What Lies Beneath The Eyes: Chapter 6
"INUYASHA!" I called once again kicking and screaming.
"Look, Moka, I'll make sure Inuyasha never hurts you again!" he smiled and kept running.
I decided to stop screaming and kicking, it was getting him annoyed and I didn't want to be on the menu for his 'pets'. 'He'll make sure that Inuyasha will never hurt me?' Inuyasha would never in his life harm me. Finally, he stopped running when we reached a huge waterfall. I looked at in horror. "N-No! Kouga, put me down!" I protested, not wanting to feel the shock wave. And of course, he didn't listen as we entered the waterfall. Behind the waterfall were small caves, filled with wold demons and their pet wolves. The caves were like apartments, Koga lived in a very organized place. But all the way on the top was Koga's cave, which was the biggest. There, wolf demons and even more pet wolves were waiting. He finally put me down, and held me close. I shivered from the pain and how cold it was.
"Wow, Kouga! Another human girl? Didn't you learn anything when you brought that Kagome girl here!" Kagome? They knew of her?
"Hey, Kouga, can we eat this one?"
"Wha... Eat?" I repeated, not really sure what they meant and not wanting to know what they meant. When I heard this, I was on the edge of having a heart attack. But Kouga held me tight, being his way of saying nothing will happen to me.
"Listen, you idiots. No one lays a finger on her! Or you're gonna answer to me! Got it?" he snarled at the other wolf demons. I blushed, I barely knew him, but he acted like I was his lover.
"C'mon, Moka..." he held my hand, leading me inside the cave. Then, he pushed me onto the bed, that was made from wolf fur. "You're gonna sleep here, ok?" he smiled. I looked up at him and shook my head.
"No. I want to go back to where Inuyasha and my friends are. I don't want to stay here."
"Why not?" he asked, surprised.
"Well, I barely know you. And I find it kind of weird, staying here like this. I don't think your conrads take too kindly of me."
"Yea, about that..." he stuttered, not really knowing what to say. "You don't have to worry. They won't attack you, unless I gave them the order to. But I'll make sure nothing bad happens to you, I promise..." he smiled at me, and I blushed. Why would he want to protect me? If he knew what I am and where I came from, he'd kick me out for sure.
"Thank you, Kouga. That's sweet...but Inuyasha-" he stopped me from finishing my sentence.
"Forget about that stupid mutt. Your with me now, you have nothing to worry abou.t" he smirked and bent down in front of me. He was getting closer, and I felt my cheeks burning. I felt slightly out of place. He placed a light kiss on my cheek and got up.
"Get some sleep. Everything will be just fine..."
"Ok...", that was the only thing I could say.
He turned around and left.
I looked down at Shippo in my arms and asked. "Shippo, if Kouga doesn't keep his word, what's going happen to us?"
Shippo just smiled. "Nothing will happen to us. But if Kouga tries to hurt you, I'll protect you from him. I promise." he said.
I just smiled at how brave he was trying to be. "Thank you, Shippo. That makes me feel a lot better."
He nodded in return and snuggled close to me.
Else where...
Inuyasha P.O.V
I stood up and trudged over to the others. Damn it, I let that mangy wolf get away with Moka. I swear, if he even scratch her, I'll make his death really slow and painful with my bare hands.
I was walking, but fell to my knees. "Inuyasha! Oh my god are you okay?" Kagome was right beside me, looking for any wounds.
"Moka... help her... Kouga took her... we have... have to find... find... Moka." I said, barely a whisper.
"Can't you walk Inuyasha, we have to find Moka and Shippo too.." Miroku bursted out.
"I don't wanna know what he wants with her."
"First Inuyasha has to recover, then we can go after Moka." Sango suggested.
I decided to give in. "Okay."
Kouga's Den...
Moka's P.O.V
I wasn't sleeping, but I closed my eyes, because I didn't want to wake up Shippo, who was curled up next to me. I felt so comfortable, having my own bed was so much better than sleeping on the cold ground, like always. Kouga is a very nice man, sweet and handsome, but I desire Inuyasha so much more.
Wait...did I just say that? Desire? I desire Inuyasha? No wonder I blush every second of the day, when I'm around him. I miss my friends, they're probably worried about me.
Just as I was falling back to sleep, something shook me a bit. I groaned and rubbed my eyes, and I opened them. My vision was a little blurry at first, but then I saw the figure in front of me. It was Kouga, his hair was messed up and he had splats of blood on his skin. Beside him, I saw a dead wild boar. I guess he went hunting.
"You like meat?" he asked with a smile.
