yeay update finally. and i'm so so sorry for the long time it took me i had this chapter finished 3 months ago but forgot to update it also i decided to ad lemon scenes don't worry you'll be warned when they apeare at the star of the chapter and at the start of the scene

Ahsoka was in a deep sleep. Deep but not peaceful. No not at all. She was tossing and turning. '' No! Don't do it! Don't.'' She screamed. But it was too late Fives got shot. She heard Anakin walking to the exit.'' I'll see you tomorrow Rex. Then we'll talk'' Rex nodded.

Anakin turned with a sad smile to Ahsoka. ''You should wake up now.'' Ahsoka looked stunned at him. '' W-Wha...?'' Anakin just smiled.'' I said. Wake up.'' Ahsoka stared dumb at him. '' AHSOKA!''

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Raoul was not at ease he tried to fall asleep. But something kept bugging him. He heard the notice of shattered glass. Followed by a loud scream from Ahsoka. He stepped out of his bed, and went to investigate.

He entered Ahsoka's room. And saw her tossing and turning wildly. She was sweating a bit too. 'Obvious a nightmare.' He thought. He walked to the bed and sat down. He grabbed her shoulder and slightly shook it.

''Ahsoka wake up.'' Ahsoka stirred a little and mumbled. ''W-What?'' She mumbled in her sleep. Raoul sighed and shook a bit harder ''Wake up Ahsoka. Wake up!'' Still no response. ''AHSOKA! WAKE UP!'' Without a warning, she shot right up.

Painting heavily Raoul gave her some time to recover. He could see multiple emotions written on her face. Anger, fear and sadness being the biggest three. But there was also some confusion. Raoul closed his eyes and tried to get a reading on her. But she had her metal shields up pretty strong.

'' Are you alright?'' He asked concerned. Ahsoka nodded absently. '' Yeah I'm fine. It was just a nightmare.'' Raoul frowned at the obvious lie. No way was that it just a nightmare. '' Sorry to say it Ahsoka, but I won't buy that. It was obviously more than just a nightmare.''

Ahsoka sighed she couldn't fool him. '' I-I know. It was a vision. But I won't tell you what happened.'' Raoul frowned at that statement. '' Not that I won't respect that...But might I ask why you won't tell me? I mean you can trust me, right?''

Too Raoul's surprise Ahsoka shook her head. '' No I can't. N-not after what happened. Don't you understand? I want to trust you... but I can't. I just can't do It.'' this stroke Raoul as odd. She did trust him. Otherwise she wouldn't have told him, about the false accusation against her.

He hat to make that point clear to her. '' You're wrong. You do trust me. Why else would you tell me about the false accusation?'' '' Because you pushed me.'' Ahsoka snapped back. '' Yes I won't deny that. But didn't I show with that, that I could be trusted? If I recall correctly Gwen pushed me to tell your secret. But what did I say?''

Ahsoka had to think in her confused and sleepy state.'' that you weren't going to tell her...'' She stopped and Raoul pushed a bit further. ''And...?'' Ahsoka sighed '' And that you didn't want to betray my trust.''

Ahsoka sighed again. '' I guess you're right. I should trust you by now. But still it's hard.'' Raoul nodded. '' Yes I can understand that. But if you won't give me a chance to prove myself. It'll never improve.

Ahsoka grunted. '' You're right. Fine than I'll tell you.'' Ahsoka finally noticed that it was fully dark in her room and wanted to turn on her lamp. So Raoul could see as well. But Raoul stopped her hand. '' I can see better in the dark than an average human.''

When he saw her questioning look he explained.'' I was part of an experiment to see if humans could develop night vision. Although it didn't really worked out as was hoped. It still improved my sight in darkness a lot.''

Ahsoka nodded and waved her hand. Raoul smiled. '' Yes that mean's, that I can see you waving you're hand too.'' Ahsoka chuckled. '' But back to business I presume. What happened in the vision was something personal.'' her breath started to shake.

'' One of the clones with who I was close friends died. His name was Fives. Together with him, Skyguy and Rex we formed the front. Although he was just an ARC trooper. The other's even those in higher rank than him, follow his commands. That's how respected he was with in the 501st.''

