A|N: Sorry for the delay on updating things have been nuts because of holidays. Thank you for sticking with this story.
Chapter 78 - Perfect Guy
Sutton was absolutely speechless when she opened the front door of her home to reveal Gemma and a man named Nero with several bags. Since she hadn't talked to the older woman since she had given birth to Julian, she wasn't quite sure what the surprise visit was about but she invited them into the home.
"He's gorgeous." Gemma cooed to the little boy who was in his little swing as cartoons played on the TV for Julian and Penelope, "She's going to be a little heartbreaker." Gemma added, gesturing to Penelope who was trying to dance around.
Sutton couldn't help the laugh, "Yeah, Happy has threatened to send her away to an all girls school, but I don't think he'd be able to go through with it. She's too sweet and has him wrapped around her finger." Sutton commented as she sat down on the couch.
"Can I hold him?" Gemma questioned.
"Yeah, of course." Sutton gave her a nod and glanced to Nero, "Do you guys need anything to drink?" Sutton questioned.
"No thank you." Nero commented as he sat down in the chair while Gemma held Julian close as she rocked back and forth a little while standing, "No thanks baby." Sutton gave a nod in understanding and watched as Gemma showed Nero how cute Julian was and she remained silent watching the older couple coo over the little boy.
"I know I haven't been around much and I sort of wanted to explain why. I told you that I'd be here for you since your parents weren't here, but things got a little shitty for a while." Gemma explained and Sutton furrowed her eyebrows in confusion.
"You don't have to explain..." Sutton tried to protest but Gemma wasn't having it.
Gemma let Nero hold Julian and the Queen moved to sit next to Sutton on the couch, "Things with Clay got real bad for a while. He knew that he was getting pushed out of the club and he didn't handle that so well." Gemma began to explain, "Things between us got worse once I found out he was behind JT's death, and I didn't want to come here and put you or your children in danger because the truth is, Clay is a loose cannon when it comes to the club." Gemma added.
Sutton knew that Clay was behind Jax's father's death and that Gemma didn't know anything about it when it happened, "Gemma, seriously, I understand." Sutton stated, "I don't want you to feel like you have to explain yourself to me. We all have crazy lives, so I don't hold anything against you. You're here for me when you can be and that's all that really matters. I know you have your own life outside of keeping me company." Sutton added.
Gemma smirked and gave a nod, "So how is the killa dealing with two kids now?"
Sutton let out a small laugh, "He loves being home with them, but since shit is going on with the club he hasn't had a lot of time to spend with them in the past week. I think it's getting to him some because he is usually the first one to wake up to get either of the kids when they start to cry but since he gets home so late he's dead tired." Sutton explained and Gemma gave a nod in understanding.
"Things won't always be so crazy." Gemma commented, "How are you dealing?" Gemma questioned.
Sutton smiled softly for a moment, "I'm not having too bad of a time juggling them both, it's just hard because Penelope is a daddy's girl and she always wants Hap around so she gets a little testy but we make due." Sutton explained, "They are pretty good kids for the most part. Julian only cries if he's not being held or can't see me, but Penelope is usually pretty happy unless she sees or hears Happy and he's not here to play with her."
Gemma chuckled, "Has he told you about the porn business?"
Sutton huffed a little and gave a nod. The truth was it was starting to effect her more than it should have. She wasn't an overly jealous woman but since she wasn't cleared to be intimate with her boyfriend, she felt uneasy about the women being around her man. There had been several times that she had tried to please the tattooed man but he said to not worry about it. It just didn't sit well with her self-esteem. She still had some baby weight from when she was pregnant with Julian since she couldn't run just yet, and in the back of her head, she was worried that he didn't find her attractive anymore.
"Yeah, can't say I'm thrilled." Sutton commented lowly.
"You know that he wouldn't ever cheat on you." Gemma stated with a matter of fact town.
Sutton gave a nod, "I know. I just..." Sutton stopped herself from explaining her thoughts since Nero was sitting across the room.
"Just what?" Gemma questioned.
"I just still have baby weight and haven't been cleared to have sex yet and any time I try to help him out, he shuts me down." Sutton explained quickly, "I know it's stupid but with the crow-eaters, they know he is mine but with pornstars, that's an entirely different thing." Sutton added.
"You talk to him about this?" Gemma questioned and Sutton shook her head.
"No, I know it's just me being a hormonal mess." Sutton tried to joke.
Gemma shook her head and knew that the brunette didn't want to discuss it further so she changed the subject, "So we decided to get a few things for the kids, toys and clothes. I may have went a little overboard when buying things for Thomas and Abel." Gemma stated as she got up from the couch to grab the bags.
