening to us, and besides that I had a feeling that things were going to get worse soon enough… I just didn't know for certain what it was really.
Or maybe I was simply imagining it all?
Raph's point of view.
This was all just crazy! Leo lost it and now Yuki and Nagi were demanding to have Jas become sad with someone she didn't love anymore!? This is BULLSHIT! I walked to the kitchen to find Donnie, Scarlet, Mikey and Naomi there already… might as well tell them "We decided to move… with Jas pregnant and Leo with the twins demanding for her to be with them… the stress won't be good" I explained making them look down but in understanding.
"Will help you find a place to live in then… and help you move in" Donnie said making me nod at there kind actions, the girls went to care for the kids while keeping the twins away from Jas… but I still had things to do right now, I walked slowly towards the lab where Leo was being held right now… I knew he hated this because he was screaming to be let go so, he could get back with Jas, I just wanted to beat the crap out of him right now… but that would make Jas upset with me and my actions, so instead I just watched him as he noticed me and began to glare at me.
I knew that my gut feeling was right the moment he opened his fucking mouth…
"This all your fault Raphael!" he yelled at me all of a sudden but I stood my grounds "If you hadn't been there for her, Jasmine would have been with me by now!" he yelled making me internally roll my eyes at him… if I hadn't been there for her, Jas would have killed herself because she was alone "But no! You had to go and take her from me and the twins!" he continued as I sighed… was this going to keep going much longer… I was getting bored from listening to his yelling and it's been what? Two minutes? "Are you happy Raphael? Well!? ARE YOU HAPPY NOW RAPHAEL HAMATO!" he demanded now and I really just wanted to punch him.
But I won't… for Jasmine…
"Yeah, I am happy… because I worked hard to help Jas when she was pregnant of Yuki and Nagi while you were under that spell that Venus put you under to be with her" I growled as he glared at me "I worked hard to keep her from falling and wanting to commit suicide while she was pregnant of the twins" I hissed as Leo still glared at me… but it looked like he was cracking to my words "I was there every time she cried, every time she wondered what she did wrong for you to leave her, every time she tried to cut herself, every time she tried to down a bunch of pills… I was always there for her while she was depressed AND WHILE YOU WERE CONTROLED BY VENUS!" I yelled the last part in so much anger towards my brother for what he did.
He deserved to be yelled at right now… he deserved so much more that I couldn't give him right now…
"Jas and I are happy, we have for wonderful kids… and a pair of twins on the way right now… and I'm not going to let you or the twins tear us apart just to make you fucking happy" I said and then I turned around, walked out of the lab and went straight to my room where Jas was probably sleeping right now… but instead I found better then her sleeping to rest her body for the twins.
I found her singing…
You know that I can't help myself
Help myself, help myself
I try but I don't do too well
And I know I disappear for days
And it keeps you awake
I almost bend it 'til it breaks
I don't think I ever heard her sing this song before… must be a new one she found… I was going to need to ask her after she's done singing for the name of the singer and the song to look them up… but that could wait, I just wanted to listen to her amazing singing for the moment.
But when I come home
Lights out
Will you sleep safe and sound?
I'm obsessed with you
But you never work me out
I get a little jealous, a little selfish
You know that it's all good
I'm just a little messed up, ooh, ooh
I'm just a little messed up, like you
Know I never felt this
Love how you built this
I'm gonna tear it down
I'm just a little messed up, ooh, ooh
I'm just a little messed up, like you
This song was so beautiful, I just wanted her to sing it again in a little bit… the kids then came over to listen making me smile to them as I signal for them to keep quiet for now so to not bother their mother or make her suddenly stop singing for us… I wanted her to finish the song so badly right now.
I know I like to make you scared, just to see
How much you care
I'm never going anywhere, mhmm
And I know you play the same games too
But you keep losing, I'm too good
I'm way too good
But when I come home
Lights out
Will you sleep safe and sound?
I'm obsessed with you
But you never work me out
I don't know why… but I feel like the song was a sort of love song about also at the same time… it was about being… obsessed or something like that really? I'm not so sure but it had to do with being a little crazy, I guess… I just loved listening to Jas as she sings and I wanted her to keep going with as many songs as she knew right now.
