A/N: hey I'm back a week later like promised!
This chapter is kind of a filler, I hope you'll like it.

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Ps: you don't wanna miss next couple of chapters because shit is about to go down (finally!)

Chapter 14:

Arizona Robbins:

A few days passed and Arizona was still at the same point. Since she started seeing her 'Guardian angel,' that's how he referred to himself but she still called him Siri. She didn't get any memory back and she was getting frustrated a little bit more every day.

She hadn't talked to anyone about the fact that she was having hallucination or that she was feeling crazy, she was still not sure about what was happening to her. Siri wasn't any help and it was getting annoying to be honest.

She just wanted to be normal, well as normal as possible in her case, was that too hard to ask?

To make matters worse she hadn't seen Dr. Torres in a while. Instead it was a resident who came to check up on her, his name was Dr. Karev. He was grumpy all the time and blunt and she like that. It changed from people being fake happy all the time.

Her father stopped visiting her, her mother said that he had important matters to attend. To be honest she couldn't care less, something seemed off with him in the way he was around her and even in the way her mother interacted with him. She couldn't say that she missed him and Siri was more than happy to not see his face.

"I just don't understand." She said crossing her arms and looking at Siri. He looked at her questioningly. "How are you supposed to help me? I haven't had one dream since you came."

"I'm here for you." Was all he said making Arizona groan. He had been saying the same sentence over and over and it was making her crazy!

"I know that! But why? How?"

"You know I can't tell you, you need to-"

"- figure it out myself, I know." She cut him off. "I don't like you..." She said laying down and turning away from him. If he didn't want to help her than she wouldn't bother to give him her attention.

"Oh come on Zona!"

The second the words left his mouth, Arizona froze and was attacked with images.

Everything was white. So white that it was almost hurting her eyes. However, it didn't stop her from running. Looking at her feet she saw that her boots where white too and then she realized that everything was white because of the snow.

it was almost Christmas and the snow has recovered almost everything. It was the first time she saw this much snow. Usually it didn't snow this much.

She looked to her right and saw her friend running next to her a big smile on her face. It was Calliope. They met a few months ago on the first day of school and since then they have been inseparable. Their mothers always joked saying that they were joined at the hips. It didn't make her laugh thought, it was a disturbing image for an 8 years old.

Then she heard a thud and someone calling her name.

"Come on Zona! Wait for me!"

She stopped and turned around, there she saw her little brother trying to pick himself off of the floor. Quickly glancing behind, she saw that Calliope was still running and was getting ahead of them.

"Come on Tim, hurry up, I don't wanna loose!"

The little boy tried to stand up as fast as possible but by the time he did, Calliope was already jumping up and down from her victory.

Arizona was mad and disappointed especially because if it hadn't been for her little brother she wouldn't have lost, well, she thinks she wouldn't have.

However her mood quickly changed when she felt the little arms of her brother wrap around her waist. He was thanking her for not leaving him alone and apologizing to her for being the reason she lost.

"I will always be there for you." She promised him.

He was her brother after all, her responsibility.

Barbara Robbins:

She looked behind one last time, checking that she hadn't forget anything before closing the door to her hotel room and walking toward the elevator.

To say she was tired was an understatement, with only one phone call her life turned around for the worst. She had learnt that her son died and that her daughter was in a critical state. She didn't even had time to mourn and burry her lost son before she had to fly to the other side of the country to be by her daughter's side.

She just wanted to curl up on a corner and cry and sleep but she couldn't do that because her daughter needed her. She needed to stay strong for her, it was the last thing keeping her together and she wouldn't bare to lose her too.

She never wanted her children to be in the Marines, it was all her husband obsession, saying that it was the Robbins's path and that they were meant for that. He especially insisted for Arizona, saying that it would keep her straight in every sense of the word.

She knew that he always had trouble with Arizona sexuality and that he never really accepted it.

Arizona had almost finished college when her relationship with her husband changed. They were alone, Tim was out with friends and her husband came back home drunk. When he retired he was a changed man, he was far from the man she married and fell in love with. She could see that war changed him and she didn't want that for her children. That night he blamed her, saying that she was the one who raised them since he was away fighting for his country and she let the devil in their daughter's head. It was her fault and now he had to fix it.

They fought and yelled at each other, until, without seeing it coming she received a hard slap to the face. She stood there motionless, shocked of what just happened.

He then started crying and apologizing, promising that it would be the last time. He grabbed his jacket and left only coming back two days later. To this day she didn't know where he went.

It was indeed the last time, but something broke that day and it would never be fixed.

Barbara wiped the single tear that managed to escape her eyes before realizing that she arrived at the hospital.

Her life lately consisted of comings and goings to the hospital, trying to talk with her daughter who barely remembered her and crying herself to sleep.

She took the longest way to her daughter's room, she had a bad feeling about today and she wanted to be alone as long as possible.

She didn't look where she was going until she felt a body collide with her. she barely managed to stay upright and then she noticed who ran into her.

It was none other than Calliope, or Callie as it seemed she lost to call her Calliope for some unknown reason.

"Sorry I didn't look where I was going." The brunette apologized. She still hasn't realized who Barbara was.

"It's ok dear, it is as mush my fault as it is yours." She saw Callie's head snap up to look at her when she realized who the voice belonged to.

"Oh.. uh, well that's ok." Callie then tried to leave but Barbara was having none of it and grabbed her arm preventing her from leaving.

Callie threw her a confused look while Barbara was trying to think of what she wanted to say to the brunette. She didn't think, she just the woman to stop running away from her.

"What happen to you?" Barbara asked out loud. She didn't mean for it to come out, it was just a genuine thought and she sure as hell didn't think Callie would react the way she did.

The brunette laughed so loud that people who were around them stopped to look at them. She felt a little self-conscious she knew of Callie's temper and she didn't like being on the receiving end of it.

"Are you serious right now?" The brunette asked still laughing but Barbara could see that it wasn't a happy laugh, it was more sarcastic. She didn't answer she didn't know what to say. "Are you seriously going to act as if nothing happened?" The brunette however, seemed to know what she wanted to say. "Are you seriously going to act as if your daughter didn't leave me pregnant with her child and your husband didn't threaten me and my unborn child, your granddaughter by the way? Is that really what you wanna-"

"Wait what?" Barbara finally asked. She barely managed to get those to words out. It was like she stepped in the twilight zone. What was Callie talking about?

"Why are you acting like you didn't know?" Callie must have seen the look of pure distress and horror on Barbara's face because she then added "wait… you didn't know… shit!"

Barbara's head was spinning; it was too much information at once. Her daughter left Calliope! She has a granddaughter. With that thought she saw a flash of the little blonde girl that was with Callie the last time she saw her. Her husband threatened Callie and her child!

Barbara felt dizzy and suddenly her vision blurred until it all went black.

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