Labor was painful. They made everyone wait outside while they brought me into the room so i could have the baby. I was crying, in so much pain and sweating like crazy. My breath was coming fast and in that moment i only wanted my mom and brother with me. They didn't take my phone from me so i pulled it out and dialed Jax's number. It rang a few times then went to voicemail. I cried in defeat and opted to leave him a message and hope he could get back to me
"Jax? Jax please pick up" i sobbed "Jax? Oh god it hurts so much, Jax i need you please, Oh my god"
Suddenly, alarms started going off and one of the doctors shouted for them to get me off of the phone. The phone dropped and slid across the floor, the battery going in one direction, the phone in the other. I felt really dizzy and there was darkness at the edge of my vision. I saw the doctors pull away their hands and they were covered in blood. The last thing i remember was Baz barging in the room and calling out to me before everything went black.
I woke up in a white room with a monitor beeping beside me. I sat up and winced. I wasn't so sure why i was sore. Oh right. I had a baby. I looked around and saw Baz and Craig in chairs next to the bed. I wondered when Craig got there because when i went in he was at work. Slowly Baz stirred and opened his eyes
"Hey you're up" he said with a small smile
"What happened?" i asked
"There was a problem with the delivery. You lost a lot of blood. You almost died Sav" he told me
"The baby?" i asked worried
"He wasn't breathing right at first but he's perfect now. Smurf is with him"
I sighed in relief
"I'll go get a nurse, let them know you're up" he said, slapping Craig's knee as he left. Craig woke with a start
"You're awake!" he exclaimed when he saw me. He came over to me and kissed me repeatedly "I thought you weren't gonna be ok, i was fucking terrified" he told me quietly
"I'm ok" i told him. Honestly i felt crappy and i was shocked that he kissed me just now. Before this we had only held hands and middle school stuff. Finally Baz came back with a nurse behind him
"Well looks like mom's awake" she said with a smile "How do you feel?"
"A little sore but otherwise fine" i told her
"Well we had to do an emergency c-section so that's normal" she informed me checking my vitals
"So when can i see my baby?" i asked
"Well you seem well so we'll get someone to bring him in, then we can fill out his birth certificate"
"Thank you"
She nodded her head then left. I turned to the boys
"C-section? You didn't tell me that" i said
"We didn't really know until after" said Craig
"How long was i asleep?"
"About three days" replied Baz
Jesus christ. Three freaking days.
I rubbed my head and sighed. The boys also told me that they kept the baby this long too and wanted to wait until i woke up to do the birth certificate. If i didn't wake up within a week, they would've had to have the father alone fill it out. In other words Baz would've had to do it.
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Finally the nurse came back in holding my son, with Smurf following right behind her
"Here we go" the nurse exclaimed placing the baby in my arms
He was so beautiful. He didn't have much hair but you could tell it was the same honey color as mine. He opened his eyes and smiled and i couldn't help but to cry. He had Opies hazel eyes. My heart just melted at his little grin. This was my baby boy and i love him so much already. I looked up and Baz, Craig and Smurf were all looking at us with teary eyes
"He's so beautiful" i whispered
"He is baby. I'm so proud of you" said Smurf
The nurse stood smiling for a moment then walked over to a computer
"Ok time to give this handsome baby boy a name" she said. I nodded at her.
"First name?" she asked
"Deran. D-E-R-A-N" i told her making sure i spelled it for her
"Nice. and do we have a middle name or no?"
"Yeah, it's Jackson. J-A-C-K-S-O-N"
"This is a cool name. So now we need Mom's name"
"Savannah Lee Morrow" i told her and spelled my last name for her
"And Dad?" she asked glancing between Craig and Baz
"Barry Blackwell" Baz piped up
"Great. And will the baby's last name be the same as dad's"
I looked at Baz and he nodded "Yes"
She finished typing and a paper printed out "All we need to do is sign and certify this but you are all set" she smiled again "Welcome to the world Deran" she said as she left
Yeah welcome to the world Deran.