Raoul could understand why she was so upset. But something kept bugging him. '' Say Ahsoka don't answer if you don't want to. But... How and why did he die?'' Ahsoka sighed. She indeed didn't want to answer that. Still she felt like she had to.

''H-he was being framed just like I was. He got shot because he knew too much or something. I don't know what's going on...T-They think that I'm death'' Raoul could clearly see the distress written on her face. He swung an arm around her shoulder and said comfortingly. '' Hey don't fuss about it. I'll help you to get back home somehow. We'll show them that your aren't death I promise. And I have a reputation of keeping my promises.''

Ahsoka smiled and yawed. Raoul did the same. ''Maybe we should go back to sleep?'' However he got no reaction. He looked at Ahsoka, who had already passed out. He chuckled. ''Sleep well. ''He gently laid her down and went back to his room.

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Rex sad in a stolen ship to Saleucami, to visit an old friend. He sighed as the blue swirls of hyperspace appeared. First a deserter and now a thief. He hated stealing, but at least he stole from a ship graveyard. Being around Anakin and Ahsoka that much sure helped. To think that he could fix an old Radiant VII ship.

He turned on the autopilot and walked to the med bay. As he entered the med bay he saw his brother lying motionless on the bed. If it wasn't for the fact that he could see Fives breathing, he would have doubted that he was alive. He turned his attention to the medical droid onboard. '' Any new developments?''

The medical droid turned to him. '' The patient seems to be stable. The drugs are leaving his system and is recovering quickly. The patient is expected to wake up with in the next two hours.'' Rex immediately relax a bit. '' Good.'' He said. With that the droid continued his work.

One and a half hour later. Rex heard a steering noise. He immediately woke up from his slumber sleep and sad beside his brother.'' Fives. Fives wake up.'' He said stern. Fives slowly opened his eyes. And looked around him.

'' I'm not death?'' He asked confused. ''No you're not soldier.'' Rex said with joy. ''What happened? Where am I? Is the chancellor here?'' Fives panicked. '' Calm down Fives. No he is not here. I stole a ship and deserted.''

Rex admitted. '' And for what happened. Wolf shot you. You really died. But out of nothing a glowing woman whit green hair appeared. Turns out the generals and commander Tano weren't lying about mortis. She resurrected you and confirmed you're story.''

Fives looked completely dumbfounded. '' Than we should go back, warn the Jedi and our brother's.'' '' And then what? I mean you're an outlaw and I'm a deserter. And the Jedi didn't even believe Ahsoka when she was framed. So would there be any chance at all that they'll listen to us?'' Rex ask.

'' Let's just say even if we told them and they listened. Sidious would just call the order and we would be forced to obey. And even if we by a miracle managed to remove all the chips in the army. Whe still have to fight the separatists. He is also in control of them.''

Fives looked desperate. '' B-but there's still something we can do. Right?'' Rex looked sad and placed a hand on fives his shoulder. '' Do you think that I would've deserted, if I believed that there was at least a small bit of hope left?''

Fives looked down.'' No. No you wouldn't.'' he sighed. '' So what now?'' Rex looked to his brother. '' Where going to Saleucami. There is someone I know. He and his family would help us. We will stay low there, until the order is given. Then we'll go back and see who we can save. After that we'll need to go in to hiding. So I think we should go back to Saleucami again.''

Fives nodded. '' To be honest I don't like it one bit.'' '' Neither do I Fives. But it's the only option we have.'' This was hard for both of them. Being forced to wait while knowing the horrors that await them.

Thinking of that Rex turned to Fives. '' Fives do you know where the cursed chip is?'' Fives nodded firmly. '' Good. Say droid? Are you capable of performing a brain surgery?'' The droid walked to him. '' Yes why? Is there another patient?'' Rex smiled whit a smug smile. '' Yes Me. now listen well to Fives he knows what you're looking for.''

Fives blinked confused. '' Wait you want to remove it now?'' Rex nodded '' yes Fives. We still have 15 hours in hyperspace. I think that you and I will be healed by that time.'' Fives thought back on how long it took him to recover. '' Yea your right. That should be enough time. Oke then let's start.'' Rex laid down and waited for Fives to begin.

