A/N: A crappy chapter I know but I'm a little behind on what I want to happen in this story, since i've been working on a few others and i feel like no one is even reading anymore, so take this as you will and let me know what you think or if i should just let the story die

The next morning I had called the board of directors in Charming and told them that I would be accepting the job. They were thrilled and said that I could start as soon as I got to Charming. The only thing we were stuck with now was finding a house. The kids knew we were moving and while Derry wasn't happy with it he was accepting that it meant I would be around more.

I was searching for houses on my laptop when I saw a house that looked very familiar. It was the house my birth mom and I lived in before she left. When I moved in with my dad, the house had gone to a cousin or something, I guess they were getting rid of it after all these years. I kept on searching for about another few hours when I found a cute two-story, five bedroom house. It was enough space for all of us plus an extra room if we had someone sleep over and in our price range too. What mattered most to me was that it had a big yard so the kids could play.

"Babe!" I called

Craig came strolling into the room "What's up?"

I showed him the screen, and he scrolled through it

"Five bedrooms?" he said questioningly

"One for each of us, plus an extra for if one of the boys crash here. Or"I said leaning in to kiss him "If we have another kid"

He kissed me back "Jesus you really want another kid right now?"

"Not now"I replied kissing his neck "Maybe when Shep is a little older"

Craig let out a small groan and whispered 'ok' and I laughed a bit to myself. With Gemma and Smurf teaching me it was almost too easy getting him to do what I wanted.

"So is this the house?" I asked sweetly

"If this is the one you want then yeah" he replied

"I love you"

"Yeah I love you too"

I kissed him again and grabbed my phone to call the realtor. We would be able to go see the house the day after tomorrow and decide for sure if we want it. I told Craig what she told me and when the kids got home that evening we told them too. Since it would be Saturday when we went up to Charming I figured we could make a day of it and I could show them around.

Later that night Derry and Maggie were both asleep but Shep was being fussy and didn't want to go down. I stood in the living room and rocked him while he cried and screamed his little head off. I sighed as Craig came into the room with a fresh bottle. When I gave it to him he quieted instantly and drank

"You still sure you want another one?" he asked

"With the way we are, I'm surprised we don't have another one already"I replied with a smirk

He reached for the baby and I handed him over, taking a seat on the couch. "We're rabbits babe" he grinned

I let out a small chuckle. I watched him with the baby for a bit, he was so great with him it was amazing. He was great with all the kids really and I never thought he would be the type to have kids and be such a great and perfect father, but here he is with ours. He rocked and hummed to Shep while I continued to watch. He was honestly so extremely attractive holding and rocking the baby like that

"What?" he asked

"You are really hot right now," I told him. He laughed

"Is that so?"

"Yeah the way you are with our kids it's kind of a turn on"I replied with a devilish smirk

"Good timing. I think he is down. For the count" he said gesturing to the baby

Sure enough, he was snoring softly. We crept into the room he and Maggie shared and gently placed him in his crib. I shut the door quietly and Craig lifted me up suddenly and I wrapped my legs around him

"Let's go be rabbits," he said grinning and he carried me off to our room.

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The day had finally come and we were on our way to Charming, to see the house. We had all the kids piled into my car and Craig was driving. The trip would take about three hours and I was all nerves. The plan was to go straight to the house then ride around town taking in the sights. But I knew how wrong plans could go, so I sat the whole ride twisting my wedding ring around my finger. Craig had tried to calm me down but this time it wasn't working.

The ride had gone entirely too fast for me and before I knew it we were passing the 'Welcome to Charming' sign

"We're here!" cheered Maggie

I turned and smiled at her "Just about baby, just about"

I looked a Craig who gave me a reassuring smile and grabbed my hand.

The house wasn't too far away from where I used to live so I was a bit more anxious that I was going to run into my mom or dad. But when we pulled up to the house the anxiety went away. It was much bigger than the pictures let on. The realtor was a short, stout woman with dark skin and short brown hair. When she saw us approach the house she broke out into a big grin

"Hi you must be Mr. and ," she said cheerfully

"Yes. How are you?" I asked shaking her hand

"Great thank you. How was the trip?"

"Not too bad. This one slept the whole time" I answered indicating Shep, who was passed out in my arms

"Oh, he's adorable. They all are"

"Thank you"

"Do you plan on having any more?" she inquired

I looked a Craig and batted my eyes a bit

"We're thinking about it" he answered

"Well this is a great place to do it" she stated walking into the house. Derry took Maggie to go exploring while Craig and I talked to the realtor. The inside of the house was just as big as the outside. I looked around thinking that this was the perfect place for all of us, including Smurf and the boys. We took a quick tour but by the end, we were both sold.

"So what do you think?" the realtor asked us

"The house is amazing" Craig answered

"I'm glad you think so and the neighborhood is great, no crime, great neighbors, and fantastic schools. Have you taken a drive around the town?"

