sorry friends late ho gayi..! but wish u all a happy bhai duj... festives and cousins ki wajh se time hi nahi mila story likhne ka... and aaj replies nahi de paungi.. so maaf kr do pls...
"puppy face" ...!SORRY!...
"hmm... kon hogi vo?... itni sad kyu thi?.. kya voh vahi kahin rehti h?...lekin mai toh uss raaste se jaata hi nahi..! ho skta h ki voh sketch bohot purana ho?.. ho skta h ki voh vaha kaam krti ho.. pata nahi kyu muje bohot bura laga voh dekh kr... lekin koi baat nahi, Mr. Daya Shetty, apne usse happy bna hi diya na... (grew sad) kya voh dubara vaha ayegi?.. kya mai kabhi usse mil paunga?.. arghhh! mai itna kyu soch rha hu, voh ek chhoti bachi bhi toh ho skti h..!.. (sadly) kya voh sachmei bachhi hogi?..."
"daya sahab.? .. daya sahab?"
"haan? driver bolo?"
"sahab voh... meeting h na apki.. toh.."
"ohhh haan..! shit.. ye mai kese bhul gaya?... chalo jaldi chalo... (after remembering his condition) aur haan.. kisi achhe hotel side se daal lena gadi... mai bheeg gaya hu toh change krna padhega..!"
she was sitting on her bed... lost somewhere... suddenly some voices echoed in her ears..
"vo dekh kon jaa rha h.."
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"haan bhai.. dekh rha hu... bin baap ki beti..!"
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"dekho toh kitni buri kismt h..."
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"pta nahi iski maa ne kya kya?... kis kis k saath..?"
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"bichari ko toh apne baap ka naam bhi nhi pta..!"
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tears dwelled up in her big beautiful, pain-filled eyes... she closed her eyes and talked to herself
"mai ek unwanted child hu..! (tearly) lekin isme meri kya galati h?... meri maa ne mujhe kabhi nahi bataya ki mere papa kon h..! (tauntly)kese batati shayad vo khud hi nahi janti thi..."
she leaned on the bed while some tears fell down and got soaked to the bedsheet...
"kaash meri life bhi.. baki sb ladkiyon ki tarah hoti... (smile) mai toh kuch smjhti bhi nahi thi, jb maa mujhe uss orphanage mei chhod gayi thi... (remembering something she turned angry) lekin vaha k torture sehen krne se toh achha hi h ye... atleast yaha mai free toh hu... (anger) uss orphanage mai toh kya kuch nahi sunnna padha mujhe..! lekin tb meri majburi thi vaha rehna...(grew sad) lekin ab bhi toh majbur hi hu..! job h lekin, voh log ese treat krte h jese mai insaan hi nahi hu... (looking up) aur kitne dard.. kitne zakhm dena baki h mujhe..."
"mere liye toh jeena mushqil ho gaya h... aur marna bhi munasib nahi..."
she stood up from the bed went near a small table.. pulled out a diary and started scrubbing something...
"not all why's can be answered
not all inks can be washed up
not all wounds can heal up
but these remnants prove
that i am strong enough"
-purvi_.._
"strong toh hu mai... shayad itni sehne ki power kisi aur mei hogi bhi nahi... (tearly)lekin kb tk mai strong rh paungi? (sadly smiled)mujhe toh himmat dene k liye koi h bhi nahi..! kaash koi esa aaye meri zindagi mai jo mera wajood hi badal de... aur jiske liye mai khud apni numaish kr du... lekin kya koi hoga esa? jo mere liye bna hoga?... (wet smile) koi baat nahi mai wait karungi..!"
she dont know for how much she sat there in her thoughts... then after sometime she got ready, and left for her office...
she board a city bus from nearby bus stop and left for the same alone place which used to be crowed in the morning hours...
after sometime she reached her destiny... her eyes stopped at the same poster... she hurriedly climbed down the bus, to have a look at it.. but the stop was too crowded and the time was also from her fist... so she with a heavy heart left the stop.. to reach her company as soon as possible...
"hmm.. thank u Mr. Roy!... ye deal humare liye bohot importance rkhti h..."
"are Mr. Shetty, aap thank u mat boliye..! its our pleasure to sign this with u.."
"it's okay.. wese kafi time ho gaya h... i would pardon leave now..."
"sure sir.. and again thank you!"
he left the room... it was about 8:30 pm... he got in his car... an unknown excitement was rising in his heart... he asked the driver
"driver.. gadi short cut se hi dalna..!"
"jee sahb.."
as the bus stop was coming closer and closer... his heart was pleading to find her, or any kinda reply from her... but all his excitement came deep down in his heart's groove... finding nothing new on the poster... it was the same that he had drawn in the morning... his car went forward leaving the stop... but he was feeling as if he had left his heart there only... he was hurt somewhere deep... maybe he was overthinking... or maybe not... he was a little disappointed... he closed his eyes and leaned back trying to forget this unforgettable act, happened to him..
it was about 12.. again.. this late night.. she left her working place.. but had some excitement in her heart... she was constantly thinking about the poster... she have not viewed it completely.. but.. she had took a glimpse of it.. knowing that someone had tried to reply something to her sketch...
she reached the stop... the same poster, the same girl sitting on corner, the same clouds, the same rain, but... a new thing... an umbrella... an umbrella holding hand.. just a hand.. and the expressions of the girls face were changed to happy one...
she was feeling something diff, she felt for the first time someone noticed her pain.. though in her sketch, but someone unknowing had cared of her... this made her smile in pain... but the pain in her heart overpowered her... she thought about her existence, and ended up bringing tears in her eyes... she again pulled out the marker and scrabed something on the poster... she drew what she felt like nowadays... left over... alone.. but she was unknowingly pleading to god to get a reply on her this poster... she, always her home, was thinking about the act of the other person... she wanted to meet him once... if not she just wanted to see him.. who with such a act had healed some part of the large crevice.. pierced on her heart.
next morning grew up... with a new hope in both the hearts... but unknown about each other... unknown about the destiny... unknown about the differences in b/w them... but known of the thing... that they are ALONE... AND THEY NEED SOMEONE...
so gugys kya next chap mei.. ye dono mil payenge..? kya purvi ka reply daya dekh payega?... esa kya hoga uss reply mei?
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TD