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Anakin Skywalker was in the room of a thousand fountains and was in a very bad mood. He just got word from Cody that rex deserted. He knew that his friend took fives death hard. But he never expected this. First his mother. Then Ahsoka. After that Fives and now Rex too. Who's next? Maybe Obi Wan? Or worse Patme?

Ashla Ta was in a good mood very good. Because today she was going to become a Padawan. She also learned a deep secret within the order. It was her real surname. It was Ashla Ti. She was very surprised when master Ti, no her mother. She was very surprised when her mother told her the secrete. However mom told me to say nothing and call her master Ti in front of the council. No one knew. Accept from master Yoda.

She walked past Anakin and stopped when she sensed his thoughts. She frown at that. He must be really depressed if I can sense his thoughts. She checked her hollo watch, and saw that she had a little time left before the ceremony.

She walked a few steps back and stood in front of him. Not certain of what she should say. Anakin sensed a presence that stopped in front of him. It sensed a lot like master Ti. He wasn't really in the mood for a conversation with her. Truth to be told, he wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone at this point.

He looked up expecting to see Jedi master Shaak Ti. But instead she saw a Togruta Jedi Initiate. He vaguely remembered her name. Ashla that was it. Yes Ashla Ta. She together with Katooni where the first to help with the search for Ahsoka. He always wanted to thank her for that. But never got the chance before.

He smiled weakly at her. ''You're Initiate Ashla Ta right?'' Ashla smiled ' no' she thought but hid it well. ''Yes I-I am.'' She said nervous. Anakin's smile grew a small amount.'' Good I always wanted to thank you. For helping with the search for Ahsoka.'' His smile faded immediately.

Ashla nodded '' yes thank you. But that was the least I could do. I always saw Ahsoka like my big sister. I'm really sad about what we discovered. You really have my condolences. I know she meant a lot to you.'' Anakin smiled at the sweet words. He could sense the girl's joy. And he was more than happy to chance the subject.

'' You seem happy Initiate. May I ask why that is?'' Ashla beamed. '' Today is the day that master Ti is going to pick me as her Padawan. I'll promise, I'll try my best to become just like Ahsoka.'' She suddenly remembered that she was going to be late '' O shoot I need to go. I'm late bye master Skywalker.''

Anakin laughed and shouted after her. '' Well at least you've already her sense of timing.'' The second she turns around the corner, Anakin's smile faded again. He sighed '' Ahsoka I miss you'' With that he stood up and left for his quarter.

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Ashla finally reached the doors to the council chamber and knocked on it, completely out of breath. Yoda immediately answered. ''Enter you may.'' She was still trying to catch her breath as she walked to the middle.

''Late you are. Not a good start of Padawan ship that is. So why late you are?'' After Alsha finally caught her breath the answer. '' I'm sorry master's but I bumped into Master Skywalker. He seemed very upset and I had some time left. So I tried to help him raise his mood. Doing that I forgot the time.'' Ashla finished a bit embarrassed.

Yoda chuckled. '' Hmmm. Very Jedi like that is. Feel like discuss it after ceremony, we should?'' It was more a statement that a question.'' Ashla though for a second and nodded. '' Yes I do. Because I was able to read his mind, when I passed by.'' At that all the council members frowned.

'' Yes needed a discussion is. But first know what to do, right master Ti.'' Shaak smiled. '' Yes master.'' She said when Ashla felt a Padawan braid being attached to her headdress. '' Shaak Ti. Ashla Ta. Master and Padawan you are. Serve each other and the force you will.''

Ashla beamed. All her dreams came true in one moment. She now had a mother. A master. And she was a Padawan. Windu interrupted her thoughts '' but we should go back to business. You said that you could read Knight Skywalker's thoughts?''

'' That's correct master windu.'' She said shaak frown. '' And what did you read my Padawan?'' Ashla closed her eyes and thought. '' Well ad first sadness because of his losses. Mainly his mother, Ahsoka, Fives and Rex. After that he started to fear that he might lose either master Kenobi or senator Amidala.''

Yoda closed his eyes. He suspected that something was going on between him and the senator. This just confirmed it. '' Hmm troublesome this is. An attachment with the senator young Skywalker has. Knew of this you did master Kenobi?'' Windu looked very interested. He wondered what Obiwan's next words were going to be. He was either going to defend him or snitch him.