I get a little jealous, a little selfish
You know that it's all good
I'm just a little messed up, ooh, ooh
I'm just a little messed up, like you
Know I never felt this
Love how you built this
I'm gonna tear it down
I'm just a little messed up, ooh, ooh
I'm just a little messed up, like you
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Messed up
I'm just a little messed up, like you
When I come home
Lights out
Will you sleep safe and sound?
I'm obsessed with you
But you'll never work me out
I get a little jealous, a little selfish
You know that it's all good
I'm just a little messed up, ooh, ooh
I'm just a little messed up, like you
Know I never felt this
Love how you built this
I'm gonna tear it down
I'm just a little messed up, ooh, ooh
I'm just a little messed up, like you
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh (just a little messed up)
Messed up
I'm just a little messed up, like you
"That was amazing mom!" Shinichi said making Jas look towards us in slight surprise, the kids were just about to rush over to her when Scarlet called for them to eat… so instead of going to talk to Jas they instead went to eat… and maybe come back later to ask questions "Never heard that song before" I said making her giggle "It's called A little messed up by June… I actually really like the song and thought that maybe I could try to song it just for fun" she explained making me smile and nod to her in understanding.
"I told my brother's and the girls… minus Leo about us wanting to move… there going to help us" I said making her look at me with a smile "Thank you… now we can get help with everything and not worry too much" she replied making me smile and nod… but I still needed to tell her "I saw Leo… he claims it's my fault your not with him right now" I said and she went still… like she simply couldn't move her body when she wanted to move it "I guess… it was bound to happen really" she whispered making me feel bad for making her feel like this… like she was scared of what Leo might do.
For the next two weeks, Jas sleeps in bed, while the rest of us work together with Leo, Yuki or Nagi knowing about our plans to leave the lair, Donnie was looking over old sewer plans for a possible spot for us to live in… he found a good one a little ways from the lair, just around a thirty minute walk or so but it was big enough for us and for any other kids we might have in the future… once the four decide to leave the lair and live on there own of course, Donnie and Scarlet left to check the place and get what we need first set up, Mikey and Naomi were ordering a few things for us online that Donnie and Scarlet would need to set up… or I might do on my own depending on what it was of course.
The kids also helped by picking out there own things, our friends up top took care of bringing everything down to us and getting it to the new place once there were delivered of course making me happy to see the place slowly becoming home for us… all that was left was to pretty much move in and have Jas in our room in our new home once a few more things were done… I hoped she likes everything though, Donnie came over to me and nodded to me that everything was ready, so I thanked him and turned to the kids "Grab your things and take them to your new rooms in our new home… I gotta get your mom and take her there while your uncles get our stuff there" I explained making them nod and get to work on grabbing their bags and heading to our new home.
When I walked into our room, Jas was still sleeping which helped a bunch for my plan, so I slowly and carefully picked her up from the bed and then walked out of our old room to get to the sewers and get to our new home where I hoped Jas would wake up in our new room and not in my arms in our new home right now, Tsubaki was right now in the kitchen with her siblings doing from what I could tell… heating up a leftover Mikey and Naomi made and brought here, I smiled and went into our room and placed her gently in our bed.
Our room was bigger then my room back at the lair, it had a king size bed, a desk for Jas to work on her laptop, a crib big enough for twins, a bookshelf and a few other things there were mine… and I hoped Jas liked all of this because I just wanted her to be happy right now more then ever, Alice came into the room to say that she and her siblings ate already and hoped I make something for myself and Jas making me smile and nod to her as she then said that they were going to watch some TV for now and keep the volume down for us making me thank her as she then left… Just as Jas was waking up.
"Raph?" she asked in a slight mumble making me smile "Yeah, right here… were at our new home now" I said making her look at me with a smile "Yeah? Can't wait to see everything" she said making me chuckle as I helped her to stand "How about I show you around yeah?" I offered making her smile and nod to my offer as we slowly walked out of our room and towards the kitchen together, Jas greeted the kids as she sat down and watched me cook for a bit before she began looking around "Raph?" she asked making me turn to look at her "Yeah? What is it?" I asked back making her smile "Thank you… for being there for me" she said making me smile and walk to get behind her as I held her "Anything for the woman I love" I whispered as we then kissed.
The end