A Few Weeks Later.

"Mommy I hungry." Ella said while sipping on her milk.

Jaxon was sitting in his high chair sipping on his milk playing with a toy car.

"I know my princess. Dinner is almost ready." Kate smiled at her kids.

The last few weeks had been fairly busy. Seth was moved to Friday Night Smackdown and was traveling between Iowa, California and Florida. Kate and the kids hadn't seen Seth in over a week. Kate was still working once a week in Jacksonville and they hired a new nanny named Amy that came to be with the kids while she was gone when Seth was out of town or Holly Seth's mom wasn't available to watch them. Kate was adjusting to life as what seemed like a single Mom. Seth was great with the kids when he was home to be with them.

"No red stuff mommy. Just pasta." Ella said.

Kate smiled at her daughter. "I remember just paste with butter. Did you want a piece of garlic bread?"

"Yes please." Ella smiled.

Kate fixed her plate then handed it to her.

"Thanks you Mommy."

"You are welcome my girl." Kate smiled kissing the top of her head.

She then made Jaxon's plate and handed it to him. After she made her plate she sat down to eat with them.

"Hello Hello Daddy's home." Seth said coming into the house.

"Daddy you backs!" Ella smiled jumping out of her booster chair and running to him.

Seth smiled and picked her up and twirled her around giving her a sweet little kiss on the cheek.

"I am back. Did you miss me?" He smiled carrying her back to her chair.

"I did Daddy." She giggled as she got comfy in her seat.

"I missed you too Daddy I did." Jaxon smiled.

"I missed you too my boy." Seth said kissing the top of his head.

"HI babe. Hope you don't mind me just dropping in like this. Just been a long week and I needed to see you all." He said leaning in to give her a kiss. Kate gave a half smile and moved her head so his lips kissed her cheek.

"It's alright. I know the kids missed you. I made dinner there is plenty you should probably get something to eat. I also made a salad that I just put back in the fridge." Kate said as she was watching and listening to Seth.

"Thanks baby. I am starving. Did you watch Smackdown this week? This feud with the Mysterio's is starting to whined down. Murphy and Aalyah are getting into their rolls." Seth said while making his plate and sitting down at the table with them.

"Yeah we watch some of it. But then the kids went to bed fairly early last night." Kate said taking a bite of her food.

"How did you sleep last night?" Seth asked looking over at her.

"Better. I was up off and on checking in on the kids. But it's been a week or so since I've had a nightmare." Kate admitted.

"Do you think the therapy is helping with that?" He asked her honestly.

"I do. I think it helped me in more ways than one. But I have to ask why are you here? I thought would be heading back to California since well Becky is due very soon." Kate said softly.

"I wanted. No wanted is the wrong word. I needed to see you and the kids." Seth said with a smile.

"I know the kids have missed you." Kate said.

"I have missed you all too. They did seem to have fun a few weeks ago when you went out east with Shane. He said the kids had a blast and they were well behaved." Seth said.

"They were and they had to much fun with the boys. We went on a hay ride and went to this carnival they had there. It was the get away I think we really needed." Kate said as she looked at Jaxon. "You need some help buddy?" He had sauce all over his face.

"No I good." He said putting more in his mouth.

"He is so gonna need a bath." Kate giggled.

Seth smiled looking at her. "I've missed that."

"What?" Kate asked him.

"That smile." Seth said reaching over and taking her hand.

Kate looked at him and moved her hand away.

"I better start cleaning up the kitchen." She stated getting up from her seat heading into the kitchen and started to take care of the food and clean up.

"Finish eating kiddos." Seth said getting up and following her to the kitchen.

"Baby you alright?" Seth asked watching her.

"I'm fine but I just wish you wouldn't do things like that." Kate told him.

"Things like what?" He questioned.

"Try to take my hand, kiss me think it's OK when you ask to sleep in my bed." Kate answered honestly.

"Katie your still my wife." Seth said moving closer to her.

Kate chuckled. "Because that means something to you all of a sudden?"

"That's not fair." Seth said looking at her.

"Oh we are back to this being fair? Like I said Seth I could have probably tried a little harder forgiving you if it was just you cheating on me with a ring rat. But nope you had to do it with Becky of all people not only that but you got her pregnant. You are having another child with some one other than me. You've never once asked me how I felt about it. Then after all that shit went down with Trent I was struggling Seth. You were there for me and I honestly thought maybe just maybe we could work on us. Try to get back to where we were because I still love you but then you had to go be with Becky. You've been trying to split your time. But honestly it feels like we are just an after thought. We can't be that any more. It's not fair to me and it certainly isn't fair to our children."