"The pink ones are for Penelope and the blue ones are for Julian." Gemma explained.
Sutton saw that each kid had three bags each, "Gemma, you guys didn't have to do that." Sutton stated but noticed the look on Gemma's face, "But thank you, honestly we really appreciate it."
Gemma gave the woman a small hug, "We should probably get going, I have to pick up my car from the garage, damn oil was leaking." Gemma explained and Sutton gave a nod in understanding.
"Again thank you." Sutton smiled to the woman as she stood up and watched as Nero gave Julian a kiss on the forehead and then handed him over to her, "It was really nice to meet you Nero."
"Likewise." Nero smiled.
Sutton watched as Nero and Gemma said their goodbyes to Penelope and then walked them to the door and once they left, she made sure that the front door was locked and the alarm was set.
-SOA-
Happy hated the fact that he hadn't been able to spend much time with Sutton and their kids because of the club trying to make a deal with the Russians with the guns. It was a long task of trying to get other clubs to deal with the Russians instead of them, and some of them weren't too happy about the idea. He had been doing non stop running with the club for the past week and he knew that he was dead tired and was starting to get extremely cranky.
Once he had pulled into the parking lot, he parked his bike next to the others and killed the engine and decided to pull out a cigarette to smoke, and moved to get off the bike and sit at a picnic table.
Since Jax was wanting to go legit in the porn industry, he was aware of women coming in and out of the club house to see about available spots, and he made sure to stay clear of the gashes. He knew that Sutton wasn't thrilled with the idea, but if it meant he wouldn't have to dodge bullets and he was able to come home to her and their kids, he wouldn't object to the idea.
"Happy?"
The tattooed man looked up from his cell phone as he was looking at a picture of Sutton, Julian and Penelope and saw a blonde woman approaching, and he had no idea who she was.
"What?" Happy questioned in a gruff voice.
"Uh...Jax told me to tell you that he needs to speak with you." The woman explained and Happy furrowed his eyebrows and stood up without a word and walked past her and realized that she was following him, "You have a lot of tats." She commented and Happy rolled his eyes and kept ignoring the woman as he approached the club house door.
Once Happy entered the club house, he spotted Jax sitting at the bar and he approached the blonde haired man.
"I need you to give Daisy here a ride to Oakland." Jax stated gesturing to the blonde that was now perched on the bar and Happy stared at him dumbfounded.
Happy narrowed his eyes and shook his head no, "I'm not a chauffeur."
Jax let out a breath and turned to the blonde, "Can you give us a minute darling?" Jax questioned and watched as the blonde looked to him and then Happy and gave a nod and walked away from the bar to give them space, "Look, she needs to get her car from Oakland, and she is scared she'll run into the dude who use to be her pimp."
"I don't give a fuck. I'm not doing it. I've been away from my old lady and kids for a week and I'm not going to take a trip to Oakland with some whore when a prospect can do it." Happy stated.
Jax narrowed his eyes, "You will do it. I'm starting to question where your loyalities are for this club."
Happy nearly growled, knowing that he definitely couldn't tell the president no now after saying that. He hated the fact that Jax couldn't understand that he wasn't like him when it came to a relationship with his old lady or kids. Happy liked to be there for Sutton and the kids and Jax was making it nearly impossible for him to do so because of running non-stop to get things in order.
"Fine." Happy growled and stormed out of the club house after gesturing to the blonde to follow him.
As the tattooed man went to the parking lot, he spotted Gemma approaching him with a scowl on her face.
"What?" Happy huffed in annoyance and realized the blonde was practically glued to his side, "Can you back the fuck up?" Happy growled to the blonde woman who scowled at him and moved past them and stood near the bikes.
"I went to see Sutton and the kids." Gemma stated, "Did you know that she thinks you don't want her anymore?" Gemma questioned and Happy narrowed his eyes in confusion.
"The hell you talking about?" Happy questioned, because this was news to him.
"She thinks you don't want her anymore because she still has baby weight and you haven't let her take care of you." Gemma stated with a suggestive tone, "And it probably doesn't help that gashes like that are around." Gemma commented and gestured her head to the blonde.
Happy was speechless. He had no idea that Sutton even thought that. Of course he didn't want her to please him because it would be too tempting to not take her right then and there, and he didn't even notice the baby weight. He then realized that she had been getting inside her own head since he mentioned the club going into the porn industry.
"Jesus Christ." Happy grumbled, "I'll talk to her." Happy added.
"I suggest you do it soon because she's worrying about it a lot. She didn't say it but I could tell by the look on her face." Gemma stated, "What's with the blonde eye fucking you?" Gemma questioned as she turned to the side to glance at the woman.
