Savannah P.O.V

The plan was for me to leave the weekend after graduation. So the day after prom, i went to my parents and announced that i was leaving for Baltimore after graduation. My father roared, screamed and threw things. I yelled back and stood my ground of leaving. We've argued almost every time we saw each other since. Baz came over all the time, bringing me snacks and taking me out on walks and rides just to get away from it all. I think he knew that it was hurting me fighting with my dad this bad.

But finally the day for me to leave was here. Baz borrowed his brother's truck to help take my stuff out. I had a few boxes of clothes, one of some books and knickknacks and a small suitcase with pictures and a few personal items i wanted close to me. I had to be picky on what i could take since Baz said i had to make sure it looked like i was just going to school. My mother sat at the table, smoking, while Baz, Jax and i took stuff out to the truck.

"Please Sass just think about this" Jax pleaded

"I have Jackie. This is what's best, i'll probably be back after a year or two anyway" i said

"But you don't have to leave. What about me?" he asked with sad eyes

"You have Tara. And you know i'll call you every chance i get" i told him with a kiss on his cheek

I walked back inside where my father and some of the club stood around in the living room. I looked around at everyone and sighed, tears coming to my eyes.

"That's the last of it" said Baz coming in behind me

I nodded and exhaled slowly "So i guess this is it then"

One by one all of the guys hugged me and told me goodbye, by the end i was crying. Jax was the last person i went to. He squeezed me tight and whispered 'i love you' into my hair before kissing my head and pulling away. His eyes were all red and watery and i knew then how much i was hurting him too.

My mother hadn't left the kitchen and i heard her arguing that she wasn't going to either. I sighed and went to my father finally

"Dad?"

"I'm giving you a last chance to stay" he said

"Dad, please, i have to go"

"You are not apart of this family anymore. Do you hear me?" he said. I stood stunned

"Do you hear me!?" he roared

"Dad" i whispered

"You walk out that door, don't you come back! Ever! You will not be part of this family if you leave!" he yelled

"I'm sorry dad. I love you" i said before walking out the door, pulling Baz with me. I waited until we got to the truck and drove away before i finally let myself cry. Baz grabbed my hand

"Hey it's ok. Everything is going to be ok" he told me

I nodded and took a few deep breaths. I sat up, wiped my face and stared out the window, ready for what was next.

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5 Months Later

I had settled into the Cody household fairly easily over the past few months. Smurf reminded me a lot of my mother and she did a lot to help me settle in with school and the pregnancy. I was 8 months along now and pretty far with my classes, since i pick things up pretty quick. I had also grown pretty close with Baz and his brothers. I lived in their sister Julia's room but she left a while ago for some reason and hasn't been back. Smurf, i think, sees me as a replacement for her daughter and that's why she's so nice to me. Deran and Pope, two of Baz's brothers see me as a sister and lookout for me, like how Jax used to. Deran and i were extremely close and we were usually spending our time together, talking, walking, watching movies, or he was helping me study or something. Pope and i were close too, since he and Julia were twins that made them closer than anybody. So when she left he didn't have anyone to talk to, and when i came around he wasn't too pleased at first but after about 2 months or so of us being around each other he finally opened up to me. Now he comes to me when he needs to talk about something.

Baz's other brother Craig and i had a fantastic relationship, despite the fact that i was pregnant with someone else's baby. We were falling in love and i was happy being with him. He treated me like a queen and better than Opie ever had. I heard from Baz that he had a bit of a drug problem a while back but i made it clear that if he wanted to be with me that he couldn't do any of that, and that the baby and i were a package deal. To my surprise he agreed and said he didn't have a problem with being with me even with the baby, and he was clean and would do anything he needed to do to prove that to me. Needless to say he's proved it time and time again.

As for the baby i found out i was having a boy and i decided to name him Deran Jackson, after Jax and Deran. I was worried about his last name though, i didn't want to give him Opie's last name since he wasn't going to be around and if Jax is still looking for me, a baby with the last name Winston with a mother named Savannah would be a dead giveaway. Thankfully Baz came up with a solution to that. We decided that the baby would take Baz's last name Blackwell. He had said that it was only right since he agreed to help me raise the baby in the first place.

I sat next to the pool reading one of my text books when Deran came over to me

"Hey" he called

"Hey" i replied

"You hear from them again?" he asked, plopping down next to me

By them he meant my brother Jax, who tried to call every now and then, and Opie who called twice after i left.

"No thank god. I don't think i can handle ignoring my brother like that"

"You'll be ok. You have us" he laughed

I shoved his shoulder and he shoved me back

"Ow!" i yelled

"What?" he said suddenly alarmed

"My stomach. It's like a sharp pain it really hurts" i told him hunching over a bit and holding my belly

"I'll go get Smurf" he said running off

He returned with Smurf and Baz in tow.

"How bad is the pain sweetheart?" asked Smurf

"Bad" i gasped out

"Coming and going?"

"Every like 3 minutes"

"She's been in pain since last night" said Baz

"Go get the car we're going to the hospital" ordered Smurf

"What? Why?" i asked in between gasps

"Because you're in labor sweetheart" she answered stroking my face

WHAT!? I couldn't be in labor i was too early! But sure enough as soon as Deran and Smurf helped me to my feet, my water broke.