Author's Note: Okay some of us have are own opinion after the shocking/non shocking to some surprise reveal of Rose being Pink Diamond, but for now I would like to make a songfic for Pink Diamond before the war and before her other identity.

This is a request from TheWriter946 for a Mulan song. As if you guys don't know which song this is and to make it interesting I'm going to use the deleted extended version of that song.

PS. I really hope that the Disney soundtrack records would add that deleted song for their legacy collection cd for Mulan.

Reflection.

The moment she came to her very own planet for colonization, Pink Diamond felt joy she never would have imagined.

As soon as she placed a foot onto the ground, she saw the amazing beauty of this world, the tall mountains, the many trees that try to reach the sky, the sparkling rivers and oceans, and the many lives that walk, crawl, sliver, swim and fly. She loved it all.

Then the drilling started.

In all her excitement, Pink forgot that she was suppose to make this world a colony and filled it with her own subjects made from the kindergartens created on this planet.

Pink Diamond remembered the role of the Diamond is to oversee the completion of her colony and then rule it….but she wished that the Earth would remain the way it is.

She once went to her fellow Diamonds, asking them if it was really necessary for this, they responded by saying this is what having a colony is about and that as a Diamond she must be watchful and get rid of unnecessary complications, from off colored gems to the organic inhabitants of this planet.

But Pink was not happy about this and before she had the moment to talk-

"You complained and whine about wanting your own colony," Yellow Diamond said annoyed.

"Now that you've finally have one, you are still upset? Stop acting like the embarrassment you are to us and start acting like what you are suppose to be!"

Pink Diamond looked down at the Kindergarten as many gems are popping out and doing the work that they were created for.

Pink sighed, this location once had beautiful flowers but ever since the first injector was put online that all ended.

Pink's Pearl looked at her Diamond with concern, she came to this planet along with her Diamond and saw the feeling of excitement and wonder from her Diamond, but now her Diamond was unhappy.

"My Diamond?" Pearl asked, "Is their something wrong?"

Pink turned away from the sight and started walking with her Pearl not far behind.

As Pink walked she saw many of her gems pass her by, they each bowed and said 'My Diamond' every chance they see her.

Yellow and Blue once told her to act regal and stern to her subjects, Pink tried once but she did not fell right doing it.

Pink paused as she a Rose Quartz dropped some boulders, Pink walked to her about to help her but then the Quartz bowed and started shacking.

"I'm sorry my Diamond," She begged, "Please don't shatter me, I'll make it up to you."

Pink stepped back at that, she just wanted to help her not shatter her. Is this what Yellow and Blue wanted the rest of her gems to see her?

Something to be feared?

Pink then continued walking, ignoring the scared gem and continued on until she reached a lake by the forest where a new injector was being constructed, another beautiful place about to be turned ugly by order of the Diamond Authority.

Pink glanced at her Pearl, the only gem on this planet not to be afraid of her, the only one that is okay for being herself, so why can't the others be like that.

Pink Diamond turned her head and looked at the lake, at her reflection.

Pink Diamond: Look at me.

I will never pass for a perfect gem or a perfect ruler.

Can it be, I'm not meant to play this part.

Pink walked away, Pearl was about to follow but Pink raised her hand signaling her Pearl to stay where she is.

Pearl obeyed as she watched with concern for her Diamond.

Pink Diamond: Now I see.

That if I were truly to be myself.

I would break all of their heart's.

Pink Diamond ventured deeper into the woods, passing many trees and glancing at the many creatures running away from her.

Pink Diamond: Who is that gem I see, staring straight back at me.

Why is my reflection someone I don't know?

Pink paused as she touched the bark of one of the tallest trees in the woods and gazed up.

Pink Diamond: Who is the one with pride?

It's not me though I've tried, when will my reflection show, who I am inside.

Pink turned her gaze away as she heard the sounds of drilling, already it has begun.

Pink glared and continued her walk in the woods.

Pink Diamond: How I pray.

That a time will come I can free myself, from their expectations.

Then she from walking she started running through the woods.

Pink Diamond: On that day, I'll discover someway to be myself.

And to make everyone proud.

Pink stopped, she looked up at a tall cliff, Pink brushed herself and started climbing, slowly with one hand and foot at a time not caring if she might get dirt or fall.

Pink Diamond: They want a ruthless Ma'am.

No one knows who I am.

Must there be a secret me, I'm forced to hide?

Soon she finally reached the top of the cliff and looked at the horizon and at the setting sun.

Pink Diamond: Must I pretend that I'm someone else for all time?

When will my reflection show?

Who I am Inside.

Pink looked down, not below but at her feet. She lowered down to look at the object by her foot.

It was a single Rose, standing alone at the top of the cliff, basking in the sun's light.

Pink touched it and was reminded of that Rose Quartz she saw some time ago.

Pink Diamond: When will my reflection show?

Who I am inside?

Pink Diamond stood on the cliff all night and tired to think of someway that would be great for everyone and keep this world alive and beautiful.

She was so in thought that she was completely unaware of the triangular being watching her with a single eye.

The End.

Author's note: Well that was something to think about? Kind of want to make you forget about what Pink had to do to make this world free of the Diamonds right?...ah who am I kidding, Pink/Rose messed up big time, let us hope that the new episodes will give us a good reason why Pink did what she did.

Anyway I hope TheWriter946 enjoys this and I've decided to rename the chapter selections to their song titles so people can find the songs on this fic easy.