Obiwan sighed.'' we weren't certain but Ahsoka and I indeed had some suspicions about that.'' The answer surprised Windu. But he could sense that it was the truth. He could also see that Ashla wanted to say something but hesitated. '' Padawan ta if you want to say something than please do so. Sometimes the view of a Padawan is needed in these things.''

Ashla shuffled uncomfortably. '' I... I don't really know how to say it properly.'' Shaak smiled friendly at her daughter. '' That doesn't matter my Padawan. Just take your time and try to find the right words.''

Ashla sighed and began her explanation ''Master's it is well known that Togruta can't live without attachments. And when they are forced to live without them, they are most likely to fall in a depression. Some even become suicidal. That is the reason why we Togruta have always been the exception on the rule of no attachments. We were always allowed to have at least one or two attachments.''

Kit Fisto had a feeling than he knew what she meant, but still asked. '' And how is this related to Skywalker's situation Padawan Ta?'' Ashla turned to him '' I was about to get to that point master Fisto. But what I mend whit that was, that maybe it is the same for Master Skywalker. Maybe he can't live without attachments either.''

Mace was about to protest, but saw the looks of his fellow council member and they all warned him. He had to agree. Telling the girl of would demotivate her from speaking next time. So he looked to yoda and awaited his answer. '' Implying that make him an exception you do?'' Ashla nodded ''Yes master I do.''

Shaak smiled with pride at her daughter '' Hmm meditate on this I must. Act to hasty we may not. But act to slow we mustn't either. Keep it silent from Skywalker for now we must. ''Master Yoda said.

He turned to the master and Padawan, who were standing in the middle of the room. '' Worry about this you should not. Dispatch's for Kamino both of you will tomorrow. Overlook the last stage of training for a new legion you two will. Take the rest of the day free and rest for tomorrow. Dismissed you both are.''

They both left the room and shaak couldn't stop smiling. '' I'm very proud of you Ashla.'' '' Thanks mom.'' They kept walling all of a sudden Ashla said '' Say mom? Do you know where Ahsoka's buried?'' shaak nodded ''Yes do you want to visit it?'' Ashla nodded. '' Oke then let's go.''

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Raoul and Ahsoka where gathering their gear, some food and drinks. They were preparing for a wild hunt. Normally it's illegal. But there is an area where they can hunt on wild live legally. After they had packed all of their stuff for the day, they left for the garage.

When they entered the garage Ahsoka looked around interested. She saw several four wheeled vehicles and some two wheeled ones. The two wheeled vehicles reminded her a bit of a speeder bike.

She followed Raoul through the garage. To one of the so called cars she looked at the model it looks good. And it looked like it could go fast. Raoul walked to the back side Ahsoka saw R8 on the back of the car. So she asked '' is this called R8?''

Raoul laughed as he opened the trunk. '' Yes we call this an Audi R8.'' he took the stuff and placed it in the trunk. A man approached them when Raoul opened the garage door. Ahsoka had seen him once. He was a butler or something.

Raoul looked a bit annoyed when the man approached him '' Mister Frosterson what do you think you're doing?'' Raoul sighed. '' I'm going to the hunting sight with Ahsoka.'' The man looked down on them. So much that Ahsoka felt like the guy had a stick up his ass. '' And how did you plan to do that mister?''

Raoul gave him one of his, are you serious look and Ahsoka chuckled. '' Well by driving a car of course.'' He stated in a cold and distant voice. The butler obvious acted like he didn't hear it. But he couldn't fool Ahsoka, or Raoul for that matter. They both sensed his fear of losing the job.

''And the mister is aware of the fact, that driving whit out a license is illegal?'' Raoul rolled his eyes. '' Well as long as I drive normal they won't stop me. And if they don't stop me than they won know that I'm driving illegally.''

Both Raoul and Ahsoka stepped into the car '' Mister if you drive away now, than I'm afraid that I have to call the police.'' Raoul lowered the window and looked threatening. '' Harold I'm warning you for the last time. Do that and you can start looking for a different job? Seeing as your almost ready for retirement and white this crisis going on. I don't think you'll get a new one.''

Ahsoka could see that the last bit of color get squeezed out of the man. Ahsoka felt bad about this. Raoul stepped on the gas and drove away. Ahsoka looked at Raoul. '' Was that really needed?''

