A/N: Hi there! Welcome to another chapter. As announced: a hot and heavy Wendell and Lilly chapter.
The WARNING for this chapter is VERY M, mentions of things that should involve protection XD.
Thank you Mphs95 and Kareneb for reviewing. I love reading your thoughts :).
"Why didn't you answer last night?" Wendell asked while they were sitting in the metro going home to Lilly's place for a nightcap after a lecture.
Lilly blushed, a little uncomfortable to share that detail as she thought back as to what she had been doing the previous evening. "I'll tell you when we're not in public."
Okay... Wendell didn't really know what to expect from that answer. "Do you have to work out tomorrow morning?" He asked to change the subject.
Lilly shook her head. "No, Booth said something about running and I thankfully managed to get out of that."
"If you're able to sleep in, we could watch that movie tonight if you want?"
"Yeah, sure sounds like a great plan," Lilly said with a smile, enjoying the idea of cuddling up against Wendell on her couch.
Wendell grinned. "I can't believe you haven't seen Knight and Day yet. It has been out for maybe a year or so. It is the perfect hilarious-meets-action-type-of-movie."
"Hey, I only got the DVD a few months ago, so I already had every intention of watching it. There were just a few more movies before it on my to watch list."
Soon their conversation got dominated by must have seen and must-see movies.
In Lilly's apartment, she immediately walked to her TV, bend down and pulled out a DVD from the stack. "Tadaaa", she said as she turned to Wendell to show him the DVD casing. Seeing him nod that it was the movie he had expected, she turned back to the media set and turned on the TV and the DVD player. After sliding the disc in she got up. "Take a seat, I'll get the drinks and the popcorn."
When the opening credits started playing, Wendell turned to Lilly. "You still have to tell me about why you didn't answer your phone yesterday?"
"Okay, you're right." Lilly paused for a second. After telling Wendell this, there was no undoing it. "Last week, after our pup-quiz date, I had a dream."
Wendell wasn't sure where she was going with this, but he let her talk. His confusion fueled by the fact that the date had been about a week ago.
"An X-rated type of dream, starring you – and I," Lilly emphasized. "A dream about the type of stuff that should have made the Kamasutra. Which was a really fun type of dream until after I woke up. I started to worry if I would actually be still able to enjoy sex because of Stein." Lilly's voice halted. "I've heard and read about people getting these flashbacks and then panic attacks. So, to ease my worries, I went to see Sweets."
"Wait, you told Sweets about having a sex dream about me?" Wendell suddenly felt warm.
"Yes", Lilly said. "He is a professional and I needed his help, needed his professional opinion."
Not entirely sure how he felt about that; ashamed, cocky, he only knew for sure he was experiencing surprise. "Ah, and what did he say?"
"Well, that it was maybe getting worrisome that I hadn't tried getting back on the horse. Sweets told me that that is a natural reaction and the best way to rekindle that was to just try. But since I was worried about flashbacks, I felt like I was at a standstill. Sweets suggested masturbation as a tryout, to see if I would freak out. So, when you called... my phone was in my kitchen and I was in my bedroom... following Dr's orders." Lilly managed to get it all out in one breath.
Wendell gasped. "Wow, I didn't see that one coming... I think it is great you're trying to get yourself back." He shortly glanced at the door he suspected hide her bedroom.
Noticing Wendell had mentally checked out, she continued. "Sorry, I keep dropping bombs like this on you. I should learn to not do that."
"Hey, don't worry about that. I don't have a fragile hearth or anything. I think straightforwardness is the best way anyway. It's just, I am a very much a thinker in images." He gulped, the image of Lilly naked on her bed, touching herself.
"That is great because I didn't want to lie to you, tell you something different."
Wendell nodded. "So, how did it go? Did you have a flashback?"
"No flashback. It went well, I think. It feels really unnatural though to get yourself in the mood like that."
"I guess", Wendell agreed.
Lilly looked at him. "What are you thinking?"
Now Wendell looked a little flushed. "Sorry, that image is quite a strong one. I know it is probably really wrong to find you trying to beat your demons hot, but I can't really help myself."