"What are you saying Katie?" Seth asked.

"I was naïve enough to think you would choose me. Choose us and the family we made together. But over that last several weeks you've proven me wrong. You went to Becky. You've seen the kids once a week on Wednesday while I was at work. I needed you Seth. I needed you to man up and be the man I married. Instead you left me behind when I was struggling. I know you were pissed off when we went back east to spend time with Shane. I could tell it bothered you but I didn't care because I needed to get away from you and from Mox. Shane has always been there for me and talking to him really helped. Letting the kids have some much needed fun was worth it." Kate said as she put a few things in the fridge.

"Of course I wasn't happy. I know you and Shane have a past. I couldn't stomach the fact of you being with him."

"That feeling you got. That's the feeling I get whenever I know you are with Becky. It doesn't feel that great does it." Kate stated as she looked at Seth.

"Kate you know I love you and our kids. You mean the world to me. But like I said I can't just leave my other child. I am not with Becky. I want to be with you."

"I wish I could believe you. But right now your actions are speaking louder than your words. I am woman enough to admit I am jealous of Becky. She is giving you something that I want to give you another child. But after the complications with Jaxon you said it was to risky for me and that you were happy with two children. One of each baby that's all we need our family is complete. Those were your words to me Seth. All you had to do was be a man and tell me you changed your mind and wanted more children. I understand that life changed but all you had to do what say Katie I think I want another baby. You know I still wanted another baby I was willing to put my body through that again for you. For us and our family. But instead you went to Becky. You told her things you never told me. That hurt me deeply Seth. With everything that has happened the past several months. I can't do this any more. I wont do this any more." Kate stated looking into Seth's eyes.

"Kate what are you saying?" He asked looking at her.

"You know what I am saying."

"Say it Katie. Say it out loud." Seth stated.

"I think we need to get a divorce."

"Is that what you really want Katie?" Seth asked.

"I never wanted this. But it's what we need. It's what has to happen. I can't, no I wont share you with another woman. I honestly kinda of hate you for even thinking I could." She stated.

"I never asked you to share me Katie but after Trent you never gave me a chance." Seth said.

"I moved back to Iowa. All I said what that I needed time because of what he did to me. I blamed myself for what happened and then I started to blame you for even putting me in that position. But I had to get better emotionally and physically. At first you were being the man I married giving me the time I needed but still showing me that you loved me. I thought moving back here would get us back to were we needed to be. But I was wrong."

"How were you wrong? I thought things were going well. I gave you your space. I thought that we were getting to the point where I could move back in." Seth admitted.

Kate chuckled. "I thought someday we would get there too. But you picked Becky time and again. You would go to work then fly home so I could go to work. Then fly to California until Monday. Then when you moved to Smackdown I thought maybe he will make more time for me and the kids. But nope you now are in California then come home to Iowa while I work. Then Florida back to California. I feel like you aren't even trying any more. That you think I just except this because it's the choice you made. Well Seth I am sorry I wont do that any more. I can't. So yes I think divorce is the best option."

"What if it's not what I want? I don't want that for us." Seth said.

"I am afraid it's a little to late for that. You are having a child with another woman and I can't just turn a blind eye to that. I have to be happy Seth and honestly I haven't been truly happy in a long time. So all I ask is that you think about it don't keep me trapped in a one sided marriage." Kate said kissing his cheek before leaving the room.

Seth stood in the kitchen. He felt a bit blind sided by the divorce talk. He knew it was an option but never thought his wife would give up on him. That this would be his reality. As he slowly walked to his office he heard Kate giggling with Jaxon and Ella as she was getting Jaxon ready for his bath. He stood there looking at their most recent family photo.

"Search your heart Rollins what is it that you truly want?" He said to himself holding the photo. "I love Kate with my heart but I've messed up to many times. Do I let her go? I can't stomach the idea of her being with Mox. The idea of another man touching her makes me pissed off at myself. I am losing the best thing that ever happened to me. Do I let her go? Can I let her go be happy? I want to make her happy." He said said to himself.

As Seth stood in this home office his heart was breaking he was conflicted on what to do. What was best for their family. The choices he made lead to this moment. The moment that their lives would change forever.


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