Raoul sighed. '' No... I guess, I went too far. I'll apologize tonight when where back.'' Ahsoka smiled. '' That's good enough.'' out of nowhere she gave him a quick hug. Ahsoka surprised even herself whit that. And looked away in shame. She could feel his look burning in her back. She scolded herself. 'Where did that come from?' She thought.

''Ah...Ahsoka. a-are you alright?'' Ahsoka kept looking away. '' P-Please don't talk to me for a few minutes.'' Raoul shrugged his shoulders and turned on the music. He also started to drive harder. Way to hard actually.

After 10 minutes Ahsoka finally said something in a nervous voice. '' I'm….Ummm….. S-so about what happened earlier….. I-I'm sorry. I don't know what happened. And I'm sorry. I...'' Raoul cut her off. '' Why? you did nothing wrong. Friends hug each other here all the time. but just because they gave each other a hug it doesn't mean that they are lovers or something.''

"Yeah right we're just friends... hehe.'' for some reason that stung but she shook it off. '' say Raoul may I ask something.'' Raoul looked at her briefly. '' Yeah sure. Ask away.'' ''Why did your parents allow you to become a test subject?''

Raoul smiled he had a feeling that she wanted to ask that.'' To be honest. My parents were against it.'' This earned him a strange look. '' I was suffering from an incurable disease. It caused me to slowly lose my sight. There was an experiment going on however. That could return my sight''

"I volunteered and the doctor told me the risks. The worst that could happen, was me going blind. Seeing as I was going blind already, that wasn't a problem for me. It would just accelerate the process by one year.''

''It was originally meant to help soldier to see better during day and in the dark. however there was a 70% chance that they would go blind during the they needed a test subject they would implant Nano cameras to my pupils and connect them to the brains both cameras with 1080P color vision, night vision and infrared.''

Ahsoka couldn't resist the tease. ''So you're a cyborg now huh?'' Raoul smiled.'' yea I guess. I am. In the 5 years I have them, I Never thought about it that way. But you're right in a cyborg. And I love it. ''Raoul parked the car. They grabbed their gear and walked in to the forest.

They were both deep in focus. After 4 hour they found another pray but they lost it. It was still in the area however. Ahsoka felt tense like she had on the battlefield. All of a sudden she heard a twig snap. She turned around and shot the arrow.

Raoul was tense as he crept through the forest. He was using his infrared sight. He accidentally stepped on a little twig and it snapped. He heard a buzzing sound and he pulled in his head in resting his eyes on to normal. He looked at the three next to him. At the place where a second ago was his head was now an orange white patterned arrow.

''AHHH'' he yelled and Ahsoka saw him. She came out of her hiding spot and ran towards him. She saw him shivering. He muttered at her'' Y-you almost-killed m-m-me.'' Ahsoka felt bad '' You know I think that this was enough hunting for today. We should go back and take a nice dip into the hot tub.''

Raoul nodded still in shock. ''Y-yes that sounds n-nice-lets go. ''As they walked back to the car Ahsoka used the force to calm Raoul down. He had been mumbling the whole way, but she couldn't make anything out of it. When she finally looked at him she could read his lips. '' There is no emotion, there is peace. There is no passion, there is serenity.'' Ahsoka couldn't believe what she heard.

As much as she hated it she had to meditate on this. She groaned. She was starting to look like master yoda. Raoul didn't even seem to notice her. He stepped in to the car and turned on the radio. He sighed and composed himself. He sighed one more time. And turned to Ahsoka. '' I hope that you like a wild ride. Cause I feel like putting this baby to her limits.''

Ahsoka smiled. '' Don't worry after sitting in a speeder with Skyguy, I aint scared for this.''

Raoul chuckle. '' We'll see.'' He turned on the engine with a mighty roar. It was quite impressive. Thought Ahsoka. They went away with screeching tires. And a trace of smoke. Raoul drove way to fast. And after a few seconds they reached a curve in the road. Ahsoka estimated that they drove way to fast to make that one.

Ahsoka could see a twinkle in his eyes. the same twinkle Anakin always had when he pulled on of his hideous stunts. Ho-oh than can't be good, she thought. Without a warning he flipped the steering wheel and pulled on the hand break. Another trail of smoke appeared as he took the curve. He quickly released the brake and steer into the opposite direction. Drifting right through the second curve.

