Heyy - thank you so much for reading this :) I don't own glee, but I do love it 3

Blaine was sat on the couch watching TV, kurt had gone to work but Thursdays were Blaines days off, his phone began ringing, it was a private number but he answered anyway.

"Hello?" He asked, annoyed that they'd interrupted his favourite show.

"Hi, is this Blaine Anderson?" A woman's voice spoke.

"Yeah, it is - who's asking?" He rolled his eyes, expecting it to be a call centre or something.

"I'm terribly sorry..." she began, sympathy in her voice, "your husband was involved in a car accident on the way to work this morning... he didn't make it..."

Those words shattered blaines heart, "n-no... no... no!!" was all he could say before falling against the couch into a puddle of tears, "kurt..." he shook his head and put his forehead to his knees and started sobbing, "... no..." He looked up, Kurt was gonna be there at 5, he was gonna come home, he was gonna be fine... they were wrong, he's alive... he's got to be, he's not on his own, he's not lost the love of his life, Kurts gonna be there... he shakes his head, he knew it wasn't true, kurt was never coming back, he was dead, he was gone, and there was nothing he could do about it.

He looked around, focusing in on all the pictures on the walls of him and kurt, he looked to the table beside him where there was a small picture frame, it was him and kurt at prom, they were smiling, blaines hair was messy from his rushed attempt of putting hair gel into it, he picked it up and ran his thumb over Kurts face, "oh... my... you're gone..." tears started rolling down his cheeks even faster than they had previously, "I love you... I love you... I love you... please come back... you're alive, you can't be... you wouldn't leave me..." he shakes his head, "I know you wouldn't..." he hugs the picture frame, curling up on the couch and sobbing, "Kurt..." he repeated a few times, his voice breaking more and more each time, he'd only calmed down slightly when his phone began ringing, he managed to pick it up, it was Rachel, he assumed Kurts dad had been called aswell, and he guessed he'd told Rachel.

He answered, barley being able to say, "h-hi..."

"Blaine..." Rachel said, it was clear in her voice she'd been crying.

"I-I..." he was still crying, a little less now, but she could tell he was, "I-I don't wanna talk... t-to anyone... unless i-it's Kurt... and I-I..." he sobs, looking back down at the picture, "I'm never gonna be able to d-do that... ever... a-again"

Rachel sighs, "I don't know what I'm gonna do without him..."

Blaine shook his head, his emotions getting the better of him, "you don't know what you're gonna do? You don't know what you're gonna fucking do?" He blinks back a few tears, "he was the love of my life rachel! And he's gone... and I'm never gonna see him again... I'm never gonna be able to tell him I love him... I didn't even get to say goodbye to him Rachel... I-I woke up and he'd already left for work... I didn't even get that... and now I don't ever get that... c-can you please just l-leave me alone? I just wanna cry..." he admits, tearing up again.

She nods, "I'm so sorry blaine... I didn't mean... just call me if you need anything, you should probably call Burt too..."

Blaine sighs, "I-I need some time," he hangs up to the call before looking through his contacts and clicking on kurt, and then calling him, he waited, desperately hoping that it was all a dream and he was going to answer, he was gonna head his voice again, god it was so beautiful, it went to his answerphone message, "hi, you've reached the inbox of Kurt Hummel, please leave a message after the tone," Blaine heard his voice and started sobbing again, "h-hi baby... I know you're never gonna hear this but I need to talk to you... even if I know you can't talk back... you always make me feel better... even if you can't hold me anymore... or kiss me to get me to stop crying... I'm sorry... I'm sorry that I didn't say bye to you this morning, I'm sorry I didn't get to say I love you one more time... I'm sorry that you're not still here with me… I'm sorry that you're gone..." he starts crying harder, "I love you... so much, I just want you to know I'm never... ever, gonna stop loving you kurt..." he looks down at the phone, "b-but for now... bye, my love..." he hangs up, going to his photo gallery and looking through a few pictures of him and kurt, he was still crying, but it helped to see kurt, so so happy...

I know it wasn't that good but I hope it was okayy :)