"I...uh..." I stuttered. Unlike vampires, or half-vampires, I don't believe in feeding on animals, or humans. "Technically, but how do you eat it, in the mourning?" I asked, puzzled. Well, that was a silly question to ask.
"Easy. We do it all the time, we're wolf demons, remember?" he said, taking the boar by its tail and hanging it over his shoulder. I looked at him, unsure of what to think. "Look, you don't have to eat it. I'll bring you something else, ok?" he smiled down at me and I nodded. He was being so sweet and caring, just like Inuyasha. Wait a minute, since when has Inuyasha been nice to me? He practically pesters me about not walking fast enough and all? I mean, I like Kouga and all, but I like Inuyasha even more. And I hope Kouga doesn't make my life even more complicated by making me choose between them.
"Moka..." he said quietly, he bent down in front of me and turned my head. "Moka...I'm not going to let Inuyasha take you away from me. He doesn't deserve you..."
I looked at him, like he was insane. He barely knows me and suddenly it seems like he's in love with me. I like it when Kouga acts all caring and warm, but I love Inuyasha's edge and wild side. He shouldn't be the one to decide, who Inuyasha deserves.
I felt Kouga's face getting closer to mine, and I thought he'd kiss me on the cheek again. But I saw he was trying to reach my lips, but I pulled my face away.
"Ok...I understand...But don't think I'm letting you go just yet, Moka..." he said with a wicked grin and left with the boar on his shoulder.
Inuyasha's P.O.V
"Did you pick up any scents?" the monk kept asking me the same question over and over again.
"No, not yet." I said to him, slightly irritated.
"I hope she's okay. I can't even bear to imagine what Kouga will do to her." I shuddered at that thought. There's no telling, what he'll to Moka. He'll probably try to force himself on her, if she didn't give him what he wanted.
I hated to admit it, but he was right. I smelt the grass and caught a familiar scent. I sniffed harder, and finally found out where Kouga has Moka.
"Kouga..." I growled.
Moka's P.O.V
During the day, I was lonely, very lonely. Only wolves were surrounded around me, everywhere I look. I was horrified, but Kouga reassured me that there was nothing to worry about. Kouga always left to go hunt, or do whatever else those wolf demons do, I never really asked, nor did I care. Kouga keeps saying he won't treat me like Inuyasha did, but he doesn't know Inuyasha, like I do. Kouga is gone most of the day. Luckily, Shippo here always kept me company and tries to cheer me up.
"You ok, beautiful?" the voice snapped me out of my thinking. I looked up and saw, once again, a smiling Kouga.
"Yea...I'm fine..." I lied, looking down at the floor. He bent down and put an arm around me, pulling me to him. His hug made me feel out of place, like my emotions were changing. Maybe Inuyasha would be with me all the time, but he wasn't around me that long. Kouga was so nice and warm to me.
"Moka, I won't let that mutt hurt you again. He did it to Kagome and now to you...", once he said that, it hit me. Is he only being this way because I remind him of Kagome? "I lost Kagome...but I'm not going to lose you..." he whispered in my ear. Inuyasha never in his life dared to hurt me, or Kagome. Is he exaggerating?
But the way he says these things, it makes it hard to believe that he does have feelings for me and only me. And as time past by, I was starting to feel something for Kouga. Inuyasha still didn't come to rescue me. Maybe he went back on his word and is relieved that I'm off his chest.
"Kouga...I have to tell you something...", I pulled away from his embrace to tell him the true reason why I'm here and with Inuyasha.
"Tell me what?" he asked me with a curious look.
"I...I was with Inuyasha because, I'm searching for a terrible enemy, name Naraku. I heard many infamous stories about him from the group, so I decided to join in. They only accepted me, because of my strength and how strong I am. I was born with superhuman strength and much other things, that is why I am with them. The only reason why I rejected the piece of me, you offered, is because I don't believe in feeding on animals, or humans." I told him everything, I opened up and told him everything. I looked up to see his reaction. His face was just blank, just, emotionless. Then he grinned and hugged me even tighter.
"I knew there was something about you that was special..." he whispered hotly in my ear, "I'll protect you from anything, and I will make sure no one hurts you...", he promised me. I felt his mouth move on my neck and the smile turned into a wicked grin.
I felt his nose brush against ear, then he started to place small kisses along my neck. My cheeks were on fire. Did Kouga really want me like this? I wanted him to stop, but I stayed quiet, I decided to give in. His gentle touch and soft kisses made me feel warm. Then when he reached my lips, he kissed me roughly and growled.