Lilly smiled. "I get it and it is nice to be appreciated, even if it is in fantasy and thought." She looked at him, a thought coming up. "Any chance it is hard to get out of your mind because you would like to see that image in person?"
"Yes!" Wendell all but shouted out before he knew he did. "But only when or if you're ever comfortable enough with that," he quickly added, ashamed of his eagerness.
Lilly, however, didn't seem fazed by his enthusiasm. "I trust you, so I am comfortable with it if you are. It's probably a logic next step too, right? Although I guess I would be willing to risk trying having sex just as much, though maybe it is smarter to make it there in smaller steps."
Surprised or maybe even shocked by that admission from Lilly, Wendell nodded. "I suppose, but if you want to do that tonight, we're still not going to watch Knight and Day tonight."
She could hear the surprise in his voice. Amused she chuckled at his rambling about the movie. "If you rather watch the movie that would be fine by me too."
Wendell smiled, realizing what he had just said. "Well, no, I've already seen it anyways. I much rather watch you."
"I am not a movie, though," She smilingly threw back.
"No, but you could be if you wanted to. Dr. B. once asked me if I had ever been a stripper to put myself through school because of my symmetrical features. If I could become a stripper, you definitely can become a porn start." Wendell grinned.
"Keep on dreaming because I don't think that will ever happen. The closest I'll probably ever come is that Burlesque work outclass. Though, you as a stripper, I would definitely pay money for that."
"No way I would do that for money, though, I would do it for you."
"Awwwwwhh, that is so sweet."
As they were walking towards her bedroom, Lilly leads Wendell by the hands they were holding. Through the door, she paused, letting him take in her bedroom. It wasn't large, but large enough for a two-person sized bed, a closet, a chair, and a small dresser. Her bedroom was cozy but not filled with unnecessary stuff.
Lilly pulled the chair from its usual place and placed it at the foot end of her bed.
Wendell smiled. "This is where the magic happens then?"
"I guess, though technically no two people necessary magic has ever happened in this bed."
For a second Wendell wondered where Lilly and Booth had gotten it on then. The thought quickly replaced with the next and much more pleasant one that Lilly was willing to break in the bed with him, at least eventually. He walked closer to Lilly, taking her in his arms and kissing her. "Let me help you get in the mood."
Breaking the kiss, Lilly took two small steps back, grabbing the hem of her shirt and pulling it over her head.
"Wait", Wendell huskily said before she continued. "I'd like to undress you."
Lilly nodded.
Wendell opened her jeans, helping her shimmy out of them before helping keep her balance as she stepped out of them. Next off was her bra. Wendell took a gulp of air in as he looked at her breasts.
"Better than you imagined?", Lilly teased.
Definitely. "Dreams hardly ever match up to reality." Wendell shot back, mesmerized by how beautiful he found Lilly.
"Well, I look forward to testing that theory in not too long from now."
Wendell ran his hands tenderly over her upper body, following every curve. "You're beautiful."
"Thanks", Lilly whispered, as she enjoyed his warm hands all over her skin. When he withdrew his hands, her eyes shot open.
Wendell stepped closer and drew her in for another deep kiss. Lilly's heart beat sped up.
When Wendell broke the kiss, he hooked his thumbs into her panties. Slowly he pulled them down. His voice was raspy. "Do you want to keep your socks on?"
"No, not unless that was part of your mental image of this", Lilly responded, equally affected.
"Alright", Wendell said. Getting on his knees in front of her, putting his hands on her hips, dragging them down until he reached her socks, carefully removing them one at a time.
Lilly wondered if it was weird that she didn't even feel uncomfortable being completely naked in front of Wendell, while he was still wearing everything, including shoes.
"Okay, I really need to stop touching you," Wendell declared. He definitely was not willing to spiral out of control and break Lilly's trust in him.
She saw the predatory look in his eyes. It was already impressive the amount of self-control he had shown. She nodded, quietly waiting until Wendell had made it into the chair before Lilly made it to her bed.
She turned around, treading over as slowly and confident as she could muster. Reaching the bed, she climbed on it, knees and lower legs touching the sheets first before she crawled to the middle.
