The Clairvoyant

Kara: Excuse me, I came to this party with my friend Nia, but now I can't find her. Was she in here by any chance?

Madame T: Nia? No, that does not ring a bell.

Kara: Hmmm.

Madame T: Do you want to sit down?

Kara: I don't know. I don't think so. I should go find my friend. I don't really believe in this stuff.

Madame T: Humor me.

Kara hesitates for a moment, then sits down.

Kara: So how does this work?

Madame T: If you will please take this pack of cards.

Kara: Okay.

Madame T: Now, are you a spiritual person? Do you believe in God?

Kara: Well ….

Madame T: Whoever or whatever you believe in, please ask them for guidance.

Kara says a half-hearted prayer to Rao.

Kara: Okay. And now what?

Madame T: Please tell me the question you wish to see answered.

Kara: I thought you would just predict my future.

Madame T: If your question concerns your future that's fine.

Kara: Well, okay, yes, let's do that.

Madame T shuffles the cards.

Madame T: Now please cut this deck into three and give me one third and put the other two away.

Kara does as she is told. Madame T spreads five cards out on the table.

Madame T: Let us see. Ah yes. When I look into your future, I see a lot of struggle, but also so much love. I see a brave, powerful, smart woman.

Kara: You see Lena?!

Madame T: What? No, I was talking about you dear.

Kara: Oh.

Madame T: But this card suggests there may be another woman who will play an important part in your life.

Kara: Is that Lena?

Madame T: I don't know. Tarot doesn't really work with specific names dear.

Kara: Oh.

Madame T: Are you sure you need me to predict your future?

Kara: What do you mean?

Madame T: People often come in here to hear the answers they already have in their hearts. The answers they've simply been shutting their ears to.

Kara: Oh no, you're misunderstanding. Lena is my friend.

Madame T: …

Kara: No, you really misunderstand. Lena is my friend. We fell out. We've only recently started to rebuild our friendship. So yes, of course I'm a bit preoccupied with that. She was so hurt. You should have seen her. I would never want to play a part in making her feel like that again. I just want her to feel loved. And I don't want to lose her again. It was so horrible.

Madame T: …

Kara: I do think about her all the time.

Madame T: …

Kara: Do you think that could be though because she's the closest friend I've ever had apart from my sister?

Madame T: Do you think about your sister all the time too?

Kara: …

Kara starts to tear up.

Madame T: It's okay dear.

Kara: I'm just so scared. If I admit this to myself, to her. It'll ruin everything.

Madame T: Sweetheart, I wasn't lying when I said I saw so much love in your future.

Kara: I don't even know whether she's into women.

Madame T: Does she know you're into women?

Kara: …

Madame T: It'll be okay.

Kara: I don't think I can do this.

Madame T: It'll be okay.

Kara: What if ….

Madame T: Just breathe. It'll be okay.

As Kara cries, Madame T holds her in her arms.