Short, I know but it's better then nothing for now I guess. I am so busy lately and I was stupid enough to start another story too- it's a multi chapter so not too much work. It was an idea that came up in my head a few days ago and I have to do at least something to keep the writers block from coming back.

Jane is a musician and Maura an actress etc. etc. It's called 'Broken Record Deals' and it explains the meaning behind Jane's most recent album and stuff. Idk. It's worth the try so check it out.

I hope you guys enjoy this chapter even though it's not that much :3

Chapter 014

''Excuse me, Constance.'' Jane husked out, getting up from the couch and jogging after the blonde. When she reached the hall she saw the figure with her back leaned against the wall, the small hands covering her face and her shoulders shaking violently from the sobs she was letting out.

''Maur.. hey..'' Jane said quietly, jogging over to the woman and slowly taking her hands away from her face – firmly taking them in her own, ignoring the stinging pain rushing through her body. She noticed Maura shaking her head and pinching her lips together. The hazel green eyes not daring to make contact with Jane's worried gaze.

The brunette ducked her head, ''Maura, sweety.. Hey- look at me..'' she whispered, letting go of the blonde's right hand and gently caressing the girls cheek. She wiped a tear away with her thumb and looked at the sobbing girl.

''Maura.. Pretty please.'' Jane practically begged, Maura shaking her once again and inhaling sharply.

''I'm sorry.'' The blonde hiccupped before looking up at the brunette, seeing how worried Jane was.

''Don't be sorry.'' Jane whispered, leaning in and pressing a light kiss on the first daughter's lips – tasting the salty tears on them. ''I'm the one that should be saying sorry.'' She mumbled under a breath, Maura being able to feel her breath against her lips.

''I love you, Jane.'' Maura whispered, still trying to gain control over her emotions.

''I love you too, Maura.'' Jane whispered back, dropping her hands to the girl's waist and pulling her in for a tight hug. She felt Maura burrowing her head in her blouse as she started to sob again.

''I am so sorry that you had to be alone all this time, I am so sorry that I made you feel alone again.. I am so sorry Maura..'' Jane mumbled into the blonde locks. ''I am so sorry that I made you feel rejected again. You did so much for me and I care so much for you, I don't know what I would do without you. I would give up my job here to move back with you to Boston, I would give up everything to make sure you won't ever be alone again.'' The brunette added, she was so sorry and she knew that sorry wouldn't make up for the way she made Maura feel but she knew that she could change the way Maura felt.

''I love you so much,'' Jane whispered, pulling back from the hug and looking into the with tears filled hazel green eyes. ''don't cry.. Please?'' she whispered, kissing the blonde's nose - causing a small smile to appear onto Maura's face. ''See, that's better.'' Jane smiled, gently rocking them from side to side, Maura still in her embrace.

''I'm sorry if I ever made you feel rejected by me.'' Jane said quietly, carefully watching Maura who shrugged her shoulder and let out a sad chuckle. ''I constantly feel rejected, it isn't your fault. I just have a low self-esteem when it comes to people loving me. I am weird, nerdy – ''

''Quirky, adorable, cute, caring, smart, sexy and don't forget that you are brave, and incredibly strong.'' Jane finished for her. ''You survived Hoyt. You survived him..''

''So did you, Jane.''

''Hell no. I didn't. Look at me. My hands are ruined, my body is full of scars because of him.. I have nightmares every night again and I am pretty sure that I am suffering from PTSD.'' Jane chuckled quietly, letting her eyes linger over Maura's face.

''Despite of all your injuries you still made it to the drawers, you still made it to call Frankie and get help. You managed to get us out of there.''

''Because if I didn't, he would have slowly cut me open right in front of you and God knows what he would have done to you.. I couldn't let that happen. You were the reason I was able to get enough strength to put my pain aside and get us the hell out of there.. I- I,'' Jane let out a shuddering breath and shook her head, tearing her eyes away from Maura's face. ''I don't know what I would have done if he had touched you.. I don't know if I would've been able to live with myself if I had let him do that to you.''

''I know you would have done everything in your power not the let him touch me.'' Maura said, now pulling a small smile before leaning in and latching her lips to Jane's. She could feel the brunette hum against her lips before she participated in the kiss.

A cough drove them apart again, Maura whimpering quietly when Jane pulled away. Jane looked to the side where the sound was coming from but didn't even bothered to let go of Maura's waist. She saw Edmond standing there with his hands crossed over his chest, a disapproving look on his face.

''Rizzoli. My office now, please.'' The man said with a stern voice before turning on his heels and stomping off.

''So screwed.'' Jane mumbled under her breath, looking back at Maura who just nodded in response – yes, Jane was screwed.