Upon exiting the curve the car was on the road again. And already picking up speed again. Ahsoka had to admit that was fun and exciting. She looked to Raoul he was obviously enjoying this. '' Say Raoul if you want to do this more often than be my guest.''

Raoul laughed. ''So you like this?'' Ahsoka nodded Raoul turned up the music volume and stopped at a long road. A car passed by and also stopped. ''Hey MB want a race?'' Raoul picked up the radio. ''Sure. We start here drag race to Wieringa and take the dike road back. First to the white dam at the zuidweg wins.''

"How much?" Raoul smoked teasingly '' 200 hundred. Wouldn't want you to go broke now, would we Shep?'' ''Ha-ha very funny MB.'' then Raoul's sell phone went of '' guys I heard that you were going to race is that true?'' a female voice said. ''Yes sis that's true.'' '' Oke well be careful john.'' '' Don't worry Jane. I'll make sure he'll survive. You know what tonight a party at my home. With that they both started their engines and drove off.

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'' AHHHHHHHH. I almost had you MB. I almost had you. '' Raoul chuckled. '' Keep dreaming shep.'' They both stopped their cars and a tight car approached them. A woman with shoulder length red brownish hair around 16 stepped out. John stepped out if his car. She could see that he was around 16 very short black hear. And a developing beard.

Raoul stepped out and gestured for Ahsoka to do the same. She was hesitant at first. But when she saw Raoul talking to Jane. She for some reason became jealous. And stepped out. Jane looked surprised and whispered '' I-is that...'' '' Yup she is.'' Raoul walked to Ahsoka. '' John, Jane. May I represent you Ahsoka Tano.''

He turned to Ahsoka. '' Ahsoka these are Jane and John Shepard They are twins '' John stepped up to Ahsoka. ''So the rumors were true? It's an honor to meet you. We should have a dance at the party.'' Raoul busted out in laughing. '' Very smooth prince charming. But no chance. Now pay up. Don't think that you can talk yourself out of it.''

John grunted as he took his wallet. With a sigh he gave Raoul the money. '' Here you go 200 euros.'' Jane walked to Ahsoka and looked curious. It made Ahsoka a bit nervous. Then Jane spoke.'' is it true that you can lift a car? Cause you don't look like you could.'' ''Y-yes I can.''

Jane nodded'' well not that it matters. But one tip don't dance with John he dances like a moron.'' Ahsoka had to chuckle. '' I heard that. And you can't dance either.'' John shot back. '' Well maybe that's because it's in the family genes stupid

Raoul's sell phone went off and he walked away from the small group. Ahsoka could see that it was some important business so the pointed her attention back at the bickering twins. They kept insulting each other for a few more minutes until Raoul returned.

'' I'm sorry but I have to go.'' Jane sounded disappointed '' aww already?'' Raoul nodded '' yes believe me I would rather trade insults with you two all day but I have a party to organize and some business to attend to.''

He walked to the car and Ahsoka followed. '' He stopped and looked at her.'' Ahsoka why don't you say with them? It would be good for you to hang out with other people besides me.'' Ahsoka protested. ''But I do. I also hang out with Hiro and Gwen.'' Raoul gave her a strange look '' you know that that's not what I meant. You need to hang out with people of our age too. Besides they seem to like you. That is rare''

''I-I know. I'm just scared.'' Jane flung around her neck. '' Why not? It'll be fun I promise you. We won't hurt you.'' Ahsoka looked at Raoul who said. '' Mustn't a Jedi overcome his or her fears?'' Ahsoka gave in '' Fine I'll do it.'' Jane squealed. Like a little girl'' Yay this'll be awesome.''

Raoul chuckle. '' It will only be for an afternoon Ahsoka. So I'll see you tonight. Oh and Jane. Please kick your brother in the balls if he tries anything funny.'' John looked a bit offended But Jane smiled '' With pleasure. Hell I might even do it for free.'' with that he drove away leaving Ahsoka with Jane and John.

i hope you liked it. and yes i decided to make john and jane sheppard twin's because i couldn't chose between M or F. so i thought why not both