I felt disgusted with myself. I let him have it. I let him have my first kiss, that I was holding on to. I wanted to give away to someone special. His hands were exploring my bare leg, this gave me goosebumps. The more he kissed me and growled, the warmer I got. I moaned quietly, I didn't want anyone, not even Kouga to know I was enjoying this. But Kouga obviously heard me. I shivered when I felt something stroke my side, his fingers sliding lower. He then stood on his knees and took off his armor, along with the wolf fur on his chest. I turned away and paid attention to the cave walls. As shy as I was, I couldn't help but look. He had such a manly and well built body. He smashed his lips against mine, and I whimpered softly. My body was so small and fragile against his. Kouga groaned softly, when I began to caress him.
If Sango and Kagome ever found out what I was doing, they'd kill me. But, what about Inuyasha? I still had strong feelings for him, but here I am with Kouga, kissing and caressing. God knows what is going through Kouga's mind and what he wants to do. As much as I craved for Kouga's burning touch and kisses, it wasn't fair to Inuyasha.
"Ngh...Moka...I'm gonna' make you my woman..." he growled and reached for my panties. But before he could take them off, I pushed him off me and stood up. Kouga looked at me, puzzled.
"Moka?"
"I...I can't do this..." I whispered softly. "I'm not ready...".
He sighed and looked down at the floor but looked back up at me and smiled.
"I understand...we have time...all the time in the world..." he kissed my cheek and left the cave. The other wolf demons all circled around him, laughing and asking if anything happened between us.
I stared down at my body, breathing heavily. What have I done? I felt dirty all over. So dirty. What am I? 'All the time in the world...', that's what he said. Does he want me to stay with him forever? I miss Inuyasha and the others, so very much. But Kouga wants me so much more than him. Inuyasha didn't even come to rescue me yet. Did he forget about me, does he even care that I might be in danger?
I was too tired to ask myself all these question, so I closed my eyes, letting my self drift of to another place.
Few Moments later...
I felt warmth, I felt a great amount of it on me, around me, over me. I loved the feeling, the feeling of it on my skin. Then I realize who is making me feel so warm. My eyes fluttered wide open and I saw an arm around my waist. Of course it was Kouga, who else wears that wolf fur bracelet? I wanted to leave the bed, but I knew Kouga would force me back to be by him. Even with all this heat surrounding me, I couldn't help to feel a chill.
Kouga yawned and turned on the other side of bed, letting go of my waist. I sighed in relief, and stood up and quietly took Shippo into my arms, not to awake him. I was disappointed when I looked outside, it was foggy and cold. The clouds were dark and it was drizzling. Just my luck. Hopefully there wouldn't be any thunder, because I'd be scared out of my mind.
Just as I thought of it, I heard the roar of thunder. I yelped, setting Shippo gently down and ran back to the bed, but I lost my balance and landed right on top of Kouga. My cheeks were on fire and I bit my lip, obviously I woke him up. Would he yell at me, or maybe even hurt me? If there is one thing I should know, it's that you shouldn't wake a man, while he's sleeping.
"Hmm...Moka..." he groaned and opened his eyes, looking at me on top of him. That wicked grin appeared on his face, I knew what he was thinking. My whole face was red and I got off of him, turning my attention to the cave walls.
"I-I...I'm sorry, I didn't mean to...I-"
"It's ok, Moka. I know you didn't mean to wake me...but why are you awake?" he turned my head to face him.
"I don't know...the thunder woke me..." I trailed. "I-I'm kind of scared of thunder...".
I felt humiliated to tell him such a thing. He was a warrior and afraid of nothing. He'd probably mock me for being so weak.
"There is nothing to worry about. I'll protect you from anything, even thunder" he smiled and caressed my cheek his hand. I couldn't help but smile back. When he saw my smile, I can just see him full of joy. He reached for me and hugged me tight.
"Moka...I love you..." he whispered hotly in my ear.
What did he say? Did he just say what I think he said? Love me? Love me? That is the strongest word that can be used. It's such an important word. How can he just say that without any meaning?
"Don't say that unless you mean it..." I smiled shyly and pulled away. But he grabbed my hand and turned me to him.
"Who said I didn't mean it?", he grinned and kissed my cheek softly.
I looked at him, not expecting him to mean it. "You-what? You mean it?"
"Of course, why would I lie about something that serious?" He began to caress my cheek, making me blush. He loved me? How is this possible? We've only known each other for barely a week, or so.
"Say you love me, Moka..." he whispered and kissed my cheek.
Love him? Love Kouga? I care for him and I like him, he's a sweet guy, but I don't have any feelings for him.
"Moka...say you love me..." he whispered again, I bit my bottom lip.
"I'm sorry, Kouga. But...I just can't..."
"What-why?"