"Not yet but I grew up in Charming so unless things have drastically changed, which I doubt, the area should be exactly the same"I answered

"Oh a town native!" she exclaimed "you must have missed your roots to come back here"

"Not exactly"I mumbled

"So since you're from around here I shouldn't have to let you know about the locals," she said ignoring my comment

"Locals?" asked Craig. The sound of several motorcycles passed by and the realtor gulped

"Yes the local folk" she repeated

"SAMCRO," I said "They aren't a concern"

She clapped her hands "Great! So folks, what do you say?"

I looked at Craig who shook his head at me

"We'll take it," he said. I cheered and tossed my free arm around him

"Excellent let me grab the paperwork and we'll sign everything," she said exiting the house

When she left I turned back to Craig "Oh baby thank you so much. I know you really don't want to leave Oceanside and it means so much to me that you're taking this move. I love you so much"

"I love you too. More than almost anything. I'd do anything for you and our family" he replied cupping my face in his hands

"Almost anything?" I said with a small grin

"I love the kids a bit more," he said returning the smile

"You better," I said pulling him in for a kiss

A few minutes later the paperwork was signed and the house was officially ours. Now it was time to take a trip around Charming.

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We piled the kids back in the car and hit the road. Before we went anywhere there was one place I had to go first. We pulled into the lot of the shop and Craig looked at me

"Are you sure you want to do this?" he asked

I kissed him quickly "Yeah. It's a small town, I can't hide forever. Might as well just get it over with"

"I'm here if you need me," he said. I nodded and looked in the backseat. Maggie was sleeping on Derry's shoulder, and Derry was playing a video game. The only one who was up and attentive was Shep, who started to cry as I reached for the door handle. I opened the back to get him. I picked him up and placed him on my hip and he calmed down. I took a deep breath and headed toward the clubhouse.

I stepped inside and instantly remembered the last time I was here. Nothing had changed, except for a few new faces, and a couple new mugshots on the wall. At the bar was Bobby, Tig, and two guys I didn't recognize. One of them a young looking ginger kid came up to me, he wore a kutte that said 'Prospect'

"Excuse me miss are you lost?" he asked

I shifted Shep to my other hip "No, I'm looking for Clay"

"Clay? Listen I'm not sure his old lady would-"

"Look I'm not some sweet butt. It's just an innocent conversation and besides I have a baby what am I going to do?" I said to him

"Oh Ok well he's in the Chapel," he told me. Thank you, Smurf for teaching me how to persuade people

I went to the Chapel doors and knocked before opening them. My father sat at the head of the table and Jax was next to him

"Who the hell are you?" Jax asked

"Get the hell out" demanded Clay

I stepped closer to the table "No"

Behind me, Tig, Bobby, and the other guy from the bar came into the room

"It's been a long time," I said

Jax squinted at me as he stood, then I noticed his face change as he realized who I was

"Holy shit" he whispered "Savannah?"
"Yeah. Hey, Jax" I said. The guys behind me started whispering

"'Hey Jax' that's all you have to say after almost 11 years?" he said angrily

"What do you want me to say, Jackie?"

"How about where you've been all this time? And what is that?" he said pointing at Shep

I opened my mouth to speak when Gemma came into the room. I guess one of the guys went to get her. "Oh my god" she breathed

"It doesn't matter where she's been. Why are you here?" asked Clay

"What if I said because I'm your kid and I love you" I answered sarcastically

He glared at me "You should go" said Gemma

I felt tears come to my eyes. I nodded "Maybe I should"

I walked back out to the car and buckled Shep in his car seat. When Craig saw me he jumped out of the car and rushed over to me

"What happened?" he asked

"Mom?" said Derry

"It's ok baby, I'm ok," I told him

"Savannah wait!" I heard. I turned and saw Jax coming out with Clay, Tig, and Bobby

I let out a sharp breath and teared up a bit more. I felt arms around me and saw Derry clinging to me

"Mom what's wrong?" he asked. I looked up at Jax again before I looked down at my son

"Nothing is wrong sweetie ok? Please go back in the car"

"Savannah," Jax said

"Go away Jax" I replied

"No" he stated grabbing my hand

"Let go of my mom!" yelled Derry punching Jax in the face

I was stunned for a minute "Derry Jax! I told you to get in the car now!" I yelled

Derry looked at me, I rarely used both nicknames at once. "Dad?" he pleaded turning to Craig

"Go on, get in. You need to look out for your brother and sister" he told him, leading him to the other door

I sighed and ran my hand through my hair

"What the hell was that?" exclaimed Jax

"He's protective, and a teenager," I said

"Who is he?"

"What the hell are you doing here?" Clay interrupted

I felt frustrated so I huffed "Maybe I wanted you to meet your grandkids" I finally blurted

His face dropped "Grandkids?"

"Yeah 3 of 'em."

"You never said anything," said Jax quietly

"Whose fault is that? I called no one answered. I sent invitations to my wedding and my oldest's baptism and first birthday, they were ignored."

"You should've come back," said Clay

"How was I gonna do that? Huh, dad? You were the one who pushed me out"

"No Savannah you did it! You walked away!" he yelled

"You're the one that said don't come back. That if I was going to go that I should stay gone"I cried "So I'm gone"

I got back into the car and Craig sped off leaving my father and Jax in the rearview mirror.