Wendell took in a sharp breath. Her ass is perfectly shaped like a heart, I think I might start drawing hearts on everything.
It took a while before he saw the telltale signs of impending orgasm. Softly Wendell spoke up. "Lilly, please open your eyes."
Obliging, she locked eyes with him as she crashed. Her legs thrashed, shaking as the orgasm ran through her. She slumped into the mattress, her breath slowly returning to normal. Fighting to keep her eyes open.
Wendell smiled. She was so exhausted she was about to fall right asleep. From a trust standpoint that was huge. Careful not to disturb her, he put her under the covers and carefully tiptoed her room.
The next morning Lilly woke up with a big yawn, stretching her arms above her head. Today was Wednesday, and there would be a new intern starting at the lab if she was correct. Pushing the covers aside, she stepped out of bed.
Seeing her discarded clothes all over her bedroom she remembered that Wendell had been in here last night, helping her out of them before she had given him a show, she didn't even know she was able to. For a second she wondered if it had been a dream. Thinking through it again she concluded that no, it had been a wonderful reality. Her next thought was a little less wonderful. Would he have left? That would suck.
Putting on her robe she walked into the kitchen. Turning to look at her living area, she saw Wendell's jeans hanging over the back of her couch. Relieve and warmth spread through her hearth. He hadn't left.
She probably did a number on him without actually doing anything. He had been as aroused as she had been and unlike her, he probably had had no relieve. Poor Wendell. She crouched down in front of the couch. Brushing a strand of hair out of his eyes. He looked extra adorable when sleeping. Her gentle touch woke him. "Good morning, I didn't mean to wake you."
Wendell smiled; his eyes still filled with sleep. "No worries. Good morning to you too."
"Did I kick you out of my bedroom?" Lilly asked, sounding concerned.
"No, you pretty much fell asleep after hitting the big O", Wendell said with a smile at the memory that was forever etched into his memory. "I didn't want to leave because that would look bad, but I also didn't want to invade your space by crawling in next to you. So, I thought the couch could work."
"Ah", Lilly said. "Yeah, sometimes I just crash like that afterward."
"I thought only men did that", Wendell said with a smile.
Lilly snorted. "Well, if that makes me a man then you must be gay."
Wendell grinned, enjoying that she didn't feel offended by his comment.
"But if I fell asleep immediately after, you must be feeling pretty blue, at least somewhere", her demeanor apologetic."
"In a way", Wendell said, pushing the blanket away and sitting up on the couch. "It was really hot seeing you like that. It might be the hottest thing I've ever seen. So, in that regard, I am not feeling blue at all."
"But, very blue in another way, right?" Lilly looked up at him, changing her squatting position to come sit next to him.
"Yeah, I didn't think it was right to take care of business on your couch."
Lilly smiled slyly. "I appreciate that, but I think I am going to have to disagree with that." Shimming over to sit on top of him, she kissed him deeply.
"Are... You... sure you want to do this?"
Lilly nodded. "Yes. I think you deserve some release after watching me getting it on with myself."
Wendell was about to say something, his eyes looking troubled about something.
"What's wrong?", Lilly asked, probing his face to manually turn his frown upside down with her index fingers.
Gently swatting away her hands he carefully looked at her. "I appreciate what you're trying to do, but... don't you worry it might give you a flashback or something?" Wendell cringed as he asked that. It was definitely a mood killer and he wanted to kick himself for bringing it up, but he didn't want to take advantage of Lilly.
Running circles with her fingertips over his chest she shook her head. "No, I don't think that will happen. I am touching you; you're not even touching me. I got through the test runs with flying colors. Besides, who says we're going to have sex right now? I know more ways to relieve you of some unwanted pressure." She grinned at him and kissed him again.
A/N: Oh noooo she cut it off again before we got to the good stuff XD. Sorry, apparently that is all my brain allows me to write. But if you have a vivid imagination, like Wendell, I am sure you'll be able to fill in all the necessary gaps haha. Thank you for reading! Please leave a review if you are so inclined :).