"Your son thinks I'm a chauffer now. Have to take her ass to Oakland." Happy grumbled, "Better get going so I can get this shit done." Happy added and headed for his bike.
Once he was seated on the bike, he cringed when the blonde put her hand on his shoulder to get on behind him and felt her fake tits pressed against him as she wrapped her arms too tightly around his waist. He took his large hand and moved her locked hands up to his chest to where they weren't so low against his stomach and felt her move them back down and he let out a growl.
He started up the bike and wasted no time and pulling out of the parking space and headed for the exit of the gate and looked towards the on coming traffic and stopped to wait for the cars to pass.
His dark eyes watched as a familiar SUV began to approach and he felt his heart beat wildly in his chest as he spotted the familiar brunette and tensed when her eyes locked with his. Within a second he saw her eyes narrow and then he felt the blonde womans hand go to his thigh, close to his jean covered center.
"Fuck." Happy growled and yanked her hand away as he saw the look on Sutton's face, "Don't fucking touch me again." Happy warned to the woman as he kept his eyes on Sutton's SUV as she sped away with their kids in the backseat.
Happy knew that he was in deep shit in an instant since Gemma had claimed that Sutton thought he didn't want her anymore and it didn't help that he had a blonde whore on the back of his bike. He had thought about dropping the woman off on the corner but he knew that Jax would get wind of it and make his life hell for not following orders so he decided to head to Oakland first before trying to talk with Sutton. He knew that if he were to go home right then, they would have a huge fight about what she thought she saw. And he was sure that his week couldn't get any worse.
-SOA-
When Happy arrived home later that evening, he was thankful that it wasn't dark out yet and was able to spend time with his kids before they went to bed. He knew that Sutton was furious with him since he had tried to call her several times when he had gotten to Oakland, but she ignored his phone calls.
Once he stepped foot into the house, he was a little worried when he didn't hear Penelope's babbles and Julians cries and found Sutton sitting in the living room with a stone face.
"Where's the kids?" Happy questioned with furrowed eyebrows as he walked into the large room.
"They are with Jake." Sutton stated and didn't bother to explain that Jake had come back to town with his boyfriend to get started on decorating the house.
"Sutton..." Happy sighed as he sat down but Sutton cut him off.
"Look, if you want an out and don't want the responsibitly of having a girlfriend and two kids, then tell me now. I don't care anymore about me. It's unfair to the kids to have to witness their father getting grabbed by women that isn't their mother." Sutton stated, "If you don't want to be with me then let me go so I can eventually find someone who doesn't live this lifestyle, someone who doesn't have a number of whores throwing themselves at them." Sutton added and Happy quickly cut her off with a growl.
"You ain't fucking leaving. You sure as hell ain't going to find someone else Sutton." Happy sneered with a possessive tone, "That shit you saw wasn't what it looked like. Jax had me give her a ride to Oakland, I refused at first and then he said that he was questioning my loyalty so I had no other choice that to take her there. The bitch is a whore and she did try to push up on me but I shut that shit down." Happy declared, "You think I don't want you? You're fucking crazy." Happy shook his head with frustration, "I fucking love you and our kids Sutton. How many fucking times do I have to keep telling you that?" Happy questioned.
Sutton scoffed, "If you fucking loved me as much as you say, you wouldn't put yourself in the position for other woman to touch you!" Sutton shouted as she got up from the couch, "How the fuck would you feel if I barely kissed you, barely let you touch me and then see some dude with his hands on me? What the fuck would you think Happy?!" Sutton added and then began to pace, "And if I remember correctly, it wasn't that long ago you decided you needed to take a break from us when I was carrying our son."
Happy's dark eyes grew several shades darker at the comment about another man touching her, but the last comment had him seeing red within seconds. He jumped up from the couch and stormed towards her and pushed her back against the wall with one large hand on her stomach to keep her from moving and the other hand placed on the wall next to her head.
"You know why I wasn't around." Happy sneered, "You want another man touching you? You think another man will be able to make you cum like I can? To make you so fucking wet that you beg for him to be inside of you?" Happy questioned, "Don't know how many times I got to tell you that YOU are the only bitch I want." Happy growled.
"Sure didn't seem like it earlier when that bitch was trying to grab your dick." Sutton mouthed off and Happy scoffed.
"You fail to realize that you are the only woman who can get me rock fucking hard just thinking about that pussy." Happy growled and let his hand drop from the wall to cover her cloth covered mound, thankful that she just had on an over-sized t-shirt, "You're the only person I want to be buried inside at any point in the day." Happy rubbed her mound roughly, "The only one I want screaming my name as I pound into you." Happy added when he heard a hoarsed moan escape her lips and moved his hand from her stomach to her throat and slipped his hand into her panties to feel how wet she was.