"Because...I-I can't say it..." I turned my head away from him and looked down at the floor.
"Ok, I understand. You need more time..."
"No. That's not it, I don't need time. I just-I don't love you.", after I said it, I covered my mouth with my hands. I watched his expression get from warm to upset.
"It's because of that mutt, isn't it..." he asked, obviously reffering to Inuyasha. When he said that, it struck a nerve. Even if Inuyasha did feel a bit of emotion for me or not, I still can't help but feel strongly for him.
"I...", I was out of words.
"You don't have to answer...your face says it all..." he turned around and left the cave, leaving me alone.
Inuyasha's P.O.V
The rain was falling down harder and the thunder was louder. I was running almost all night, trying to find Moka. I knew Kouga moved to a new cave. The cave he lived in before was totally empty.
"MOKA!", I was shouting her name into the air all night. I didn't know where she was, all I could do was follow Kouga's scent, but the rain made it harder for me.
"MOKA! MOKA, GODDAMIT, WHERE ARE YOU?!"
I heard something...a voice. It was a familiar voice.
"Inuyasha?"
Moka's P.O.V
I heard something...a voice. It was a familiar voice.
"Inuyasha?" I thought. No, it couldn't be.
He really is looking for me. I wanted to hug myself and cry. Why am I in this mess? Why did I have to get kidnapped? And why did I stand there like a fool, knowing Kagome shouted for me to run. Now I have to deal with Kouga and his emotions.
I've never felt this much anger or pity for myself, ever. I wanted to sleep, but there was no time to sleep. I realized I really am in a serious situation, and I can't just think like a child.
I missed Inuyasha, I missed him so much. I want his arms wrapped around me, and when I opened my eyes, all I want is to see was...crimson red.
Will he rescue me?
I prayed that he will.
Inuyasha's P.O.V
We had found Kouga's den. And when we did, we saw Moka sitting by herself with Shippo in her arms.
Kagome was the first to speak. "Moka!"
"Are you alright, Moka?" I asked and she gave a nod.
She stood up slowly and walked over to us, when in a blink of eye, Kouga and some of his comrades appeared in front of Moka. "You're not trying to take Moka away, without me knowing are you?" he asked, suspicion in his voice, yet it sounded angry.
"What? You wanna fight you mangy wolf?
"Should I knock you down as well?" he growled.
Okay that done it. He has officially pissed me off. "That doesn't! You're dead!" I shouted running to attack him.
"Sit boy." Kagome said and I was met with the ground.
"Kagome, you..."
"Keep still and keep quiet." Kagome turned to Kouga, "Listen Kouga, can Moka come back with us?" she asked. How in the hell is that gonna work?
"Nope." he simply said.
"Kouga please, you got to let Moka go."
"Why should I?" he asked.
Kagome just sighed. "Because, Kouga, you're keeping her away from her freedom. She said she wasn't in love with you. You have to understand. When a girl says she's not in love with you, she's not. Besides Moka is in love with someone else as well. What about Ayame, Kouga?" she asked. Yeah, I wonder what happend to that girl. "Ayame loved you with all her heart and you just rejected her. Kouga you have to understand that Moka loves someone else. So can she come with us?"
"Well I guess I can let her go." He said
"Kouga, why all of sudden?" asked one of his comrades
"Are you sure, Kouga?"
"Well, if Moka wants freedom, then I can't take that away from her." Kouga said.
Moka just smiled. "Thank you Kouga, for understanding." she said smiling, "So can I go now?" she asked.
Kouga smiled warmly at her and for some reason, it made me upset inside, because I don't want to see that mangy wolf pulling anything on my angel! Hold on... Since when did Moka become my angel? I guessed I let my anger get the best of me. "Yes, I wanted you to stay longer, but I guess I can't take away your freedom."
"Thank you. That means a lot to me." She smiled at Kagome and gave her a warm hug. "Kagome, thank you so much." she said with appreciation.
"Hey mutt!" shouted a voice I did not want to hear right now.
I turned to Kouga with my usually pissed off face. "What do you want?" I growled irritated.
"Moka is my girl, you can have her back for now, but you better not touch her." He said.
My anger just went to a whole different level. "Who does this mangy wolf think he is?"
"Shut up! Moka needs a man like me!" he barked.
Moka looked over to the two of us. "Excuse me? What about how I feel?" she asked, feeling offended. I watched as her face didn't look happy.
Shippo just shook his head and sigh. "You're both idiots."
There's the next chapter. Review, it took me forever to write this chapter. And I know some of you are pissed off and didn't review, because I changed Moka's abilities, if you want me to change her back, just review.