"Fuck." Sutton moaned out as his long finger slid up and down her silk folds.
"You think that another man could make you this wet?" Happy questioned with a raspy voice as he gently pushed his finger inside of her but she remained silent, "Answer me Sutton." Happy growled pulling his finger back out and smirked when she let out a little whine.
"N-no.." Sutton was breathing hard as she felt Happy rub his extremely hard dick against her thigh and then felt his finger dip back inside of her. She knew that she wasn't completely cleared to be intimate but she didn't mind a little pain as long as she was able to feel the tattooed man against her.
Happy leaned down and crashed his lips against hers in a rough kiss as he continued to thrust his finger in and out of her and felt her small hand reach for his hard on through his jeans.
"Shit..." Happy moaned as he thrusted his hips against her hand as she stroked him through his jeans, "I need to...I need to fuck you so bad." Happy moaned at the sensation of her gripping him through the jeans, and he quickly let go of her throat and pulled his hand out of her panties and reached down to pick her up below her ass and she instantly wrapped her legs around his waist and he wasted no time in heading for the stairs.
Once he made it to the bedroom, he knew that he was going to explode if he didn't get inside of the woman and he threw her onto the bed carefully and began to kick off his boots and socks and then discarded the rest of his clothes. He stood at the foot of the bed to see Sutton completely naked using one hand to rub her breasts as the other hand was between her legs rubbing her clit and he took his long thick dick into his hand and began to stroke.
"Come fuck me." Sutton purred as his eyes were glued to her naked frame and he quickly moved to hover over her and used the tip of his dick to run up and down her folds a few times.
"I'll try to be careful." Happy mururmed against her lips as she wrapped her arms around his neck and he slowly thrusted inside of her causing her to wince and moan out in pain and as he bottomed out he remained still trying to let her adjust to his size and knew that she was in pain, "You want me to stop?" Happy questioned lowly as he felt Sutton shudder against him.
"N..No...just...just move." Sutton moaned as she wiggled her hips against him and Happy began to slowly pull out and then slowly pushed back into her and his fingers tangled into her hair while the other held her hip.
"So fucking tight." Happy growled, "I won't last." Happy added since he hadn't been with her since before Julian was born.
"Then you better fuck me good." Sutton breathed out as Happy picked up his pace some and used the hand on her hip to move towards her clit to rub it, "Fuck, feels so good Hap. So fucking good." Sutton moaned.
"Jesus Christ." Happy growled as he felt her climax starting to approach quickly once he picked up the pace of him rubbing her little nub, "Gonna cum for me baby? Cum all over my dick Sutton." Happy's thrusts got quicker and deeper and the moment she threw her head back and pressed her large tits against his chest he lost all the control he had managed to have.
"Happy..." Sutton roared lowly.
"That's it baby, milk that dick." Happy moaned at the tightness that surrounded him and found himself starting to spill himself inside of her, "Fuck!" Happy roared as he grabbed both of her hips and began to pound into her as he hit his release.
Once Happy had been able to catch his breath, he fell on top of Sutton and kept a toned tattooed arm around her, "I hope you know that I only want you Sutton. I don't give a fuck about anyone else but you and the kids." Happy stated.
Sutton gave a nod, "I just...I felt weird knowing you wouldn't let me touch you. You never got like that before."
"That's because if I came, I'd want it to be inside of you. It ain't the same." Happy answered as he laid his head on her shoulder and moved to her side so he wasn't putting his weight on her, "I wish you'd stop second guessing my love for you girl. I've never done a relationship, but you managed to bring that side out of me and I'm not going to fuck it up by cheating with some whore."
Sutton knew that he was telling the truth and she turned to give him a soft smile, "I'm sorry for me being a jealous bitch. I just hate that women can't keep their hands off you."
"You not see the way half the guys look at you?" Happy questioned, "I have to deal with hang arounds talking about how hot you are all the time. How do you think I got those bloody knuckles a couple weeks ago? Mother fucker couldn't stop talking about how he wanted to fuck you." Happy growled.
Sutton let out a laugh, "I'm sorry for what I said earlier."
"I know." Happy gave a nod, "Let's make a deal. When you feel like I'm not giving you the attention you need, then say something. If you see those gashes trying to push up on me, make it known that I'm taken. That's the only way they'll back off. I can only bury so many bodies before people start asking questions." Happy added.
Sutton let out a little laugh, "Deal."
A/N: It's kind of short, but I wanted to give you guys a little something since I said that I would update last week and didn't get the chance to.